When the devil respects life as a waste

Xie Lingjun's heart skipped a beat, subconsciously wanting to deny it.When he reacted, he began to fall into contemplation—thinking about why he wanted to deny it flatly instead of admitting it frankly.

Since Xie Lingjun remained silent, Shen Zhengze had no choice but to stare at the other person's eyes, not wanting to miss the subtle changes in expression for a moment, vowing to see through all Xie Lingjun's thoughts.

"Why?" Shen Zhengze's words faintly contained madness, "If it's what I think, why don't you want to tell me? Why! Senior brother, what do I think of you? Now that you know it, you still want to play with me Is it what I thought... so..."

In the end, the tone gradually showed signs of decline.

In the final analysis, Shen Zhengze was controlled by the inner demon at that time and had already gone mad. Although he felt the familiar power of the soul, he was afraid that it was the inner demon that caused the trouble, so he was happy for no reason.

On the other side, Xie Lingjun thought over and over again, applying to Shen Zhengze all the tactful thoughts that he hadn't thought of in several lifetimes.After a while, he obeyed his own heart, and finally refused to reveal his identity.

If it was said that Xie Lingjun was only chilled at the beginning, then when he heard Shen Zhengze's questioning just now, it was really like falling into an icehouse, as if a pot of cold water was poured on his head, and no matter how fierce the fire was, it was extinguished.

The person Shen Zhengze loves is Big Brother, he calls me Big Brother.Xie Lingjun thought so.

——It turns out that in his eyes, I am not a senior brother, and he is very clear about this.But I was stupider than him. At first I wanted to explain it to him, but I couldn’t explain it. Then I forgot about it and thought I was the original Xie Lingjun.Shen Zhengze knows better than me...but he came to please me...but came...to seduce me...

——He hugged and kissed me when he thought that I was not a senior brother...even wanted to become a Taoist partner with me...then Xie Ling is in his heart, how much weight is it, what is it?

"Who do you think I am?" Xie Lingjun's complexion has settled down, gorgeous but cold, "I still want to ask you, Shen Zhengze, who did you think I was when you called me senior brother just now? Open your eyes and see clearly , Who am I? Am I your senior brother or your third junior brother."

Shen Zhengze couldn't bear it anymore, he seemed to be crying and laughing, and he collapsed, unable to answer any more.

Xie Lingjun still refused to let him go, and said cruelly: "By the way, we bathed together in the hot spring, and you confessed that you admired senior brother. But in a blink of an eye, you hugged me and kissed with lips and teeth. This is what you call Crazy love? Extremely cheap..."

"What do you know?" Shen Zhengze growled, and the redness that had just faded came back to his eyes, "Everything I do is for the sake of senior brother! No one else can care about what I want for him, except me and him. Belittling... If you are the big brother himself, let you trample on me, I have no choice but to kneel at your feet willingly. But if you are not..."

But if you are not...

As soon as this sentence came out, both of them were stunned.

Xie Lingjun was stunned when he heard the words "let you trample on me" and "willing to crawl", and then he was filled with raging anger and shameful desire.

Does he want Shen Zhengze to be so self-deprecating?Admiring him, Xie Lingjun, was it such a self-willed and depraved process?This made Xie Lingjun extremely conflicted. He felt chest tightness, shortness of breath, pantothenic acid in his stomach, and wanted to vomit.

A few months have passed, but Shen Zhengze has undergone earth-shaking changes in his heart, and he is extremely strange.The relationship between the two of them, bitter love and obsession, is also difficult to describe in words.

Xie Lingjun believed that he had no shame for others or himself, but when Shen Zhengze said this, he passively suffered the notoriety of humiliating others.

Shen Zhengze is full of vigor and vigor, holding a long sword in his hand, and the black silk and white robe are hunting and flying in the wind; there are also heroic scenes of being alone, with the white robe stained with blood, protecting the common people behind him.

In Xie Lingjun's impression, this person, in front of thousands of troops, is still calm and composed, arrogant to the crowd, and when the sword falls, he has the aura of being one man who is in charge of others.

But now, such a handsome figure like a banished fairy actually said that he would let him be trampled on, willing to prostrate at Xie Lingjun's feet.This made Xie Lingjun want to ask the other party - in your eyes, even if I don't love you very much, can I be reduced to the point where I wantonly abuse you?

Or……

"You are too inferior." Xie Lingjun concluded, "Why did you become so humble? Who would like a soulless person?"

But that's not the point.The point is, the last sentence Shen Zhengze said before - but if you weren't...

Shen Zhengze laughed foolishly a few times, his expression was unpredictable, he stared at Xie Lingjun affectionately and innocently with an indescribable gaze, and said: "You are wrong. I am not becoming humble, in front of the big brother, I just pretend It's just so proud."

He looked at Xie Lingjun, as if he was staring at another soul through this person.

They were clearly just two people, but they turned into a threesome inexplicably, and a superfluous person appeared.How to eliminate this extra person, this should be a simple matter, but it became complicated because of the two people's selfish concealment and coincidence.

Xie Lingjun got up quickly and brought down the wooden chair behind him.He walked up to Shen Zhengze, penetrated the other's hair with his right hand, grabbed it, and forced Shen Zhengze to look directly at him.

"You are lying." He said firmly, "You are really arrogant, and you give people a strange feeling of being away from the world, as if you are not from this place. You are indifferent to people... Tell me such a person, you are just Pretend to be arrogant, always have low self-esteem. If you tell me, I won’t believe it.”

