empty talk of reality

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【One】

Shocked by the facts, Tsunayoshi Sawada no longer had the energy to refute Qiong's words.He felt very tired in a trance, even more tired than when he was standing in this seat when he was 20 years old.

He is a king admired by people, he sits on top of the world, he has his own thoughts and opinions, he is not a puppet like everyone else.

But he also paid a price.

He may not get true love all his life, he will be trapped in one conspiracy after another all his life, maybe he will lose his fragile life in the next second, if he is not strong enough.

Maybe, now he understands a little bit why Senior Skylark is so [powerful].isn't it?His temples were swollen out of nowhere. He was very tired and wanted to sleep, but he couldn't sleep. The moment he closed his eyes, his vision was brown, and he felt a little nauseous.

So, is life just a game?

He suddenly remembered the future battle at the age of 15, the silver-white-haired young man who finally disappeared in the orange light, with a dispensable smile on the corner of his mouth, still cynical, but sad, he also saw clearly This world is boring and interesting, interesting and willful.

He also said, I lost, Tsunaji-kun.

I missed it for no reason. Although there were dangers at that time, it would not be a headache due to intrigue.How nostalgic!They were all carefree youths of Nian Shao. Although they still had the occasional threats and boring games from Bourne, they more or less let themselves grow up, mature, and become stronger.

He seems to be able to see that he is walking side by side with his friends, or walking with the girl he likes. It is inevitable that he will be shy, or unable to speak or say the wrong thing, but he can still continue to laugh until the end.

How wonderful!

Oh, I'm back.

Who, through the whispers of time, gently brushes the dark corner where the sun can't find, is talking to himself, is it a person or a thing?

But it was different, it was a little girl who could talk.

She has a gentle smile, like a well-behaved cat. She has warm yellow fur, her long tail will stick to the ground, and her long and slender beard is in a trance under the backlight, shining with incredible light.

Kitten, squatting on the ground, waiting to be touched.

【two】

The light yellow document only has one sentence:

Icome from paradise. But you have just forgotten me.

[I am from heaven, but you happen to forget me. 】

Is it a joke?Is it a promise?Still a game.

But just for this sentence, it is impossible for Prison Lord to bring the document to Sawada Tsunayoshi with a stinky face, unless...

There are other meanings.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel horrified, and accidentally flipped the folder to the back of the cover, he was so frightened that he almost lost his wits.

——That was the appearance of himself lying in a pool of blood.

And the bid was placed in 2009, at noon on the day of his accident.

At that time, it was his 17th birthday.

joke?Will someone make jokes about the past that they don't even know?

No, it is precisely because you yourself have blurred the concept of the past that you become indecisive.

And that voice is still inseparable.

"I promised, I'll be back."

In Zetian Tsunayoshi's mind, the girl's delicate voice was familiar, but it was still so unfamiliar that he wanted to cry.

He finally held back and didn't cry.

The girl's figure gradually became clear in the thick fog, and he seemed to be able to grab the girl's clothes and thin shoulders in the next second, break through her body, and see her true face clearly.

That was exactly the opposite, because Sawada Tsunayoshi is a stinky boy who loves to dream, and he always likes to have dreams that don't exist.

Do you know that I have been chasing your back and crying secretly?

You know it.

Maybe, he can guess why.

On my 17th birthday, it might be that girl saved me, but she had to leave without saying goodbye for some reason. He hated her leaving very much, so he kept making a bad face but still chose to make this similar promise handed over to himself.

Details, but never vague or even clear.

The heating in the office is just right, even if you wear a shirt, you won't feel cold, and it's not cold outside.

The color of the branches and leaves of Song Yu Tu is gentle and just right, you don't think it is a kind of publicity, but it is the inner beauty.Compared with flowers or pines and cypresses, it is soft and strong.What kind of person is it that cultivates such a towering tree?Sing on the road, sing on the road, what song to sing?The sound of rustling leaves is more pleasant than bronze bells, and sadder than singing.

What is lost?During your journey, what did you lose?

I'm a person in the dark, you can't see the light in the corner of the dark.

Shocking gunshots erupted in my mind, bang bang bang... There was also the indistinct sound of human flesh, which stimulated the senses of the whole body.

