Goddess come to my arms

Li Jiahui's head became more and more drowsy, and her eyes were filled with misty water vapor, which made her vision a little blurry, and gradually she began to lose sight of who the person in front of her was.

Can make oneself have such a strong feeling, it must be the person she loves deeply.

All rationality gradually went away, and Li Jiahui couldn't help shouting:

"Xu-ahhh!"

Lin Xuxue looked at the person in front of her looking at her with beautiful eyes open, but she couldn't seem to see her own gaze, and her head that had been feverish and dizzy was instantly sober.

Then he lowered his head with a bitter smile.

She couldn't figure out whether her life was so smooth that God was jealous of her, so she always found a woman who knew there was another person living in her heart to torture her.

Although the pain was so painful that she couldn't help herself, she resolutely chose to cut off all entanglements with the other party 12 years ago.

Now in front of her, Li Jiahui, who has been considered half of her family since she was a child, how should she cut off contact with her?

It would probably be impossible to cut off contact. Don't forget that before I left for the United States, I promised Li Xinyu what to do. I would try my best to take good care of Li Jiahui.

Perhaps, this is also a part of taking care of, taking care of some kind of life that Li Jiahui can't take care of herself.

It's just that being used by someone you like as a permanent motivation when you're lonely, hehe, who would want that.

Lin Xuxue smiled wryly again.

Gradually, the panting sound subsided, and the two of them unconsciously put together a posture of lying on the bed looking at the ceiling and thinking about life.

Li Jiahui kept staring at the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.

Lin Xuxue's head was also quite confused. She didn't sit up slowly on the soft bed until she felt a little cold.

In the silence of the room, there was the sound of soft skin rubbing against the quilt cover. Lin Xuxue embraced the quilt and wrapped her white skin like jade. After glancing at Li Jiahui in the dim light, she immediately turned her head and said in a low voice: "I went to take a shower."

Li Jiahui was still staring at the ceiling blankly, as if he didn't hear what Lin Xuxue said just now.

Lin Xuxue's eyes were full of sadness.

Before leaving, Lin Xuxue didn't forget to grab her own clothes on the floor in a hurry, so as to leave Li Jiahui an environment where she couldn't see her.

This room was chosen by Li Jiahui during his afternoon nap. The large master bedroom has an attached bathroom, but Lin Xuxue chose to use another smaller bathroom on the second floor.

Li Jiahui knew what Lin Xuxue meant to explain that she would not come back to sleep in this room tonight.

It wasn't until the sound of the door being closed that Li Jiahui slightly turned over and stared at the empty white pillow beside him.

Suddenly, Li Jiahui's low voice sang in the quiet big room:

"I'm empty after passion..."

This is a very old song. Although it is old, the lyrics are quite explicit.

After living for 39 years, Li Jiahui has never had the chance to sing this song. Now she has finally crossed the hurdle that she thought she would never be able to cross, but she is full of hatred in her heart.

Chen Xuyan, you short-lived ghost, I hate you.

Li Jiahui's beautiful big eyes were filled with crystal clear tears, his fingers were tightly digging on the crumpled bed sheets, his white teeth were biting his bright red and delicate lower lip, the tears he tried to hold back were like the god of fate playing with others The same, completely out of her control, the whole face flowed.

Li Jiahui really hated Chen Xuyan to death.

If Chen Xuyan is still alive...

Li Jiahui's beautiful body may no longer be pure and flawless when she becomes an adult.

It's good to be taken over by others, because Li Jiahui knows that the person who has the guts to do it must be Chen Xuyan.

Since they were childhood sweethearts, they were affectionate and would definitely not be able to bear the long wait, so they got married immediately after Li Jiahui graduated from university.

Chen Xuyan is two years younger than Li Jiahui. When the two got married, Chen Xuyan should have been a doctor-to-be who was struggling in medical school. However, there was still a long way to go before the doctor successfully passed the examination. The parents of both parties who were close Surely there will be no objection to the early marriage of the two of them.

Li Jiahui has always liked children, because Li Jiahui likes it, Chen Xuyan will also like it, and she will happily accompany her beloved wife who is going to have two children after five years of marriage.

Moreover, both of them were beautiful girls who looked like Li Jiahui, which made Chen Xuyan feel very fond of them.

