Bound love

"Bound Love" Author: Fu Xiaoxi

Fresh.com 2013-07-21VIP ended

Attribute classification: modern / urban life / undecided / drama

Keywords: foster father and son under the 18-year ban, dare not love, because they are afraid of hurting

I don't want to love because I'm afraid of being hurt

Bo Xiyan thought that as long as he kept away from that watery man, he could keep his heart

But found that he was bound by that man a long time ago

In the seemingly invisible shackles, struggling and sinking...

In the bondage that is so heavy that it hurts, learn to love...

1. Go home

There is always silence in the countryside in the evening.

Once again set foot on this piece of land that has not been touched for a long time, listening to the cicadas and the frogs from the rice fields, Bo Xiyan took a deep breath, let the hot and humid air pour in from the tip of his nose, and slowly stepped forward.

It took only ten minutes to get home from the station, but now it seems extremely long.Feeling the dim light gradually condensing into a faint mist, Bo Xiyan stepped on the cigarette in his hand, and called the thin man from behind.

"Pray for Ya."

Hearing Bo Xiyan's voice, Duan Qiya froze for a moment, then turned her head slowly.

"Xiaoyan?!" Calling Bo Xiyan's name lightly, Duan Qiya's tone revealed a hint of unbelievable excitement.

"How will you be here?"

"The company came back from the big holiday." Bo Xiyan smiled at Duan Qiya, and slowly walked in front of him.

"Have you been okay for the past six months?"

"En." With the corners of his lips raised, Duan Qiya smiled softly at Bo Xiyan, like a gentle evening wind blowing in his heart.

As if thinking of something, Duan Qiya turned her head, opened the black briefcase, and rummaged through it.The bag is an old model from ten years ago, and the jet-black patent leather has faded to white due to the age. Now, except for him, I am afraid that no one will use it anymore.

"I'm sorry Xiaoyan, please wait a little longer, the key...Suddenly I can't find it..." Turning her head and smiling at Bo Xiyan, Duan Qiya's hand continued to search in the briefcase, slightly trembling fingertips But I can't even hold the bag.

Sighing, Bo Xiyan raised his hand, letting the black reflection gradually cover Duan Qiya's whole body.

"Xiaoyan..." Unexpectedly, Bo Xiyan would suddenly stick to his body from behind, Duan Qiya was shocked, and the slight trembling feeling could be clearly felt even through the shirt.

"Here is the key." He lightly took a spare key from the door beam, and Bo Xiyan handed it to him with a smile.Qi Ya is always like this, as long as he is not around him, he will be confused and confused, so there is this spare key.

Reaching out to take the key, Duan Qiya's face showed a trace of embarrassment, but the crimson ears were particularly conspicuous.

"Thank you..." After opening the door, Duan Qiya took a pair of slippers and put them in front of Bo Xiyan, smiling softly.

"Xiaoyan, welcome home..."

"Yeah." After changing his slippers, Bo Xiyan put his luggage at the door, and slowly glanced at the old house that he hadn't seen for half a year.

This is a hut on the outskirts of the city. It looks so inconspicuous from the outside, but the inside is even older, which reminds Bo Xiyan of the dilapidation and depression in the middle of the last century.The furnishings in the hall are very simple, with a table, two wooden chairs, and not even a decent sofa.The original smooth walls are long gone, leaving only yellowed walls and cracked windows.

In the past, there lived a pair of adoptive father and son who were so ordinary that they couldn't be more ordinary, but now, there is only a lonely middle-aged man and a

──A man who is burdened with evil.

"Have you eaten yet, Xiaoyan?" Taking the briefcase back to the back room, Duan Qiya changed into a slightly homely dress and came out.

"Not yet." Shaking his head, Bo Xiyan watched Duan Qiya roll up his cuffs, opened the refrigerator, looked at it and closed it again.

"Sorry, there seems to be no food at home. Xiaoyan, can you wait for me for a while? I'm going out to buy some food and I'll be back soon."

"No need, you rest at home for a while, I'll go shopping." Said, Bo Xiyan walked to the door and put on his leather shoes.

"But……"

Ignoring Duan Qiya's words, Bo Xiyan walked slowly to the vegetable stand in his memory.

The village where Qi Ya lives is very small, and the place in front of him is said to be a vegetable market, but it is just a few stalls set up by a few farmers on the side of the road, not even a decent storefront.

Crouching down, Bo Xiyan bought two handfuls of green vegetables in front of a vegetable stall, and slowly stood up.

"Is it Xiao Yan?"

Hearing someone calling him, Bo Xiyan turned his head and saw the uncle selling butcher at the opposite stall smiling at him.

"It's really Xiaoyan, I haven't been back for a long time." Wiping the lard off his hands, the uncle strode forward and gave Bo Xiyan a warm hug.