Sawada Tsunayoshi fell into sleep, not wanting to know anything.

Unfortunately, he was still awake.

But there was a pair of small hands hugging him at such an unreal time, thin and soft hands, he could clearly see a pair of white but skinny arms hugging him, her whole body was not like the one in the dream It's so cold, but it's filled with the smell of sunshine that is warmer than her own. It's obvious that she has had enough sunshine.

What enters the retina, first of all, is a warm, brown hair that is a little lighter than her own hair, with the fragrance of Song Yutu on her body.

He has smelled the fragrance of the trees on the road before, it is not more pungent than perfume, nor sweeter than flowers and fruits, although it is not fresh, not warm, nor faint, but it smells very good, it smells so good... Some don't want to leave.

"I told you, I'll be back."

"But don't be afraid!"

……

wrong!This time it's real!

The wet sweat had thickened his hair and stuck it to his cheeks. Tsunayoshi Sawada took a deep breath and turned his head.

It is indeed a real girl.

She doesn't look naive or mature, she has short, jaw-length light brown hair, which is slightly curly, and her small face is blurred under the moonlight, but it is clearer, her eyebrows are delicate, and her facial features are correct. She is not unexpectedly beautiful, nor is it as beautiful as unexpected ugly.She was wearing a light yellow dress with a hood and a hood, her thighs were buried, and her fair calves were glowing with the bright color of moonlight.

His cheeks were also flushed, as if he had come running.

Breathing heavily.

"Look, I'm back." She smiled and said, "I ran back for you, regardless of the beautiful landscape journey thousands of miles away!" Her tone was like that of an innocent girl asking for sweet candies .

Sawada Tsunayoshi was in tears.

An indescribable feeling.

Can't get up.

He dwells in darkness, and he seeks the light with lost eyes.

【three】

"You, what's your name?" Turning on the lights, the dim light filled the room, softly touching the top of his head, Tsunayoshi Sawada took a sip of tea, pursed his lips and looked at the girl quietly.

She panicked involuntarily, looking cramped.

She finally trembled and stood still, not daring to move. She twisted the corner of her clothes with her fingers, and her light brown hair stuck to her forehead dripping with cold sweat. "I... I'm afraid you won't take part in this game..." It sounded like , with a coquettish tone, it seems that it was Sawada Tsunayoshi's own fault.

"Ah..." He immediately relaxed his defenses, and his tone was tired, "I'm really afraid of you too. Although I don't know if your words that exist in my mind are true or not, and how did they reach my heart? ...Ah, but it really scared me to death, made me think I was going to die, or that I had died in the past." He softened his outline, which was so blurred under the light, with a smile on his face. Hiding the bleakness and fear hidden in his heart, "But, don't be afraid." He wanted to comfort the other party.

"En!" The girl raised her head and looked at him with those clear eyes, as if trying to see through him, "You can call me A Tian, ​​or you can call me A Tu!"

Who knows, the girl said in her heart.That is true.

"Okay, A Tian." He paused for a while, then smiled and said, "A Tu."

He likes the way, not the sky.

Although the sky is wide enough and dark blue enough, it is too far away and too close to heaven.

Heaven?A word flashed through Zetian Tsunayoshi's mind. ——Paradise.

So, Atu, is it true that your word "tu" means a sad parting and a sad return?

Why can't I understand the hidden grief in your eyes.

"Gang, what's wrong with you?" A Tu raised his eyes that were misty and looked at Sawada Tsunakichi motionlessly, his voice was cautious, as if Sawada Tsunakichi was the one who was fragile. life.

"No." Tsunayoshi Sawada smiled and patted her head.

Atu pouted his mouth and buttocks, and said coquettishly, "Don't treat me like a child, I'm already 21!" After a while, Youyou said, "Really? It doesn't look like fifteen or sixteen?"

"Don't you believe me?" She widened her eyes as big as copper bells, and raised her voice a few degrees, "I knew it! A Gang, you haven't believed me since I appeared in your life! You I never knew how many sad partings I traveled for you!"

Silence, the song is still ringing in the road, and there is no sound of singing and crying.

She took a deep breath, exhausted her grievances, and held them in her heart