[Competition] Strive for the top

As soon as You Le came out of the swimming pool, he remembered the agreement with his sisters, and hurriedly made a phone call with guilt, and changed the time. Today, he is really not in the mood to deal with the two sisters.

His heart is very heavy now, and he is still dangling, even a little wronged.

Last year, he knew that he had a different feeling for Yuan Zheng, and he tried his best to ignore that concern. He comforted himself and regarded it as the love between brothers. He thought about procrastinating, procrastinating, and dating a girl, maybe he would return to the right track. .

Of course, he doesn't blame anyone if he can't get back and keep up with the mainstream, but the question is why is he bent?What's the difference between this and paying attention to eating habits all your life but getting stomach cancer at a young age?What's the difference between driving safely in your own lane but being hit by a car driving in the wrong direction and breaking your leg! ?

Can you not be wronged! ?

Why should this matter be spread on my own head?Why can't you act like a normal person?Mom and Dad passed away a long time ago, there is no place to blame for this matter, only heaven and fate!But why did you come back after that?Is it still strange?Then why is my life different from others?

No matter how much You Le can explain himself to a greater extent, there is a limit after all, when it comes to this point, he can't stop complaining!Don't blame God and others!Don't feel wronged!

Yuan Zheng and You Le walked out of the swimming pool side by side. After hearing You Le's phone call to his sister Hua, he was also inexplicably unhappy. He deliberately walked a few steps quickly and rushed to the front.

He hates anyone who destroys his relationship with You Le, Wen Hao doesn't like it, sisters don't like it, and sometimes he doesn't like even You Le and the coach acting like a baby... This kind of feeling is very light and superficial, but it does exist, and it happens anytime. As time passed, it seemed to become more and more obvious, making it impossible for him to ignore it.

He understands that play is important to him...

After returning home on New Year's Day, Shi Yu mentioned that he felt lost but not sad when he broke up, and he knew that the relationship he and Shi Yu had cultivated with great difficulty was consumed by this long-distance relationship.The two broke up peacefully, and had a meal before they parted, and then one went east and the other went west. He was walking on the road, looking at the cloudy sky, rubbing his phone with his hand in his bag, and wanted to give it to him for no reason. Make a phone call...

say what?have no idea.

Maybe it’s just to tell the news, that you have no one close to you except your family, and that you are the only one, the closest teammate, the strongest brother, the one who is very close.So... I am the same in your heart, right?

"Ah!" Yuan Zheng sighed secretly, his erect ears could not hear the sound behind him, he stopped and turned around.

When I saw You Le covering her mouth and viciously wiping her face, the eyes covered by the hat of the down jacket were full of water, staring at him with anger and grievance, accusation and sadness, must All kinds of emotions are in those eyes.

There was no time to hide the eyes, the fleeting expression, like a hailstone suddenly fell from the sky and hit Yuan Zheng's head, top-heavy, eyes dim.

You Le was taken aback by Yuan Zheng's sudden turn around, took a breath, pulled his hat in embarrassment, covered the upper half of his face, and said in a nasal voice, "It's okay."

Yuan Zheng clenched his hand in the bag suddenly, his face was as cold as ice skates hanging from a tree, sharp and penetrating.

You Le didn't explain it, and didn't know how to explain it, so he simply stepped faster, surpassed Yuan Zheng in two or three steps, and finally even ran out, escaped, and escaped.

You Le returned to the dormitory in a panic, rolled into the quilt with his coat on, wrapped himself like a bug, round and round, tightly, facing the wall and never moving again.

The sound of opening the door sounded, Yuan Zheng pushed the door open and came in, followed by the cold air pouring in, and a frightening cold oozes out of the light footsteps.

You Le froze and didn't dare to move. His scalp was numb and his hair stood up. Behind him, at a distance of half a meter, he could clearly feel Yuan Zheng's presence. Those sharp gazes were as real as they were, and the back of his head was painfully poked. .

"I... suddenly miss my mother." You Le muttered and gave a far-fetched reason.

"My mother is a beauty from Russia. I heard that Russia is also very cold, so I miss her in winter..."

"I heard that my mother lost contact with my family because I liked my father. I haven't seen my grandparents until now. I only know that my mother has a lot of relatives in my family, and there are brothers and sisters..."

"At the beginning, when my parents left, I was too young. I didn't even know how to cry. Maybe I forgot to cry. Now it's very rare to cry once. My impression of them is only a few photos, all of which are yellowed... Dad's comparison many……"

"When I was in the sports school, I was thinking, they must be bullying me because I have no parents, no place to complain... Later Ji Xiangming told me that it was because I was too arrogant... But if my mother was there, She will definitely take care of me, if I want to be a cow, I will be a cow in front of my mother..."

"I'm going to Japan in a few days... It's my first time going abroad. If my mother is here, she will definitely help me pack my luggage, and she will definitely say that I am the best, that I can overcome no matter how hard I am, and be proud of me... ..."

"I think she praises me so much, she really wants to... really wants to..."

"..."

