you may never have loved me

Qu Lingxi laughed at him: "You are only in your early thirties this year, why have you known Lanka for more than 30 years. You don't even draft your relationship..."

Gu Shen couldn't help laughing, and didn't refute, just said: "Yeah."

Qu Lingxi wanted to make fun of him for overturning the car, and suddenly stopped talking while talking, with a grimace on her face.He lifted up that pretty face that anyone would be distracted by looking at, and asked in a low voice, "Why is it more than 30?"

Gu Shen wanted to tease him, and was willing to joke: "Because I was still in my mother's womb, I knew him."

Well, this is really from the womb.

Qu Lingxi had already guessed something.Gu Shen once said that he was an illegitimate child and his mother was from country C.If his current power and wealth come from his father, how did he survive these years without being recognized?

Lanka said that before he became famous, he lived in... a slum?

What a horrible place it was.Poverty, hunger, guns, as well as the lingering smell of fish and the screams of prostitutes screaming for help.Qu Lingxi had only glimpsed a little bit of this place from Lanka's interviews, and was frightened once, thinking that the idol's life experience is really tragic.

It turned out that Gu Shen was also born in such a dangerous and painful place.

Qu Lingxi, who was rich and well-clothed since she was a child, lost her arrogance in an instant. He suffered from a virginal illness, and wanted to comfort Gu Shen, but felt that this person was scheming, insidious and cunning. Trust or pity.

But he changed his mind again, if the other party wasn't Gu Shen, he would be more tolerant instead.

Qu Lingxi stiffened her neck, and her voice became smaller and smaller, as if she felt guilty because she couldn't stand on the moral high ground: "You...you...don't act miserable and win my sympathy."

Gu Shen didn't try to quibble, but just hummed, and said in a warm voice: "Huh? Does Xiaoxi mean that I have indeed been sympathized?" He sat very close to Qulingxi, and saw that his lips touched A little sauce, calmly brushed off with the pulp of the finger.

Qu Lingxi's face turned red, and she wanted to criticize Gu Shen for not knowing how to make friends. Just when she looked up, she saw Gu Shen smilingly put the sauce-soaked finger into her mouth and licked it away, and her face turned even redder.

The first love is like the newborn sun, hot, strong, tireless.Because of this simple action, Qu Lingxi recalled the days and nights they spent unscrupulously in Liangcheng. The ambiguous atmosphere in the room, the restless air, and the nicotine he secretly smoked in the middle of the night were all like black and white film. A little projected in his mind.

Gu Shen touched Qu Lingxi's face with a broken smile, and sighed softly: "What are you ashamed of? It's not like I haven't done anything more outrageous. Xiaoxi, you are so innocent now, I won't be used to it."

Qu Lingxi only felt that her throat was going to be burned, and smoke was gurgling.The flushing of his face gradually receded.

He took a deep breath and slapped Gu Shen's hand away, "It's normal. This is how I treat ordinary friends. Mr. Gu, please show some respect."

Gu Shen smiled: "Ordinary friends?"

He bowed his head to Qu Lingxi and whispered ambiguously: "Has anyone ever yelled on the bed of ordinary friends? Huh?"

Qu Lingxi's face turned blue and white, and he stood up abruptly, away from the evil of Gu Shen, and said, "Gu Shen, you are sick."

He originally wanted to splash a glass of lemonade in Gu Shen's hand, but after thinking about it, he didn't need to do such an act that seemed to be difficult for him. He only used his trembling hands to straighten his slightly wrinkled collar, and said calmly: " Mr. Gu, you also said that it was in the past. I used to be ignorant of people, but in the future I will only..."

He walked over, and when he passed by Gu Shen, he said without thinking: "I will only scream on the bed of the person who really loves me."

After Qu Lingxi finished speaking, she regretted it.

Gu Shen wanted to grab him the moment he stood up and wanted to leave, and after hearing what he said, he grabbed Qu Lingxi's wrist directly.

He hid his mixed-race blue pupils and stared at Qu Lingxi closely, and the words in his mouth became more and more shocking: "Who is the person you said really loves you? That Guan Yu? You and him| bed?"

Guan Yu is really not the type that Qu Lingxi likes, the two of them are so alike that even kissing is like self-defeating.This kind of really wants to go to bed, Qu Lingxi thought that he might not be able to get up anymore.

He was about to say, "What does it matter to him?"

But looking at Gu Shen's eyes that seemed to be extremely jealous, Qu Lingxi silently said "Guan Yu is sorry" ten thousand times in her heart, then turned her face away, and said with erratic and ambiguous eyes: "So what?"

After speaking, he felt even more guilty, and silently said Guan Yu's sorry [-] times.

Gu Shen looked at Qu Lingxi's guilty face, Cheng Zhu sighed softly, "Xiaoxi, don't lie. You only have me."

Qu Lingxi felt shameful for telling such a lie, but she was even more ashamed after being exposed by Gu Shen, and then ran away completely.Ten minutes after Qu Lingxi left, a Langka who should have left earlier sat down across from Gu Shen's dining table.

