you may never have loved me

From that day on, Qu Lingxi never saw Gu Shen again.

They live in an inn, on the same floor, opposite the door, separated by a narrow corridor.It stands to reason that it is easy to meet, but Qu Lingxi did not see them for a whole week.

Not to mention Gu Shen, he never even met Su once.

On the contrary, Yan Li often contacts Qu Lingxi and asks him out to play together.

Quling Xidu refused one by one.

He felt that he should find a time to clarify with Yan Li.

It is only now that he makes it clear that he is like a scumbag who plays with the same sex. If he doesn't make it clear, he can just label himself a scumbag.

During this week, Qu Lingxi didn't go too far to the scenic spots.The vacation he gave himself was too long, everything should take his time.

On an ordinary night, he and his sister finished talking on the phone every day.

His door was knocked hard twice.

Knocks at this time of day are rare.

Qu Lingxi took a sip of water, put on her slippers, and slowly opened the door.

Outside the door, Su bent down and supported the door frame, staring at Qu Lingxi and panting.

Qu Lingxi glanced back by the way, but did not find Gu Shen.He lowered his eyes and realized that this kid came alone, maybe he ran here alone without telling Gu Shen.

He twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, showing a smile that he hadn't seen for a long time, and was about to exchange a few words.

Su interrupted Qu Lingxi's polite words with self-loathing, "I told you before, I want to tell you a secret, do you remember?"

Qu Ling cherishes the memory.

It was the afternoon when they met for the first time, Su Duozui told him about Yaya and Baiyan, which aroused Gu Shen's inexplicable dissatisfaction, and unceremoniously carried him upstairs.

From now on, Su's attitude towards him was strange.

He is generally friendly, but has mixed guns and sticks. He is completely different from Su who flashed his big white teeth when he first met him.

Qu Lingxi hugged her chest and smiled: "What? You didn't want to talk about it at that time, but after a week, you suddenly changed your mind?"

Su pouted irritably.

He said, "I've regretted it, but it's still not done."

Qu Ling took the time to look sideways at Su, as if watching a good show.

Su snorted, "Do you still want to listen?"

"Okay, okay." Qu Lingxi tried her best to gather her thirst for knowledge.

Su Ta was still too naive to understand that people love the new and dislike the old.One thing, no matter how curious and important it is, after the peak period of seeking knowledge, it will gradually become boring.

Just like chicken bones, it is tasteless to eat, but it is a pity to discard.

Su glared at him, "Qu Lingxi, do you still want to listen?"

"Listen." Qu Lingxi comforted him.

Su took a deep breath, he was going to tell, but he didn't know where to start.

He thought for a long time, and finally found a cut: "Do you know why I, as a straight young sapling, am not surprised at all that you like men?"

Qu Lingxi said: "Didn't you say that? Because your ancestral home is in the famous rotten city, and you have been fascinated by these things."

Su hurriedly said: "Not only."

Qu Lingxi smiled: "Of course not. I almost forgot that you were born in country B. Country B is the first country in the world to allow gay marriage to be legal. It's normal for you not to treat me as a different kind."

As he spoke, he added: "Well, thank you for not discriminating against our group."

Thinking about it now, the reason why Gu Shen was able to see through the potential relationship between him and Yan Li at a glance was because he was a mixed race from country B, and he was not used to seeing them.

Su almost gritted his teeth: "Not only."

"Oh?" Qu Lingxi gave Su a cup of Yakult, but Su was rarely bribed. He teased him like a child, "Then what else is there. Xiao Qu really can't guess."

Su: "..."

Now he regrets being impulsive, meddling in this business, and running over to find this person.

Su took a deep breath, "Why don't you think about why the boss beat me that day?"

Because you are talkative and spread his privacy everywhere, he finds it noisy.

Qu Lingxi just thought about it in her heart, but didn't say it out loud.

Su said angrily: "Because what I said about Yaya's domestic violence made you feel that you had indirectly hurt Yaya. The more I said, the sadder you felt and the more guilty you felt. Gu Shen didn't want you to be sad, that's why I was born." I'm mad."

Every word Su said was in Chinese, but when combined, Qu Lingxi didn't understand what he meant.

Qu Lingxi rubbed her fingertips with calluses from holding pens all the year round.

He smiled shallowly: "You mean to say, it's all because of me?"

Su nodded.

Qu Lingxi retorted: "He may also think that I am innocent in this matter, and he doesn't want to burden me too much. This is not difficult to understand..."

After all, he also taught Ya Ya the truth, don't involve innocent people.

Su Youyou said: "You still don't understand Gu Shen."

Qu Lingxi said: "He has nothing to do with me, I have no way to understand him."

Su said: "Don't look at him as a dog on the surface. In fact, he is very defensive. I have done wrong things, but he will not stand by me just because I did the wrong thing."

"He's always on his side."

"Me and you, but he chose you."

Qu Lingxi still disagreed, he felt that Su's estimation was wrong...the importance of his position in Gu Shen's heart was lost.

One leaf blinds the eyes, and all leads to wrong inferences.

Seeing that Qu Lingxi was not yet enlightened, Su continued to give examples continuously: "And the last time I went to the market. My boss has no taboos on mutton, just because he saw that you don't like mutton very much, so he deliberately bought the mutton that I have already bought. Put the mutton back."

