All his life

"Why do you only bring these two people with you when you come out today? What if you accidentally bump into each other, won't you still be in pain?"

Duan Ce walked out of this bustling brothel with Gu Jingyan on his back, leaving the noise behind him far behind him, but at this moment, what Gu Jingyan was thinking about was the young emperor who just broke down emotionally.Together with Duan Lin's words, they were deeply engraved in Gu Jingyan's mind.

"I don't want too many people to follow." Listening to the voice in front, Gu Jingyan didn't have much energy to recover. A lot of things happened today, one after another, and Gu Jingyan couldn't handle it. I want to be quiet.

"Then don't just bring two people to this kind of place. This place is very chaotic. I'm afraid that you will have a little accident. As for why I came today, it's just like what you saw. If it wasn't for him If I don’t know how to run out without authorization, I can go back earlier.”

Duan Ce walked a long way with Gu Jingyan on his back, his expression remained unchanged and he was out of breath, a heavy weight was placed on his body, and Duan Ce also felt heavy, because it was him who was carrying it. world.

"The emperor, is he alright?"

Gu Jingyan was lying on this generous shoulder, with his face pressed against the man's temples, listening to the young emperor mentioned by Duan Ce, his heart trembled along with these words, and when Duan Ce saw From an unreachable angle, Gu Jingyan was pressing on his nails vigorously.

"Do you want to know?" This time, Duan Ce made an exception and did not answer Gu Jingyan's question, but instead asked it back.

"is it okay?"

Gu Jingyan looked at Duan Ce's face, his eyes undulated slightly as he walked, his skin color was not white, but it looked really good, not so rough.

"If you want to know, I just want to say. Nineteenth is just like what I saw just now, because there are a lot of talented officials in the underground, he has never been in power, and now he is facing an abyss in front of those officials."

Duan Ce lifted the person behind him vigorously with both hands, and answered An Lu Gu Jingyan's question truthfully and succinctly.

"Isn't there still you?"

Since childhood, Gu Jingyan has faced those femme-hearted women in the backyard, but if he really wants to enter the imperial court, then Gu Jingyan's strategy is acceptable, but he can't figure out the rules.

"There is me, but I can't protect him from the wind and rain for the rest of his life. Not everyone can take this seat. What if I'm not here that day?"

From the bottom of his heart, Duan Ce regards Gu Jingyan as a child. Children can't see the essence of many things. In the past, he risked his life for the throne, but it was only because someone told him this all the time:

"You must be emperor, you must!"

So Duan Ce thought that this was his mission in this world, but when he met Gu Jingyan, Duan Ce's deep-rooted goal changed so quietly.

"But he..." Gu Jingyan's heart ached when he heard this passage, and he couldn't continue in the middle of the sentence.

In this world, there are too many sad and suffering people. I thought I was the most miserable person. Sure enough, this royal family is a curse, and few people can escape his clutches.

"Everyone has a darkness that he has to go through. Others can't help, and it's hard to help. But you are different. If you would rather keep everything in your heart than tell me, then that is my darkness."

Even if he didn't see the expressions of the people behind him, Duan Ce could guess the unspeakable secret of Gu Jingyan at this time.In the eyes of others, Gu Jingyan is the vicious master who is so vicious and can't tolerate any grievances.

But in Duan Ce's view, this is precisely a protective clothing that he had to form over the years.It’s okay for Gu Jingyan to be harsh and mean, he still protects it, it’s okay for Gu Jingyan to be arrogant and unwilling to admit defeat, it’s okay if he pampers him, on the contrary, if someone comes out with a word of responsibility, Duan Ce will fight back without hesitation.

There was a bit of pain in the throat, which was inaudible at first, until later, after Duan Ce said that sentence, the dull pain turned into a sharp claw, tightly strangling Gu Jingyan's Adam's apple and even his entire neck.

I don't know if anyone has told Duan Ce that his words will drive many people crazy.Until now, Gu Jingyan feels that he and Duan Ceyuan are people from two worlds.

"Okay, if you're tired, just lean on my pillow and squint for a while, it's almost dusk now, do you want to go back for dinner later, or go outside?"

Several people in Dong Xia followed behind, some distance away from Duan Ce, now that Duan Ce is there, Dong Xia no longer puts all his attention on Gu Jingyan, nor can he spy on the conversations of the masters.So I don't know that at this time, Duan Ce's gentleness is like water.

"I won't go back..."

After waiting for a long time, Gu Jingyan raised his head from Duan Ce's shoulders even after he had seen the carriage of the palace. There were people coming and going on the street, but Gu Jingyan unexpectedly couldn't feel the strange eyes from others .

