All the stars know that I am beautiful as a flower

58.

"I don't want to hear it anymore." Reinhard said succinctly, without looking back, beckoning the doctor to close the hatch.

"..." The correspondent nodded, and said in a deep voice, "Mr. Horton said that the information has been sent to you. ——Take care, I'll go back first."

He exchanged a salute with the soldier next to him and walked out.The sliding door of the medical cabin closed behind him, and a beam of overhead light went out, and the man's broad and tight shoulders gradually disappeared behind the door, with thin stubble sticking to his clean scalp, showing a kind of An indescribable, almost bone-deep loneliness.

It's like he wasn't the one who won the battle just now, but he became a complete loser.

After Reinhard received conservative treatment on the spaceship, he was successfully transferred to the special-needs ward in the central area of ​​the isolated island. After a physical examination, the doctors of the joint diagnosis speculated that the Alliance The basic method of extorting confessions by torture, but there is one point that everyone finds it very difficult to say, and in the end they just mentioned one sentence at the end of the report.

"...perianal abscess with ruptured connective tissue, sex|sex organs and terminal rectum with burn-like marks."

The doctor did not say a word during the examination, but rumors that the chief judge of the alliance had a strange penchant for torture spread in a small area. In the end, the chief physician had to reaffirm discipline at the meeting to curb the spread of malicious speculation. .

Reinhard did not comment after listening to the diagnostic opinion. It was actually a small meeting with only four people and a secretary who wrote the minutes of the meeting. He was asked to speak briefly about the psychopathy of Union officers.

Reinhard said, I owe him what he likes.

No one at the scene could understand what he was talking about. Who was the "he" referring to? Morris secretly gritted his teeth behind the monitor. After half a day, Marshal Penzolt's communication was directly connected to Reinhard's communication equipment.

When Galin stabbed the electric shock bar under him with his own hands, Reinhard looked at his cold face with blurred and hazy eyes, and his brain was electrified like his body, and the cause and effect were all connected in an instant. String up.

Garin was the last experimental product of the "Gate of Evolution" when the Federation and the Alliance split ten years ago. He was transformed into an Omega by his mother Ocalanla Ludwig. At that time, Lord and others were the leaders. The vanguard of the Federal Army broke into Laboratory No. 32, and [-] people gang-raped Garin, who was about ten years old at the time, including Lord.

When Reinhard first met Galin at the Ares Military Academy, he felt right. He did lack a surname.

"Ludwig".Because of the traditional Selagher surname, and after the Second War of Independence ended and the Federation withdrew from Selagher Star, this surname was never used again.

By concealing his surname, he obscured his origins.

To a large extent, Reinhard understood Galin's hatred very well. Personal and national humiliation overlapped each other. No one could bear such a huge insult. He forced Lord to death and forced the other seven survivors to be killed. He even coerced Penzolt to end his term early by himself.

——And all of this, Reinhard actually understood him.

His liking for Galin, or love, has far exceeded his own initial expectations. He admired such a tough and tolerant person. Fear retreats, but is twisted into gradually increasing love and fanaticism, making him more and more addicted and unable to extricate himself.

……

"But I don't like you."

"get out."

"I'm sorry, Rein. There is no result for liking me."

"Line, one day you will want to kill me. There is no point in putting too much affection on me....It will only add to the pain."

"Die."

Ah ah ah ah ah--

"call"……

A huge and bright halo flashed in the hallucination. The laser drew a bright arc in the deep space and shot up into the sky from bottom to top. The world boomed, as if the universe collapsed in an instant. A huge disc split the aircraft in the air in half in an instant!

Shock waves and radiation struck in all directions, the space was distorted by gravity, and a cold and white figure suddenly appeared, as if a god was reborn, and Reinhard subconsciously stretched out his hand to him——

Bright drops of blood seeped out from the center of his forehead, and gradually formed a line between his eyebrows. Before Reinhard could react, he found that the other party seemed to be soaked in some huge container, naked|naked, his body Countless fine red threads had already leaked out of his body, and Reinhard felt that he had stopped breathing, and he didn't know what grabbed his heart, driving him to desperately try to cover those tiny wounds.

He was far away from the figure, Reinhard was beating the transparent container like crazy, but the blood was pouring out more and more, the boy raised the corner of his mouth strangely towards him, as if making a mouth shape, and Reinhard thought of everything I couldn't get up anymore, and watched those bloodstains quickly connect together, the blood gushed wildly, and the boy suddenly split into two halves!

"what!!"

"Garin!—"

"Ha! Ha!"

