Reborn Playboy

[I came to see you again, how are you doing recently?Although your eyes are closed all the time, the doctor said that sometimes your brain nerves are extremely active, and you don’t know what you saw in your dreams.I remember when I was studying, I read a story about Zhuang Zhou’s dream of a butterfly. In the dream, I became a butterfly. After waking up from the dream, I became myself again. In fact, it is difficult for us to distinguish between reality and illusion, what is real and what is fake , or just two worlds that exist in different spaces.] [I also have some strange dreams recently. I dreamed about my high school life more than ten years ago, but it was a little different from the high school life in my memory. It’s a pity I can’t remember clearly after waking up, how about I tell you about my high school life, very boring days, very boring, no special memory points, but it seems that I always dream about it recently...] [Will it be Think I'm nagging?Hehe, because I don’t have anyone else who can chat so openly. I don’t know if you can hear me, but at least you won’t speak out. People outside will never know that I, Chen Jiashu, also have troubles and weaknesses]…

Surprised in a cold sweat, Ye Quan suddenly woke up from the dream, and his mind was full of the name mentioned in the words of the person in the dream who could only hear the voice but not see the appearance——Chen Jiashu.

The person who spoke in his dream was Chen Jiashu?

The dormitory was still pitch black. Ye Quan took a deep breath and grabbed the watch next to the pillow to check the time. It was only past four in the morning, and there were still several hours before dawn.Gradually calmed down, apart from his slightly rapid breathing, Ye Quan could still hear the steady breathing of another person, which made him feel relieved.

The real Chen Jiashu was sleeping in the dormitory opposite him.

Dreaming about Chen Jiashu was probably just because I paid too much attention to this person these two days, right?I don't know if it's because the night is too quiet and people are too prone to cranky thoughts, Ye Quan's mind began to appear in the dream that he had occasionally had before, and there seemed to be such a person talking to himself in the dream.

Chen Jiashu, is it really Chen Jiashu?But the sound seems to be different from the current one.

【Vegetable...】

Clenching the quilt tightly with both hands, his back felt chills. It was like a cold fishbone stuck in Ye Quan's throat, which made him unable to calm down. Could it be... Could it be that he was not reborn?

Could it be that everything he experienced now was his dream?

Ye Quan opened his mouth and bit down on his arm. The sharp pain made him snort softly, because the force was too hard, it seemed that his arm was torn apart and blood flowed out. The blood smelled like rust, and the pain was real. I felt it very clearly, all this seemed to tell Ye Quan that he was not dreaming, but the fear in his heart was like a monster in the sea at night, dragging his body to sink to the bottom of the sea.

Cold, suffocating, and fear surrounded him tightly.

Could it be that he didn't die at all, he just became a vegetable and was still alive, but what is it now?Did he really return to 20 years ago or is he living in a fictional world of his own?

"Ye Quan? Ye Zi, what's wrong with you?" An anxious voice rang in his ears, Ye Quan, who was too focused on his own thoughts, didn't realize when Chen Jiashu woke up and came to his bedside.

He tried to open his mouth, and felt a warm salty liquid slip into the corner of his mouth, and unknowingly, he cried out of fear.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Chen Jiashu held Ye Quan's hand and felt the sticky liquid on the other's arm. Chen Jiashu took a closer look and found that Ye Quan had bitten his own arm. He hurriedly opened the door of the dormitory. The emergency light checked Ye Quan's injury. Although it was bloody, the bite was not deep. Chen Jiashu found a medical kit and simply bandaged Ye Quan.

Ye Quan seemed a little dazed during the whole process. Even the lights in the dormitory didn't make him feel warm at all. He didn't know which world he was living in, and whether his guess was true.

Seeing Chen Jiashu, Ye Quan found that some strange images suddenly popped up in his mind, such as Chen Jiashu's current white Mercedes, for example, the car that hit him back then was also a Mercedes sports car.

"Jia Shu, do you only like Mercedes sports cars?" Ye Quan asked suddenly.

He never expected Ye Quan to ask such a question. Chen Jiashu, who had bandaged Ye Quan's wound, reached out and gently stroked the forehead of the frightened man in front of him: "Yes." He still answered Ye Quan's question honestly.

"Ye Zi, what's wrong with you?" Frowning slightly, Chen Jiashu seemed a little frightened by Ye Quan.

