empty talk of reality

Speaking of which, it's nothing. "

Izumi Sanae, who was feigning death, took out a medium-thick syringe from her pocket, which contained a light green liquid.

Her speed is amazing!

Just when all the liquid was injected into my blood, Tsunayoshi Sawada rushed back.

But this time, the consciousness is really separated from me...

There is a strange pain in the body, this kind of pain is a shudder that hurts all the limbs, the eyelids are very heavy, and it seems that no matter how hard I try, I can't open them.

But I felt the sunshine that I hadn't seen for a long time, accompanying me lazily and warmly, gently kissing my cheek.

"Huh...?" I woke up.

dream.

Through this short body, I can clearly see that this is the home I haven't returned to for a long, long time.This is my father's study room. I don't look like a child, my hands are small enough, fat and tender.

There is a thick carpet under her body, and a suit jacket with the smell of father's good perfume on her body.

As vaguely as in my memory, I rubbed my sleepy eyes and looked around here.

I slowly got up, the carpet was very soft and thick, my hands and feet were weak and I had no strength, I tried several times before I could stand still.With two little hands on the carpet, I saw myself wearing a warm yellow skirt with white dots on it, two white and fat calves, and white socks on my feet.

Exactly the same as in the impression.

Father's study is the whole house, the only one with floor-to-ceiling windows.The curtains are light beige, and the window is slightly open with a small gap.There is a breeze mixed with the aroma of soil and grass, and it floats into my nostrils.I half-closed my eyes and felt the peace of this moment by my sense of smell.

I... really want to be like this... in a dream all the time.

Anwen accompanied me to grow up all the time.

Suddenly, the door opened.I turned my head, and my father was about to close the door with his back to the light.

Very subtle sound of locking the door.

The father held a small briefcase in one hand and a cute bunny doll in the other.He wasn't surprised that I woke up, but came over kindly, put down the briefcase, squatted down, and patted my head.

"My dear baby, are you awake?" The father's voice was pleasant, slightly hoarse, but very sexy.

"Dad, where's Mom?" The question I blurted out made me feel familiar and scared.

A faint trace of fear.

The father stopped what he was doing, walked to the chair and sat down, "Mom is still in the hospital, don't worry, she will be discharged soon." Then he started to work.

"Why is mom in the hospital?"

I bounced to my father's side, pulled his sleeves with both hands, and blinked a pair of innocent, wet eyes.

"Your mother is sick." When my father laughed, the smile lines in the corners of his eyes were a bit vicissitudes, and the suit was wrinkled because of my little hands.

"Is mom sick? Is it the same as Rong Rong, as long as you take an injection and take medicine, you'll be fine?"

My father withdrew his smile and looked at me with a frown. His eyes flashed with emotions that I still can't understand, and they kept surging.

"Different."

I played with the rabbit doll for a long time, and it took a long time for my father to say three words to me.

I followed the sound and looked at him. He had already stood up, standing in front of the French windows, all the sunlight poured down on his side, and his whole body was bathed in dazzling light.

bang.

I heard a muffled thunderclap.

"It's a shower..." my father murmured, and then closed the French windows.

Another lightning strike struck him, half of him was light, half was shadow.

I looked at him suspiciously, and squatted on the ground looking at my father inexplicably.

My father stared at me with scorching eyes, the faint smile and kindness disappeared from the corner of his mouth, only strange alienation and indifference.

I felt fear, dread, worry like never before.

Father……

"Father……?"

He came over and looked down at me, his hands were bulging with veins.When I turned around, I noticed that the corners of my eyes were wet, and the tears in my eyes finally couldn't help but burst out.

All the time, I was crying, and there was thunder that lasted for a while.

The shower passed quickly, and another beam of light came to me through the layers of soft clouds and the endless sky.

At that moment, I remembered everything.

That, the indifferent words that terrified me, I haven't remembered yet.

"Do you know what you look like?" My father knelt down and pinched my fleshy chin without mercy, it hurt so much!

I beeped to express my dissatisfaction.