When Chen Xuyan is around 30 years old, she will definitely be able to successfully obtain a doctor's license.

While Chen Xuyan's career gradually stabilized and she was working hard to run her own clinic, she was finally able to spare time to give birth to a lovely daughter with Chen Xuyan's gene that was favored by Li Jiahui for her beloved wife.

Their little days will be very happy, so happy that all the couples will feel a little envious and jealous, and all the singles will definitely walk around when they see them to avoid being forced to eat dog food.

When Li Jiahui celebrated her 40th birthday, of the three children she and Chen Xuyan raised together, the oldest was already in middle school, and the youngest was almost ten years old.

Ten years later, when Li Jiahui was only 50 years old, their youngest daughter was successfully admitted to university. At this time, the two mothers who loved to play and enjoy themselves finally found a reasonable excuse and abandoned the three without hesitation. Daughter, travel around the world together hand in hand, and see the world's elegance side by side.

If Chen Xuyan is still alive, Li Jiahui's life will be very happy and very satisfying.

It's not like now, let her face the loneliness in the room in the middle of the night, sing songs that make lonely people feel more lonely, stare at the empty pillow, and imagine the beautiful life they will have together.

The most ridiculous thing is that two hours ago, Li Jiahui had to beg Chen Xuyan's own sister to ask Lin Xuxue to help her relieve the absurd burden of the Virgin Mother giving birth.

With everything in mind, how could Li Jiahui not hate Chen Xuyan, the instigator?

Thinking of this, Li Jiahui suddenly sat up, stretched out his hand and thumped the very innocent white and fat pillow vigorously, crying with tears streaming down his face: "You short-lived ghost, short-lived ghost, short-lived ghost! Woo..."

Why are you so short-lived!

Will you be happy if you leave me alone in this world and miss you forever!

Beating and beating, gradually Li Jiahui also felt tired, leaned on the pillow and cried for a while, then slowly fell asleep with tears on his face.

At the other end of the house, Lin Xuxue took a long, long hot shower in the bathroom.

It's like taking a hot bath in the bathroom for hours after she broke up with the other party.

Let the hot water falling from the shaggy head carry some hot water containing salt, and go to the unknown future together, leaving all the sad past behind.

She is a surgeon and has studied hard for many years in an overcrowded hospital. At that time, she could witness all kinds of weird and weird things in the world almost every day.

Of course, there is also the opportunity to witness the greatness of love, family, friendship and various emotions.

Behind the light is darkness, and she has also witnessed the warmth and coldness of the world through her work.

At work, she learned that the so-called right and wrong, black and white, actually have different measuring sticks in everyone's heart.

The most important thing is that the width and looseness of this measuring stick depend on whether the measuring scale can provide a tenable reason for their external reputation when everyone makes different choices.

If the attack is really dark, these people will describe their actions as a "grey area".

Aiming to save lives and heal the wounded, Lin Xuxue gradually understood that in fact there is no right or wrong, nor black and white in this world, and some people just prefer to put their own needs first.

After Lin Xuxue saw the most beautiful and ugly bipolar manifestations of human beings, her mind was no longer narrow-minded, and she could gradually understand that the other party accepted her dark psychology because of her fragility.

People are animals yearning for warmth. When the heart is emptiest, lonely and cold, suddenly a person rushes in with hot emotions. Although reason prevailed at the beginning, but the person can't help but persevere. The cowardly self bowed his head.

On the day when Lin Xuxue figured out what she had done wrong in this relationship, and untied the dead knot in her heart with her own hands, she shed tears and gritted her teeth to remind herself that from now on, she must never fall in love again. Be that innocent stand-in.

The double is just a phantom, can only live in the dark, never see the light of day.

Unexpectedly, many years later, I would do the same stupid thing again.

Speaking of which, Li Jiahui was very kind, he only called out "Xu" and tried his best to stop.

No need to think about it, the name she really wants to call out should be Sister Xuyan.

Thinking of this, Lin Xuxue's eyes turned red again.

My previous enthusiasm for Li Jiahui, as well as all kinds of restlessness that I shouldn't have, will only be an unnecessary psychological burden for Li Jiahui in the future.

Lin Xuxue didn't understand, why these bad women who came out to play always had the heart to do things that hurt her?

Could it be that she has a face of "please come and hurt me"?

