How to break the hatred value locked by the boss

I really don't know how to describe the feeling that I seem to be flying next to Mary at this moment, and my whole life is suddenly turned upside down.

Under my silent stare, the eyes of the gap—or Igerus—flickered, but soon, he quickly completed the change from a guilty conscience to a righteous one, and he looked very upright when he raised his head!

"I hardly pretended, it's just that you are too stupid to find out!"

I raised my hand, pressed the blue veins on my forehead, and raised my eyebrows with a smile: "I'm really sorry?"

Igelus was silent for a while. Fortunately, he was not so unreasonable as to say "you're welcome". Feeling that my tone was not very polite, the arrogance he had barely raised suddenly dissipated. Looking at me anxiously: "Are you angry?"

"Shouldn't I be angry?" I squinted my eyes and asked back.Thinking of how he acted like a clown in front of him just now, I can't wait to strangle this guy to death!Just like when he strangled me!

The lover who originally thought that they could live together with each other is actually an NPC who has been rejected by him and can only exist on the Internet. Who can bear this kind of thing?The deeper the feelings for the other party and the greater the expectations, the less I can tolerate deception. If it is someone else, I can laugh it off, but that person is a gap—is this called a cheating marriage? !

Seeing my ugly face, Igelus's expression also turned cold. His golden eyes shone with an inorganic luster, and his lips were tight. Suddenly, the indifference and cruelty that once belonged to Igelus appeared on this beautiful face. The expression on the face is vivid and vivid, which makes people flinch involuntarily.

"I'm just not reconciled." Igelus said, with strong resentment and dissatisfaction, "Except that I have no entity, I am the same as you. I can be happy, sad, and angry. I am not reconciled just because of this. rejected for a variety of reasons."

"So you appear next to me as the player Gap?" I asked coldly.

"The existence of the gap is not for you." Igelus hooked the corners of his lips, "I just want to know more about the difference between players and me, and the way to really understand is to become one of them, and then Fitting in. It’s just that when I’m pretty much bored with the life of a player, I’ve found another use for that identity.”

"I rejected you just because you are an NPC and not a player. You are very dissatisfied with this result and think it is an insult to you, so you approach me as a player and let me accept you, so you feel You are really charming and very satisfied?" I frowned involuntarily, feeling very uncomfortable because of such speculation.

"Yes, at the beginning... that's true. I can't tolerate being rejected for such a reason. I want to prove that I am no worse than any of your so-called human beings." Igelus sneered, "In my opinion, apart from buying Apart from that body, I won't lose to anyone!"

I'm silent. From the initial character setting, Igelus is the domineering and domineering second-year-old. He has hatred and distorted views. As long as he can achieve his goal, he can use any method—even if he develops self-awareness, Possessing true emotions that are separated from the program, such an essential character probably cannot be changed.

Igelus' self-esteem does not allow him to admit that he is worse than anyone else, and my refusal just touched his inverse scales - even, he is essentially not allowed to be rejected.In order to prove himself, it is not incomprehensible that he will take the following actions, but even if he understands, it does not mean that I can tolerate being used as a prop for him to prove his own value.

If at first I was just in disbelief and bewilderment when I connected the gap with Igerus, now what is surging in my heart is outright anger.

I can bear the forced concealment, but I can't tolerate that there is nothing but deception under this relationship that makes my heart move.

"Now, it proves that you are indeed no worse than anyone else, just a little show of favor as a player can make me fall in love with you, are you satisfied?" I don't know why I am still smiling, maybe just like Dick said Yes, if you don't know what expression to put on, just keep smiling.I also have self-esteem. Even if I suffer a big loss, I still have to smile proudly to the end, and I don't seem to care too much.

Seeing my alienated and indifferent smile, Igelus opened his mouth, his original coldness and sharpness disintegrated in an instant, revealing the grievance that he tried his best to cover up: "You don't want me anymore, right?"

"What?" I frowned.Obviously I am the one being deceived now, what is going on with this feeling that Igelus is the one being hurt all of a sudden? !

"Because I'm just an NPC, not a human, so even if you like me, once you know about it, you won't accept me anymore, right?" Izelus pursed his lips tightly, with a repulsive look "If you reject me again now, then I won't like you anymore."

"You... like me?" I froze for a moment, grasping the point very accurately.

"Otherwise, why do you think I would do those stupid things with you?!" Igelus was so aggrieved, he looked like a pure boy from a good family whose feelings had been played with, "Anyway, I should have known it a long time ago. You are very realistic, as long as you are an NPC, no matter what the other party does, you will not take a second look! You don't have to worry about how to politely refuse, if you don't want me, I won't pester you anymore !"

Although the words of Igerus were almost entirely negative, I still clearly understood his meaning.

I thought he was approaching me just out of anger and to prove himself, but he thought I would only accept him as a player and not at all as an AI.The difference in focus makes us all feel that we are the victim and the other is the perpetrator.

I really don't know what to say, I thought I was a realistic person, and it was unreliable to talk about feelings with NPCs, and I didn't even think about it, but now that the incident happened, the focus of my attention is not the gap It's an NPC, but this relationship is pure deception. Perhaps such a focus has revealed a fact that even I can't believe it.

——As long as there is a gap, or as long as Igelus' feelings for me are true, I don't seem to reject his nature as an NPC too much.

