Goddess come to my arms

As God's own daughter, things are exactly as Ma Yunqi thought, she successfully turned the most ordinary day into an unforgettable day.

But the result was not as she wished.

Since last night, she and Lin Xuwen have become the most familiar strangers, and have since forgotten each other in the rivers and lakes.

But all the good things that happened in the past seven years, like a pink birthmark on Lin Xuwen's back, are forever imprinted on the softest part of Ma Yunqi's heart.

Brand it, just brand it, Ma Yunqi told herself in her heart, put that person and all memories, together with the ruby ​​ring that is not rare by others, into that small box from now on, and put the box on the shelf, let time put everything away Washed away, it's dusty.

In order to give each other some breathing room and avoid the embarrassing situation of seeing each other without looking up, Yunqi Ma started her journey around the world.

To be precise, it should be said to be a work trip around the world.

In the first two days, no one noticed anything wrong.

It wasn't until two days later, when Lin Xuwen was finally willing to leave the apartment where they had officially lived together for a long time, and appeared in the old Lin family's house that now belonged to Lin Xutong and Ma Shiqi, stepping on the setting sun and setting sun in a scruffy appearance that the family had never seen before.

Lin Xuwen is not a person with well-developed lacrimal glands. Perhaps it should be said that when a person is extremely sad, he cannot shed any tears at all.

So Lin Xuwen didn't have red and swollen eyes, but her long hair was messed up like weeds on the side of the road.

Knowing how much her eldest sister used to care about her appearance, her younger sister Lin Xutong couldn't help but feel a little confused when she saw the people standing outside the door.

Lin Xuwen turned a deaf ear to Lin Xutong's concerns and inquiries from Lin Xutong who was stunned by her sloppy appearance, and she didn't come to talk to Lin Xutong about her concerns. Her purpose of coming here today was to find the piano that accompanied her growing up.

Lin Xuwen went upstairs to the room that belonged to her for the past 30 years, and then came to the black piano placed behind a wall.

Following the memory, I found the electric socket above the piano, found the charger from my bag, and started charging the phone that was almost dead.

Lin Xuwen clicked several times on the screen of the mobile phone that turned on again, then put the mobile phone on the piano, and started playing a song she heard on the radio station an hour ago.

At that time, Lin Xuwen turned on the radio just to fill up the silence in the apartment.

The sad and depressed piano prelude sounded in my ears, and soon the female singer began to sing:

Comeons skinny love just last the year

Pouralittlesaltwewereneverhere

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

Itellmylovetowreckitall

Cut out all the ops and let me fall

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

Right in the moment this order' stall

And Itoldyoutobepatient

And Itoldyoutobefine

And Itoldyoutobebalanced

And Itoldyoutobekind

And in the morning I'll be with you

But it will be different kind

And I'll be holding all the tickets

And you'll be owning all the fines

Hearing this, Lin Xuwen suddenly stretched out his hand to take the mobile phone resting on the piano, and clicked to replay.

Lin Xuwen's auditory memory is much worse than her visual memory, which is specifically reflected in the fact that it is difficult for her to record the words she has heard in her mind.

For example, in the listening test in the piano test when she was a child, although she worked very hard, she could always pass at a low altitude.

For example, if she wants to learn to play a new popular song, the process is very difficult.

Oh, and those three words that Ma Yunqi said to her face to face.

Let's break up.

When Lin Xuwen fully mastered the piano accompaniment of this piece, it was 25:[-] in the morning in the blink of an eye.

Seeing that Lin Xuwen's beautiful eyes were wide open, it seemed that she didn't feel tired at all after sleepless night.

This is compared to Lin Xuwen. Lin Xutong and Ma Shiqi, whose ears were roulined by Lin Xuwen all night, don't think so.

No matter how stupid Lin Xutong is, he still knows that his eldest sister, who used to be so calm and self-restraining, must have encountered a major event.

