Sleeping under the wind blowing cherry tree

, even if I don't kill her... Yingzi's life will not last long. "

It's like the backlight when a fish dies and sprinkles a handful of salt on it. This light can't stay on all the time, it will go out one day, and then disappear again.

Yingzi... What should he do with her? Why did he lose her a year ago and watch her leave a year later?

How many times will this memory of repeating the same mistakes torture him before he is willing to let go. If one day he wants to leave, it is better not to be together from the beginning. Now that Yingzi has lost his memory, he is no longer the same as before. Sakura is gone, he doesn't need to express his feelings...

Episode 4. The Vicissitudes of Autumn

They spent this long summer in peace, as if they had a tacit understanding with each other, and they didn't meet each other in the not-so-large Edo.

Until autumn came, the sunlight outside was no longer so glaring. Hanako saw Sakura who was so peaceful and didn’t go out for the past few days. With her mother sang turning a blind eye and acquiescing, Hanako dragged Sakura Ready to go shopping.

"Hanako, you can find other sisters, I won't go." Halfway, Yingzi looked like she saw a ghost, and she just hid behind Hanako, and Hanako acted as a shield for no reason.

"Hey, did Hanako-chan and Sakurako go shopping today?" Harada and Saito, who were on patrol today, saw them.

"Ah, it's Mr. Harada. This is not Shimabara, so what's wrong with our two sisters coming out to help buy some things?" Hanako Shanshan smiled, although she didn't understand why Sakurako didn't want to see them so much, but As Yingzi's good sister Hanako, she naturally helps her own people.

"Ahaha... You have such a bad attitude. It seems that I didn't offend you, right? By the way, what's wrong with Yingzi?" Harada also had a puzzled expression on his face.

Hanako only thought that Yingko was so scared because she did something sorry, "Sakurako is just uncomfortable, Mr. Harada doesn't need to worry about it."

"What's wrong with her?" Saito, who never spoke much, also asked rarely.

"Uh..." Hanako thought for a while, and then she simply turned her head, "Mr. Saito, it's better not to ask, we girls will feel uncomfortable once a month." Yingzi hid behind Hanako and widened her eyes. , Hanako, what are you talking about? !

Saito still wanted to ask what happened once a month, but he was dragged away by Harada, who knew things well. Harada whispered and didn't know what he was whispering to Saito, only heard Saito say, "I see. ", which made the speechless Yingzi want to find a hole in the ground even more.

The two turned back to face them, Hanako raised her eyebrows and didn't understand what they wanted to do.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Yingzi. Since you are not feeling well, don't come out and walk around casually, just stay in the room and rest." Saito said righteously.

"Ah, I see... Thank you, Mr. Saito, for your concern." Although Yingzi responded, she still didn't dare to show her face and could only continue to hide with a guilty conscience.

Hanako was surprised for a long time before she couldn't hold back from asking Harada what exactly you said to this natural stupid Saito. She always thought that if she heard it, she would laugh until her stomach hurts, so let's forget it.

After the two left, Sakurako breathed a sigh of relief, and just wanted to say that she had finally escaped, but the next moment she was frightened by the thought in her heart, why was she so afraid of seeing the Shinsengumi?No, it should be said why she was afraid of seeing Saito. She still remembers the words she said in the spring, "I will let you go this time...don't let my team members or, let me see you." Until you become a Rakshasa, otherwise I will kill you with my own hands next time."

Sakurako has heard the rumors about the Shinsengumi, and she believes that Saitoichi must be a person who will do what he says. She doesn't want to die like this, at least she doesn't want to leave here, leave the island until she regains her memory. Yuan, left her mother-san and her sisters, and Hanako who has always regarded her as a good friend.

"Sakurako, are you okay?" Hanako worriedly watched Sakurako's changing expression.

"I'm fine..." Yingzi adjusted her mood and gave Hanako a pretty smile.

After returning to Shimabara, Sakura threw herself on the quilt, and sneered at herself who was ashamed today, so what is it to hide like this, fate is destined, Sakura always thinks that if God wants her fate She can take it away at any time if she wants, but she only hopes that the time will be longer. She wants to remember who the figure in the hazy memory is.

"Boom boom—" An anxious and flustered knock on the door disturbed Yingzi's sleep, and without waiting for any reaction from the room, the door was pulled open.

"Who... um!" His mouth was quickly covered by a hand to prevent any sound from being made.Yingzi's eyes widened in the dim light, trying to see the other person's face clearly, but seeing the other's scarlet eyes and snow-white hair, Yingzi couldn't calm down immediately.

