When the devil respects life as a waste

After Liu Shaoqing left, Shen Zhengze was still facing an enemy, his tense body did not relax at all.

"He's gone." Xie Lingjun walked across to Shen Zhengze, and said softly, "Don't be so afraid of him. If you don't like a person, if you still think about him all the time, wouldn't you be looking for fun and trying to scare yourself for no reason?"

Shen Zhengze stared straight into Xie Lingjun's eyes, and muttered to himself: "Why...why...why..."

Xie Lingjun saw Shen Zhengze like this, his heart sank, he lowered his head slightly, leaned in front of Shen Zhengze, breath touched, and asked: "What are you talking about? What do you mean by 'why'?"

Shen Zhengze grabbed Xie Lingjun's shoulders and held the other's clothes tightly in his palm, barely controlling his emotions that were about to collapse.

He asked: "Liu Shaoqing looked at you and begged you hard, but you hesitated. Why did you hesitate just now?"

Xie Lingjun had an intuition that Shen Zhengze's current state was not right, so he didn't dare to joke like last time, so he replied bluntly: "I remembered some things. I didn't think there was any problem with these things before, but just now the memory suddenly emerged, and I noticed something was wrong place. I therefore hesitate.”

"Why are you both like this..."

Shen Zhengze didn't listen, instead he was blindly immersed in his own world.

Xie Lingjun held Shen Zhengze's hand instead, and brought it to his cheek, trying to infect Shen Zhengze with his own temperature.He replied: "You must have misunderstood me, my hesitation is not because I feel pity for Liu Shaoqing—"

Shen Zhengze interrupted: "Liar."

fraud.

At that moment, your eyes clearly said: Don't attack the weak.

Xie Lingjun tried to persuade him with good words, but Shen Zhengze didn't listen, which also made him feel a little frustrated and even a little annoyed.

He sneered, let go of Shen Zhengze's hand, and said, "What do you want from me? If you don't believe what I say, you think I'm lying to you. Do you want me to cut out my heart for you to see, so you are willing to believe it?" ?”

Shen Zhengze was furious, and at the same time jealous, he said with a smile: "Okay. Just dig out your heart and show me."

"Are you serious?" Xie Lingjun's tender heart instantly became as cold as ice on the West Cliff.

As long as Shen Zhengze speaks, he is really willing to prove himself.

Shen Zhengze originally thought that Xie Lingjun was just joking, but unexpectedly the other party's expression was unprecedentedly serious.

When Shen Zhengze finished that sentence, he immediately regretted his slip of the tongue.

"No, it's my fault, I said the wrong thing." After Shen Zhengze apologized, he slapped himself hard, "You are joking, but you just want to prove what you said is true. And I will follow your words and want to You really have no sense of digging out your heart."

Xie Lingjun's cold heart did not warm up again following Shen Zhengze's words.

He just said, "It's good that you know."

This sentence is calm and breezy, which not only cleverly exposed the contradiction between the two, but also concealed his cold and hard attitude.It's just a very simple sentence, and there is no emotion.

"You brought me here, what do you want to do?" Xie Lingjun tried to change the subject, turned and walked into the cave.

Shen Zhengze hugged Xie Lingjun from behind and said, "I'm sorry. I still mind very much."

Xie Lingjun stopped, very puzzled: "I really hate Liu Shaoqing, other than that, I don't know what else you want me to say and do. And I told you, but you don't believe me."

"I'm sorry." Shen Zhengze clenched his hands and wrapped around Xie Lingjun's slender waist, "I didn't make it clear. I was afraid. Did my aggressive appearance just now scare you?"

Xie Lingjun was laughed angrily, thinking: No matter how fierce you look, I have seen it before.This is where it is.

"I'm too hostile to Shen Zhengze, do you think I'm baffled? Because I had a nightmare, I treated my fellow disciples so cruelly, I..."

"No." Xie Lingjun interrupted coldly.

— Unless you are really unreasonable, I will always take sides with you.

Hearing the other party's cold tone, Shen Zhengze felt his heart aching like a tear, and was speechless for a while.

Xie Lingjun opened Shen Zhengze's hands, turned to look directly at him, and said, "Compared to Liu Shaoqing's feigned fragility, I am more willing to believe that you are the one struggling in the mud and tossing in the sea of ​​suffering."

Shen Zhengze felt that the air around him was drained instantly, otherwise why would he have difficulty breathing?

"But, you don't need me to protect you. My protection seems so superfluous to you." Xie Lingjun spoke slowly, expressing his thoughts.

Shen Zhengze shook his head, weakly said: "It's not like this..."

"Don't speak yet," Xie Lingjun ordered, "listen to what I have to say. You don't need my protection because you seldom complain and seek protection from others. You are used to solving problems by yourself. Don't you? "

Shen Zhengze subconsciously wanted to deny it, but in the end he could only nod his head.

"Yes."

Xie Lingjun went on to say: "Because you are used to hiding your heart, and you don't want to expose your heart to others. So you refuse to be honest, and you refuse to talk about your troubles. Isn't it?"

Shen Zhengze frowned, not sure: "Maybe."

