When the devil respects life as a waste

Shen Zhengze didn't know Xie Lingjun's thoughts, didn't know that Xie Lingjun didn't want to kill him to prove the Tao all the time, and was still immersed in his memory, slowly telling about his past life:

I was born in a family of officials.

At first, I thought my story was: a marquis and a general, a beautiful wife in his arms, and a group of children.

Until I heard about the sect of Qingyang Pavilion, and knew that there was a person named Xie Lingjun in Qingyang Pavilion.

Regardless of my family's opposition, I went to Changbai Mountain to seek immortality.

Before I reached Changliu Peak, I happened to meet Jiang Xie, the master of Qingyang Pavilion who was out on the road, Xie Lingjun's master, and also my master.

At that time, the master failed to break through the realm of selflessness, and was only a short step away from the supreme realm, but the time limit has expired.

1 years is the limit for all cultivators.

The master wants the most outstanding disciple among the descendants of Qingyang Pavilion, Xie Lingjun, to inherit his mantle.But time doesn't wait for him, he doesn't know if he can wait until Xie Lingjun enters the state of selflessness.

I am so talented that I was accepted as an apprentice by my master.

Master originally treated Xie Lingjun as if he was his own son, and helped each other with strict kindness.But since he accepted me, he treated Xie Lingjun more and more harshly, and he treated me like spring wind and rain.

At that time, I thought that I was favored by Master, which was better than Xie Lingjun.

It was only later that I gradually realized that the master had no time, he had to urge Xie Lingjun to enter the state of selflessness within a thousand years, so that he could convince the public and hand over the Qingyang Pavilion to Xie Lingjun.

And he didn't have any demands on me, it was ridiculous that I practiced desperately, thinking that I couldn't live up to Master's ardent expectations.

Xie Lingjun loves a junior very much.

Later, there were more people who were younger than Liu Shaoqing, but Xie Lingjun always regarded Liu Shaoqing as his junior brother, always thinking that Liu Shaoqing needed his protection.

I hate Liu Shaoqing very much, but that was later.

At first, I simply hated Liu Shaoqing.

I entered the realm of self within a hundred years, and was called the second Xie Lingjun by the elders of Qingyang Pavilion.

From that moment on, I began to fix my eyes on Xie Lingjun.

No one can disrespect him.

As Master's disciples, we often accompany each other when we go out.

In the past, Master had only one student, Xie Lingjun, and Xie Lingjun often accompanied Liu Shaoqing when he went out.

I took Liu Shaoqing's place, and I even thought that I would take Liu Shaoqing's place forever and make Liu Shaoqing disappear from Xie Lingjun's eyes.

Xie Lingjun loves swords like his life, so I try my best to unite people and swords.

Xie Lingjun likes to fight against the strong, so I often go to challenge him.

I know the thousand-year-old secrets of the five continents and four continents, and I have taken all the treasures of heaven and earth inside.

I practiced faster than Xie Lingjun, and I caught up with him.

Even so, Xie Lingjun still dotes on Liu Shaoqing.

I regard Xie Lingjun as my lifelong opponent, but he only misses someone who is inferior to me in every way.

Liu Shaoqing was spoiled by Xie Lingjun, and took Xie Lingjun's kindness for granted, but pursued me hard because I didn't bother to look at him.

People are like this, what is not available is the best, and what is available at your fingertips is discarded like a shoe.

I didn't take Liu Shaoqing seriously, a person who can't even take his own sword seriously, I believe that Xie Lingjun will see through him one day.Because Xie Lingjun loves swords so much, how can he tolerate a person who doesn't love swords?

I admit, this was my mistake...

if it is possible……

Having said that, Shen Zhengze paused for a moment, and smiled indifferently, still the kind of calm smile.

He laughed and thought: If possible, I would kill Liu Shaoqing without anyone noticing.

After Shen Zhengze finished laughing, he continued:

I was full of ambition at the time, but I didn't understand why I paid so much attention to Xie Lingjun.