After carefully listening to the lyrics of this song three times, the thoughtful Ma Shiqi understood that this is a sad love song after a lover breaks up.

Ma Shiqi's heart thumped immediately, he reached out to grab Lin Xutong's hand, and quickly led her away from the room that belonged to Lin Xuwen since childhood.

As soon as he walked outside the door of the room, Ma Shiqi suddenly remembered that his eldest sister Ma Yunqi and Lin Xuwen's seven-year long-distance running relationship was announced to the family not long ago. The last time they met at the concert, the two were still so affectionate.

Lin Xutong was so affectionate that he couldn't help feeling envious, and then did some unspeakable things that imitated what the two of them did.

Seeing this pair of lovers who are so beautiful one after another seems to be about to achieve a fruitful result, unexpectedly they ended up breaking up now?

One is her own sister and the other is her future sister-in-law. These two are people whom Ma Shiqi cares about very much. She was very anxious about this, so Ma Shiqi immediately called her eldest sister.

While waiting for the call to be connected, he was still running around in the corridor on the second floor like an ant on a hot pot.

While Ma Shiqi was worrying about other people's affairs, she completely forgot the fact that she was in poor health.

Fortunately, my child is a qualified doctor. When Ma Shiqi began to feel a little out of breath, Lin Xutong immediately stopped Ma Shiqi from walking back and forth quickly, and asked her to breathe slowly and deeply according to her own rhythm.

It took a lot of effort for Ma Shiqi to really calm down.

But Ma Yunqi never answered the phone call from Ma Shiqi.

Ma Shiqi explained her discovery to Lin Xutong in a low voice. After careful discussion, the two decided not to disturb the elders of both families, but to find Lin Xuxue, the twin sister who is closest to Lin Xuwen, to fight the fire.

After receiving the distress signal from the two, Lin Xuxue really wanted to come over immediately.

However, the condition of the patient after the operation is not very stable. As the attending doctor, she needs to accompany her in the hospital to continue to observe until the patient has passed the critical period. At present, any personal affairs have to be temporarily put aside.

After tossing back and forth in the hospital for a long time, the patient's condition finally stabilized and he woke up.

When Lin Xuxue knocked on the door in the middle of the night, Lin Xutong was still sitting in the living room in his nightgown, carefully reading academic papers.

Ma Shiqi is not in good health, so she must pay attention to rest, and can hardly stay up late, otherwise she will have symptoms of heart failure the next day. Lin Xutong has already stuffed earplugs into her ears and rushed to sleep under the covers.

After Lin Xuxue parked the car and got off, she heard the sonorous piano sound while still in the yard.

Fortunately, this is an area of ​​detached bungalows, and the distance between the houses is relatively far. Otherwise, if there is continuous sound of the piano in the middle of the night, their family will definitely be complained by the neighbors to the police uncle.

Lin Xutong thoughtfully poured a large glass of warm water for Lin Xuxue who couldn't get any water to drink when he was busy, and then dictated the whole process of Lin Xuwen's visit while Lin Xuxue was drinking water.

After that, he also thoughtfully read all the lyrics of the song that Lin Xuwen was still playing non-stop to his second sister.

After listening to it, Lin Xuxue, who knew more about Lin Xuwen and Ma Yunqi's affairs, frowned tightly.

Without saying anything more to Xiaotong, Lin Xuxue walked upstairs by herself.

After lightly knocking on the door, Lin Xuxue slowly opened the unlocked wooden door.

Immediately, what caught the eye was Lin Xuwen, who was indifferent to everything that happened in the outside world, and even had disheveled hair. His slender, white fingers were dancing fast and slow on the 88 black and white keys.

Lin Xuxue pulled a chair from the desk, sat silently beside Lin Xuwen, closed her eyes and listened to the endless looping singing on the phone, as well as the soundtrack played by Lin Xuwen himself.Lin Xuxue didn't intend to disturb Lin Xuwen, but sat quietly by the side and accompanied her silently.