"Lieutenant General Reinhard! Lieutenant General Reinhard! Take it easy! Take it easy... Whatever you saw just now, you listen to my voice, it's over, it's not your fault. You can hear it My voice? Listen to my voice..."

"What's going on? It was fine just now, why did it suddenly happen?"

"The inevitable reaction to PTSD, it takes a process. You wait outside, I can handle it here. Lieutenant General Reinhard? Can you hear me? Calm down...it's all over , not your fault... Now please try to recall, the spring of your childhood... boyhood... calm down..."

"How did you get PTSD?" Morris connected with Penzolt. "It's not the first time he confronted the Alliance. He personally led the federal army to break through the alliance's encirclement. In the end, only he and a team were left. Group of soldiers, even after such a situation, his psychological problems did not appear too serious. ——Good psychological quality is an essential quality for a general.”

"When he wakes up, let him contact me in person." Penzolt frowned, "I have already lost Lord, and I can't lose another one."

In the intensive care unit, 3D projections float in front of the white walls.

"What are you thinking?!" Penzolt asked Reinhard across the screen with anger, "For Garin? Make yourself into what you are now?! Look at what he has done to you Already?! Huh? He drove your brother to death! You almost..."

"Father," Reinhard looked at Penzolt, "I just want to ask you a question."

"Fuck away!"

"The video released by Jialin is telling the truth, isn't it?"

Penzolt's face became tense, and then he knocked on the table and jumped up violently: "Reinhard! What do you mean! Are you questioning me? What do you think you are, how dare you question me like this?!"

"I'm just asking you, is that true?" Reinhard repeated.

"...Yes." Penzolt laughed, "Yes, yes! Yes! It's true, I don't know where and how he got those things, but yes, I watched them frame by frame It’s over, it’s true.”

"Is it also your order to kill the scientists of the federal and alliance joint genetic project?"

"Yes, it was my order." Penzolt leaned on the table behind him, frowned, and sneered with a gloomy expression, "Reinhard, are you really going back to life? Did that Garin give you the ecstasy soup or something? I think you are protected too well by me and Lord, you only know how to fight. —— If you only know how to fight, it’s fine, now I think you even your own I don’t even know where I stand!!”

Reinhard shook his head and cut off the communication without saying a word.

"Line! You!..."

The unspeakable pain hit Rein's chest heavily, as if it had turned into a materialized giant hammer. For a moment, he hallucinated that a piece of his ribs had sunk.

His brain was preventing him from thinking deeply about this matter, as if he would touch the edge of some abyss if he continued to think about it, and everything before him would be wiped out if he didn't pay attention.

But he also realized so clearly that he used to be like a fortress built on quicksand, and Jialin returned like a sharp knife to cut through the fog in an instant, revealing the hideous background of the truth.

There was something irresistible about Galin, he looked extremely fragile, yet he was extremely strong, Reinhard's will to possess him and conquer him was replaced by a desire to protect, and finally dissipated into a strong desire to fight side by side desire.

He doesn't want to kill him at all, but wants to be his strongest knight and guardian, fighting for him.

This kind of thinking was ignited the moment he ordered to attack Jialin, so that at the end of that battle, he almost burned his heart and blood.

He actually killed him.

—how could he kill him?

Reinhard made countless wishes, hoping that one day, he could completely protect Galin from any harm, no matter from anyone.He deeply remembered the moment when he saw Galin in Raines' laboratory, the pain in his heart was pierced, which was worse than the abuse and humiliation he himself had suffered.

He wanted to shoot Raines on the spot, slice him into a hundred pieces with a laser.

But he didn't do it himself.

His father and elder brother personally caused the origin of the tragedy, and he stood at the place closest to the light source, pushing Galin into the most unbearable abyss.

Simply because of his self righteousness and insensitivity.

The night Galin was raped by him, he said "Let me die" in his ear, Reinhard only felt that his heart was about to break, and he could only tell him incoherently that he would not let him die.And in the end, because of the country's standpoint, he personally sent the young man to the point of eternal doom.

Reinhard took two steps back heavily, and the medical staff who were constantly testing in the monitoring room next to him pushed in and carried him to the portable hospital bed together. Finally, under the special order of Penzolt, he was sent to the hospital. The special ward of Waban Xing received treatment.

It would take more than ten days just to return to Swabian Star from the Long River Fortress, and this period of time did not resolve his knot at all, but intensified it.

He was missing Galin.

Missing him like crazy, obsessively, like Stockholm syndrome.He tried to consult the doctor who was doing psychological reconstruction for him, but in the end he didn’t say anything—everything he thought would be reported to his father, also Federal President Penzolt, by the monitor.

