All his life

"My lord, it's not that you don't know the living environment of Wangfei since he was a child. Such a life will only cause Wangfei to only trust herself. You love him, but you haven't told him personally.

The princess doesn't know, and she won't believe it. She only thinks that you are so good to him, either out of purpose or out of teasing. There will never be the knowledge that you love him. Even if you have, you will immediately forget it .

For a person like the princess, no matter how well she treats her, it can't compare to a word he has heard with his own ears. "

"Some things will blind his eyes. Even if there is warmth within reach in front of him, in order to save his life, he can give up the fire in front of him on a cold winter night to endure the unbearable biting cold."

"Then you're saying that I haven't given him the safety he needs most, so he would rather seek his own way out of scars than reach out to me for help?"

"My lord, feelings are not a memorial. No matter how urgent the memorial is, you can deal with it calmly. As long as the result is intact, you don't need to tell the world who you are dealing with."

"People who are loved are qualified to be children who will never grow up. People who lack love have to mature early, and they will never believe that a person really loves themselves."

Duan Ce froze in place, every word from behind pierced Duan Ce's heart like a sharp arrow, he knelt down slowly with his head in his hands, Duan Ce was in great pain.

He thought that as long as he was always by Gu Jingyan's side, he would give him what he needed, stand up when he was in danger, and overcome difficulties hand in hand.

No one has ever taught him how to love a lover, he can only explore step by step by himself, and then use what he finds out to love others, but in the end he still can't get his lover's trust back.

Duan Lei saw the painful back. He was met by Duan Ce in the imperial city 13 years ago. At that time, Duan Lei was still a dead man controlled by a cult.Later, because of the severe physical injuries, he lost all his martial arts, was given up by the cult, and ran into him when he was running away.

Duan Lei couldn't become Duan Ce's bodyguard like Duan Ping and the others later because his whole body's martial arts only had star points.

Later, Duan Ce won the title for his military achievements on the battlefield, and when he returned to the imperial city, Duan Lei was always in charge of the affairs of Duan Ce's mansion. After becoming a prince, Duan Lei sat down steadily The Chief Steward of Prince Ce's Mansion.

So Duan Lei can be regarded as witnessing the growth of Duan Ce. In that environment, Duan Ce is just a little more indifferent than ordinary people and has no other shortcomings, unlike some people who grew up in a harsh environment and have a flawed personality. .

Just as Duan Lei was about to lift his feet to go to his prince's side, he saw the person who was squatting on the ground with his head in his arms suddenly get up, then strode towards the door, and at the end he threw a word to Duan Lei to hurry up.

Duan Lei laughed in response, so he also walked out of the wooden house and searched in the dark forest.

After running for a long time, Gu Jingyan was too tired to run anymore. He covered his right arm with his left hand, and warm blood continued to flow from the gap between his fingers. He took a deep breath, and it smelled like blood.

Ignoring the pain from the pressed wound, Gu Jingyan tightly covered the bleeding wound with the palm of his hand, so that the blood would flow as little as possible.

This is in the woods on the wild mountain, there may be wild wolves or some carnivorous animals, if you look for the smell of blood, then Gu Jingyan really must die if you don't die!

In addition to paying attention to whether there are wild animals rushing over, Gu Jingyan also heard the clearer and clearer footsteps coming from behind, and there were more than two or three people in the formation!Occasionally, when I look back, I can still see the flickering fire through the branches.

"stop!"

Accompanied by a roar, a dagger that could be seen in the dark flew past Gu Jingyan's hand, and inserted into a tree trunk in front, the handle was still swaying due to inertia.

Unable to run any longer, Gu Jingyan could only stop and turn around, looking at the people who were getting closer. Gu Jingyan had never seen those people before, but he knew that these were the assassins who kidnapped him.

Not wanting to be caught, Gu Jingyan backed away as those people got closer.

"I told you to stop! Run? You fucking keep running! I didn't expect you to have the guts to run away! Not bad, I thought you were just waiting for your lord crying like a woman Come to save him! That's okay, you don't have to suffer any physical pain, now! Let me catch him!"

A small bean-eyed man walking in front was holding a torch and making fierce noises as he walked. Xiao Douyan kept staring at Gu Jingyan, and at the end he waved his hand back to give an order, and immediately everyone ran towards Gu Jingyan.

Gu Jingyan didn't want to be caught, so when the little bean-eyed man got more and more excited, he quickly took a few steps back, turned around and ran, but Gu Jingyan didn't know that there was a rocky slope behind him, and it was covered with weeds. Slip, the whole person fell backwards.

At the same time as he fell, Gu Jingyan saw not only a kind of panicked person, but also a figure growing up behind them, and even saw a figure flying towards him.

Just when Gu Jingyan thought he was going to die, he was hugged and fell into a warm embrace. The familiar body temperature and smell made Gu Jingyan relax instantly.

Before they could see the man's face clearly, the two of them fell to the ground and rolled up, but Gu Jingyan didn't touch it and knocked there, but they still couldn't bear it and passed out.

I don't know how long it took, but Gu Jingyan gradually showed signs of waking up, with regular breaths in his ears, and intermittent croaking of insects and frogs.