Until it was almost daylight, when Lin Xuwen's fingers were getting tendinitis from playing the piano all night, she finally stopped slowly.

Then he sang a line of lyrics in an almost whispering voice.

Andnoallyourloveiswasted so now all your love is wasted

ThenwhothehellwasI then who the fuck is I?

Thinking of this, Lin Xuwen suddenly laughed out loud, and then said out of nowhere:

"I'm just fucking an ex-girlfriend."

Smiling and laughing, Lin Xuwen thought that the tears that he could not find at all came down instantly with a majestic momentum.

Although he wanted to try his best to restrain himself, it was as if someone had installed a faucet that had been turned on in his eyes. Tears flowed down the sockets of his eyes and wet his smooth and fair cheeks.

The sourness in his nose became heavier and heavier, and Lin Xuwen cried so hard that he couldn't help himself.

Lin Xuxue felt very sad when she saw her sister lying on the piano crying bitterly, and tears flowed down her face.

Ma Yunqi, you are really good at making people who have a strong personality and would rather knock out their teeth and swallow their blood to cry like this in order not to worry their family members!

When she was extremely worried, Lin Xuxue stretched out her arms to hug Lin Xuwen, gently put him on the big bed not far away, and then hugged the very weak and helpless person tightly in her arms to comfort him.

Lin Xuwen hadn't closed her eyes for several days, and after crying bitterly, all her energy was exhausted. Under the attack of extreme exhaustion, she finally fell asleep.

After Lin Xuxue found that her sister was asleep, she went to the bathroom and got her a hot towel to wipe off the dried tears on her face, and then applied ice packs to her red and swollen eyes to make her less uncomfortable.

Then I went to the kitchen to cook some meat porridge that Lin Xuwen likes to eat, and she can eat it when she wakes up. After all, she seems to have been out of water for several days.

Lin Xuwen woke up after sleeping for a while.

After Lin Xuwen woke up, he suddenly didn't know the past and the past.

Slowly, all short-term memories gradually come back.

Lin Xuwen remembered that Ma Yunqi broke up with her.

She also remembered that no matter how persistently she called Ma Yunqi, she kept calling until each other's mobile phones ran out of battery, but Ma Yunqi never picked up.

Thinking of this, Lin Xuwen slowly sat up on the bed.

First, I looked around carefully, and found that I was in the room where I lived since I was a child.

It's completely different from the obsessive idol posters that other people plastered on the wall when they were teenagers. On the walls of the room are various awards belonging to Lin Xuwen.

It can be seen that she has been a hopeless narcissist since she was a child.

Although Lin Xutong, who did not have any children, temporarily kept all the layout and furniture in the room, but Lin Xuwen hadn't stayed in this room for a long time for almost five or six years, and everything around him seemed a little strange.

Sitting on the bed again for a long while, Lin Xuwen picked up a set of well-fitting clothes and a large bath towel that Lin Xuxue had placed on the desk, opened the door and walked to the end of the corridor on the second floor. bathroom with shower.

After taking a hot bath, I rubbed the shower gel so hard that my skin almost peeled off, and I was sure that I was like a beautiful snake that has become completely new after shedding a layer of old skin. Lin Xuwen said this I just changed into the T-shirt and shorts that I haven't worn for many years but still fit well and came out of the bathroom.

After postponing all operations for one day, she sat in the living room and waited patiently. After Lin Xuxue heard the movement upstairs, she went to the kitchen to start a fire, reheated the meat porridge that had been cold for a long time, and then went upstairs to wait. people.

When Lin Xuwen pushed open the door and came in again to dry her hair, she immediately saw that Lin Xuxue was like when she was a child, she especially liked to sit on the wooden desk with her buttocks, and her two bare feet were firmly on the table that should have been used for sitting. Desk and chair.

How decent is it to sit or not to sit?

