you may never have loved me

Kissing until the lips and tongue blended, and when the love became strong, both of them lost their guns.

As early as the moment Qu Lingxi brought his new boyfriend into the room, he knew all the things that might happen in the future, and the choice was in his hands.

He chose default.

Qu Lingxi allowed this kind of misfire, but Gu Shen suddenly pulled himself away from it.He panted slightly to relieve the heat in his heart, hugged Qu Lingxi, but did not do anything else ambiguously.

Just hold quietly.

Qu Lingxi said softly: "...well, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Gu Shen lowered his voice, "Let me calm down."

Gu Shen helped Qu Lingxi pull up the lifted T-shirt again, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips.

Qu Lingxi felt like a gift, which was half-opened by the owner, and suddenly regretted opening it too early, so she rewrapped it completely.

After a while, he was a clean and proper person again.

Qu Lingxi tilted her head, she was very cute in Gu Shen's eyes: "Why calm down?"

"Try not to publicize prostitution in the daytime." Gu Shen smiled lightly, "We are only officially on the first day, if it is so soon I will eat you up, I don't know what kind of scumbag you should call me in your heart .”

Qu Lingxi was taken aback: "I thought that was what you meant when you said you wanted to come to my room this morning."

"No." Gu Shen denied, "I just want to hug you and sleep, that's fine. With Su here, we won't be alone together."

Speaking of this, Gu Shen paused for a moment, his words revealing disgust: "Su is too noisy."

This is not at all the same as what Qu Ling said, and it is also different from what he guessed.Qu Ling, a master of love, told him that this kind of man in his 30s with rich experience, when meeting a young boy like him who has no experience in the world, is the most skillful, casually seduce him, and it is difficult to turn back.

In essence, it's just that the other party wants to go to bed with you.

He didn't believe all of Qu Ling's words, but at least he believed half of them.

But what he thought was, it didn't matter.

One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. It doesn't matter if you say he is upside down or he is not reserved.

Anyway, he can accept it.

However, today Gu Shen told him clearly that he came to his room just to live a simple two-person world.

Seeing Qu Lingxi's ignorant appearance, Gu Shen couldn't help laughing. He rubbed Qu Lingxi's forehead hair and asked, "Am I just such a beast in your eyes?"

Qu Lingxi nodded subconsciously.

Gu Shen was still playing with his hair, "Huh?"

Qu Lingxi responded, "No."

"Believe it or not." Gu Shen didn't take this matter to heart, and explained a few words casually, "I want to have a good relationship with you. I'm not a bad guy who plays with boys."

Qu Lingxi said sullenly, "I'm sorry."

Gu Shen smiled, this time Qu Lingxi was sure that he was laughing at herself.

"There's nothing to be sorry about." Gu Shen looked up at the sky outside the window, "I was too impatient. I didn't expect you to promise me so quickly."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

So in the end, he was too impatient, right?

Gu Shen said, "Do you know about the suspension bridge effect?"

Qu Lingxi: "I know."

The drawbridge effect, which is when a person's emotions from dangerous and stimulating situations can be mistaken for love.After crossing a high and dangerous suspension bridge, the first person you meet, there is a great possibility that you think you like him.

Gu Shen lowered his eyes, looked at Qu Lingxi, and said, "A hundred kilometers away from Liangcheng, there is a famous suspension bridge. I originally wanted to take you there."

Qu Lingxi really wanted to play this kind of exciting project, he asked: "Then why didn't you go?"

"I took you to play because I wanted you to mistake it for love." Gu Shen said naturally, "Since you have agreed to my pursuit, why not just skip this boring itinerary."

Qu Lingxi wondered, "Are you bored?"

Crossing the suspension bridge should be exciting.How did it get into Gu Shen's mouth, it turned out to be boring.

"It's boring." Gu Shen stared at him, "It would be more interesting to live a two-person world with you."

Qu Lingxi turned her head away in embarrassment, but she was in a very happy mood.

"You really are." Qu Lingxi commented, "The number of paragraphs is very high."

Sure enough, it was the man who had eaten more salt for ten years than him.

Gu Shen chuckled lightly, and was noncommittal, letting Qu Lingxi think so.

That afternoon, Qu Lingxi took a late shower.

He hid under the blanket, feeling that he had finally returned to his fragrant self.

Qu Lingxi slept with a headache yesterday, and was woken up again in the morning. Logically speaking, he should be very sleepy in the afternoon, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

He lifted the quilt and asked the man sitting on the sofa reading a magazine, "Aren't you coming to sleep together?"

Gu Shen looked at this, it was just a posturing.

He is not interested at all in the fashion magazines that Qu Lingxi puts on the coffee table.Hearing Qu Lingxi's invitation, she wanted to stand up.

Inadvertently, Gu Shen found two postcards that Qu Lingxi had sandwiched inside the magazine.

These two postcards are very beautiful. The endless snow-capped mountains and the quiet sky give people a feeling that they really want to see the real scene.

He held up the postcard and said in a flat tone, "Did you buy these two last time?"

Qu Lingxi pulled up the quilt, revealing only half of her head and a pair of peach blossom eyes, her wet eyes were lingering on Gu Shen.

"No." Qu Lingxi likes to share these two postcards with others, and it would be great if Gu Shen likes them too, "I found these in my study at home, I just saw them and thought they were so beautiful, so I just sent them to you." I came to Liangcheng on a temporary basis for tourism."

Gu Shen clipped the postcard back.

Qu Ling wanted to get feedback to prove her aesthetics: "What do you think?"