But he really misses that young boy day after day...deeply.

Together with the dream, there are a series of pasts related to him that are constantly going back.

Rein opened his eyes again in the middle of the night, the night covered every corner of the room, and the intense torment that came from nowhere swept his brain again, he gritted his teeth and sat up, quietly walked through the living area and the office The long corridor and access control led to his senior cadre office.

He wanted to find something, although he knew that it might be a sharper blade, cutting out the cruelest truth piece by piece.

The cursor scrolls across the screen, retrieving character filters, and ends up resting on a report from a few weeks ago.

"Special note to the three groups: This article is limited to the investigation records within the group, and the investigation methods in this case are special and relatively rough. The preliminary conclusions have been drawn as follows...

"...Uranus disguised himself as a non-commissioned officer of our army out of nostalgia and remembrance for Okaranla, and sent Garin Ludwig brought it out of the wasteland."

"Afterwards, he brought Garin to the West Asia planet of the Alliance, and after staying for a few days, he returned to the Celagor star and arrived at villa dk105."

"In the seven years since Garin's disappearance, according to our investigation, Garin has never left dk105. Our agents found the black boxes of several robots that used to serve on dk105, and found some of them that were not completely destroyed. Data. We have reason to believe that Garin did not stay in DK105 voluntarily, but was forced to detain him. Uranus kept him in his private villa, and went to 'care' himself every once in a while. … "

A series of video links are posted below. The red and bold ones are probably strong information that can support the speculation. Rein clicked on one of them, and the words [24 hours, intelligent acceleration] appeared on the screen in white——this is the investigation and monitoring A commonly used format that compresses similar images while emphasizing anomalies.

The picture starts at midnight, looking down from the top of the room, it looks like a normal day for Garin, he wakes up, gets up, eats, then studies with a tablet, goes to the terrace to draw, and comes back at night, nothing seems wrong OK.

This video ended quickly, and Reinhard was a little baffled, and he had a rare rest day like this.

The subtitles reappeared at the end of the film: [We use new monitoring and analysis technology, and statistics show that among the 1543 complete videos and 241 part-time videos we collected, there are 1430 days of videos, which are basically the same as this video. 】

This sentence flashed quickly, and the video automatically skipped to the next one, but Reinhard's speed reading ability was very good, and then he felt a chill down his back.

... This is the case every day. The rotation period of Seragher's star is not fast, and it is roughly close to the Nash star that Reinhard used to live in. This kind of day is a pleasant rest for a day or two. Every day, he... thousands of Day and night, just stay in such a small place?

The auto-playing video temporarily diverted his attention. This time the progress of the video was obviously much slower than last time, and the time was still stuck at midnight. On the bed in the dim room, he saw the young man sitting up suddenly, and then the bed The headlights came on.

The picture quality is very high, and it may have been processed by someone from the Special Investigation Bureau. He can even see the other party's slight trembling and cold sweat sliding down. Rein thought that he might have had a nightmare, and then the door was opened , a man walked in.

...? !

Reinhard stared closely at the video. The man looked very tall, even more so than him by visual inspection. He strode in, and Galin stepped back.

The movement of his back was very subtle, to be precise, he just grabbed the pillow behind him with his hands. At first glance, Reinhard thought that the man was Rains-the man had a very iconic high nose, but there seemed to be some different.The man walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, hugged Jialin as if very intimately and naturally, leaned on the head of the bed, and pulled Jialin and the quilt together in front of him.

At this time, the picture fast-forwarded silently, the drawn curtains gradually glowed with light, the man's face was never facing the camera, and was hidden in the shadows, obviously only ten seconds of video, but Rein felt like he was following them through Same overnight.

He felt a little tired, but unexpectedly the two people on the screen suddenly moved!

Lein then sat up straight!

The tall man lifted the quilt vigorously, and wrapped himself and the boy under the quilt. He watched Galin try to struggle, but his hands and feet were restrained by the man and dragged back into the quilt.The Special Investigation Bureau has worked hard to retrieve the video data, and the audio cannot be restored anyway. Lein can only stare at this silent picture, but he can't hear what the people inside are saying.

The quilt is arched up, and then slowly sinks down, repeating the cycle.The man accidentally raised his head, Rein had a flash of inspiration, his numb brain throbbed for a moment, and he suddenly remembered!

— Uranus.

Not Reigns, but Uranus.

According to Horton, Uranus brought back the child of his former lover Okaranla, so he is at least Galin's adoptive father. He actually...? !

Lein looked at the screen in disbelief, as if something had taken his breath away.

