Jade is not jade

After Yu Nian returned from Xiao Long's place, he couldn't help but said to Yang Jiayue: "You know, there was a post on the Internet saying that you are the most gay guy in HKUST~"

Yang Jia jumped his hands and looked at Yu Nian.Yu Nian felt guilty when he saw the other party's probing gaze, but saw the other party hooked his lips into a smile, and asked, "What do you think?"

Yu Nian: "..."

Yang Jiayue seemed to find Yu Nian's overwhelmed look very interesting, and continued to tease: "If I really am, what will you do?"

For a moment, Yu Nian thought that Yang Jiayue knew what was going on in his mind, so he was frightened?Or surprises?neither.

Heh, if you are really gay, what can I do?

——The person you like knows that you like him, but still pretends to be stupid until now, isn't it a great shame?

Yu Youngnian snorted and said, "It's strange to believe something uploaded on the Internet."

Yang Jiayue's eyes stayed on his face for a while before moving away, smiling faintly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yu Nian breathed a sigh of relief, but felt helpless in his heart.

The day before yesterday, he was speaking boldly in front of Xiao Long, but now he feels that the future is hopeless.Yes, it is one thing to say, another thing to do, secret love is really the most willpower test thing in the world.

Every time I tried, every time I made side-steps, the other party was unharmed, but I was shocked into a cold sweat, full of flaws...

The next afternoon Yang Jiayue went out and ran into Xiao Long who happened to be planning to go to class.

The two greeted each other, and Yang Jiayue smiled and asked, "How is your relationship with your little girlfriend?"

Xiao Long said awkwardly: "Did you read the post? It's fake, how can I have a girlfriend!"

Yang Jiayue suddenly stretched out his hand to lift the scarf around Xiao Long's neck, and asked with a smirk, "Oh? Then what is that thing on this neck, could it be that Wang Min made it?"

Xiao Long didn't realize it at first, but he didn't understand until Yang Jiayue mentioned Wang Min—dammit, his brother actually left a hickey on his neck for the first time!

Xiao Long blushed with embarrassment, tightened the scarf, and covered it up: "No!"

Yang Jiayue smiled like a fox.

Xiao Long threw out a "bye" and fled in despair. He felt a little strange when he ran so far away. Isn't Yang Jiayue a straight man? How does he know his relationship with Wang Min?Is he just joking?That won't work either!Unless he has common sense, who would guess that a man puts a hickey on another man's neck?Anyway, none of my former classmates guessed it!

Just as he was thinking, a butterfly suddenly popped out in front of his eyes.

The corner of Xiao Long's mouth twitched: Hey, what a bad day today, all the crooked and evil things hit him right in front of his eyes!

Ding Yu looked very excited when he saw Xiao Long, although in reality she didn't catch up, the ignorant netizens and the blind public have long believed in the relationship between Xiao Long and himself!The widely circulated posts on the Internet have increased her popularity in the school, and also made her vain.

The surprise on her face was obvious, and she shouted out of luck: "Xiao~~~~"

Before the word "senior" could be uttered, the face of the person opposite had changed in shock, and he turned and ran away.

"..." Ding Yu stood there for five seconds before realizing what Xiao Long was running for, and then, she uttered the first dirty words in her life: "Damn!"

-

Yu Nian couldn't remember how many times he was followed.

The weather has turned cold, and the night time has been extended recently. It was already dark before six o'clock. Today, Yu Nian returned a little later than usual. He was walking alone in the narrow streets of the community, followed by a sneaky shadow. People are dripping with cold sweat.

Yu Nian thought, maybe he should talk to Sizhe and speak clearly face to face, but after thinking about the other party's strange behavior over the past few months, he knew that the ending could not be predicted by ordinary people's thinking.

Yu Nian did not act rashly, but what he got in return was Xiang Sizhe's intolerance.

Just as he was about to turn a corner and go upstairs, pretending to be unaware like never before, he heard Xiang Sizhe calling his name.

Yu Nian stopped, turned his head, and saw Xiang Sizhe's dark face in the night...