My younger sister always argues that it is not easy to suffer from short-sightedness when I read books on my lap.

As a sister who aspired to become a neurosurgeon since she was a child, Lin Xuwen always complained at the right time, saying that this is called absurdity.

Lin Xuxue, who likes to read, still took out a book from Lin Xuwen's bookcase today, and now she is holding the sixth book in the Harry Potter series "Half-Blood Prince".

After Lin Xuwen found a hair dryer in the room, he began to dry his long hair.

Mechanically repeating the action of blowing hair, Lin Xuwen's thoughts gradually diverged.

She still remembers that she had a lively discussion on the translation of the title of this book with her friends, and it was really hard for all translation experts to die.

Because the so-called "prince" in the title is not a real prince, but a surname.

Through the mutual recommendation of the mothers, all the bedtime stories of the children are indispensable to this series of magical novels. When they were young, when they were chatting together with seven short and small winter melons, they often talked about this topic and snapped their fingers. Count down your favorite characters, and of course your favorite magic snacks.

For Harry Potter, the hero who has a miserable life experience but is very brave, everyone generally doesn't hate him, and Ma Yunqi is the only one who doesn't like Harry Potter.

Ma Yunqi felt that he was a foolhardy and foolhardy man. If he hadn't had a very smart partner by his side and a knowledgeable headmaster escorted him for many years, he would have died [-] times early, and he would never have survived to the seventh book.

And such a person said that she specially hired the movie prop master to restore the principal's office full of rare treasures?

Just doing but not talking, this is Ma Yunqi's way of expressing love.

It's a pity that today's Ma Yunqi no longer wants to treat Lin Xuwen anymore, because she feels that Lin Xuwen puts her after her career.

It seems that Ma Yunqi puts Lin Xuwen before her career, what a joke!

Lin Xuwen spouted resentfully in his heart: "Why don't I go to Ma Yunjie's godmother today and ask her to replace Ma Yunqi's position as president with Ma Junqi, so that Ma Yunqi, who thinks she is more capable, will live forever in this life?" Kowtow to my younger brother?"

If Ma Yunqi can agree unconditionally at that time, Lin Xuwen will put aside all pursuit of career, and really go home with her to wash his hands and make soup.

However, Lin Xuwen is very aware of the bitter feeling that a more capable self is forced to be inferior to others due to the situation. This is also the biggest motivation why she has been working hard to climb up in the hospital's bureaucratic system.

Lin Xuwen and Ma Yunqi are definitely the same kind of people.

When choosing a mate, many people say that they want to find a partner with the same interests. There is no other reason, because the love process saves trouble and effort.

As long as one party gives a look, or the other party initiates a conversation, each other will know what the other party wants to say or what they want to do.

That can save a lot of energy, and there is no need to constantly communicate with the other party carefully, and at the same time, there is no need to do some counseling work according to the situation.

As a hopelessly lazy man, Lin Xuwen is naturally more inclined to choose such a love relationship.

She always thought that when she was with the shrewd Ma Yunqi, two smart people would be able to communicate with each other effortlessly, saving time to do something more meaningful.

In the past seven years, reality has taught her a truth, like-mindedness does not mean that two people will also be like-minded.

And the process of constant running-in and compromise between the two is like playing a bumper car game that never stops.

The only difference is that the props used as bumper cars are two extremely fragile hearts.If there is any moment of weakness during the collision, it will cause the consequences of retreating steadily.

In the past two days, it's not that Lin Xuwen hasn't thought about the relationship between himself and Ma Yunqi, which has become more deformed as it develops.

Asking herself, Lin Xuwen believes that she has given Ma Yunqi enough love over the years, and she has repeatedly chosen to back down in order to maintain the relationship between the two. As long as it does not touch personal principles, she will try her best to put Ma Yunqi's wishes on took first place.