Thinking of this, Lin Xuxue, who has always been calm, became uneasy in various ways.

Perhaps, these stinky women who call themselves mature sisters think that Lin Xuxue has a mature enough mind to understand that this is just a matter of physical needs?

Thinking of this, Lin Xuxue shook his head slightly.

Li Jiahui was not such a person, if she could easily accept such a physical relationship, she would not need Lin Xuxue to help her.

Finally remembering the word "help", Lin Xuxue showed a bitter smile again.

I almost forgot what Li Jiahui told her from the beginning.

Li Jiahui's original words were: Help my sister.

Li Jiahui just wanted Lin Xuxue's help, all she wanted was those hands and that mouth, she didn't let Lin Xuxue put her own emotions into it.

In the end, he was still being selfish.

Without further ado, Lin Xuxue stretched out her hand and slapped herself on the head fiercely, cursing herself in a low voice: "Let your michai worm get on your head and make you narcissistic. Do you think that everyone in the world will fall in love with you?"

Why!

After "figuring it out" and trying her best to coax herself, Lin Xuxue was willing to come out of the bathroom.

The heartless person really accepted that in Li Jiahui's eyes, he was just an object with special functions. After rediscovering his own position, Lin Xuxue actually got a good night's sleep after him.

She really deserves to be the daughter born of a natural doctor Lin Sijing.

No matter what major events happen in your life, the industrious father-in-law Sun still rises and sets tirelessly.

When Li Jiahui woke up again, the morning light was already bright outside the window, and even the chirping of birds could be heard on the window sill.

It looks like Chicago's best summer is finally here.

After crying for a long time last night, Li Jiahui's eyes were naturally sore, and he blinked hard several times before successfully opening his red and swollen eyes.

Holding the quilt, he sat up slowly, felt the slight soreness in his waist, and the slight discomfort in his chest. He looked around carefully, trying to find some traces on the big bed, but found that there were no traces on the white sheets. The bright red traces described by others.

There was a helpless smile on his face. Thinking about it, maybe he didn't need to find someone to help. It turned out that a certain MO broke without knowing why many years ago.

Thinking of the person I asked to help...

Li Jiahui helplessly reached out to hold his forehead.

What's this all about.

No matter how embarrassing it is, it's fine, but after all, people still want to see each other. Li Jiahui will never forget his purpose of traveling all the way to America.

Thinking of this, she remembered to take out the thermometer to measure her body temperature.

Although today's basal body temperature may not be accurate, it is certain that the ovulation period will be in these few days anyway.

Li Jiahui really wanted a child.

Whether she has a partner or not, this is not a reason to prevent her from having a child.

The desire to have a child is very strong, so strong that Li Jiahui is very worried that he will face failure.

The anxiety hidden in her heart began to torment her again.

She remembered what Li Xinyu's mother said to her: When you encounter something that you can't control the development of the situation, then pray to God, and let God make decisions for you.

Thinking of this, Li Jiahui quickly jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom to make herself refreshed and clean.

Although the shower gel couldn't wash off the faint traces left by Lin Xuxue on her body, after making sure that there was no smell left by Lin Xuxue on her body, Li Jiahui knelt down beside the bed and prayed earnestly with great satisfaction.

After re-finding the sustenance in her heart, although Li Jiahui's eyes were still a little swollen, she appeared in the open kitchen full of energy.

Then it was no surprise to see Lin Xuxue cooking in the kitchen.

Lin Xuxue was wearing a slightly looser casual white shirt, and a pair of beige knee-length khaki pants because of the fine weather today. Her profile was just facing the kitchen door, and the bright sunlight from the window came in at the right time, scattered on the bright and clean The strands of hair on the forehead seemed to be covered with golden light.

There are white wireless earphones hanging on her white ears, and she is slowly stirring the thick chocolate sauce in the pot in her hand with a spoon. While stirring the melted and shiny chocolate, she is giving instructions to the person who is calling her : "Well, just stir gently like this until the butter melts, then turn off the heat, and then add whatever spirit you want, I used whiskey, you use brandy? No problem at all...Put some salt at the end. ..”

"Yes, put some salt. Salt can improve the taste, so that the taste buds can better taste such rich chocolate..."