Gu Shen spoke concisely and commented: "The filming was very good."

Qu Lingxi was satisfied.Gu Shen seems to have a very high standard, so if he says it's good, it's quite good.

Qu Lingxi couldn't help laughing out loud.

Gu Shen smiled and said inexplicably, "It's not you who took the picture, why are you laughing. I'm not complimenting you."

"It doesn't matter." Qu Lingxi narrowed her eyes and said, "This postcard is mine, and you are complimenting me by rounding it up."

Gu Shen indulged him, but did not refute him.He approached the bed and helped Qu Lingxi press down the quilt.

Qu Lingxi blinked her eyes protruding from the quilt: "Aren't you sleepy?"

Gu Shen said, "Sleepy."

get the answer.

Qu Lingxi wanted to find fault again and said, "I see you are doing well, not sleepy at all."

Gu Shen said: "I have to confess to someone today, I was too nervous last night, so I didn't sleep well."

"..." Qu Lingxi's eyes were bright, but she said, "Ghosts will believe you."

But my heart is flattered.

Gu Shen lifted the quilt and hugged Qu Lingxi quietly.In order to avoid wiping|guns from firing, they kept a little distance.

There was a strange body on his back against him, he was nervous and excited, dopamine kept stimulating his brain, and for a while, he couldn't fall asleep any longer.

Qu Lingxi began to talk about some things.

Qu Lingxi's voice was soft and low.

He said: "You said you liked my face. But when you first met me, you treated me in a normal way."

Gu Shen explained: "If you want to refuse, you still welcome, wait for you to take the bait."

Qu Ling sighed and said: "You are really amazing."

Gu Shen smiled: "It won't be like this in the future. I will always treat you well in the future."

Quiet for a while.

Qu Lingxi talked about Su again: "Su said he came from the orphanage, is that true? I don't think so."

"Because he only stayed in the orphanage for a month." Gu Shen didn't shy away from mentioning Su's things at all, "He just sells miserably. His parents are both Chinese, but they divorced. His father returned to country C, and his mother lived in China. He died before coming of age."

"Country B's system is like this. If you lose your parents as a minor, you will be temporarily taken care of by the orphanage as a guardian."

Qu Lingxi understood the laws of country B, so he asked, "So you are his guardian now?"

"Last year." Gu Shen pursed his lips and said, "This year he is nineteen."

Qu Lingxi has been bathed in a harmonious family since she was a child, and she never thought that there are people around her whose parents are so close.

He said: "That's pretty miserable. It's not selling miserable."

Gu Shen smiled inexplicably, "I'm a little worse than him, do you want to sympathize with me?"

Qu Lingxi has long felt that Gu Shen's family situation is very complicated.

First of all, his surname is Gu, which is not the same as his father's. Gu Shen's mother has an inappropriate relationship with her natal family, plus the fact that he is a mixed-race family.

"No need." Gu Shen held the back of Qu Lingxi's head and looked at him stubbornly, "I don't need you to sympathize with me. I just want you to love me."

Qu Ling regretted being burned by the fiery eyes.He lowered his head and thought, I already love you very much, unexpected love.

Qu Lingxi said something intermittently.

Gu Shen won't reply all of them, but occasionally reply with a sentence or two.

Before falling asleep, he only remembered his last second sentence: "Aren't I talking a lot?"

Gu Shen: "It's okay."

Qu Lingxi squinted her eyes, her consciousness was already blurred: "You often think Su is noisy, do you think I'm noisy?"

Gu Shen said, "You are different."

Finally, he heard Gu Shen say.

"I just hope that you can tell me more."

Qu Lingxi was woken up by the continuous vibration of the mobile phone.

He didn't know how long he had slept, but he only knew that he had to answer the phone call, maybe there was something urgent at home.

Before he could find the phone from the bedside table.

The vibration disappeared in an instant.

Qu Lingxi opened her eyes and found that the phone was held in Gu Shen's hand.

Just after waking up, Qu Lingxi's voice was a little hoarse, and he asked hoarsely, "Who is it?"

"An irrelevant person." Gu Shen patted his back, trying to coax him, "It's still early, you continue to sleep."

Qu Lingxi was not fooled by him, she stretched out her hand and said, "Let me see."

Before the voice finished completely, the phone vibrated tacitly again.

Qu Lingxi saw Gu Shen frowned irritably, just when Qu Lingxi was about to speak, Gu Shen directly answered his call.

He only heard what the other person said, but Qu Lingxi didn't hear clearly.

Gu Shen sneered, and he returned to the oppressive feeling when Qu Lingxi saw him for the first time.

"Sorry, Xiaoxi is sleeping next to me right now. If you have anything to say, I can convey it for you. If there is nothing wrong, don't bother him again in the future."

The other party didn't expect Gu Shen to answer the phone, and hung up without saying a word.

Qu Lingxi immediately knew who made the call.

He wondered: "Has Yan Li not given up yet? I made it very clear yesterday."

"Qu Lingxi." Gu Shen smiled half-smile, pinching his face, he could see that he was not angry, but he was faintly jealous, "What kind of ecstasy did you use on my cousin? He said that he would withdraw from tomorrow's appointment." Airline tickets, I want to go back to City S with you."

Qu Lingxi: "..."

He changed the subject and said, "How long have I been asleep?"

"Not long." Gu Shen didn't care, he changed the subject abruptly.

At this time, there was a burst of fireworks outside the window.

Qu Lingxi hurriedly got out of bed, opened the curtains, and indeed found that clusters of fireworks were set off in the sky like flowers, which was too beautiful to behold.

It was dark now.