"Haha." He sneered, which made me tremble all over. I didn't dare to look directly into my father's eyes. I lowered my head filled with tears and was still crying, "Rong Rong. There are two kinds of people in this world: normal people and normal people. A kind of neuropathy. A normal person can walk on the broad road surrounded by flowers; but a neuropathy is destined to be a generation of ants who can only survive in the sewer. Rong Rong, do you know what a neuropathy is?" My father seemed to be lovingly touching my head , the eyes are indifferent, like a sharp dagger,

"Ha, it's like I'm a woman who kills her own child's life with my own hands. It's so easy and crazy."

I suddenly recalled why I was speechless in pain at that moment.It’s not because of the irony and scariness of these words, my father would never threaten me with this, but the sarcasm and despair in his tone completely made me feel that my heart was being torn apart, as if there was a voice from the bottom of my heart calling Saying "I'm crazy I'm crazy", he's going to kill me, eat me.

After many years, I gradually found out.My parents never hurt me.

after that?

Later, father's brows and eyes were blurred.The last picture stopped at that rainy night, Valerio held my hand by my side and gave me courage and faith, my father's gentle persuasion, and my mother's soft sobs.

My father said to me, "Rong Cao, we love you."

………………

"A Rong, we will come back when you grow up and when your flower blooms..."

………………

"Learn to inherit, learn to grow up and forgive..."

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In the final break, the picture was completely shattered in the sentence "germinated, here I come".

The glass fell piece by piece, and together with my shadow, it completely sank into the bottom of the sea...

ABC.11 Heavy Yin Ghost

"Rong Rong."

Hasumi?

"Rong Rong, wake up quickly. Your intuition is right."

Is that you Renjian?How could you be in my dream.

"Rong Rong, I'm sorry."

Hasumi, why did you say sorry to me.

"He's in this mental institution that's been abandoned for years—Valerio is here."

He's here?I have to wake up quickly, I'm going to save him!

I don't want him to die, he promised me.So, I'm going to save him.He wants to survive.As he said, he won't leave, he won't die, and he will... stay with me until I die.

Step forward.

As long as I take one step forward, I can get closer to the truth...

"A Rong!" He opened his eyes, but before he could fully adapt to the stimulation of the light, he quickly raised his hand to block the light.

Tsunayoshi Sawada hugged me and helped me up.

My voice was hoarse, "How long have I been unconscious..."

He seemed a little frustrated and unwilling, "It's okay...it's early morning now."

I have some slight regrets, and the sadness and regret that I can only understand about my father until now, "So I only met my father again for one night..."

"This is what your father entrusted to me before he died." Izumi's index finger lightly slid across the medical record, as if looking at me half-closed, "I can tell you what I know."

"But until then, I hope we can play a game."

Chu Shui smiled calmly, thinking about it carefully, he was still the same good doctor as ten years ago, generous, gentle and considerate.

Unfortunately, she was on the opposite side.

She had a medical record in her hand, and Tsunayoshi Sawada gave her a suspicious look, and took it.

The medical records are a little yellowed and look old. There is no case or patient's name on it, only some scattered and strange patterns, which look quite familiar.

"This password is very easy to crack, just search bit by bit according to your memory. It's a pity that it takes time." Izumizu Sanae smiled a little weirdly.

"It was you who killed your sister." I took the medical record from Sawada Tsunayoshi, and looked at Sanae without fear.She was a bit arrogant, with her legs crossed, very leisurely, sitting on a chair that could be rotated, her slender red phoenix eyes seemed to float past me inadvertently, and glanced at me.

"Oh?" She lowered her eyes, looking at her well-trimmed nails, "Mr. Haiyinsi, you need real evidence to say anything. Why do you think I will kill my sister with my own hands?"

"Indeed, according to human nature, such a terrible thing would never happen. But, who are you?" Tsunayoshi Sawada kept silent, and I continued, "Actually, you have been lurking in WIN early in the morning. The venue, the two passers-by at the gate are probably created by your illusion, otherwise, how could your sister lend us her pass easily? I have observed that the layout of the venue is completely different from ours at that time. At that time, everyone’s uniform was red, not all black suits, and they never carried guns, they were all technical people, how could they carry dangerous things?”

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