While talking, Lin Xuxue turned off the stove and added whiskey, put down the bottle of whiskey and turned to pick up the salt shaker next to her, when she suddenly found that Li Jiahui had appeared at the kitchen door, she smiled brightly at her, and said softly: "Good morning .”

Those slightly wide and charming big eyes seemed to be dazzled by the beautiful sunlight outside the window, making them look particularly bright and energetic, and the bright and strong smile on the corners of his mouth made Li Jiahui couldn't help but curled up the corners of his mouth, showing her a sincere smile .

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be asking if it was Sister Jiahui, and Lin Xuxue gave an affirmative answer with a smile: "Yes, Jiahui just woke up, it's okay, your chocolate dessert will be ready soon."

At this time, Lin Xuxue continued to gently stir the extremely delicious food in the pot, and seemed to be explaining at the same time, telling the person on the other end of the phone the steps to do: "Xiaotong, after the dessert is ready, you can use a The spoon scoops out the chocolate slowly, but it's slow, and if you're confident enough, you can tilt the pan and slowly pour the chocolate sauce into the model."

"When you're pouring a model, you can run a spoon over the rim of the pot so the chocolate doesn't leak out."

Lin Xuxue successfully made four small cups of thick chocolate dipping sauce. On the other side of the world, Lin Xutong, who was equally ingenious and ingenious, successfully made four cups of top-notch delicacy for the first time.

"After it's cooled down a bit, put it in the refrigerator to cool for two hours. When Shi Qi comes back from overtime work, the time will be just right. It's best to eat it with some small biscuits."

Lin Xutong seemed to be talking about something that made Lin Xuxue happy on the other end of the phone, and Lin Xuxue immediately showed a very bright smile, and kept nodding: "Yeah, it's like the biscuit dip we liked to buy at the convenience store when we were young. Chocolate sauce is like a snack."

The two sisters said their goodbyes quickly. Lin Xuxue put the earphones in the charger aside, and said to Li Jiahui, "Can milk, fried egg sandwiches, and fruit be okay for breakfast and lunch?"

Li Jiahui nodded very satisfied, then looked at the chocolate in front of him with great greed, and asked expectantly: "Can I eat it now?"

Lin Xuxue shook her head lightly, and said with a smile, "I just said, this one will be frozen for two hours."

I don't know if it's because after the skin-to-skin date, Li Jiahui put aside the burden of being a "sister" and used a coquettish method to Dr. Lin: "No, no, such thick chocolate is delicious to eat while it's hot." Great."

In order to have a bite of delicious food, even used the trick of acting like a baby?

Lin Xuxue gave her a helpless look, the warm smile on her face was still so heart-warming, and she even thoughtfully found small biscuits for her to match.

Seeing Li Jiahui eating happily, Lin Xuxue, as a cook, was quite satisfied.

Seeing that little cat's mouth was stained with chocolate, Lin Xuxue naturally reached out to help her gently wipe off the chocolate on the corner of her mouth.

When the warm fingers touched the lips, Li Jiahui's eyes flickered unnaturally. Lin Xuxue also realized this, and immediately covered it up with a joke:

"Look at you eating something like Kitten Ah Tian, ​​eating it all over the corner of your mouth."

"Dissatisfied" with being treated like a dirty cat whose whiskers are often stained with canned food, the two once again sparred.

It took a while before Ming Jin withdrew his troops, and the two of them secretly breathed a sigh of relief seeing that their relationship with each other had returned to the normal mode.

While Li Jiahui was eating dessert to her heart's content, Lin Xuxue went to prepare a deluxe egg sandwich.

While the fat and thin slices of bacon were slowly melting the fat in the frying pan, she quickly cut open a ripe avocado, put it on the baked bread and pressed it into a puree, and took out the crispy bacon slices Afterwards (Li Jiahui is a vegetarian and has no bacon to eat), I fried two sun-dried eggs with the salty sesame oil of the bacon.

Topped with sliced ​​tomato, lettuce and onion before topping with another slice of bread, and a touch of yellow mustard to enrich the sandwich's layers of flavor, you're done.

While Lin Xuxue was seriously assembling the sandwiches, Li Jiahui, who was still eating dessert, couldn't help but look at her secretly from behind her.

For some reason, there seemed to be a deer rampaging in her heart, especially wanting to reach out and wrap her arms around her slender waist like a wicker.