The quilt and Uranus' shoulders completely covered Galin, and his struggle and resistance were all suppressed under the powerful man. His movements seemed to cut Rein's heart open with a knife, and finally he The knife was stabbed hard in his heart.

For the first time in his life, he wanted to send a person to hell so strongly, almost insanely.

This impulse was hotter and more desperate than any time he had ever been on the battlefield. The scene of Garin showing a pale and thin back in his spaceship, hugging his knees and saying that he was in pain overlapped with his eyes. The next education is to be patriotic, to regard the alliance as the greatest enemy, and that kind of hostility seems to be just a distant political position.

And at this moment, he wanted to kill Uranus so clearly and desperately, as if for the first time, he completely stood on Garin's position.

—He must be desperate.

He must, must be desperate.

As if born to be a victim, everyone's will can override his own feelings, no matter how hard he struggles, he will be suppressed by a stronger and more powerful reality, he can't escape the fate of being fucked, being held in the palm of the superior, But crushed under his feet.

What was Galin thinking at that time.

When he was brutally raped by men in the ruins of Area 51, and tortured and imprisoned by Uranus who was equivalent to his own father, anyone who was unwilling to degenerate and submit would want to kill the murderer. Let them also feel this overwhelming despair and powerlessness.

The video is still going on, and there is a picture of Jialin waking up in the middle of the night. He seems to have been unable to sleep well. Every one or two hours, he sits up and looks around, then lies down, and finally puts on his clothes and goes to the terrace.

Uranus does not appear.

But the teenager's panic and fear filled the screen, and the powerlessness of being in captivity was shocking. Reinhard just wanted to hold him in his arms and tell everyone he hated to go to hell forever.

——But they are all still alive, including Reinhard himself.

He also tried to forcibly detain Galin for a period of time, and like Uranus in the past, with secret and disgusting selfish desires, he despicably attempted to possess and seize, and now Lein dare not recall that incident at all. He couldn't face himself who was aggressive at the time.

The punishment Jialin used on him was actually completely useless for other people.He just changed the pain he had endured to make Reinhard feel the same once.

It used to hurt like it was being torn apart, and now Reinhard feels it physically and emotionally.

Galin was actually soft-hearted—yes, a scheming and cold-blooded person like him actually had a soft-hearted heart towards him.Because most of the other federal prisoners were used as containers for bacterial weapons research, or their legs or arms were directly cut off, but Garin did not treat Reinhard like this.

He just let Rein feel his past pain, the pain of being imprisoned, abused, and even molested, all of which were imposed on Reinhard. He never needed pity and sympathy from above, because He knows too well that there is no such thing as empathy in the world.

—unless you experience it yourself.

Experience an unforgettable hate and pain in the heart.

Reinhard understood him completely now, through and through.

The moment Penzolte's stalwart image in his heart collapsed completely, his faith was dead.At that moment, he realized the feelings of the people parading on the Nash star. Everything he thought of as justice was a scam, and when he treated Garin, he was no different from Uranus and his like.

There really is no difference.

At least Uranus is still thinking about letting him die and saving him, what about him?

What did he do?

He killed him.

"what--!!"

A howl came from the office. It was so dull and depressing that it seemed to be pulled out of a person's chest. There was a moment of desperation and sadness. Listening carefully, it seemed that it had broken away from the limit of human vocal cords, and was closer to a beast. The wailing and screaming of being driven to a cliff.

Rows of voice-activated lights lit up to the end of the corridor, and the special forces on duty quickly moved to the vicinity with guns, and broke into the door a few seconds later——

The muzzles of the black holes were neatly aligned, and in the direction they were pointing, there was only a tall and burly man who bent over with a tablet, propped his eye sockets and browbones with one hand, and slowly slipped and knelt by the table.

"You don't want to die..."

"You don't want to die..."

The special forces looked at each other and recognized that it was their officer, but they did not dare to approach rashly. They approached slowly under the signal of the captain on duty. At the same time as they stepped forward, they saw that the man who was still wailing just now suddenly moved. He stretched out one hand to his lower back, and a laser gun appeared in his hand instantly, and the muzzle of the gun was aimed at his jaw!

"—Lieutenant General!!!"

If the past is irreversible, then we... meet in the future.

No position, no past, clean and pure white.

"call out"……

The author has something to say:

I didn't expect that I've abused for so long in one breath, this chapter of pure abuse is actually the longest chapter so far, wow.

If there is a cutie who feels that the abuse is not cool enough, you can mention it. If you have time, you may fill in the details that I think are not in place~

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