The street lamp five meters away flickered on and off, probably due to poor contact caused by aging wires, which cast a gloomy and desolate color on the scene.

Yu Nian was not afraid, because he had already reached the door of his house, Yang Jiayue was upstairs, Wang Min and Xiao Long might also be at home, if he shouted casually, the height of the third floor would be enough for them all to hear.

He wants to hear what Xiang Sizhe wants to say, but he will never speak first, because telling lies makes him feel hypocritical, and if he tells the truth, he is afraid that the other party will have a bad reaction.

Standing under the flickering lights, Xiang Sizhe said, "You are so cruel."

Yu Nian knew that Xiang Sizhe deliberately let him know that he was following him.

Xiang Sizhe: "Oh, it's not cruel, it's indifferent."

Yu Nian: "Well, I'm not very good at getting along with others."

He was said to be indifferent, cold-blooded and emotionless, not once or twice, since he was a child, I don't know how many people would always send such a sentence or two of similar comments after bumping into a wall in front of him.

Taking two steps closer to Sizhe, he seemed to say to himself: "You know it, you've always known it, right?"

Yu Nian: "..."

A certain person was not afraid of death when he went to the Yellow River and asked: "Since you know, why are you ignoring me!"

Yu Nian was honest and frank: "I don't know how to deal with you..." Your feelings.

Xiang Sizhe suddenly smiled, and laughed at himself with red eyes: "Do you think I'm a pervert? Hehe, I think so too. Every time I see you, I can't help following you, watching your back, your profile, your walking Posture, every look of yours makes me like it, I feel that I am particularly perverted...but I can't help it! It has become my habit!!!" The last sentence has already roared like venting.

Yu Nian didn't know what to say, he was also a victim, but at this moment he felt that Xiang Sizhe was many times more pitiful than him.

"It's all about you. Your appearance disrupted my life plan and my college life. You never let me go even when I was sleeping. You are always in my dreams!" Xiang Sizhe said step by step. He approached Yu Nian calmly, with a painful expression on his face.

Yu Nian said to Xiang Sizhe in his heart, don't blame me, the wicked will be punished by the wicked, and if you were injured by me, someone else will punish me for you, there is one upstairs, who makes me worry every day Try hard to be yourself, afraid of saying a wrong word, doing a wrong thing, afraid of being disliked by him, hated by him...

"Yu Nian..." Xiang Sizhe looked at him and called out almost affectionately, "Yu Nian, Yu Nian, Yu Nian..."

Yang Jiayue vaguely heard someone shouting outside the window.

At first, he continued to do his own business as if nothing had happened, but in the next second, his body jumped up instinctively, walked quickly to the kitchen, and looked out the window.

——It was Yu Nian, with a strange man.

When Yu Nian became alert to the approaching Xiang Sizhe, he seemed to hear the sound of a door closing upstairs, followed by a familiar sound of footsteps, from top to bottom.

Xiang Sizhe is still confiding, venting, and confessing as if no one else is there... The person he has been thinking about day and night is right in front of him, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can hug him. He doesn't look strong, at least not as strong as himself. Tall, as long as he clasps the man's thin shoulders, he can't struggle, and then presses him against the wall, maybe he can control the other's wrist and clasp it above his head...

"Hello." The sudden voice interrupted Xiang Sizhe's imagination.

It was as if a wrong light had hit the source of the sound, and then, a handsome voice came out of the darkness and stood behind Yu Nian, "What do you want... to do to my brother?"

Yu Nian: "..."

Xiang Sizhe was in a trance for a while, he instinctively took a step back, and blurted out without thinking: "Who are you!" The voice suddenly increased, to give courage, but also to vent a little uneasiness.

Yang Jiayue squinted his eyes and asked, "Who are you?" Those charming eyes were particularly shining in the dark, and those eyes gave Xiang Sizhe a strange illusion that if he continued to confront, he would be destroyed.

If the Wang Min I met before looked at him as a kind of "scrutiny", then Yang Jiayue's eyes were a naked "attack".