When Gu Jingyan woke up, he saw a chest, and there was a thick palm scrubbing on his back, his face was pressed all the time, and now he felt a little numb when he moved, so Gu Jingyan moved.

"Awake? Where does it still hurt?"

A deep male voice came from above his head, he couldn't see his face, but Gu Jingyan knew that it was Shi Ce at that time.

Raised my right hand and moved, I saw that the wound was well bandaged, and the blood stopped flowing. It must have been medicated, and the wound on the leg was also medicated. Although it still hurts a bit, it is still tolerable, so Gu Jingyan shook his head.

It is autumn now, and the nights are cold, especially in the woods, it is even colder.

Walking around the street for a long time today, and then experienced being caught, frightened, and running away just now, Gu Jingyan has long lost his energy, and now he is just dying in Duan Ce's arms.

A gust of wind blew past, Gu Jingyan shivered from the cold, and shrank into Duan Ce's arms.

Duan Ce smiled silently, stretched out his hand to hug the long coat covering Gu Jingyan's body, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.The worry and fear that had lingered in my heart all day today finally disappeared, replaced by a real person nestled in my arms.

"Are you afraid today? Are you hungry? We can go home after a while."

"Ah."

"Why don't you wait? Do you not believe that I will come to save you?"

"Why don't you run? Why do you believe?"

"Just because I've been kind to you for so many days, why don't you even try to believe me?"

"Don't believe I love you?"

A murmur, continuing the helplessness of the last sentence, spread out in this cold autumn night, and suddenly shocked people.

"Hehe, my lord, please don't disrespect Jing Yan. Jing Yan is just a man. Although he has become the princess of this policy, Jing Yan still has self-knowledge that he is not worthy of his lord."

Lack of energy and exhaustion, he thought about Duan Ce's Gu Jingyan for a while before he figured out the meaning of the words, a slight smile appeared on his lips, full of self-mockery.Those words were like a thunderbolt, startling Gu Jingyan woke up, he didn't want to continue to rely on that person, so he struggled to get up.

"Why do you think so?"

The person in his arms wanted to leave, how could Duan Ce allow it?Immediately, he tightly hugged Gu Jingyan who wanted to escape, lowered his head, and leaned against Gu Jingyan's neck, his long hair scattered on his face, ears and neck, itching, but Duan Ce didn't care about it so much.

"Why do you think so? Hehe, who knows? Leaving aside my identity as a man, I must have come here from above. There is a [-]% chance that I am a spy. What is the mission here other than intelligence Woolen cloth?"

"You said you love me? Love? Do you believe it? Anyway, Jingyan doesn't believe it."

If you believe it, you will die!

"Now that I have this opportunity, I have to say it clearly. Because of my status as a man, it is a shame for me to marry, but why not for you, a high-ranking prince?

Since this is the case, why don't you just spread it out and say, as long as you want to know, I will tell you everything I know, how about it? "

"Then the price is to let go and let you go?"

"Of course, you can also declare that Gu Jingyan was seriously ill and died, and I can also give up the name Gu Jingyan."

At the end, Gu Jingyan smiled mockingly, what irony!You can't even live by yourself.

Mother, why did you let me persist in the first place?Why don't you let me go with you?Maybe it won't be so painful now.

"Where are you going? Where do you want to go?!"

Sensing the sadness from Gu Jingyan, Duan Ce was afraid that the person in his arms would disappear just like that, and let him go back to the time when he couldn't find anyone, then his life would be worse than death!

"Where can I go? The sky is big and the earth is big."

Yes, where can I go?The sky is big and the earth is big, but there is no place for him.

But, why are you so sad?

"My lord, you and I are just passers-by in each other's lives, why should you care so much?"

So don't be sad anymore...

Is it worth it?

"It's not just passing by, why don't you believe it? I really love you! Where can you go? You can only be by my side!"

Duan Ce panicked, panicked like never before, afraid that the person in his arms would suddenly disappear!Where can I go?Only by your side!At the end, Duan Ce hugged Gu Jingyan tightly and said viciously.

His body hurts from being imprisoned, Duan Ce has seen his goodness for him for many days, he is also a human being!He also has the seven emotions and six desires, and his heart is soft!How can you not feel it?

but……

But the living experience from childhood to adulthood is like a burning iron rod, and now it is firmly stirring in Gu Jingyan's heart!That growth became an unbreakable barrier, preventing Gu Jingyan from trusting Duan Ce.

pain!Unspeakable pain!

"Hehe, I don't believe it, you know?"

"You can try to believe, please give me a chance! Okay?"

The shoulders were getting wet, Gu Jingyan was stunned, his eyes stared straight into the distance, it was too dark there, he couldn't see anything, he couldn't touch anything, how should he go?

mother……

"Hehe, hehe, hehehe..."

Suddenly he laughed, Gu Jingyan didn't know why he was laughing, but he just laughed, raised his injured right hand, and put it on Duan Ce's head.

No one knew who took the initiative, the two of them just kissed like this, just like treating the most beloved baby, Duan Ce kissed Gu Jingyan tenderly, full of heartache.

After letting go, Gu Jingyan didn't come back to his senses, he looked up at the man who was leaning on him and was close to him, his eyes were confused.

"I love you, Jingyan."

Like a soft lullaby, the sound fell gently on the ear, then spread out, and remembered in the heart.