Lanka ordered another cup of full sugar coffee for himself: "How is it going? How is it going?"

Gu Shen glanced at Lanka with no sorrow or joy, took the lemonade glass that Qu Lingxi had drunk more than half of it, and said in a neutral tone, "Did you see this glass?"

Lanka shrugged his shoulders: "What's the matter? It's a very ordinary cup. I'm quite surprised why your kid hates coffee so much. I asked him to order coffee, but he still refused."

Gu Shen said lightly: "It's normal, I got tired of drinking before."

Gu Shen pointed to the glass and said, "This is his attitude towards me before you gave me advice."

Lanka glanced at the lemonade that was only a little light, and smiled gloatingly: "You are so pathetic."

Gu Shen didn't answer, and poured out the remaining water, leaving only an empty glass.The cup is pretty, but it doesn't contain anything, and it looks a little empty.

Lanka: "?"

Gu Shen said: "This is his attitude towards me after you gave me advice."

Lanka: "..."

Lanka's schadenfreude smile froze on his face, and he quickly waved his hands and said, "This has nothing to do with me. How did I know that your kids don't like this kind of thing. I used to pick up girls and it was very effective. Hmm...it must be that people from country C and people from country A are not the same species, I, I am not acclimatized."

Gu Shen took out a handkerchief and wiped his already clean hands, "It's my problem, I was too anxious."

Lanka breathed a sigh of relief.

Lanka said: "I'm really doing bad things with good intentions. I didn't see everyone around you, they are all young men, and you only have one love experience, and you don't know how to chase your wife, so I passed on my exclusive secret recipe to you. "

Gu Shen was noncommittal.He is indeed inexperienced, doesn't know how to chase after his wife, and is very impatient. What Lanka said is correct.His mistake was that he listened to Lanka's advice, and used the stupid method he said was tried and tested to pursue Qu Lingxi again.

Facts have proved that Qu Lingxi likes to pretend to be Yangchun Baixue like she did in Liangcheng before.But before that, he could be indifferent and restrained, and wait for Qu Lingxi to be attracted by him slowly.

Not anymore.

Gu Shen was eager to adjust the plan, but he was just deceived by Lanka.

Lanka said, "You don't blame me, do you?"

Gu Shen said: "Not at all."

He looked out of the window and said, "But you can give him the painting "The Flames."

Lanka was startled, this "Flame" was his favorite work before he became famous.At that time he was poor and his works were not appreciated.He collapsed in front of the ferry where people came and went, and some people didn't notice him and would step on his fingers, shoulders or shoes.

The flames on his face hurt his eyes.

With trembling hands, he held the camera in his hand.

……

This can be said to be his earliest work.It is also his favorite work ever. Whenever he couldn't bear it, he would look at this photo.

But that was also the past. After the prosperity, he began to criticize the haste and embarrassment when he took this work, or the cheapness of the camera, and the whole composition was not carefully crafted, but now it is rough enough.

His works in the unfamous period were all shot by a cheap camera. Lanka is disgusted now, completely forgetting that he spent all the money in his pocket to buy this camera, and sometimes he could only eat two dried Cakes.

Gu Shen looked at Lanka's silence, "Why? Can't bear it?"

Lanka said: "How is it possible? I'm just curious, how do you know he likes "Blame"?"

Gu Shen said, "He mentioned it."

Lanka complained: "Then why didn't you say it at the photo exhibition before? It caused us to search together for so long."

Gu Shen took a sip of coffee and didn't speak.

After Qu Lingxi returned home, she was physically and mentally exhausted. She didn't even hear Mrs. Wang's question if he wanted to prepare afternoon tea.

After a nap, he woke up and looked at his phone.

Two calls from Qu Ling and three calls from Guan Yu.There are two other unknown numbers.

Qu Lingxi sent a message back to Guan Yu first, asking how his cat is doing.

Guan Yu: "It's okay."

Qu Lingxi: "That's good."

Guan Yu: "I'm really sorry about the photography exhibition. I'll take you to listen to Keith's classical music next time. I can ask my friend for two tickets."

Qu Lingxi asked about the time.

Guan Yu said a date.

Qu Lingxi breathed a sigh of relief: "I'm sorry. There was a reception that day that required our Qu family members to attend. I can't shirk it."

The other party is typing back and forth for up to 1 minute.

Qu Lingxi had enough sleep, she didn't feel sleepy while lying on the bed.

Until Aunt Li called him down, Qu Lingxi replied, "I'm going down to eat first."

Guan Yu replied, "Okay."

Qu Lingxi patted her cheeks, went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, just woke up, still a little confused and went downstairs.The man Qu Ling who called him twice was in the living room.

In addition, two strangers came.

One of them, whom Qu Lingxi had just met, was his idol's assistant.

Two assistants supported a frame, and everyone in the living room smiled at Qu Lingxi.

Qu Lingxi thought she was dreaming, and turned her head to go upstairs to wash her face.