Xiang Sizhe seemed to be a wolf coveting a lion's food. The moment he was discovered by the other party, his legs were already weak. However, when a lion faces a preyer, it never has a heart of compassion.

"You haven't heard who I am?" Yang Jiayue sneered, his voice was mechanically cold, and Xiang Sizhe didn't dare to continue taking risks. He turned to Yu Nian and asked in a trembling voice: "Is he the one you like?" ?”

The answer to Xiang Sizhe was Yang Jiayue's possessive gesture——

He wrapped his long arms around Yu Nian's shoulders, and his slender fingers naturally landed on them, inadvertently revealing a sense of intimacy, and the corners of his mouth raised with a hint of provocation.

Xiang Sizhe had never been so embarrassed as this time, he was completely defeated.

Murphy's Law - Things will always go the way you fear, even though you keep pretending to believe it won't happen.

It was predicted a long time ago that if it was Yang Jiayue, he would be out of the game.

Hehe, if Yu Nian liked that person, then it can be said that he saw the defeat from the very beginning.

But why, why is it still so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that my heart seems to be strangled...?

Yang Jiayue and Yu Nian went upstairs, and when they got there, someone was a little aggressive.

Yu Nian, on the other hand, was stunned by the possessive words just now. The development of the matter was too dramatic. He thought he was dreaming, because he was usually too "sad", so one word, one action, A little harvest is so moving... However, behind the moving, there is still overflowing sadness!

He knows it all, he knows everything.

But when Mingming asked him "how to deal with someone harassing" before, he didn't care, so what is this now?

Are you being treated as a fool, or are you really a fool?

Yu Nian's mind was full of confusion, and he murmured, "How do you know...?"

Yang Jiayue: "I just heard your voice upstairs."

"..." Now he still wants to change the subject, Yu Nian, Yang Jiayue's stanzas are not only one level higher than yours!Yu Nian couldn't believe that he didn't hear the "I love you" he said loudly to Sizhe just now! !

"Yang Jiayue..."

"Ok?"

"Do you take me for a fool?"

"..."

"You know." Yu Nian felt it was funny, fate is so fair, someone said this to him angrily just now, and within an hour, it was his turn.

Yang Jiayue ignored Yu Nian's questioning. He himself was in a mess, so he resisted with silence.

Yu Nian wanted to applaud him, this guy's reaction was exactly the same as his just now!

"You really..." Ruthless...

Yu Nian couldn't go on talking, Yang Jiayue would behave like this, isn't it because he doesn't like himself!Just like I don't like Xiang Sizhe! ! !

——This is simply the greatest mockery of fate.

"Since you don't like it, why should you wrong yourself, just say no," Yu Nian nodded, "I won't blame you either, I know I'm an idiot dreaming..."

He forced his voice not to tremble with all his strength, then turned and walked to the bedroom - to pack his things.

Yang Jiayue was shocked when he heard the voice in the room, rushed in and grabbed Yu Nian's wrist: "What are you doing?"

Yu Nian's eyes turned red, "I'm leaving."

Yang Jiayue: "..."

Yu Nian shook off Yang Jiayue's hand vigorously, and shouted, "Don't you think you are cruel!"

——Knowing that I have a crush on you, but not saying anything, watching me suffer, do you think it's fun!

Yang Jiayue stared at Yu Nian, his eyes struggled, as if he wanted to express something, but he didn't know how to say it. He was like a trapped animal, completely lacking the arrogance he had when facing Sizhe just now.

The boy who has always been calm, forced to be like this by himself, can be regarded as a victory, Yu Nian thought to himself.

"Yang Jiayue, I like you." After saying this, Yu Nian felt as relaxed as if he had lost all strength.

...It's great, even if we can't be together, the feelings can be considered completely conveyed, it's worthy of my deep crush.

What didn't match the psychological relief was Yu Nian's expression full of despair and the tears on his face...

He won't like himself anymore - this is Yang Jiayue's feeling at that moment.

The panic about losing made him take a step forward recklessly, pulled the thin figure, hugged him into his arms, locked it tightly, locked it.

Don't go, don't run, don't leave me...