you may never have loved me

Drink all three glasses.

Gu Shen was not drunk, and remained calm and self-possessed.He put his hand in the middle of the wine bottle and asked simply, "Continue?"

Su looked at Qu Lingxi worriedly, but found that Qu Lingxi herself had no expression.

Qu Lingxi nodded, counting him as a pass: "Continue."

The bottle turns again.

This time God did not favor the couple again, but turned to Su and Qu Lingxi.

Qu Lingxi didn't want to embarrass Su, so she raised her chin and asked casually: "Su, during school, did you have a crush on any girl?"

This is a very simple question, you only need to answer yes or no, it is much more polite than what he asked Gu Shen just now.

But Su is really a schoolboy.

His face flushed all of a sudden, he hesitated to speak, and finally poured himself three glasses.

In this way, two more rounds came, and the wine bottle was directed at Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen again.

It was still Qu Lingxi who came to ask, and Gu Shen answered.

Qu Lingxi pondered for a moment, then returned to the original point: "It's still the same question. What type is your first love?"

Gu Shen looked at him again.

Su sat on the side, not knowing what to say, embarrassed and anxious.

Qu Lingxi tilted his head and asked Su: "There is no rule that you cannot ask repeated questions, right?"

Neither side of Su wanted to offend, but the rules agreed before did not mention not being able to ask the same questions.This is a loophole, Su Chengcheng nodded.

Qu Lingxi smiled at Gu Shen: "Are you going to continue punishing yourself with three cups this time? Gu Shen, or have you never been drunk?"

The scene was quiet for a few seconds, and the air froze.

"No need." Gu Shen said, "I can say it, I just said it out of fear that you will be unhappy."

Qu Lingxi: "You said, I have a good temper, it's hard not to be unhappy."

Gu Shen hesitated for a moment, and finally said: "Five years ago, I met him in country B. He was still a student at that time, very simple, pure, and easily shy."

"He's a...very nice guy."

Gu Shen said this passage in a very calm tone, it sounds like he is describing a past that has passed away, he no longer cares about it, and he didn't add insult to injury, telling the present about the bad things about his predecessor.

But how can a man really talk about his predecessor in front of his current one?

Qu Lingxi was not as profound and righteous as he imagined. He was obviously jealous, but he smiled and clapped his hands: "Very good, very good."

Actually pissed off.

Qu Lingxi smiled and said: "But five years ago, you were quite old. It's unbelievable that you only talked about your first love."

Gu Shen hit back lightly, "Xiao Xi. Is this the second question?"

Qu Lingxi was sent to the army and stopped talking.

They played a few more random rounds, Su Bucheng, blushing when asked, drank when he couldn't speak, and soon passed out, lying on the table and falling asleep unconsciously.

Qu Lingxi said that he was going to the bathroom, pretending not to know Gu Shen, and walked around him without looking sideways.

Gu Shen took his hand and asked helplessly, "What are you jealous about?"

Qu Lingxi asked back: "Am I jealous?"

Gu Shen affirmed: "You have."

Qu Lingxi insisted: "No."

Gu Shen: "You have."

Qu Lingxi softened and admitted, "...OK. I have it."

He sat down again, leaning against the sleeping Su.After Gu Shen saw it, he hugged Qu Lingxi to his side, raised his eyebrows: "Husband doesn't hug, hug a straight man?"

In an instant, Qu Lingxi's face flushed red.

He pushed back against Gu Shen as if he had no strength, and protested in a low voice: "What shit, don't add titles to yourself indiscriminately."

Gu Shen smiled but didn't answer the question.

Qu Lingxi sighed, nestled into Gu Shen's arms, and complained, "Gu Shen, I'm so tired."

Gu Shen held him in his arms, sighed, and could do nothing against him.

Gu Shen lowered his head and asked, "What exactly do you want to ask, just ask me directly, you don't need to rely on this little game."

Qu Lingxi raised her head and blinked: "Really?"

Gu Shen: "Yes."

"Then I want to ask..." Qu Lingxi said, "How did you meet your first love?"

"Friends' birthday party." Gu Shen did as he said, without any concealment, "He was studying at that time, and I had already graduated. At that time, a group of foreign students were playing board games, and he played very well. After the end, he asked me what I wanted Contact information, and call me senior."

Qu Ling was so jealous: "Oh. You have a good memory. You can still remember such old things so clearly."

Gu Shen frankly advertised his high IQ: "I can't help it, I can't even forget to read a book."

Qu Lingxi thought about it and accepted Gu Shen's answer.

He said nonsensically, "I play board games very well. I am a master of board games. Do you like rookies or masters?"

"You are a master, so I like masters." Gu Shen said, "You are a rookie, so I like rookies."

Qu Lingxi was slightly amused by this sentence.

He felt that he was simply too worthless.Just one or two nice words from Gu Shen can make him feel happy again, and he can't think of leaving anymore.

Asking Gu Shen about his first love is like masochistic.

But it's an unavoidable topic for them.Qu Lingxi also wanted to confirm that Gu Shen didn't have this first boyfriend anymore.

Qu Lingxi asked curiously: "So he wants to get your number?"

"No." Gu Shen said, "He chased me for three months."

Qu Lingxi exclaimed exaggeratedly, "Mr. Gu is doing well."

Gu Shen pinched his face, said with a smile: "I took the initiative to chase you."

"Really?" Qu Lingxi said, "I don't think so."

He felt that he and Gu Shen were seducing each other, working hand in hand, and hit it off right away.How could Gu Shen speak so nicely?

Who is chasing who?

Nothing.

Qu Ling regretted, "Why did you break up?"

Gu Shen paused, "He thinks I don't like him."

Qu Lingxi said: "Then you... really didn't like him?"

"Maybe." Gu Shen's expression made it hard to see his emotions, "I really didn't treat him well."

Qu Lingxi thought of a sentence Ya Ya once said to him.

Yaya said that Gu Shen didn't like Liangcheng very much, because his lover died in this city.So much so that Gu Shen would come to this city every year.

Yaya's words were the most uncomfortable thing lingering in Qu Lingxi's heart.A person has to love another person so much that he can't get out of it for so many years.

If this is the case, he doesn't think what Gu Shen said is true.

Qu Ling reluctantly opened his mouth, but felt that this topic was too sensitive, and he didn't know where to start.

He finally chose a euphemistic way: "Your first love, where is it now?"

"Where else?" Gu Shen said, "He was originally an exchange student and originally planned to extend his study period. After we broke up, he hated me so much that he gave up his quota and went back to his home country to continue his studies."

Qu Lingxi: "So how is he now?"

Gu Shen looked at Qu Lingxi and said, "Very good, I made another boyfriend who loves him very much."

Qu Lingxi's nervous heart finally subsided.

Thinking about Yaya's words, it must have been exaggerated and casually spoken by Su.Su was taken back from the orphanage by Gu Shen three years ago, how could he know these old stories in the bottom of the box, and he didn't know how much he made up, so he told Yaya emotionally after processing it.

What first love boyfriend, what white moonlight, has long become a thing of the past.