After all, when I stretched out my hand to hug Lin Xuxue's waist tightly last night, it really didn't feel too good.

His thoughts slowly began to wander, and Li Jiahui suddenly remembered that he had used the skin of his legs to rub someone's slender waist...

Li Jiahui yelled to herself in her heart: "Stop! Stop quickly!"

Before his thoughts were about to lose control, Li Jiahui managed to grab the little deer that was galloping and neighing like a galloping horse at the moment.

Li Jiahui ate dessert before meals willfully, but they can't eat much of the staple food at the moment. Under Lin Xuxue's suggestion, they put their lunch in an insulated box and put it in their backpacks. They can eat it if they are hungry when they are sightseeing in the city in the afternoon .

After packing up his things, he drove to a place that might change the trajectory of Li Jiahui's life according to the instructions from the navigation.

This fertility clinic opened on the edge of the city center, but there are still many shops and cafes around, so it is difficult to find a parking space, so they parked their car a little further away.

Today's weather is really great, the sky is cloudless, and the bright sun keeps everyone warm, so many people choose to eat outdoors.

From time to time, the laughter of friends in twos and twos, as well as the sound of porcelain plates, knives and forks, could be heard, and they soon came to the place where the clinic was located.

While Li Jiahui was confirming her appointment and requirements in detail with the staff at the counter who received customers, Lin Xuxue took off her sunglasses and looked around at the seemingly large-scale fertility clinic.

There are two doctors in charge of the clinic, a male and a female, who graduated from Harvard and Hopkins respectively. After going through it carefully and confirming that I don’t know the female doctor who completed the resident training at Hopkins, I can’t climb it. Lin Xuxue shook his head and smiled because of the relationship.

After confirming that all the details were correct, Li Jiahui was told to sit and wait for five to ten minutes.

Seeing that Li Jiahui seemed to be taking deep breaths nervously, Lin Xuxue walked over and sat beside her, reached out and held her hand, and said softly to her, "Don't be nervous, the injection process is very simple and won't hurt. .”

Li Jiahui swallowed hard, and whispered to Lin Xuxue, "I'm not afraid of pain..."

That's nervous about an unknown future.

This was a feeling of anxiety that could not be soothed. Lin Xuxue could only hold Li Jiahui's hand tightly and give her silent support.

Five minutes passed quickly, and the counter lady came as scheduled and invited them into the consultation room.

As soon as I saw it, I saw a flat reclining chair in the center of the consultation room. A female doctor with long brown hair was sitting on a freely movable chair and was putting on medical gloves for herself.

After seeing someone coming in, she raised her face, smiled and nodded to Li Jiahui: "Hello, Miss Li, long time no see."

This doctor was the one who fetched her balls a long time ago. She didn't expect that she still remembered him. Li Jiahui smiled back very politely, and said softly, "It's been a long time."

The female doctor glanced sideways at Lin Xuxue who came in behind Li Jiahui. Before Li Jiahui asked Lin Xuxue to come in together to embolden her to introduce herself, the female doctor showed a slightly surprised smile and said with a smile:

"Doctor Lin."

Someone called out her name first, but Lin Xuxue clearly didn't know the doctor in front of her. The female doctor seemed to understand her questioning face, and said with a smile: "My husband is a pediatrician. I met your mother at the seminar held by Kings, and you look very similar to your mother, Dr. Lin Sijing."

Regarding the fact that Lin Sijing's godmother is an authority in pediatrics, and even a god with fans all over the world, Li Jiahui has never had a definite concept.

This is the first time she has realized how great a god the godmother is.

Lin Xuxue is a little numb to this point because she looks seven points like her mother, so she is often recognized.

After all, her situation is much better than that of Lin Xutong, who was printed out like Lin Sijing's mother. She avoided the extreme embarrassment of being mistaken for her mother's love of beauty, and dyed her hair and added botox.

After the two doctors who didn't know each other politely greeted each other's husband and mother, the female doctor named Elizabeth turned her head to look at Li Jiahui, and said with a smile: "So, this is the first thing you two want. a child?"

Seeing that others misunderstood her relationship with Li Jiahui, Lin Xuxue immediately shook her head: "It's not us, it's her, she wants a child."

