mild compromise

, can you get in the car? "The ticket inspector standing at the gate asked Guan Meng.

"Sorry, I just remembered that I still have some things to do, I'll take the next one instead." Guan Meng unloaded the suitcase again, turned and walked out of the passenger terminal.

He had already bought a ticket for this afternoon and was about to leave the city. It was best to leave before Xiao Chenghao knew what he had suffered in the past, and before Xiao Chenghao became his whole world. The sooner it ends, the less It was a bit painful, but when he was about to get in the car, he realized that he couldn't do it, because he couldn't bear it.

Guan Meng stood on the side of the road, looking at the vehicles coming and going. Now he couldn't walk, and he couldn't go back, so he finally got on a bus.

Walking up the ramp in front of him is his former high school. Since he was taken by his uncle to another city to repeat his studies nine years ago, he has not been back.

He stood at the gate of the school. The campus at night was very quiet. After nine years of absence, the high school campus was no longer what he remembered. All the buildings were completely new.

At this moment, the teaching building is brightly lit, and the students are studying in the classroom at night. From a distance, Guan Meng saw the four bright red characters "Chenghao Building" standing on the top of the newly built teaching building, and his heart ached. He was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again.

The guard in the duty room looked at the young man standing at the school gate. At first he thought it was a student returning to school, but after a closer look, he didn't feel like it.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" The school policeman came out of the duty room and asked.

"No, I just passed by here, just come and have a look."

He went to the small shop next to the school and bought a taro cone, and sat in the nearby small park to eat. The park was quiet at night, and he was the only one in sight.Guan Meng remembered that there used to be a very old kapok tree here. He liked that kapok tree very much. He would often come to sketch under the tree after school. When he came back nine years later, the place where the kapok tree was originally planted was bare. The tree stump, looking at the ruins of the kapok tree in front of him, made him feel a little more sad.

"There was a typhoon in the city two years ago, and the kapok tree was blown down by the typhoon, so the Forestry Bureau had to cut it down, and now only a stump remains."

Suddenly someone was speaking behind him.

Guan Meng turned around when he heard the sound, Xiao Chenghao stood upright and stood close to him.

"You... how do you know I'm here?"

"I don't know, I just want to try my luck. I have searched many places before coming here, and I almost thought you had left this city." Xiao Chenghao's tone of voice carried a hint of imperceptible Trembling, his breathing was a little short, wet sweat hung on his forehead and temples, since Guan Meng left the residence, he has been looking for his whereabouts, without stopping for a moment.

"Mengmeng, why did you leave without saying a word?"

Guan Meng bit his lips tightly, and indescribable sadness overflowed from his eyes.

"I used to... There are many things I didn't tell you."

Xiao Chenghao looked at him calmly.

"I have gone down many wrong paths. I have stolen money and defrauded money. I have also been involved in several bureaus and left a criminal record. I have also made many bad friends...

There are many things, I don't know how to tell you..."

"What does that have to do with my wish to be with you?" Xiao Chenghao walked up to him with firm steps, and told him clearly: "If you don't want to mention those unhappy things in the past, you don't want to talk about them." , I won't ask a word."

"A lot has happened in the nine years we've been apart."

"I know." Xiao Chenghao nodded.

"I..." He hung his shoulders and remained silent for a long while, with disappointment written all over his face, "I am no longer who I was back then."

Xiao Chenghao took Guan Meng's hand and held it in his palm. At this moment, he just wanted to tell him clearly and let him know one thing: "I still love you."

Those were the most powerful five words, the most weighty and reassuring five words in the world, they fell firmly into Guan Meng's ears and engraved on his heart.

"Mengmeng, people always lose themselves, just like me back then, but I was very lucky to meet Teacher Guan.

Now that I have found you, I will not let you go astray again. From now on, there is only one road in front of you, which is an eternally flat road. You can walk however you like, as long as you want, you can roll on your side. It used to be fine.

I will always walk with you. I will accompany you on your birthday, New Year, Lantern Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, and every important day of the rest of your life. I will never let you be alone again. "

The liquid in his eyes couldn't hold back any longer, and rolled down patter, the half-eaten taro cone in his hand fell to the ground, Guan Meng squatted down, and the face buried between his knees was already sobbing.He has really had a hard time these years. He has encountered many unhappy things and suffered many, many grievances. He has never told anyone, and has always been silently suppressed by himself, forcing himself to die Hold on, now, he finally doesn't have to continue to pretend to be strong, nine years of sadness and grievances have all turned into a flood that broke the embankment and erupted completely.