I am proud that I have surpassed Xie Lingjun in cultivation, and I am proud that everyone around him pays attention to me.

I cultivated too fast, my foundation was not stable, and soon the disadvantages appeared-I had a ray of demons.

I naturally know who caused this demon, and there is only one person who can induce my demon, and that is Xie Lingjun.I thought the way to get rid of my demons was to defeat him, but unexpectedly I was saved by him in the end.

At the once-in-a-century Jingxing Conference in Qingyang Pavilion, Xie Lingjun and I fought against each other.

My cultivation level is slightly better than Xie Lingjun's, so I should be able to beat him, but when we fought, I was almost possessed by demons.

No one noticed my abnormality. Xie Lingjun quickly discovered my condition because he was fully focused and always paid attention to my people and my sword.

When I stabbed the sword into Xie Lingjun's chest, I felt the supreme pleasure and pain.

Xie Lingjun and I's natal swords are both forged by our own soul, and I embedded my soul into Xie Lingjun's heart, merging with his flesh and blood.This kind of pleasure can't be experienced by non-sword cultivators.

I don't understand where my pain comes from, I just know that seeing him bleeding, I feel like my heart has been ripped out.

I know, I won; I don't know, how I won.

Xie Lingjun could obviously dodge it, but he didn't, because he cared more about my condition than getting a sword in the chest.

His blood flowed down my sword to my hands, staining my plain white sleeves red.

He held my shoulders and injected his spiritual power into my body to appease my demons and calm me down.

I am not possessed.

After this battle, I had a great understanding, and finally understood what my attachment to Xie Lingjun was.

When Shen Zhengze said this, he looked at Xie Lingjun beside him, and sighed softly to him: "Have you ever missed someone day and night?"

Xie Lingjun remained silent, neither Shen Zhengze nor Liu Shaoqing had reached the point where he missed him day and night.He finally answered truthfully: "My sword."

Shen Zhengze had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and said with emotion: "You are very thankful for your answer."

Xie Lingjun said indifferently: "I am Xie Lingjun."

Shen Zhengze shook his head: "You just have the same name and surname as him, and your appearance is somewhat similar."

The sunlight has moved from between the two foreheads to the chin.

Shen Zhengze looked at the sky, and continued:

My inner demons were completely appeased by Xie Lingjun. From then on, I treat him...

Shen Zhengze pursed his lips, and swallowed the words "resolutely determined".

From then on, I respected him very much, and carefully observed everything related to him——

He looks superior, but he actually helps the injured Mei Jiu to ask for Qingfenglu.

He looked spotless, but he actually helped Liu Shaoqing treat the wound, changed the dressing and bandaged Liu Shaoqing with his own hands, and let his hands get bruised.

He is very kind.

His kindness can be seen everywhere, from the moment he was willing to accept my sword and desperately protect my heart, I have no doubt that he is a saint.

—I admire him.

--I love him.

—I long for him.

What Shen Zhengze didn't say was full of years of madness.

Thanks to Xie Lingjun, I was prevented from being possessed by demons, and later became the master of the Qingyang Pavilion shamefully, and was regarded as the righteous immortal.

Who would have expected that the person possessed by the devil would be the kind-hearted Xie Lingjun who is like a saint?

Liu Shaoqing pestered me endlessly, but because of my secret thoughts, I let it go, but it was self-defeating.

Xie Lingjun's love for Liu Shaoqing was originally just to protect Liu Shaoqing.Because I treated Liu Shaoqing indifferently, Xie Lingjun was indignant and loved Liu Shaoqing out of pity.

It must be said that God's will tricks people.

Xie Lingjun fell into a demon, all because of me.

I caught a nightmare in the secret realm, she begged for mercy, and she hit my mind.She told me that she could help pry into Xie Lingjun's heart.

I was tempted for a moment, and I made a big mistake.

It turned out that Xie Lingjun was not without resentment.

Through the nightmare, I knew Xie Lingjun's fear of me, he hated me for depriving Master's attention and Liu Shaoqing's love.