As if afraid that others would not understand, Lin Xuxue continued to explain: "We are just, uh... friends, yes, friends."

Feeling that foreigners can't correctly understand the complex social relationship of Gan/Sister Gan/Sister, which has no blood relationship but a sense of kinship, Lin Xuxue had to replace it with friends who are farther away.

Dr. Elizabeth nodded with a smile, indicating that she could understand the complex relationship between young people: "You mean to say that you two are hot friends?"

She never expected that this female doctor was also a gossip person. She looked at her with incomparably ambiguous eyes, and originally wanted to open her mouth to defend herself loudly. At the last moment, Lin Xuxue suddenly realized that she and Li Jiahui had indeed done something unspeakable last night. matter.

In the end, he could only reach out and touch his eyebrows in embarrassment, his half-covered face seemed shameless.

Seeing that the situation was not quite right, Li Jiahui immediately coughed heavily, signaling to the attending doctor that some things should be done in moderation.

Elizabeth, who thought she was very trendy, felt quite innocent, and quickly explained to the two of them after she spread her hands: "It would be much more convenient if you have this kind of relationship. Our clinic encourages secondary injections of miqingzi to improve Success rate, there is usually twelve to 24 hours between the first and the second, and it is best to do it when you are trying to conceive. "

She has no training in fertility treatment at all, but this does not prevent Lin Xuxue from deeply doubting whether the female doctor in front of her is a reliable doctor.

Her furrowed brow said it all.

Seeming to see through Lin Xuxue's thoughts, Dr. Elizabeth began to report statistics: "At present, a total of 220 seven clients have used this method under our advice, and 68 of them have successfully conceived, with a success rate of 20.00% and [-]. "

Lin Xuxue muttered softly: "The success rate is not very high..."

The female doctor's face froze suddenly.

She really wanted to have a child, so she was willing to try any method. Before the female doctor could open her mouth to have an academic debate with Dr. Lin, Li Jiahui quickly interjected: "I can do it in twelve hours? Is that going to be done at home? It will be difficult." ? What equipment do you need?"

Lin Xuxue turned her head to look at Li Jiahui in shock, her eyes clearly said: "You actually believed what this doctor said!"

Li Jiahui glared at Lin Xuxue, signaling her not to speak to offend the doctor.The female doctor seemed to find that Li Jiahui had a greater right to speak, and immediately explained to today's real customers: "You just need to take the frozen miqingzi home to thaw, and buy a catheter called TomCat to do it yourself. gone."

Certain things do require hands to do...

Li Jiahui glanced at the catheter that the doctor had just held in his hand, and seemed to have guessed its usage, and asked with a blushing face, "Then... do I need to learn any precautions in advance?"

Elizabeth laughed very heartily, and pointed the end of the catheter at Lin Xuxue: "Ordinary people may need it, but she is a surgeon, such a small matter will not trouble her."

In the end, at Li Jiahui's request, in order to ensure everything went smoothly, the female doctor stayed with Lin Xuxue who had just put on the gloves, and explained some precautions to them both in a clear tone.

Hearing all kinds of unreliable words from the female doctor, Li Jiahui, who was lying flat on the medical chair, stretched out his hands to cover his eyes without seeing anything.

After finishing speaking, Elizabeth really had great confidence in the surgeon Lin Xuxue's skills, so she opened the door and left, leaving them a private space.

Lin Xuxue never expected that she would meet Xiao Jiahui again so soon, she swallowed her dry throat, and tried her best to act like a professional surgeon to give Li Jiahui an injection.

It's just that the doctor just said that it's best to do this and that before the injection...

After this and that, there is really no medical ethics at all.

Twenty or ten minutes later, the two red apples finally came out of the consultation room disheartened, went to the female doctor's office instead, and took another set of equipment that the nurse had just prepared from her.

After the female doctor asked them to use it tonight and not to waste the great opportunity of pregnancy, she sent them out with a smile.

After finally escaping from the clinic, the sky outside was still so blue, Lin Xuxue exhaled heavily the turbid air that was depressed in his chest.

Lowering her head, she immediately caught a glimpse of the utensil Li Jiahui was holding in her hand, and Lin Xuxue suddenly felt ill again.

Is she going to be a poultry/veterinarian again tonight?

Lin Xuxue finds that she can no longer face herself who has become increasingly immoral.

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