Qu Lingxi didn't know about this, no wonder he didn't see the mutton roll in the hot pot that day, it turned out that Gu Shen explained it.

He was a little surprised that apart from his parents, relatives and friends, there were fewer and fewer people in his life who took care of his taste.

Gu Shen's attention to these small details really made him feel very happy.

Qu Lingxi, however, was still upright and fanciful, "I think it is a good character to respect friends' preferences. Gu Shen is a gentleman."

After hearing a sentence, the expression on Su's face was slightly distorted.

He stared at Qu Lingxi incredulously: "Have you always been so unconfident in yourself?"

of course not.

A man born with the pinnacle of beauty and a perfect academic and family background, how could there be three words of self-confidence in the dictionary.

But Qu Lingxi had to say that facing Gu Shen, he really had no confidence.

Even if Su put the facts before him one by one, Qu Lingxi would only deny it immediately and find other reasons for Gu Shen's behavior.

Except for love.

Qu Lingxi didn't want to admit it, and said in a low voice, "I'm very confident."

Su clicked, "Then you must have no experience in love before. Even Yaya can tell that Gu Shen was not very happy about Yan Li's arrival that day after eating hot pot, why can't you see it?"

Qu Ling refused to accept it: "I can see it."

Su frowned: "You could tell that he was jealous...? I didn't..."

Regarding Gu Shen's jealousy, Su didn't see it either. He would never pay attention to other things when it comes to delicious food.But after that day, Yaya found him secretly and asked him if Gu Shen was envious of Yan Li and Qu Lingxi's good relationship.

Yaya is too ignorant of worldly affairs, she doesn't know the meaning of being jealous, she can't even say jealousy, twisting her mouth for a long time and spit out the word envy.

Fortunately, Su Zao had guessed, and immediately understood Yaya's meaning.

But Qu Lingxi didn't understand clearly.

What are you jealous about?Isn't it because of Gu Shen's mother's historical legacy?

Qu Lingxi felt it was ridiculous.

These things were experienced by him and Su together, but everyone's interpretations were completely different.

Qu Lingxi's interpretation is based on the fact that Gu Shen will not fall in love with him.

Su thought for a while, and in order to convince Qu Lingxi, he finally took out his trump card: "You may not know. Gu Shen's Bai Yueguang is not a woman. He has liked men before. So you understand, so I can see it so quickly. Because you are the same."

Because there is one beside him, this is the real influence.

Su's interpretation is based on the fact that Gu Shen is not a straight man.

Qu Lingxi, who was still very calm at first, raised her eyes to look at Su immediately upon hearing this.

He was dazed, and it took him a long time to recover.

After a while, he asked, "Why did you tell me this?"

Everyone is possessive.

Friendship, love, family, everything.

Su was possessive of Gu Shen, otherwise he wouldn't have shown Qu Ling a good face for a while.

Su thought for a while and said, "I don't know what happened before. In the past three years, I haven't seen my boss have any bad habits, neither smoking nor drinking. But he changed himself because of you."

"But I don't want to, it's not a good change. I feel sorry for him."

Originally, Su really didn't want to come here to wake up this dull little lemon.

Anyway, he was clean and at ease.

But this morning when he woke up, he saw some unfinished sparks in the ashtray on the coffee table in his room.

Su still remembered that he followed Gu Shen to this homestay three years ago.

Each room in the homestay is equipped with a small ashtray.Su was disciplined very well, he didn't smoke, and neither did Gu Shen.

Su also laughed at that ashtray as a trash display.

Unexpectedly, three years later, he would be slapped in the face.

Su didn't understand. Are there so many people who fall in love at first sight in this world?

His boss just met Little Lemon a few times, and he acted uncharacteristically.

Later, he recalled Qu Lingxi's face, and he was relieved.

Beauty may really be invincible.

Su knew everything about Quling Xie, and said everything.

But Qu Lingxi still has reservations about what Su said.

Although he has never been in a relationship, he has had many suitors, and he has never seen anyone like Gu Shen.

Qu Lingxi told Su seriously: "I really don't think what you said is right. You live across from me. After we parted for a week, Gu Shen neither came to see me nor asked me for my contact information."

"If you say that again, I'm afraid I'm being sentimental."

Su felt that Qu Ling was too stupid, so he ran away in anger.

In the past few days, Qu Ling Xi asked several famous postcard souvenir shops, and the repetition rate of the few that the driver uncle mentioned was very high, and they all gathered in one place.

It's a little far from where he rests, but he'd love to have a look.

On the third day, Qu Lingxi boarded the driver's car again, and went to the memorial site with the windows open facing the wind.

When he reached his destination, he got out of the car.

At first glance, it is not the continuous mountains, nor the scattered souvenir shops in the rest area.

Gu Shen was standing not far from him, about two or three meters away.

He obviously saw Qu Lingxi very early on.

Qu Lingxi thought that she had good control and could not be affected by Su's words.

But the moment he saw Gu Shen, Qu Lingxi knew that the calmness he had pretended before was bullshit.

Su said, Gu Shen likes you.

Qu Ling didn't believe it.

Because it's too sweet, too sweet to be fake.

He couldn't believe it.

Even so, whenever he thinks of Su's guesses that aren't necessarily correct.

His heart was like being soaked in a jar of honey, it was swelled by the sweetness, and his head was dazzled by the sweetness.