Perhaps when Lin Xuwen kept doing this, he gave Ma Yunqi an illusion that as long as she used sufficiently strong means, even using the relationship between the two of them as a threat, although Lin Xuwen would resist to a certain extent, she would often submit obediently.

In the final analysis, it was Lin Xuwen's own forbearance and connivance that raised this person who would break up if he didn't get a response to his marriage proposal.

How is this behavior different from a little kid who wails and troubles his parents when he doesn't get candy?

At this time, Lin Xuwen and Lin Xuxue had already been sitting at the dining table eating hot porridge for a while, and Lin Xuxue quietly listened to her sister whispering about the marriage proposal that day, as well as all her mental journeys in the past few days.

At the end, Lin Xuwen said lightly: "With her status, she knows better than me what it means to be overwhelmed. If you really want to break up, just break up. She is right. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. In the end, we tear each other's face apart, leaving a sympathy for everyone and making it easy for the elders to be human."

Lin Xuxue didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but just listened silently.

She had never seen her sister break down and cry like this before, but Lin Xuxue knew very well how hideous the bloody scars on her heart were under the mask called "free and easy" that Lin Xuwen imposed on her face.

The person whom Lin Xuwen misses the most is now the person that Lin Xuwen can't contact at will. The bitter feeling stuck in his heart is by no means as calm as Lin Xuwen deliberately concealed it.

Although they really want to get back together with each other in their hearts, the two women who consider themselves mature still insist on fulfilling "Speaking words are like pouring water", so as not to be ridiculed by others and say that they have no faith.

The two women are so stubborn that they can't be pulled back, so they use the so-called mature big sisters to say goodbye to each other, trying to act the true meaning of getting together and parting, and saying goodbye is the true meaning of friends.

Only God knows that they must have been alone in the lonely dark night.

But under the sunny day, Ma Yunqi and Lin Xuwen still tried their best to bury their inner pain in front of others, showing a heartless smile of "who hasn't broken up yet".

Watching my sister's poor acting skills at close range every day, such poor acting skills would not even be worthy of a trick in the entertainment industry, making Lin Xuxue roll her eyes until her eyes cramp.

After catching someone crying secretly in her office again, and even after being seen by her younger sister wiping her tears with a tissue, Lin Xuwen, who loves face, forced himself to pretend that he must be busy with work, staying up late until his eyes were red and swollen.

Lin Xuxue wanted to know who among human beings would have eyelids inexplicably swollen instead of red-threaded eyes after staying up late?

Now even Lin Xuxue, who has a gentle temper, couldn't help but slander: "If you really want to act like you don't care, then act like it. If you have the ability, don't one of you work hard by traveling far away, while the other uses full-time surgeries." Work hard on schedule to escape the pain of losing your first love."

This idea suddenly reminded Lin Xuxue that she didn't know where Ma Yunqi was, but her eldest sister must have lost her first love.

First love, after all, is still unforgettable.

Seeing that her sister used work to anesthetize herself, Lin Xuwen, a bad sister who was so disloyal and happy to sell her sister, even pulled Lin Xuxue as a backer in order to get out of the quagmire of the hospital as soon as possible.

The thing is like this, after Lin Xuwen personally submitted the resignation letter to the dean, he still needs to work for a month to successfully complete all the handovers of the department.

The hateful dean did not know who received the wind from someone from the hostile faction, and learned that Lin Xuwen had broken up with his powerful backer, so he took advantage of the opportunity to beat the dog in the water.

The dean deliberately ignored him for a long time, and wanted to repair it, but unfortunately he didn't have the guts of a leopard, so he could only let the deceitful and bullying Director Lin do his best, but now he is ruthlessly stuck on her idea of ​​"complete the handover smoothly" superior.

The dean also pretended to be earnest to Lin Xuwen, and said some nonsense such as "the hospital is understaffed" in a high-sounding manner, and then threatened Lin Xuwen's reputation in the future, "You just walked away and left a mess for people in the same department." Therefore, Lin Xuwen must complete the operation schedule scheduled for three months later in one month, so that he can be regarded as "completed the handover" satisfactorily.

