Merry character

I am sitting in the peach garden of the university, surrounded by my best friend.We chatted about some nonsense, and I ended up saying that I had a new girlfriend, very beautiful, and I might marry her after graduation.My friend suddenly fell silent, and then kept asking me how the girl was doing, and gave a lot of reasons why I should not think about getting married so early.

We got into a fight later, and I got angry and turned around to leave.He suddenly pushed me to the ground, I thought he was going to fight, but I didn't want him to turn over and press on me, hold my head, put it on my lips and start a long French kiss.

I froze in shock, not knowing how to react.By the time I reacted, I was already surrounded by people, and the camera clicked.

Then rumors spread, my filthy life started from here, and it is not over yet.

My father is a mysterious man, I don't know what exactly he does.He was not married and had me in his teens.I don't know who my mother is, I asked a few times when I was a child, but he didn't answer, so I stopped asking.He is different from other fathers, as if there is no such thing as fatherly love for me.I got used to it later.

For as long as I can remember, he has been haunted, seeing him only once in a few months.Say hello when you see them, and then go back to each room and do your own things.

Until one time, I came home and saw him doing that with a guy.I suddenly felt that the whole world was dark.Although he is not a loving father, it is undeniable that in my heart, his image is tall and mysterious.But the impact of that blow was not much worse than the disaster of extinction.Something disillusioned.

Since then, whenever he comes back, that man shows up at my house.It was a gentle, personable man who cared for me.However, I don't like him.He destroyed all my mysterious and tall fantasies about my father.

I left home, the place where I grew up.Father he didn't say anything.

In addition to not wanting to see them, I actually have a secret.I had the idea of ​​killing that man.

I seem to be very gifted in music. I can play any music on any instrument, and can sing tunes that ordinary people cannot sing.My attempts and exercises are all in a dream.In reality, ever since I played a song once, which caused exactly the same effect as in the dream, I no longer dare to play and sing those unusual rhythms casually in reality.Even the music was rarely touched.He only showed off when he was chasing girls, and it really didn't work out.My favorite girlfriend Zhuzhu is conquered by my music.

At that time, I just wanted to kill that man without anyone noticing.When the thought came to me, I was taken aback.I had to leave to stop my crime.

After that, I didn't see my father for two years.See you again when videos, photos and rumors of my being gay are all over the place.

He looked at me with very subtle eyes.Under his strange gaze, I felt speechless.Didn't even say that I'm not gay.Because he didn't ask me that question at all.If I explained it myself, it would seem like I was trying to cover up.

……

I opened my eyes suddenly, and the cave was empty.A man sat cross-legged beside him, surrounded by a halo of light.I stared at him blankly for a long time before my chaotic head remembered who he was.What happened the night before flashed through my mind like a movie.

I leaned against the stone wall motionless, the images of dreams and reality interlaced last night.I feel like there's a hole in my brain.

I always thought I died on that trip to Huashan with Zhuzhu.But it turned out that I didn't die that time, but was injured a little and stayed in the hospital for a few days.It was that man who really made me meet Hades, the man who was with my father.

He said he knew I hated him and he hated me too.Said I should not exist.Said that my father can only belong to him alone.When he said these words, he was still gentle and gentle.

He said my father would not know the truth about my death.All he knew was that I was killed by someone I had a physical relationship with.The subtext is that I messed up the relationship between men and men, which caused my death.

At that time, I was not angry at all, I just thought that the most poisonous thing in the world is not a woman's heart, but a perverted man.

So, when I was entangled in gay scandals, I was killed by his lover after seeing my father a few times.And the way of death is disgraceful, and the way of death is miserable.After I died, it occurred to me that I could kill him first.

If I could, I'd like to never think of these filthy things.

If I could, I shouldn't have expected anything from the role of father.

**

I took off the black robe on my body, picked up my tattered clothes, and put them on indiscriminately.

I glanced at him, but he still hasn't woken up, and probably won't regain consciousness for a while.I reached out to take his mask off, but gave up.

I limped out.Walking out of the cave, the fresh air smells so good that you know how weird the smell in the cave is.

The sky was bright and clear, as usual.But there is always a feeling that the sun and the moon have changed, and the world is no longer the original world.My heart suddenly became old.

I dragged my tired body and walked forward with an old heart.Stop and go, look at the scenery.It's also quite cheerful.

I was thinking about finding a place with clear water and beautiful water to grow flowers and plants.Wait a few years to forget these bad things, and then marry a daughter-in-law to carry on the family, so as to contribute a little to the development of all mankind.

***

I passed the backyard of Fuyuan Temple all the way, then went to the front yard, and then got off the road in front of the temple gate.It was easy to embark on the road down the mountain, and after walking for a long time, I suddenly realized that I was walking so smoothly.

Walking to the foot of the mountain, I saw a place to eat and stay.Suddenly, all the strength in my body disappeared.Just want to eat a full meal and then sleep.

I touched my pockets, but there was no money.I actually forgot to pick up the bank note.

