you may never have loved me

When Qu Lingxi met Gu Shen for the first time, he was not called Qu Lingxi to the outside world.

Others call him Cherish, which was given to her by her foreign language teacher. It translates to cherish and cherish, because the pronunciation of the initial letter is somewhat similar to "Qu", and the meaning is also linked to his Chinese name.

Qu Lingxi liked the name very much, and sweetly said to his tutor: "You are so kind, dear, you are one of my best friends..."

His tutor is a beautiful woman. Although he is much older than him, the two of them have a common language, and they have similar hobbies and aesthetics. Most of their chats in their spare time are about cosmetics, skin care products, and designer bags...

The sisters are in trouble.

So no matter how sweet Qu Lingxi is to her, she will not mistakenly think that Qu Lingxi likes her.Whenever Qu Ling is reluctant to show her cuteness, the tutor will always say with emotion and regret: "Cherish, I really don't know which bastard man will abduct you in the future, you are really too cute." cute."

Qu Lingxi was a beauty when she was a little radish, and with his sister Zhuyu in front of her, she has received countless love letters since she was a child, either implicit or explicit.

He dismissed them all.

He kept in mind her elder sister's teachings when she was an adult: "Men are here to tease, to sniff at, not to chase after others to express their love. No one will take you away from the love you chase after this way." Take it to heart."

"It's cheap, you know?"

Qu Lingxi has always accepted such kind words.

Whatever Qu Ling says is right, what Qu Ling says is just a nod.

For so many years, Qu Lingxi has always done what Qu Ling taught, dismissing those men who chased after him, even if they were a head taller than him, he could also refuse to be condescending, making them ashamed, as if Toads/toads/toads eat swan meat.

Only when he met Gu Shen, he was like eating poppies by mistake, shattering all his past, creating a person who has no self-esteem, no bottom line, as long as the lover in front of him can look back at him... Qu Lingxi.

Qu Lingxi, who recovered her memory later, looked back and was also very surprised. Maybe she was a madman?

four years ago.

Qu Lingxi applied to be an exchange student at Jiafu University.Relying on his superior appearance and generosity of spending money like water, he is admired by many foreign students, and he has become a big treasure in the hearts of foreign students that cannot be discovered by local white students.

Unfortunately, Qu Lingxi is very popular at both ends.

Within half a semester, local students have already called him enthusiastically: "Cherish! Pry Boy!"

On Christmas, Qu Lingxi invites the classmates he met by chance to play with him at his apartment.

The Qu family has always loved their youngest son, and they don't want him to suffer a little bit, so how could they let him live in a cramped and crowded student dormitory.So I rented a beautifully decorated and well-equipped local apartment to him early.

Qu Lingxi usually lives here.

Cherish's good classmates naturally agreed, including many local students.

A native white student was chasing Qu Lingxi, blocking his door, trying to come uninvited.

Qu Ling cherishes Qu Ling's teachings and does not talk about foreign love. He put on a cold face, not at all like the soft and talkative sweetheart in his usual days.

It was raining and snowing outside, and it beat miserably on the scattered branches of Country B.

The suitor was dressed alone, standing at the gate blowing white air, and his dejected appearance was easy to make people feel pity, as long as he ignored the other's tall and burly figure.

In order to welcome Christmas, Qu Lingxi wore a wine-red turtleneck knitted sweater in season. The sweater was so soft that he could hide his chin and hands in it to resist the cold.

His face was red from the wind and snow outside, but on his head was the elk fur cap that his classmates gave him.

There is not a barber shop between the school and the apartment.So Qu Lingxi hasn't cut his hair for half a year, and the black hair that was carefully maintained before is hanging down in small pieces, half covering his cool eyebrows and eyes.

Fair skin and beautiful, red lips and white teeth, red suits him very well, black hair suits him very well, and the fine snow falling on his shoulders still suits him well.Beauty is like that, who can easily make all colors shine, and can inadvertently make all colors eclipsed.

Even if the suitor is rejected, he is still conquered by Qu Lingxi's beauty that changes every day. Cherish is very delicate, and she will calmly match different clothing and accessories every day.

He remembered the dress-up game that group of foreign students were playing recently.It would be nice if this game had a male model, and he can play the character as Cherish, then he will definitely charge a lot of money.

Like a clumsy bear, he hesitated and said in Mandarin B: "Cherish... don't you mean me to me?"

Qu Lingxi let out a breath of white air, which almost condensed into ice outside.

But his voice was colder than the ice outside: "You go."

The suitor almost cried: "You didn't treat me like this before..."

Qu Ling was puzzled and said, "How did I treat you?"

The suitor bent his waist to cover the snow scene behind him. Such a big man hunched up, looking a little wimpy, and said with a mournful face: "You used to invite me to dinner, give me gifts on festivals, and I made a mistake in the experiment. I said it's okay, and I will still smile sweetly at me..."

Qu Lingxi frowned, he didn't know that what he did would give others a false impression.

He patiently explained: "I treat guests with a large group of people, and I give gifts to the whole class. I am the team leader for the experiment. If you keep making mistakes, you will fail. There is also a sweet smile... Sorry, I You are born with a smiling face, and I won't smile at you in the future."

As if struck by lightning, the suitor turned pale, clutching his heart and falling to the ground at any time with heartache.

Qu Lingxi looked up at the snow all over the sky, and thought about the other party's personality, when he closed the door, he might really stay outside in the freezing cold for a long time, and he didn't want to pierce himself later. The eardrums are pierced by the sound of an ambulance.