After listening to the dean's words, Dr. Lin Xuwen revealed a half-smile, didn't say anything, left the letter of resignation and left.

Director Lin Xuwen is not a vegetarian.Is it bureaucratic? Is it true that the first-level official crushes people to death? Then let the dean explain to the lieutenant general why Dr. Lin Xuwen couldn't show up in the barracks on time one month after submitting his resignation with a group of recruits. Receive painful military training together.

Many levels of government officials are indeed more capable of crushing individuals. Although the dean shrank honestly after seeing the people in the military department, as the head of the department, Lin Xuwen really understood the hard work of the doctors in the department.

Therefore, she pulled her younger sister, who is also a neurosurgeon, out of her leisurely life to do all kinds of hard work, and through the joint efforts of the two, she completed all the pre-arranged surgical schedules for Lin Xuwen in the next two months within one month.

Lin Xuxue was 1 people unwilling to go back to the horrible days of being in public hospitals.

Lin Xuwen reminded Lin Xuxue at the right time, who had received nearly 50 cash from someone before, agreed and promised to become a firefighter for the sake of white money, and save Lin Xuwen from the sea of ​​swords and flames.

Lin Xuxue was a little surprised that Lin Xuwen was willing to bring up the matter about Ma Yunqi, and approached her meanly and asked, "Why did you suddenly bring up little luck?"

Hearing this, Lin Xuwen raised his head from the written schedule in his hands, and gave Lin Xuxue a questioning look of "Why not?"

Will the two of them be like enemies when they meet in the future?

Lin Xuxue imagined the bloody scene of the two of them attacking each other with long-range fire bombs on their shoulders.

The picture of the ruins, which seemed to be still smoking after the world war, was so beautiful that Lin Xuxue didn't dare to look at it.

Lin Xuxue shrugged, thinking that saving her life was the most important thing, so let the two of them toss about it.

At this time, both of them were holding the same document in their hands, and carefully compared the operation appointments one by one with the lamp on the table, and allocated Lin Xuwen's workload according to the fields they were better at or preferred.

In the middle of the discussion, Lin Xuxue saw a spine operation performed in cooperation with the cardiology department, and at the same time saw an initials that she was familiar with.

MT, Chow.

Of course, Lin Xuwen knew that his younger sister had studied cardiology for many years with Dr. Zhou Wenting, who was said to be Lin Sijing's mother, before she transferred to neurosurgery. Naturally, she was inclined to entrust this operation to her.

In fact, among the doctors and children, everyone has received the guidance of the somewhat baby-faced teacher Zhou Wenting in cardiopulmonary surgery. After that, Lin Xuxue was the only one who studied in depth with Zhou Wenting for two or three years.

As if thinking of something suddenly, Lin Xuwen moved the mouse to search in the mailbox, and found the confirmation email that Teacher Zhou Wenting sent her last night, expressing understanding of Lin Xuwen's difficulties, and telling her that the patient is willing to transfer to a private hospital for medical treatment.

If they were transferred to a private hospital with better resources, Lin Xuxue, who has no public office and a light body, must be the chief surgeon.

Lin Xuxue was able to throw a difficult role that was expected to be a marathon operation to Lin Xuxue. Lin Xuwen showed a very happy smile, held the pen vigorously and drew three long horizontal lines on the paper, and asked casually :

"By the way, why did you suddenly switch from cardiopulmonary surgery to neurosurgery? Could it be that cardiopulmonary surgery is too difficult for you to learn?"

When Lin Xuwen raised his head and showed a slightly mocking smile, Lin Xuxue laughed too, and then said something that made Lin Xuwen's eyes turn into copper bells:

"Because Zhou Wenting is my first love. After breaking up with my first love, how can I continue to study with her?"

The author has something to say: You all guessed it, so don’t be surprised.