——And, before today, I thought I knew you well.I don't think I'd be equally wrong about that.

"You know me better than I do... You're right, should I agree with you?" Shen Zhengze slightly raised one long eyebrow, his eyes filled with mist, as if he was mocking himself or others.

Xie Lingjun was silent for a while, and then accused: "You promised me that you would treat each other frankly."

The sarcasm in Shen Zhengze's tone deepened: "What about you? Are you willing to be honest with me?" After asking these two sentences, there was a moment of silence, and then the voice lowered, "The two of us were tender before. Thinking about it, one day has not arrived, and people are separated in a blink of an eye, and no one has seen who clearly..." As he spoke, he smiled wryly.

Xie Lingjun suddenly discovered that it turns out that it is not easy to communicate with one another.

Even though both of them are concerned about each other, caring, protecting, delusional in love... But under the roaring and roaring affection, each still has inexhaustible self-secret troubles.

Shen Zhengze wanted to cry without tears, his eyes were full of madness, but he smiled and said: "So, are you going to answer me now? Who are you? You are a big brother, so I will treat you as a big brother. If you... If you Third Junior Brother, I will treat you as...see..."

The last sentence was spoken lightly and shallowly, before it entered Xie Lingjun's ears, it disappeared, so that Xie Lingjun suspected that the other party hadn't said it at all.

Xie Lingjun really wanted to ask: Why didn't you believe me when I said repeatedly that I was Xie Lingjun; but now I don't want to tell you anymore, but you come to ask again?

Xie Lingjun didn't speak, but pushed back Shen Zhengze's chair, stood condescendingly and stared.

Shen Zhengze still smiled bitterly: "How long have I waited? How can you bear it... If you can really take pity on me, you can answer my questions and save me from suffering. Why do you see me suffer?"

Shen Zhengze was bound by the fairy rope and the magic lock, unable to move.The wooden chair was leaning against the table, and his whole body was half-tilted, as if he would fall heavily in the next moment and lie down on the ground.

Xie Lingjun thought coldly, this person only looks good if he suffers and struggles repeatedly.

He thought this way entirely because he felt a trace of hatred, and was surprised that Shen Zhengze could treat others as a big brother and himself.

Xie Lingjun sat on Shen Zhengze's body, took out another Sky Spirit Orb from his bosom, and then poured the power of the soul into it, lowering his eyes and said lightly: "Is this the fleeting power you saw?"

Shen Zhengze's breathing was stagnant, he bit his lower lip tightly, and didn't dare to make any more noises, but he couldn't bear it anymore and breathed in pain.

Xie Lingjun had already withdrawn his strength, stuffed the Sky Lingzhu into Shen Zhengze's arms, and asked forcefully, "Is it because of this that you think I'm a senior brother?"

"Yes..." Shen Zhengze frowned.His illusion has been shattered, it is clear and obvious that the person in front of him is not the elder brother.

Xie Lingjun took out a piece of plain silk and carefully wiped away the spilled blood for Shen Zhengze, and then pecked at the corner of his mouth to touch the water.

Two more lines of blood flowed from Shen Zhengze's eyes, and Xie Lingjun wiped them clean for him one by one.

"Tell me," Xie Lingjun asked calmly, "What you said before, that you succumbed to me, was all for the sake of senior brother. What's going on here, what did the master say to you? Please don't Conceal it, tell me the truth. Then, I will give you all the things I concealed."

Shen Zhengze shook his head and turned his face sideways, not wanting Xie Lingjun's lips to stay at the corners of his mouth.

Xie Lingjun didn't force it, so he leaned into the other person's ear and asked softly: "If you have difficulties and can't tell me, can you tell me what your difficulties are?"

Shen Zhengze touched his lips, thought twice, and said: "I have sworn a heart demon with my master, no matter whether I take the initiative or don't pay attention, as long as a third person knows the content... I will immediately become a demon, and there is no way to recover room."

It turned out to be the case.

Xie Lingjun patted Shen Zhengze's head, stood up, and pulled up the other's wooden chair.Shen Zhengze sat back down firmly.But the two sides tore through the window paper, and Shen Zhengze knew that he had cheated Xie Lingjun's affection, so he couldn't bear the guilt, so his eyes dodged and wandered away, and he no longer looked directly at Xie Lingjun.

Xie Lingjun chuckled, straightened the other person's face, bent down to look directly at Shen Zhengze, and promised: "One day, I will be lucky enough to know what you are hiding from me. At that time, you will also know what I am hiding from you."

This sentence seems to be a prophecy.

Xie Lingjun kissed Shen Zhengze, and said distressedly: "You like me as a big brother, I am very angry about this. But I already have you in my heart, and I really can't leave you behind. If there is any presumptuous behavior towards you, I still hope Haihan " After that, kiss each other deeply.

The author has something to say: I like this emotional drama, the psychology of the characters is full of twists and turns.

"Xie Lingjun suddenly discovered that it is not easy to be connected with each other. Even if they both care about each other, miss, protect, and have delusional love...but under the roiling and roaring affection, there are still endless things to say about each other. Sneaking in on the ego."

This passage is also what I often think about. People, even couples who love each other deeply, inevitably have their own thoughts.I believe that Xie Lingjun and Shen Zhengze can overcome all difficulties and communicate with each other.

Finally, I wish everyone a happy Lantern Festival~