"It's okay...it's okay..." He wanted to laugh but couldn't, the corners of his mouth were unable to lift, Ye Quan took a deep breath and grabbed Chen Jiashu's hand that was caressing his forehead, the warmth on it became his temporary support in the world of fear and doubt, his voice Trembling a little, he said, "Stay with me."

The narrow dormitory bed could barely fit two big boys, Ye Quan closed his eyes and stuffed himself into Chen Jiashu's arms, his cheek pressed against the other's chest.

"Plop! Plop!" The vivid heartbeat sounded like the beating of a big drum, conveyed into his ears one by one. Ye Quan, who was a little confused, just hugged Chen Jiashu tightly, feeling the other's body temperature and breath, as if Only in this way can he be reminded all the time that this world is real, not fake.

"Cry out when you feel uncomfortable. Endure how uncomfortable it is. There is no one else here. Cry out Ye Zi. No matter what you have, don't hold it in your heart."

These words were like a key that unlocked Ye Quan's distress. He fell on Chen Jiashu's chest and began to cry recklessly. Is this world real or not? Is he alive or dead? Will there be a day? Woke up from the dream and found that everything you have now will disappear?

He is still the 35-year-old helpless Ye Quan, his family is broken and he has nothing.

If that's the case, please take back this sweet dream that he has indulged in now, and don't take everything from him after he has everything, it's too cruel, so cruel.

"It's okay, it's okay, with me here, everything will be fine." Gently patting Ye Quan's back, Chen Jiashu leaned forward and kissed the man's cheek and the trembling eyelashes that were still dripping with tears.

"Are these all real?" Choking, Ye Quan's red and swollen eyes lost focus, and he murmured incoherently, "I had a terrible dream, a terrible dream, and it will disappear one day, you, I , Everyone, I don’t want to do this, I dare not think about it, when I think about it, my chest hurts, I feel stuffy, I feel so uncomfortable..."

"Dreams are all fake, Ye Zi, look at me, look at me." Chen Jiashu raised Ye Quan's jaw and forced the other party's eyes to meet his. The person next to him, he reached out and stroked Chen Jiashu's cheek, his eyes widened, as if to see if Chen Jiashu was real.

"Here I am, I am real, not fake, yes, touch it, this is my forehead, the tip of my nose, my lips..." Chen Jiashu guided Ye Quan patiently, "And the heart, Can you feel your heart beating?"

Ye Quan nodded: "Yeah." Still looking a little lost.

"The dream is just a dream, it's fake, but I'm real, I won't disappear, I'll always be here." With pity in his eyes, Chen Jiashu didn't know what kind of terrible dream Ye Quan had that forced everyone to In this state, he could only try his best to calm Ye Quan down and appease the surprised poor man.

Ye Quan probably doesn't know how heartbroken and heartbroken those absent-minded eyes full of tears and space are... Chen Jiashu never knew that a person's heart can hurt as if it is crushed. He wanted to understand Ye Quan's heart. What kind of terrible dream did Quan have, but he was more willing to share this person's fear and pain.

What does this feeling represent?

Chen Jiashu held Ye Quan's face and kissed it, as if what he was kissing at the moment was not a person but a porcelain doll that would shatter at the slightest touch, carefully but with the solemnity of worship, from the forehead to the tip of the nose, from the eyes to the Lips, without a little bit of adult lust, pure love made Ye Quan, who was filled with fear, feel warm.

The cold body was like being soaked in warm spring water, and gradually, it didn't feel so uncomfortable.

"Why are you crying again? Are you made of water?" Kissing and kissing, Chen Jiashu found that there were tears on Ye Quan's cheeks.

Ye Quan shook his head, the corners of his mouth finally lifted into a smile, he stretched out his arms to hug Chen Jiashu tightly and put his cheek on the other's neck, he let himself rely on and enjoy the sense of security brought by the warmth of others.

Regardless of whether it was a dream or not, at least he felt warmth at this moment.

Regardless of whether he will "wake up" in the future, he must firmly remember this life. In his heart, these are real. How could the person in the dream give him such deep care and emotion? He felt Chen Jiashu's love for him. His care and care was something he had never felt before his rebirth.

This is enough, even if it is only a minute and a second, it is real.

The next day, Chen Jiashu asked Ye Quan to leave. Neither of them went to class. Ye Quan did not sleep well last night. He only said that he forgot about the nightmare last night after waking up. It seemed that he had returned to the past. He was laughing and joking, but there was no trace of the heartbreaking pain and fear in his eyes last night.

Although Chen Jiashu was puzzled, he couldn't find the answer.