Xiao Chenghao pulled the sobbing Guan Meng up from the ground again, pulled him tightly into his arms, and kissed him on the head, he felt the tears from the person in his arms fall on his body, wet his clothes , he kept patting Guan Meng's back, coaxing and coaxing softly in his ear.

Unknowingly, Xiao Chenghao remembered an incident many years ago. It was the night before Xiao Chenghao went abroad. Their family had a reunion dinner together. After the meal, Xiao Chenghao and Guan Meng drank and chatted , Later, both of them were a little dizzy, closed their eyes and fell on the bed. In the dark, they held each other's hands for a long, long time.

In fact, Xiao Chenghao was not drunk at that time, but he didn't know that Guan Meng was just pretending to be drunk.They both know their own feelings for each other, but they don't know the other's feelings for themselves. Both of them are cautiously walking around the edge, but until the end, neither of them mustered up the courage to take that step.

Why didn't you tell the other party earlier?If you let the other party know your thoughts earlier, maybe many things will be different, right?

If he could be braver and take that step, wouldn't they be together by now?

If he hadn't chosen to study abroad, wouldn't that kind of thing have happened?

in case……

Many things have passed, and we can never do it again. We are always recalling the past and regretting the past. Only the present moment is what we can really grasp.

But at this moment, the only thing Xiao Chenghao can hold on to is the person in front of him. He wants to hold him firmly, keep him by his side, and never let go.

ACT47【End of the full text】

No matter how long the night is, dawn will always come, and the morning sun sneaks through the gaps in the curtains, slips into the bedroom, and sprinkles on the sheets.

He cried a lot the night before, and when he woke up, Guan Meng's eyes were swollen badly. Xiao Chenghao sat by the bed, smiled and reached out to touch his eyelids.

"The eyes are swollen like this, protruding like little goldfish."

"Do you think I'm ugly?" Guan Meng pouted depressedly.

"Just kidding." Xiao Chenghao pulled him over and let him sit on his lap, "The little goldfish is so cute, swimming around in the water, wagging its tail, come, let me find the little goldfish Where is his tail?"

As he spoke, he stretched his hand behind Guan Meng and stroked his buttocks.

Guan Meng snorted, and moved his mouth to bite his shoulder, "Why are you acting like a perverted uncle now?"

"You used to call me brother, but now you call me uncle, you have to be punished."

Xiao Chenghao turned over, pushed him onto the bed, and scratched vigorously on his armpits and belly. Guan Meng was the most ticklish, giggling, twisting his body to avoid his "attack".

The two rolled back and forth on the bed, fighting for a while before subsiding.

The atmosphere returned to tranquility again.

"Brother Chenghao"

"Ok?"

Guan Meng leaned sideways, resting his head with one hand, blinked his eyes lightly, and looked at the people around him, "I had a dream last night. I dreamed of my father and mother. They were very worried about me and kept asking me how are you."

Xiao Chenghao took his hand, held it to his lips, and kissed the back of his hand, "Then how do you answer them?"

"I told them I met you again and I'm doing fine now."

"Then did you tell them about the two of us being together?"

Guan Meng's face showed a bit of joy, he seemed not sure, so he asked tentatively: "Are we...together?"

"Take the initiative to seduce me, and even crawled on my bed. Are you trying to turn your back on me?"

Guan Meng expressed his dissatisfaction, and immediately protested: "I haven't said that you saw and ate me up."

The two stared at each other for a while, and finally smiled at each other.

"Get up and brush your teeth, and take you to the racecourse after breakfast."

When he heard that he was going to the racecourse, Guan Meng smiled, and immediately got out of bed and ran to wash and change clothes.

The last time I came to the racecourse was a month ago. The growing foal was so fast. I haven’t seen her for a while. Nuan Nuan is much taller than before. But the child is a child after all, and it especially likes to cling to its mother as it is not yet weaned. "Haiduhui", where does mother go, where does it follow.

Nuan Nuan is not afraid of life. Seeing Guan Meng holding a yoga ball into the enclosure from the outside, it curiously moved to Guan Meng's side, and kept rubbing its nose against the yoga ball in his hand.