"Yes, Uncle Liang." With a faint smile, Bo Xiyan gave him a symbolic hug back.I don’t know if the rural areas are good or bad. Although the prosperity and excitement are not as good as the cities where I work now, the people are relatively simple. Even a butcher who is not very familiar with you will dig his heart out for you, full of heart. enthusiasm.

"You came back to see Teacher Duan, right?

"Ah."

"Seeing that it's rare for you to come back, I'll cut a piece of good meat for you." As he said, Uncle Liang cut a piece of high-quality pork belly from the meat rack and handed it to Bo Xiyan.

"Then thank you Uncle Liang."

"You're welcome, your dad usually takes good care of our Xiaoyou, tell him to come over for dinner if he has nothing to do, otherwise it will be bad if he gets stomach bleeding all by himself."

Hearing Uncle Liang's words, Bo Xiyan's eyebrows twitched, "Why did he have stomach bleeding?"

"Yeah, just two weeks ago, halfway through the school class, I suddenly said that I would change it to self-study, but I collapsed before I even got out of the door. At that time, the whole person who was in pain just lay on the ground and didn't move. The village There is no decent doctor there, and he wanted to call you, but he said you were busy with work, so he didn't call because he was afraid you would be distracted."

Before he could react to Uncle Liang's words, Bo Xiyan heard his words again.

"Xiaoyan, don't blame Uncle Liang for talking too much. I know you have a lot of work to do in the city, but try to come back as often as you can. Your father, although he doesn't say anything, but we can all see it. Come out, he misses you very much. Even my daughter told me that she always saw Teacher Duan eating steamed buns and green vegetables alone at school while looking at your picture. His eyes looked like she was about to cry. Even her Such a small child feels pitiful."

Uncle Liang has been selling butchers in this village all his life, he is an honest man, although he has never read any books, he speaks truthfully, and every word hits Bo Xiyan's heart, making him extremely uncomfortable.

If you want to talk about this matter, if you put it on someone else's son, Bo Xiyan will definitely laugh at that person as a white-eyed wolf. I don't want to say it from someone else's mouth at this moment, so I feel that I am the one who is out-and-out The white-eyed wolf made him have no intention of staying in the vegetable market at all, and hurried home after buying some vegetables.

ENDIF

Writer's words:

Well, I admit that too many people have unsubscribed recently, so I added a new pit to boost morale.

This cheating Ah Fu has been written for more than a month, and has been revised many times during the period. Compared with the previous writing, the style of writing has changed a lot. I really hope that everyone will like this brand new Ah Fu.

Some people may ask why Duan Qiya and Bai Xiyan are father and son, why they have different surnames, because they are adoptive fathers and sons, and the surnames and other mysteries will be mentioned in future stories.

In short, it is an ordinary story, two ordinary hearts, but a love that is not ordinary at all.

PS: When reading this article, I hope you can read it slowly, because the taste will not be so strong if you read it too fast, thank you everyone! ! !

2 stop worrying

Back home, Bo Xiyan saw Duan Qiya's busy back suddenly fixed there, his heart felt as if someone had peeled off a layer of skin from the outside, the pain made him lose all strength, but Duan Qiya paid attention first Going to Bo Xiyan, walked up to him with a smile, and took the dish in his hand.

Putting the dishes on the kitchen table, Duan Qiya stretched out her hand and rubbed Bai Xiyan's hair, her eyes were full of doting.

"Our Xiaoyan has grown up..."

Bo Xiyan knew that Duan Qiya was referring to the grocery shopping, but he felt that his face had been slapped twice.

The man in front of him has always loved himself a lot, and he has done everything to help him do his best, but he never let himself do anything for him.If someone else’s child was to buy vegetables, he might have already helped his family when he was a few years old, but I have lived for 27 years, and the number of times I helped him buy vegetables is very small.

Looking at Duan Qiya who was a head shorter than himself, Bo Xiyan suddenly felt a word stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say anything, he could only open his arms and hug the man in front of him tightly.

"Little... Yan?" Unexpectedly, Bo Xiyan would hug him like this suddenly. Duan Qiya was taken aback for a moment, then patted him on the back, just like when he was a child, but it made Bai Yanxi even more sad, with his nose I can't stop my bitterness.

"Qiya... I'm sorry..."

Feeling that the strength of Bo Xiyan's arms around her was getting stronger and stronger, Duan Qiya didn't know what kind of stimulation he had received outside, so she had to ask him in a more gentle voice, hoping to relieve a trace of uneasiness in his heart.

"What's wrong, Xiaoyan? Please tell me what's wrong?"

Hearing Duan Qiya's mellow voice, Bo Xiyan couldn't help rubbing his hair with his ears, his voice was low and hoarse.

"I will……"

"Will come back to see you often..."

"So... so... don't let others worry..."

to be frank,