All his life

When the hand was pressed, the seemingly calm Gu Jingyan's body suddenly trembled uncontrollably, his head was still stubbornly looking at the concubine Li below, refusing to move, so he didn't know Duan Ce's eyes. worries.

Her pursed lips moved, but she still couldn't say anything, Gu Jingyan only knew that after Li Fei said those words, her throat felt like someone was choking her throat, and it hurt very much when she moved.

Why do you have to spread your legs to fuck men?Why?He doesn't know anymore, didn't he do it voluntarily?isn't it?what is that for

Duan Ce has always been paying attention to Gu Jingyan, so he was the first one to discover the abnormality of Gu Jingyan, he ignored Concubine Li who had already collapsed below, stood up in front of Gu Jingyan, and took her into his arms. Procrastination directed to Duan Lei.

"As for Dongcui..."

"Dong Cui knows that she has committed a heinous crime, so she only apologizes with death. Please punish her."

Before Duan Ce could finish speaking, Dong Cui, who had always been calm, rushed to answer, and then kowtowed to Duan Ce and Gu Jingyan.

"Yes."

Duan Ce felt good about Dong Cui's knowing eyes, waved his hand to show Duan Lei to follow suit, and then stretched out his arms to leave with Gu Jingyan in his arms.

Unexpectedly, before Duan Ce's hands touched Gu Jingyan, he was pushed away, and then Duan Ce pushed Duan Ce away and stood up. He left with Gu Jingyan who hadn't said a word since he came and sat down.

The journey was very quiet, Duan Lei who was following him disappeared, and only Duan Ce and Gu Jingyan were left, coming out of Concubine Li's courtyard and passing through the garden that Gu Jingyan was already familiar with...

Gu Jingyan followed Duan Ce step by step. He hadn't spoken just now. He didn't veto Li Concubine's words, nor did he explain to himself. He didn't even refute Li Concubine's ugly words. Duan Ce didn't mean to question himself either.

"Do you know why I didn't ask you just now?"

As I was walking, I didn't notice that Gu Jingyan, who had stopped in front of me, was still walking, but as I can imagine, he bumped into him suddenly.

The bridge of the nose was inevitably touched hard, and a soreness swept over. Gu Jingyan couldn't bear it all at once, the tip of the nose and the eye sockets turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, tears wet the eyelashes, and the tears glistened between blinking, looking pitiful Xixi.

"Tsk, you don't look while you're walking?"

Hit by a heavy object on the back, Duan Ce was too annoyed to be bothered, so he turned his face helplessly, but saw the silent Gu Jingyan with red eyes, almost biting his lip to endure it.

Just now, Gu Jingyan's refusal to say a word for her in the room, and her indifference to Li Fei's ugly words, all disappeared at this moment, and she raised her hand to wipe Gu Jingyan's moist eyes indiscriminately.

"Why didn't you speak out just now? Even refused to refute for yourself?"

Seeing that forbearance look in his eyes, Duan Ce's tone instantly lost the toughness just now, and he spoke a lot softer, with the frustration that Gu Jingyan didn't and didn't want to discover in his tone.

"say."

Unable to stand Gu Jingyan's silence any longer, Duan Ce's eyes sank, and Gu Jingyan's lips were all reflected in his eyes.

"What is there to say?"

"Aren't you afraid that if I believe in Concubine Li, you are the one who was expelled from the capital?"

"If that's the case, is it useful for Jingyan to speak? It wasn't done by Jingyan, you can't be wronged, it's done by Jingyan, you can't run away."

"you!"

Duan Ce, who has always been good at talking, was so angry at Gu Jingyan's indifferent appearance at this time, he was so angry that he couldn't speak for a while, his eyes were fixed on Gu Jingyan, he really wanted to strangle this man to death with both hands , so as not to piss him off.

"After all, Jingyan is just a man who came here for a kiss, let's not talk about the man's identity that shames the prince..."

"Stop talking!"

"Even if I don't say anything, this fact can't be changed. My lord, you can do whatever you want. You don't need to care about Jing Yan. Jing Yan is just a small and intimate man and can't do much, so don't waste your energy. Come play..."

i will...really...

The last sentence Gu Jingyan didn't say, and he forced himself for so long, suddenly felt that there was no need, just like what Li Fei said, what is the difference between the life he lives now and that of a dog?

If I had given up a few years ago, I might not be so tired.After so long, I even forgot why I wanted to live so stubbornly in the first place.

What I don't forget is that my mother asked me to wait before she died, and the emperor's order before she got married.

Hehe, it's really cheap!

The mouth is bitter, even swallowing the saliva, it is bitter, the bitterness is close to the eyes.

"You... you still don't want to believe me. That's all..."

Duan Ce shook his head, his eyes lost the determination and self-willedness of the past, and there was more sadness that Gu Jingyan couldn't understand, just like how much Duan Ce loved Gu Jingyan, he still couldn't touch Gu Jingyan's heart.

What Li Fei said just now awakened Gu Jingyan like a thunderbolt.

That's right, he's just a pawn who doesn't like both sides and comes to make love. He has a mission to come here, and Shang Li still sends letters from time to time to remind himself.

So stop deceiving yourself and others, and fall into Duan Ce's warm whirlpool.What if... What if Duan Ce's purpose is just to play with himself?

In that case, what I will face will only be a place of eternal doom. Now I still have a chance, and I still have a chance to open a retreat for myself. I don't want to retreat completely, I just want to survive.