"No no no no!" Help!

"Don't quarrel, if you quarrel again, I will kill you!"

Even if you don't make noise, you will kill me!Yingzi resisted desperately, but the other party was stronger than her, and then the fire outside startled her, Shimabara seemed to be on fire, how is everyone doing?Did the sisters escape smoothly?

"Tsk, take a closer look at Shimabara's woman, she's not bad looking, your blood must be delicious." The man licked the corner of his lips, with the expression of a hunter seeing his prey.

"Hmm..." Even if her voice was crying, it couldn't make the man who turned into a Rakshasa feel the slightest bit of compassion.

Is she going to turn into the food of this Rakshasa in the end? She doesn't want it. If she knew it would be like this, she would rather die under Saito's knife.

Her eyes were also stained scarlet, and her long cherry blossom-colored hair was instantly dyed white. She pushed the man away with all her strength, straightened her disheveled kimono, opened the door and ran out.

What caught her eyes immediately was the raging fire that had burned the entire Shimabara. A scorched wooden plank fell from upstairs and Yingzi narrowly avoided it, but the good times didn't last long. When he chased out, he was rushing towards her.

Yingzi looked at the fire behind her, then at the man who had been dazzled by hunger and thirst, and jumped down decisively... That's fine.

In the end, she could be burned to ashes by the fire without leaving any bones, as if she had never appeared before, taking everything about her away.

While going up and down the stairs, Yingzi thought a lot, thinking of her mother, Mrs. Sang Meizi who treated her like her own mother, thinking of her sisters who took care of her in every possible way, thinking of Hanako who was always thinking of her in everything, and... I didn't have time to say I like you Saito.

She had to admit that every time she saw Saito, she was flustered and her heart beat faster because she was afraid of losing face in front of him. She thought she would not like someone, how could a person without memory still have feelings, but all of this When this happened, the gentleness that Saito revealed intentionally or unintentionally made Yingzi hope that the person Saito liked was herself for a moment, even though she already knew in her heart that she was just a woman named Baili Yingzi Saito is looking at other women through her.

"I... I really failed to live, didn't I?" Since such a failure, let's just die. She can't repay her mother-san for saving her life, she can't repay her sisters for their careful care, and she can't repay Hanako's friendship. It's even more unbearable... the heart-piercing pain brought about by falling in love.

Just when Yingzi thought she would go directly to see God, a hug suddenly caught her who fell from the sky, Yingzi opened her eyes in surprise, and those blue eyes that revealed anger stared closely at her. she.

"Saito...Mr...." She muttered in a daze.

"Do you want to die?" Saito said.

"I..." She hesitated and wanted to justify something, but in the end she became firm when she saw the angry eyes of the other party, "Yes!"

"What did you say?!" Saito seemed to have heard some terrible news, making Yingzi terrified after seeing it.

"I... Anyway, even if I am alive, I am just a Rakshasa who can suck blood! It is Mr. Saito's job to eliminate Rakshasa, please kill me!"

"Are you serious?" Saito put Sakura down and let her stand on the ground, her left hand holding the samurai sword on the right trembled, looking at the Rakshasa Sakura.

"I know I can't restrain myself anymore, please kill me." Kill me before I hurt someone important.

"That's what you said." Saito pulled out the knife with a flat face, and Sakurako closed her eyes, waiting for that moment.Saito swings the knife in the direction of Sakurako, since you have already made a decision, don’t hesitate, Saito hints to himself in his heart, this thing can only be done by you, what you can do for Sakurako...

Even if she is killed by her beloved, she will not have the slightest hatred; he, in order to protect the beloved, resolutely wields his knife...

Extra episode 5. The soul of love

The cold blade brushed against her cheeks, the breeze brought by the blade blew over her temples, a big hand held her tightly in his arms, Yingzi raised her head in surprise, and those blue eyes also Looking at himself, what the samurai sword pierced was indeed Raksha's heart, but that Rakshasa was not Sakurako. Saito had already discovered the Rakshasa who was sneaking around Sakurako just now.

Seeing the disappearing Rakshasa after the desertification, Saito put the knife back into the scabbard, and hugged the woman in his arms tightly with both hands.

"Mr. Saito..." Sakura didn't understand why Saito didn't kill herself. She was a Rakshasa, and the Shinsengumi would not tolerate her existence.