I look at the sky, the sun is shining.The store is very lively, with many diners and diners.I watched helplessly for a long time.I didn't reluctantly walk away from the store until I was squeezed and staggered, and cursed and muttered "Go away, go away".

I sat under a locust tree.Watching other people come out of the store full of food and drink, my stomach is getting more and more hungry.I stared at the leaves of the locust tree and thought to myself, I won't be starved to death.I heard that the starving ghost will always be in a state of hunger after death. How can you eat too much and not be full? It feels a little scary.

I leaned against the locust tree weakly, thinking dully how to get something to eat.A beautiful face suddenly appeared in front of me.I wiped my eyes.That face is still in front of me, not a hallucination.I immediately regained my spirits and said with a smile, "Miss Fengshi."

"Master Mu? What happened? How did you make yourself like this?"

"Oh, it's hard to say." I pulled myself together, stood up, and cupped my hands and said, "Miss Fengshi, would you like to donate generously and give Xiaosheng a meal?"

"This is a trivial matter, Mr. Mu, please follow me."

I was overjoyed and immediately followed.After walking a few steps, my eyes went dark, and my body fell straight down. I thought I was about to fall into the mud, but I didn't expect to be caught.

**

In a trance, I heard Miss Feng Shi talking to a man.

"Brother, what happened to him?"

"Probably hungry and tired, a little weak, don't worry."

"Let's find a doctor to take a look."

"Shishi, who is he?"

"I met him on the way to Wucheng. He is a scholar and doesn't know martial arts."

"Shishi, don't make friends with everyone."

"Brother, this Mr. Mu is not one of those lecherous and vulgar people. He is personable, witty and witty. He is definitely a good person."

"Good people, you can know who is a good person and who is a bad person. They don't have the words good and bad written on their faces."

"Brother, I can't argue with you, so I won't tell you."

"When this Mu Gongzi wakes up, give him some trouble, and don't mess with him anymore."

"Big brother..."

"If you don't listen, I'll send you back. Xiaocha, why don't you persuade Miss to make friends with dubious people."

"This subordinate knows his mistake, and I hope you will forgive me."

Damn, do I look like a dubious person?A surge of anger rose from Dantian.I struggled to open my eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Hero, watch your words."

"you're awake?"

I glanced gratefully at Miss Fengshi who was so excited because I woke up.Then I scanned Dongfang Zha and stared straight at the one who said I was dubious.With a dragon and a phoenix, he looks like a young hero.What a pity.The inside is cold-hearted, cold-blooded and ruthless.

"Master Mu, my elder brother actually cares about me, not because he has any grudges against you." Miss Feng Shi hurriedly explained.

I smiled and said: "Miss Fengshi is kind-hearted and willing to help others. Mu is very grateful for the help of Miss Fengshi. I also understand that this young man has no intentions. Mu doesn't mind."

"That's good." Yi Fengshi breathed a sigh of relief, then turned to the young master with a smile and said, "Brother, I'm going out first, you take care of Young Master Mu for me." Blinking, winking.

It seems that Miss Fengshi very much hoped that my eldest brother and I could get along well, but my anger was still there, so after she left with the Eastern guard, my face turned cold.

And that Yi hero's face was even uglier than mine.I frowned puzzled, how did I offend him?

"Young Master Mu, right? The younger sister was there just now, and we didn't pierce it."

"Pierce what?" I was even more puzzled.What the hell have I done?

He looked at me up and down for a while, and after seeing me inexplicably, he suddenly cast a contemptuous look, and said, "Young Master, I believe anyone with knowledge can see what is going on. It's still light."

There was a bang in my head, and the blood in my whole body seemed to stop flowing.I looked at him, unable to answer for a long time.

"I advise Mr. Mu to refrain from doing those deeds. Otherwise, you won't know how you died."

"You, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Whether I'm talking nonsense, Mr. Mu knows. Since Mr. Mu likes men, it's better not to mess with my little sister."

I jumped up, stabilized my swaying body, suppressed my anger, looked at the man opposite me expressionlessly, and said, "It's better to stop talking nonsense and make random associations, be careful that one day you will break your sleeve. Ignoring his cold face, I continued, "Miss Fengshi is a fairy-like person. The so-called fair lady is a gentleman. You don't care what I think about her. But don't worry, I'm fine with you." Your sister doesn't have the heart of a gentleman."

"Hmph, I hope Mr. Mu matches his words with his deeds."

I put my hands behind my back and clenched my fists, wanting to punch him in the face.I endured it, and I said a word through my teeth: "I have always been consistent with my words and deeds."

"Young Master Mu, it's better to lie down. If the wound cracks too much, I'm afraid there will be hidden dangers in the future."

That yin and yang tone made me furious, I took several deep breaths before suppressing my anger, and said calmly, "Don't bother Mr. Yi."

He gave me another look with disdainful eyes, let out a cold "hum", turned and went out.

I sat on the bed all at once, pressing my throbbing temples.Thoughts are chaotic like ten thousand horses galloping.