Reborn Playboy

Ye Quan opened his mouth, but he didn't say any comforting words. The hand he was trying to push Chen Jiashu away also turned into a gentle comfort when it fell on the other party.

He has also lost a family member before. He knows what it means to Chen Jiashu to lose the most important person in his life at such a time. Ye Quan let Chen Jiashu's hands wrap around his waist and hold him tightly. Chen Jiashu's strength It was huge, as if they were floating in the boundless sea at this moment, and he was the only piece of driftwood that Chen Jiashu could hold onto.

Some warm liquid wets the thin cloth on Ye Quan's back, wets his skin through the tiny holes in the cloth, penetrates into his pores and seeps into his blood, with the flowing blood The silent pain that belonged to Chen Jiashu flowed into his beating heart together.

"Boom-boom-"

Like a powerful drumbeat, it beat again and again, knocking on a certain part of the heart, allowing him to see what Chen Jiashu had said to him in his sleep.

[It’s not bad for people to fall asleep all the time. I’m the only one in my own world, and the troubles and pressures from the outside world won’t be imposed on me anymore] [I don’t have anyone to talk to, so don’t mind nagging with you once in a while] No one is perfect, and no one is as hard and unyielding as steel. They all have a soft heart that can be injured and bleed.

Only when an important person has left in your life, and experienced the heart-piercing suffocating pain, can you truly understand and truly understand that in your future life, you can no longer let any important person easily At least, don't let any reason other than illness take him away.

Ye Quan lightly stroked Chen Jiashu's hand that strangled him, and gently clenched it, caring for this wounded beast in his own way.

The man behind him took a deep breath and slowly reduced the force on Ye Quan's body, but he did not let go of his hands holding Ye Quan.

At the time of the most painful and difficult to accept the sad news, the most direct reaction of a person is not to face it but to escape, just like a wounded beast running away with blood, just looking for an uninhabited man. He curled up in the warm corner, and by the time Chen Jiashu realized it, he had already arrived at the door of Ye Quan's house.

Waiting slowly, from morning to noon, from noon to afternoon.

Cigarettes were smoked numbly one by one, and the strong alcohol tried to numb his suffocating heart. Whenever he heard the footsteps of someone passing by downstairs, he seemed to be refreshed. Countless people passed by downstairs on this day , There were people he couldn't remember who walked up the stairs and swept him up the stairs with strange eyes, but there was no one he was waiting for and wanted to see.

Until the sun was about to set, when exhaustion was about to turn into a desperate devil and swallow him up, a familiar voice illuminated his eyes like a warm light and rang in his ears.

He could no longer hear what Ye Quan was saying, but he just looked at the rich expression on the other party's face, leaned on the other party's body and smelled Ye Quan's reassuring and warm breath. At that moment, he felt that even if the sky fell Not a big deal.

Chen Jiashu hugged Ye Quan quietly, the pain and the suffocation of despair caused by his grandmother's death gradually left him, the world became quiet and harmonious, only the man's even and careful breathing from his arms and the heart representing life were in his ears beating sound.

As night fell gradually, his world was filled with pale golden soft sunlight.

"Let me... hug for a while."

"Ah."

With deep tiredness, Chen Jiashu hugged the man in his arms and finally lowered his heavy eyelids.

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Birth, old age, sickness, and death.

four Seasons.

It is their irresistible fate and reincarnation.

Two days later, Chen Jiashu held a funeral for his grandmother who died of illness.

Ye Quan stood behind the crowd surrounding the cemetery. When he woke up that day, the man beside him was gone. If it wasn't for the smell of cigarettes and alcohol left by Chen Jiashu, he would have thought that Chen Jiashu's grandma died because of him. Fake, just an illusory dream.

There are not so many perfections in the world. The disabled people rely on each other because of the pain they have experienced together, and they have achieved each other's perfection.

The sky was infected by this sentimental atmosphere. The light rain fell on the big black umbrellas that were propped up. Chen Jiashu stood in front of the grave expressionlessly and looked at the handfuls of rain-soaked soil covering the coffin. , the drops of water falling from the umbrella merged into intermittent tears, dripping on the ground and wet their trousers.

The touch of the rain falling on the clothes and penetrating the skin reminded Ye Quan of the tears that Chen Jiashu shed on his back that day. Even in the most painful moments, Chen Jiashu never showed his most vulnerable side in front of others.

