2012 Doomsday Survival Record

Lu Xun has been paying attention to the situation upstairs. He didn't expect Xue Chen to suddenly break through the window paper. If Qian agrees, what will he do?

A flash of panic flashed in Lu Xun's heart. Xue Chen's thoughts on Qian spread. At most, others would call him gay and gay, but what about him?

Brothers commit adultery, blood relatives incest.

Is such a crime really going to be imposed on Qian?

His love for Qian is like an addictive drug. Although it is beautiful, it is full of addiction and depravity. Although it hurts, it is addictive and cannot be quit.

When he came back to his senses, he found himself standing behind Qian.

What should he do?

Hypocritically said: Brother, look, I have already said that that bastard Xue Chen has no good intentions.After finishing speaking, he will give Xue Chen a punch, beat Xue Chen up, or drive him out.Then, will Xue Chen really leave obediently?Won't Xue Chen take the opportunity to 'sell' himself?

Say frankly: brother, I like you, no, I love you, not brotherly love, but the relationship between a man and a woman, it is love.Then, the person who was kicked out would probably be replaced by him.

Man comes from love and desire, and from worry comes fear.He is deeply trapped in this sinking and cannot get out, how can he be free from worries and fears?

But is he really willing to let go?

If Qian agrees to Xue Chen's pursuit, it is even more impossible for him to have any chance!

Lu Qian was still struggling with the tofu he had stolen, and suddenly came back to his senses, and saw Lu Xun's face getting closer, and his lips were touched by something soft and warm.

"Qian, I love you."

The whispers full of pain and despair in his ears were like thunder from nine heavens, which made Lu Qian unable to recover for a long time.

It never occurred to him that his twin brother would feel this way about him.

"Lu Xun, don't make such silly jokes with me."

Looking at Lu Qian's icy eyes and listening to his icy voice, Lu Xun became surprisingly calm, probably like what others said, when the pain reached the extreme, only numbness remained.

"Qian, do you think I'm joking?" Lu Xun looked at Lu Qian seriously, and the emotion in his eyes made Lu Qian extremely shocked.

"I've liked you longer than Xue Chen."

"We're the ones who should be together forever."

"Qian, do you like me?"

Lu Xun responded with a loud slap across the face.

Lu Qian looked at Lu Xun coldly: "Don't let me hear such nonsense again." He never felt that his younger brother, whom he loved since childhood, was so strange.The person he thought he knew best never knew what was going on in his heart.

Qian was really ruthless, Lu Xun covered the hot fingerprints on his face, and asked with a wry smile: "Qian, are you going to reject me?"

"It will never be possible between us." Lu Qian didn't know what went wrong, why did things turn out like this?

Lu Xun suddenly put away the gloom on his face, and raised his usual sunny smile, but his eyes were filled with the dangerous aura of predators, the gloom and madness were so frightening, and the strength that was deliberately hidden was released without restraint, He looked deeply at Lu Qian's every word as if swearing: "Qian, I will never, ever give up my pursuit!"

The delicate connection between the twins conveys each other's heartache, layer upon layer, and the four eyes are facing each other, but the eyes can't see through each other's heart——

Who suffers more than whom?

Contrary to Lu Xun's expectations, Lu Qian neither scolded him nor beat him again, nor did he drive him away.Without saying a word, he turned and went back to his own room, venting the anger in his heart through the slamming door.

Lu Qian stood in front of the window and looked out of the window from a distance, but his heart drifted even further.

In his previous life, he put all his thoughts on cultivating supernatural powers, killing zombies, and finding Lu Xun. Xue Chen worked hard to accompany him, comforting him and encouraging him after losing time and time again.In his heart, Xue Chen has changed from an iron buddy to a life and death brother to an irreplaceable family member.

Now he finally understood what kind of mood Xue Chen was asking him, and what kind of person he planned to find for his whole life.

At that time, he said, how could I be in the mood to say these things now, let's talk about it later when I find Xiaoxun and settle down, I think it's good to miss you like this.

He was just joking about the latter sentence, but Xue Chen probably took it seriously.

Now he finally understands the meaning of Xue Chen's hesitant eyes when he died, and what is that murmur that he didn't hear.

He owed Xue Chen too much, even if he paid him his life, it would not be enough. However, only the love Xue Chen wanted, he couldn't give.

After going through too much, his heart has long been numb. He doesn't know what it feels like to like and throb, or, from the very beginning, he lacks the heart of a lover.In his memory, regardless of past life or present life, no matter male or female, he has never had any throbbing towards anyone, and he is even quite indifferent towards sex itself.

He who doesn't understand love, how can he respond to Xue Chen's feelings.

He doesn't need to love Xue Chen, and he doesn't need to respond to Xue Chen's love, but he can't desecrate his feelings because of debt or compensation.

As for Lu Xun, he didn't know what to do.

He has been wandering for seven years in the apocalyptic world where order collapsed and morality collapsed, and he has seen too many things.

Same-sex love, ice love, father-daughter rebellion, mother-son immorality, brother-rape, and even the human-beast that Lu Xun said.

When these things happened to others, he didn't even have any interest in commenting, but when it really happened between him and Lu Xun, he didn't know how to deal with it.

He couldn't respond to Xue Chen's feelings, let alone agree to Lu Xun's absurd show of love.

What should we do?

It's really messy.

As soon as Lu Qian left, the grievances between Xue Chen and Lu Xun broke out completely - if it wasn't for that bastard, how could they have reached this point.The two of them rushed over and punched each other's unpleasant face, and then wrestled together.Both of them didn't use supernatural powers, so they greeted wherever they hurt their fists.

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, the cat immediately smeared the soles of its feet with oil, and ran under Lu Qian's window, scratched the wall with its sharp claws, and immediately a shallow claw mark appeared on the wall, and its fat body twisted and twisted. It is easy to climb up along the wall.

Seeing that the owner was in a bad mood, Meowzai jumped on his shoulder, and its round head obediently rubbed against the owner's cheek, comforting the owner in its unique way.

Lu Qian sighed and rubbed its head, "It would be nice for those two bastards to save you so much trouble."

After a fierce fight, Xue Chen and Lu Xun sat slumped on the messy stairs, the anger in their hearts was vented, and their rationality returned, and they began to re-calculate how to appease the anger of their sweetheart, and abducted him along the way.

By the time Xue Chen smelled the smell of paste wafting from the kitchen, the steamed pork ribs had already turned into charred pork ribs.He regretted it for a while, washed the pot, and re-cooked a few dishes with the ingredients in the kitchen.

As soon as he finished the dishes on his front foot, Lu Xun put them into the space and ran away on his back foot, sending them upstairs anxiously.

The door was not locked. As soon as Lu Xun opened the door, he saw Lu Qian standing by the window and looking at him coldly.

He suppressed the pain in his heart, and forced a smile: "Brother, I'll bring you some food, you can eat it while it's hot."

Lu Qian looked at his bruised and purple face, and felt even more confused, and said coldly, "Go out, I'm not hungry."

Lu Xun pretended not to hear, and put the dishes on the small desk: "Brother, I put the dishes here for you. There are your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, sliced ​​hibiscus chicken, and boiled beef. You can eat them while they are hot. It won't taste good after a while when it's cold. I'll go out first." After saying that, he backed out and closed the door.

Lu Qian looked at the delicious dishes on the table, sighed in frustration, and rubbed his sore temples. He felt that he was more than 10 years old because of their troubles.