In my heart, the two identities of Igelus and Gap are totally incompatible.The initial impression of Igelus in my mind was that of an NPC. I didn’t have much contact with him. At the beginning, I was tortured and killed by him in various ways. It was difficult to produce anything similar to a good impression, even after knowing his struggle as an artificial intelligence. I have also felt sympathy with the predicament, hoping to help him as much as possible, but I will not put my feelings into it at all.

So, after Igelus's awkward confession, the only thought in my mind was to refuse, to refuse politely.

Gap, and Igerus are different.I regard him as the same kind. From the very beginning, I was unprepared for his courtship pursuit and even happy to see it succeed. I indulged the development of my interstitial feelings until now the truth came out, and the feelings I had paid could no longer be taken back. .

Looking at the obviously aggrieved and uneasy face, but pretending to be strong and indifferent, I really couldn't bear to say anything to say no, and even I didn't seem to want to refuse so much-I couldn't let go of the relationship with him some time ago. Every little bit of getting along, can't let go of the feeling of being so happy that the whole world is shining.

As long as he really likes me, the other things might not be a big deal.Falling in love with an artificial intelligence NPC, once you accept such a setting, it is actually quite touching!

Anyway, I basically planned to be single for the rest of my life, and then let a robot take care of my retirement. Adding an artificial intelligence lover that can only exist on the Internet is not a loss, but an extra profit.

The only thing that worries me is that once the online game "The Lost City" ends, Igelus will disappear with him. But after thinking about it, even if the lover is a real human being, who can guarantee that they will be together forever?Even if the breakup is not due to a shallow relationship, a sudden disaster will separate the world of yin and yang.In this world, no one can say for sure what will happen, and refusing to stay together because of fear of separation is just a waste of food because of choking, something only stupid and timid people would do.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I had completely convinced myself. For the first time, I looked at Igelus with a new eye, and suddenly I felt that the door of a new world was opened to me.

"Are you sure you really like me, not a baby bird plot or something? It's because I'm the person you have the most contact with?" I finally confirmed it again.

"I think I've proved it." Igelus looked at me with his arms crossed, looking very noble and glamorous.

"...Then why do you like me?" I asked with a frown.

"How do I know! I just like you, and I think you're so funny when you're stupid and stupid, can't you?!" Igelus's answer was very irritable, probably thinking that I was looking for an excuse to decline him again, "Okay, I I see what you mean!"

"You definitely don't understand." I sighed, looked at his wide open eyes that seemed a little wet, and stretched out my arms to hug him.

Igelus's body was very stiff, and he stood upright in my arms, not daring to make the slightest movement, as if he was afraid that if he moved, everything would disappear without a trace like a phantom.

"Between us, let's continue like this, but there are three chapters of the contract." I said in Yigelus' ear, and raised my hand to stroke his long hair as a way to comfort him.

"...What is it?" Igelus asked, his voice was also stiff.

"First of all, I won't restrict your actions, but if you get in touch with other people and fall in love with other people, you must tell me that I can't stand cheating and being in two boats, we can get together well Let go." I said earnestly.Since the other party is an artificial intelligence, I probably have to spend more time training it.

Igelus muttered something, probably meaning to agree, but he quickly put forward his opinion ferociously: "But this does not apply to you. If you dare to like someone else, I will kill that person, and then lock you up."

"..." I was silent for a while, and decided to temporarily explain the popularization of human laws to Igelus later—this is really a huge project—"Second, you have to work hard to live Go on, even if the game "Lost City" stops operating, try your best not to be obliterated, of course, I will help you with this."

"Naturally, you don't have to worry about this, I already have a solution." Igelus's tone was quite proud.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly felt a lot more at ease.

"...What about the third one?" After waiting for a while, Igelus urged.

I pondered for a long time, then coughed lightly in embarrassment: "I haven't thought of this yet, so let's leave it blank for now. In fact, the three chapters of the agreement are just an idiom, and it doesn't mean that there are three articles."

Igerus nodded in understanding, then pressed my shoulders, pushed me away, and stared straight into my eyes: "You accept me? Are you willing to be with me?"

I chuckled and nodded, without any reluctance or hesitation in my expression.

"...Even if I will always be on the Internet and can't become a real person, it doesn't matter?" Igelus asked tentatively.

"Otherwise? You are just a program with self-awareness. Although such a lover is a bit different, I also accept this." I shrugged, "Maybe I can buy a robot in the future and try Transplant you into it? This way you can get in touch with the real human society. Although this technology is a bit difficult for me, it can be regarded as a direction to work hard."

Igelus blinked his eyes, and the exploration and examination in his golden eyes gradually turned into overflowing joy. He lowered his head and gently rubbed the tip of my nose, with a soft gesture of affection, the corners of his mouth could not stop Lift up.

"I knew that I'm so good, I look in line with your aesthetics, and I'm so good to you, how could you not want me." Long ago, the grievances and anxiety before were thrown thousands of miles away, and Yigelus recovered. Previously arrogant and self-confident, she raised her chin slightly, and said with incomparable pride, "I will find you in reality!"

"Yes yes yes." I was slightly itchy from being rubbed by him, and while I was busy avoiding the harassment of his long hair, I nodded perfunctorily, "I will try my best to find a better robot for me, but because of my pocket I'm shy in the middle, maybe it would be nice to have a bit of a human figure, please forgive me."

Igerus: "... I don't feel happy at all."