"Okay, where do you want to go? Listen to you."

With a slight hook of the lips, the most important person is on the back, walking in the setting sun like this, the shadows of the two people behind them may overlap, or they may be connected and inseparable, so, that's fine.

"Eat more, don't always be picky about food."

He raised his hand and put a chopstick of vegetables in Gu Jingyan's bowl, the rice was so poked that he couldn't bear to look directly at it, Duan Ce didn't criticize Gu Jingyan.

"Um"

With a slight nasal sound, Gu Jingyan no longer had the guarded look he had at the beginning, but instead showed his petty temper. I don't know why, now whenever he is in a mood, he almost shows it on his face.

"What are you thinking about again, let's talk."

With a sigh that was almost inaudible, Duan Ce looked at the man with a downcast face since he came out of the alley, and replaced what he wanted to say with this doubt.

"It's nothing."

Gu Jingyan was not very energetic, he didn't even eat the food he was always keen on, and when he heard Duan Ce's questions, he answered them without stopping.

"Then eat quickly. After eating, go back and clean up. Let's go out to play tomorrow."

Since Gu Jingyan didn't want to talk about it, Duan Cetsk didn't want to keep asking, so he put down the chopsticks in the book and picked up an empty bowl for soup, while Dongxia and the others stood aside, and kept quiet until they called out.

"Where to go?"

This sentence made Gu Jingyan a little interested. It has been more than half a year since I came here. Even after going out on the street a few times, I feel bored, and Gu Jingyan is almost bored to death.It was different before. At that time, there were always endless things to do, so there would be no boredom.

"Langyue Mountain, let's go back to Guoshuo Palace on the way."

Putting the newly filled soup in front of Gu Jingyan, the white mist slowly rose, but it disappeared before it touched Gu Jingyan's chin.

"Why are you going over there?"

Gu Jingyan didn't know why he suddenly mentioned here, and he also talked about the Guoshuo Palace. In the early days, Duan Ce had already made it clear that he would not be able to go out until after the Chinese New Year.

"No, a friend is married, please let us go over."

Duan Ce's voice didn't change, he stopped his chopsticks and waited for Gu Jingyan to finish the bowl of hot soup.

"He's not far from Shangli country, let's go there on the way back."

"Oh,"

After listening to Duan Ce finished speaking, Gu Jingyan began to nod a little confusedly. Although he still didn't know who Duan Ce was talking about, what he could be sure of was that after a while, he would be able to return to Guoshuo Palace up.

"If you don't want to stay for a long time, we can just go back. This is just thinking about you going back once, because you have been thinking about it for a long time."

Because what you want is a wing room, as long as you close the door, you can isolate the noise outside.

"I know."

Gu Jingyan couldn't be happy about the already depressing mood now that Guoshuo Palace is mentioned, but he didn't want Duan Ce to wait so dryly, so he had no choice but to simply reply.

Seeing this, the first thing Duan Ce had to do was not to answer Gu Jingyan, but to wave at the door. The next moment, Dong Xia and the others who were standing by the door retreated and closed the door by the way.

"Why, don't you want to go back?"

After the person left, only Duan Ce and Gu Jingyan, who had been absent-minded all the time, were left in the room.As soon as Dongxia and the others left, Duan Ce stood up, hugged Gu Jingyan who didn't know it from behind, turned around casually, and then sat in Gu Jingyan's seat himself.

And Gu Jingyan sat on Duan Ce's legs, because Duan Ce's legs were slightly spread apart, and Gu Jingyan was deliberately moved to a good position, so Gu Jingyan's buttocks were hanging between Duan Ce's legs.

"open!"

For such a posture, Gu Jingyan felt very ashamed, and Duan Ce's expression seemed to him like an adult coaxing a child.

Unable to bear this awkwardness, Gu Jingyan struggled as soon as he sat down, trying to free Duan Ce's hands so that he could stand up.It's just that Gu Jingyan couldn't match Duan Ce's strength, and his butt hurts after he didn't pull for a long time.

Cursing his lips, Gu Jingyan stopped his movements, thinking that Duan Ce couldn't see this expression of his own, after all, he had already turned his face away.

Who is Duan Ce?This must be known, but seeing Gu Jingyan's discomfort, Duan Ce stopped joking, stretched out his big hand, and came to Gu Jingyan's still sore tailbone.

Ever since Gu Jingyan confessed his intentions, Duan Ce has turned into a beast. He has been tossing about Gu Jingyan for a while, regardless of day and night, so Gu Jingyan is an old wound that has not healed yet a new wound.

I was still planning how to get out of this man's arms, but I never thought that this bastard Duan Ce would actually want to do such a thing in front of people during the day!

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