Xie Lingjun smiled: "What do you mean, maybe it is, that's it."

Shen Zhengze: "You say yes."

"So in the future, can you speak directly to me if you have something to say?" Xie Lingjun asked.Although he couldn't be honest with Shen Zhengze, he desperately wanted Shen Zhengze to be honest with him.

Shen Zhengze's expression became obscure.

After a while, he looked deeply at Xie Lingjun with an indescribable gaze, and said, "I promise you."

Xie Lingjun sighed, pointed at the other person's heart, and asked, "You were sad just now, why were you sad? Except for the points you just said, please tell me the rest. Okay?"

Shen Zhengze nodded.

"Liu Shaoqing and I are in sharp contrast. Against him, I look like an unreasonable and shameless bastard. I am very afraid that you will pity him and hate me because of it."

Xie Lingjun: "What else?"

"Xie Lingjun..." Shen Zhengze whispered, with a desperate look on his face, "I really don't know how to please you, I will never learn."

Xie Lingjun was angry and funny at the same time.After laughing angrily, I couldn't help but feel a ripple in my heart.

He asked, "Why are you trying to please me?"

Although he wanted to tell Shen Zhengze more than this sentence: You don't have to learn to please me, your existence is enough to satisfy me.

When Shen Zhengze heard this, he grabbed Xie Lingjun's arm, and said with a broken expression, "Are you asking knowingly? What have I been doing these days, don't tell me you don't know. You know it all, bastard!"

Xie Lingjun still insisted on asking: "Why? I want you to tell me."

"Why else?" Shen Zhengze hugged Xie Lingjun, unable to bear it anymore, "I see you through. Mei Jiu, Jie Qianchou, Liu Shaoqing... It's not that you don't know what they think about you, you just Pretend not to know."

Xie Lingjun let the other party hold him and remained motionless.

"Or in other words, you don't care at all! Xie Lingjun, you don't care! What do you care about? You are a genius, but you are lonely. You are kind, so you sympathize with the weak. You are powerful, so you condescendingly give alms..."

Xie Lingjun hugged each other back and asked, "What else?"

"Because you are very talented and unmatched by others, you look down on all those who need your pity. Because you are lonely, you need an evenly matched opponent."

"Not bad." Xie Lingjun smiled slightly, affirming Shen Zhengze's statement.

Shen Zhengze said in despair: "So I can only be your opponent? Only in this way can I stand at your height and be looked at by you. Right?"

Xie Lingjun smelled the orchid fragrance on Shen Zhengze's body, and listened to the other party's analysis, his heart couldn't stop rippling.

But in Shen Zhengze's eyes, Xie Lingjun still looked out of the way at such a moment that made people want to die, calm and orderly, not at all chaotic.

Shen Zhengze calmed down strangely, and said what he perceived: "You are controlling me."

Xie Lingjun didn't deny it, but reached out and pressed the back of the opponent's head, and pressed Shen Zhengze's forehead to his own face.

"You're too greedy." Shen Zhengze accused, "You want me to accompany you as a senior brother and relieve your loneliness. But you don't want to respond to my feelings, and hook me with a looming silver thread .”

Xie Lingjun smiled and asked, "Then are you hooked?"

At this moment, Shen Zhengze finally admitted frankly: "Yes, I am fascinated by you."

Xie Lingjun's breath fell on Shen Zhengze's ears: "Then you continue to be fascinated by me."

"Xie Lingjun, don't you understand?" Shen Zhengze's tone was full of relief and despair, "I am no longer satisfied because of your seemingly non-existent touch. I want You messed with me, played me hard. That's what I want, what I want."

Xie Lingjun's cold heart swelled up again.

He really wanted to say to Shen Zhengze: This kind of control is two-way, you win, and your words and deeds will also affect me.

He asked Shen Zhengze: "Do you want me to satisfy you?"

Shen Zhengze nodded, rubbed the other person's cheek, and replied: "I want you. I have already realized that if you can't satisfy me, I will also let you down."

Xie Lingjun hugged Shen Zhengze's hands, and slowly let go.

Shen Zhengze's firm eyes gradually showed bottomless loss and despair.

the next moment.

Xie Lingjun pushed Shen Zhengze onto the jade bi.

The three words "satisfy you" disappeared between the lips and teeth before they could finish speaking.

Xie Lingjun used his left hand to firmly grasp Shen Zhengze's waist; his right elbow rested on Shen Zhengze's ear.He fixes man within his domain.

Not only Shen Zhengze.

Xie Lingjun was no longer satisfied with just a little touch, he now gave himself an excuse——

As long as I am satisfied with Shen Zhengze, I can continue to hold people in my palm.So, I wanted to kiss him, and it became me fulfilling his request.

That's all, it makes sense.

The author has something to say: I didn't expect it, this chapter turns around and the flowers are bright.

To be honest, I have been waiting for a high-level trial recently, and I really feel a little guilty.I have written this chapter very restrained, very pure and flawless. I don’t know if I can survive it, so let’s read it and cherish it.

Finally, I'm so vulgar, I really like Bidong.