He hesitantly pursed the corner of his lower lip, breathed a sigh of relief, and reluctantly said, "Are you willing to come to my party in the name of a classmate?"

How could the person on the other side be unwilling, he nodded his head, and entered the apartment faster than Qu Lingxi.

We are all classmates, and there is no surprise about the suitor's arrival.A group of people didn't know what happened outside just now, they were talking and laughing while eating fried chicken and beer.

The most famous local funny talk show was played on the TV, and the laughter and the belching of drinking too much complemented each other.

The smell of alcohol from the classmate spread to Qu Lingxi's nose, and he frowned because of the unpleasant smell. He began to regret that he shouldn't have used money and energy to win over so many classmates.

None of them were friends he really wanted to make.

He was originally a person with a warm face and a cold heart, and his good family background also cultivated his somewhat spoiled personality.

He also made very few friends at University A of Country C, only a few like-minded ones.

Mother Qu said that as the young master of the Xilin family, it is best not to be so lonely. Watching art exhibitions and music festivals is fine as a hobby, and there is no harm in expanding your social circle at the right time.

At that time, the Qu family hadn't given up on cultivating Qu Lingxi to enter Xilin, and occasionally they would try their best in this regard.

So Qu Lingxi tried.

Qu Lingxi rested her chin and looked at all this coldly, not quite understanding their happiness.

Christmas abroad is like the Spring Festival in country c.Under the excitement, he himself was lonely.

Instead of staying here for a drink, he might as well go back to China and spend time with his parents and Qu Ling affectionately, or study the latest fashion elements with his foreign language teacher.

That might be the life he wanted.

The one-year exchange student time is over, Qu Lingxi thought to himself.

He was originally a 3-minute enthusiasm, and he worked hard to prepare for studying abroad because he was curious about the big world outside.Now that I understand it, I find it's nothing.

Bored and sleepy.

Qu Lingxi yawned.

The suitor asked anxiously: "Cherish, are you sleepy?"

Qu Lingxi nodded: "A little bit."

Another female international student smiled and said, "Why are you sleepy, everyone cheer me up."

After a burst of cheers.

Qu Lingxi was even more sleepy.

The female student said: "But it's not interesting now."

Qu Lingxi nodded slightly, and said that the other party was indeed the female classmate he had the deepest impression on, and she knew how to read words and expressions.

The female international student said: "Why don't we play a few board games. I like to play, so I just brought some cards."

Everyone clapped their hands: "Wow, wow."

Organizer Qu Lingxi: "..."

The female foreign students actively counted the number of people, and said, "But the board game I want to play is one person short..."

Others asked: "Can't you be short of one person? Let's start quickly."

The female international student shook her head like a rattle, "No, no, no. This game is assigned roles, and you can't play it without one person."

Everyone fell silent.

"It's okay to call people, but today is Christmas. My friend is either going out to play or get together with his family."

"I just sent a text message to ask one, but I haven't replied yet, is he sleeping?"

"Hey... sleep ass, at this point, maybe there..."

Because of a dirty joke, the atmosphere that was about to calm down became lively again.

Qu Lingxi's face was extremely red from the heating in the room. He drank a little wine and was dressed in red. He leaned lazily on the sofa and squinted his eyes to listen to their conversation.

He was a little hot, and when no one was looking, he took off his thick winter socks and cotton mops, and a pair of white bare feet were left hanging outside in strips.

If at this moment, someone took a photo of Qu Lingxi with this posture, I am afraid it can only be described as "lively and fragrant"; if it is sent to Qu Ling's mobile phone.When she sees it, she will probably scold and ridicule Qu Lingxi like a sweetheart gift that is about to be unwrapped by a wild man.

She would fly over immediately, wrap his whole body in a conservative black down jacket, and prevent her family's Chinese cabbage from being humiliated by anyone.

At this time, the suitor who was rejected by Qu Lingxi said, "I should have a friend who can come..."

Others asked curiously: "Really?"

The suitor nodded hesitantly.In fact, he wasn't sure either.I only know that the other party must not be out on a date with others, and he must not have a holiday with his family.

He must have not slept yet.

He is not working either, because he was fired last time because of his poor attitude towards customers. He witnessed it with his own eyes.

Estimated data in proofreading studies.

The only difficulty is that the other party may not agree to him.

That's not necessarily the case. From the current point of view, I should be his only friend. This face can still be sold.

The suitor confidently sends a text message asking for help.

Sure enough, the other party replied in just two words: "No."

Haikou has already boasted, and everyone's expectant eyes followed him.The suitor was under great pressure, and secretly glanced at Qu Lingxi several times, gritted his teeth and prepared to deceive the other party as well.

The suitor quickly sent a string of messages: "GU, you must come. Do you remember what I told you, my boyfriend? He had a fight with me, and I managed to come to his Christmas party. Now The party was about to end by only one person, but I didn't show much."

"Gu, the first thing I thought of was you, you are my best friend, only you can save me."

The other party was silent for a few seconds.

"Wait for me for half an hour."

The suitor put down the phone, he let out a long breath, and wiped the sweat that was not obvious from his forehead.

After half an hour.

Qu Ling regrets seeing Gu Shen.

Cherish met his gu.

So, fell into the abyss.

The author has something to say: In fact, Xiao Qu is not a perfect person, you have already seen it, but the current one is a bit more mature than the previous one and not so irritating

感谢在2020-12-1710:01:42~2020-12-1811:22:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Shuran;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!