This is a kind of tenacity, isn't it cruel to oneself?

When he saw that others could cry without any scruples, he must have secretly envied them, but their identities forced them to be strong, and even if tears flowed down, they could only be swallowed in their stomachs.

The crowd gradually dissipated and left one by one. Only Chen Jiashu and Li Zhen were left standing in front of the tombstone. Li Zhen beside him tugged Chen Jiashu's sleeve worriedly. Staring at the grandma's smile as bright as a spring breeze before she got sick on the tombstone.

"Jiashu, go back." Li Zhen's voice trembled slightly, he was so close to Chen Jiashu but he couldn't help this man share a little bit of pain.

Standing behind a tree not far away, Ye Quan was holding the black umbrella in his hand. He stepped forward and smashed the water inlet in front of him due to the sunken ground, and approached the man who seemed to have lost consciousness step by step.

Spotting Ye Quan who was slowly approaching, Li Zhen turned his head and took two steps forward to block Ye Quan: "Thank you, but let him be alone at this time."

Looking past Li Zhen and falling on Chen Jiashu's straight back, Ye Quan shouted at the man, "Chen Jiashu, what grandma wants to see is not your decadent appearance, she is the one who loves you the most, let her see you now It will hurt her like this."

"Ye Quan, don't make any noise, okay?" Li Zhen frowned, and he stared at the man. Does this guy think he understands the relationship between Chen Jiashu and grandma just because he has met Chen Jiashu's grandma a few times?

He shouted again: "Chen Jiashu!"

The sound passed through the rain curtain and fell into Chen Jiashu's ears. The man who had been motionless blinked slightly, and finally turned around under the watchful eyes of Li Zhen and Ye Quan.

The heavy rain blurred everyone's vision, but Ye Quan clearly felt Chen Jiashu's gaze in the rain, and his emotions seemed to be touched slightly. He said softly to the man, "Let's go, Chen Jiashu."

Li Zhen, who was caught in the middle, looked left and right. 1 He suddenly had a strange feeling of being excluded, and this strange feeling soon became a reality. Chen Jiashu, who had been standing in front of the tombstone, suddenly dropped the big umbrella in his hand. Running over, Li Zhen watched as Chen Jiashu ran past him and grabbed Ye Quan's hand.

Another umbrella fell to the ground.

In the heavy rain, Chen Jiashu pulled Ye Quan and ran into the distance. Li Zhen took two steps forward but could no longer catch up with them. In the heavy rain.

……

……

what is this?

The heavy rain drenched their black suits and hair, and even their vision became blurred. The road ahead could not be seen clearly. The man who was holding his hand tightly was still running forward. , Ye Quan didn't know why he followed Chen Jiashu to run in the rain, but he felt unprecedentedly happy.

They kept running aimlessly like this, until they stopped at the roaring seashore.

Ye Quan panted heavily, he raised his head and tried to meet Chen Jiashu's eyes, the man faced him, cupped his cheeks with both hands, and kissed him suddenly.

"Hmm—" The rainwater flowed into the eyes, making it difficult to break free. Ye Quan held onto Chen Jiashu's shoulder tremblingly.

He seemed to have returned to that spring afternoon in his garden. He had never felt the same way. His lips were blocked by something soft and warm, and the coldness in his body disappeared in an instant. His mind was blank, as if the whole world There is only a dazzling white light, nothing can be seen, only the sound of their hearts beating in unison can be heard.

"What is this, Chen Jiashu?"

The sea wind roared one after another, and the heavy rain splashed broken white water on their bodies.

The man held his cheeks, panting heavily, his chest heaving unsteadily: "I seem to be in love with you—"

A big wave hit the rock hard, Ye Quan couldn't hear what Chen Jiashu was saying, maybe he was hallucinating, right?

"I can't hear you," he said.

"Ye Quan, I'm in love with you." Chen Jiashu leaned into Ye Quan's ear that day, and said every word clearly.

The difference is that the word "as if" was removed.

"What did you say?" You looked at each other in disbelief.

"What should I do, I'm in love with you." With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Chen Jiashu reached out and gently brushed away the hair that covered Ye Quan's face, "Little Yezi, I'm in love with you."

"If you haven't heard clearly, I'll tell you again... I'm in love with you, Ye Quan."

——Volume [-]—End

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