His resentment is not deep, it can even be said to be almost non-existent, and it is not enough to develop into a demon.

Xie Lingjun's soul is too beautiful, so Meng Meng betrayed me and secretly planted illusions in his soul.Nightmare used illusion to make him have a good dream, and replaced it with a nightmare, stealing his dreams.

I didn't realize that something was wrong at the time, Xie Lingjun was still very polite to me, without any resentment.But over the years, Xie Lingjun has already changed his temperament, but with a strong will, he has maintained his original appearance.

On the day Xie Lingjun fell into the demon, the demon energy overflowed.

Everyone was terrified, everyone could be possessed by demons, but Xie Lingjun!Only Xie Lingjun, who exists in the sky and nothing in the earth, is the only one in the world, he cannot be enchanted.

The master was heartbroken, the hand holding the sword was trembling, and he personally chased him to the border of the abyss.

I will never forget the way Xie Lingjun looked at me when he jumped off the cliff, as if looking at something worthless.

He didn't look at me that way originally, he looked at me with a look of conviction, conviction that I was the only one worthy to be his opponent, that I was the only one who was evenly matched with him.

A hundred years later, Master's deadline has come, Master should not have passed away so early, the bottom line, the fault lies with me.

I practiced day and night without resting my breath. On the day my master drove the crane west, I had already entered the state of selflessness.

Xie Lingjun fell into a demon and became a demon leader known to everyone in the world. I can be regarded as the only descendant of Master in Qingyang Pavilion.

I became the master of Qingyang Pavilion logically.

"This is the story..." Shen Zhengze stopped, with infinite loneliness in his eyes, "If that incident hadn't happened, maybe for me, it wouldn't be the end of the world."

Xie Lingjun heard Shen Zhengze mentioning his past life, and the hatred in his heart couldn't be increased. He was afraid that Shen Zhengze would find out that he was strange, so he didn't say a word.

Later, I often used the excuse of killing harm to fight with Xie Lingjun.

500 years later, he and I both entered the Supreme Realm.I couldn't help but chuckle a little, thinking to myself, will one day we soar together, shake hands and make peace in the fairy world, and become confidants who talk about everything.

Gradually, Xie Ling and I have become equal existences in people's mouths, one is the immortal and the other is the demon.

I overlooked one person, that is Liu Shaoqing.

Liu Shaoqing went to Abyss to find Xie Lingjun. I knew about it, but I didn't take it to heart.

Who can intervene in my relationship with Xie Lingjun?nobody.

Liu Shaoqing didn't understand Xie Lingjun, Liu Shaoqing's sword was forged by Xie Lingjun from the black iron from other worlds.Liu Shaoqing will never understand that the two natal swords are the sword cultivators of his soul, and will not understand their swords.

Xie Lingjun is dead, killed by someone I've been ignoring.

Seeing Liu Shaoqing holding Xie Lingjun, watching him walk towards the Chang'an Pavilion, and listening to him argue that Xie Lingjun is still alive, no one can empathize with my feelings.

Hearing this, Xie Lingjun asked for the first time: "How do you do it?"

Shen Zhengze looked at Xie Lingjun, became a little shy, and said innocently: "I killed him..."

Xie Ling was silent, stood up, unwilling to listen any more.

Shen Zhengze raised his head, smiled and said to Xie Lingjun: "This is my nightmare. Because of this dream, I want to find Xie Lingjun and make up for everything I did wrong."

Xie Lingjun stepped onto the bluestone steps and walked away in silence.

Shen Zhengze slumped against the white pillar.

Later, he sealed Xie Lingjun on the West Cliff of Jitian, and hung the clear ice coffin on the top of the coldest snow mountain in the world.

The sun and the moon are right.

And how did he die in the end?The only one who can kill him is himself.

Thinking of this, Shen Zhengze smiled slightly.

It's already dawn.

The author has something to say: Shen Zhengze looks like a normal person on the surface, but he is actually very sick.

Friendly reminder: The tone of this article is morbidity, that is, madness. If you are not crazy, you will not survive.