Yuan Zheng's anger dissipated little by little in the child's grievances and complaints. Seeing Youyou sobbing under the quilt, he squatted on the side of the bed and touched the little brown curly hair, rubbing it lightly, silently comfort.

Is this the real reason?It doesn't matter now.You Le is clearly worried.

He has never heard You Le complain about his background, and has always smiled so brightly, as if the death of his parents did not affect him, his life is still full of sunshine and happiness, he looks forward and strides forward, He walked freely and unrestrainedly, so that he had to stare at him, be attracted, and even envy him.

But it turns out... It's not that I don't care, it's just that I hide it and show everyone the bright side, which is as bright as it is shining.

There was a tight pain in the chest, and the feeling of heartache flowed to the limbs along with the blood vessels, as if it was hurting even the nerve endings, and the stroking movements became lighter and lighter.

In order to hide a secret, You Le had no choice but to reveal another secret. He was forced to peel off his own child from the very first defense to the revealing of his true feelings, and finally began to regret why he said these things?

Crying is not a trump card, and tears are not a weapon for sympathy.Ever since the second uncle's daughter was born, and the non-stop crying was exchanged for the second aunt's complaint, "I know how to cry and cry, it's annoying to death, who has the patience to cry too much", he suddenly understood that only the biological The second aunt who has always been amiable is being polite to her, and that is not a real kiss.So... only parents are the strictest but most tolerant people.

I don't want to be annoying, and I carefully correct my shortcomings, so that everyone likes me... I have been doing this all along.

Taking a deep breath, holding back the tears in her eyes, You Le said sullenly, "Just let me cry for a while, and leave me alone."

The big hand covering the head moved, but did not leave.

You Le said again: "You are here, I feel ashamed, please..."

The big hand left... Then there was the sound of light footsteps, out the door, and disappeared.

With difficulty, You Le pulled out his hand and wiped it on his face indiscriminately.Although the heart was still stuffy, the tears stopped.The death of both parents is a fact. It has been so many years. What should be complained about, what should be explained to oneself, what should be done, the emotions come and go quickly, and it is easy to control.He just felt that he shouldn't have blamed Brother Xiaozheng earlier. It wasn't Brother Xiaozheng's fault that he liked him, and it wasn't a good thing to be liked by someone of the same sex. How disgusting is that?So I must not complain, Brother Xiaozheng is the most innocent person.

After Yuan Zheng left, You Le lay down for a while, got up, took off his clothes, got into bed again, and didn't get up until the afternoon training.

The training in the afternoon felt very bad. I felt weak and sore all over my body. I was dizzy and uncomfortable. I finally persisted. I got on the car back to the apartment and fell asleep with my hat on. When I got off the car, the Everyone knew he had a fever.

The emotions fluctuated too much, and I went to bed in a drowsy coat, and then took off my clothes and got under the wet quilt. It's cold winter, so it's no wonder I'm not sick!

Fever is not considered a serious illness, and You Le's fever was only low-grade. You Mingjie sent him to the infirmary for injections and medicine, and then You Le lay on the bed peacefully and watched a movie.He was a sick man, and everyone let him in. He was too uncomfortable and couldn't sleep, so Yuan Zheng's computer was donated.

Watch for a while, sleep for a while, watch for a while, sleep for a while, and the night will pass like that.

The next morning, You Le didn't participate in training, and he didn't need to be taken care of by anyone for his illness. Not long after eating the breakfast Wen Hao brought back, the brothers went out with their swimming gear. For a while, he was left alone in the room .

In fact, having a fever doesn’t necessarily make you feel comfortable at home, at least not when you play. The soreness and blunt headache from the cracks in his bones made him feel uncomfortable lying down, so he had to call his bad friend Ji Xiangming, but no one answered. Definitely in training.Then he called Yaxue again, and he got through immediately, and hooked up in a few words, saying that he was visiting him in his dormitory.

Within 10 minutes, someone came over.

You Le opened the door and looked, stunned for a moment.

It was the first time that the two girls standing pretty at the door were dressed exactly the same.The down jacket with the big white hat, the neat and energetic ponytail, and the wide-brimmed white hairpin reveal a full and bright forehead, and the corners of the mouth that smile with anger are called beautiful, and they are double, simply beautiful the landscape.

"What?" You Le clenched his fists to cover his mouth, and coughed, "I can't even tell the difference when I'm dressed like this."

The girl on the left raised her hand: "Yali."

Ya Xue stepped forward to push You Le: "Come in."

The athletes' apartment is still very particular, at least the male and female players are clearly separated, and it is quite eye-catching for girls to go to the boys' unit.So You Le twisted his waist to get out of the way, and hurriedly closed the door after someone entered the house.

Today, the two sisters feel weird, their words are full of guns and sticks, and they also imply a lot of deep meaning. You Le's head hurts, and he wants to drive people away before talking about 10 minutes. Playing this boring guessing game is still It's better to sleep.

The two girls also seemed to see that You Le's complexion was not good, and they looked at each other, and Yali said, "You Le, do you like us?"

"Cough!" You Le choked on his saliva.