When the devil respects life as a waste

Familiar breath.

Shen Zhengze's shattered spirit drew closer to the reassuring breath.In the boundless ocean of consciousness, fragments of broken souls slowly flowed towards a ball of warm light.

It is an indescribable situation.

Soul pieces, some are like tiny fireflies, shining a little bit of light in the dark night.Some are like stars in the sky, shining brightly.And some are like the bright moon and the bright sun, emitting dazzling light.

The soul of a monk should be complete.

In the mortal world, occasionally there are demented children with incomplete mind and soul; there are also lunatics who are born with a sound mind and soul, but suffer great changes the day after tomorrow and have their minds split.

If Shen Zhengze was an ordinary person, he would already be an out-and-out lunatic by now.Fortunately, he is a monk, and fortunately his soul and Xie Ling are fused together, so he can be guided to stitch.

pain.

When the soul is broken, it is the ultimate pain.When the mind and soul are stitched together, it is more intense and painful than shattering.

Shen Zhengze was in a daze, unconsciously grabbing something with his hands.

He silently begged the gods for salvation.If there is a soul in the sky, can you listen to his heart and help him to be rescued from this long and deep pain.

Can you do it all over again.

Let Shen Zhengze go back to the original time, to the moment when he first met the big brother.

Shen Zhengze is willing to hide all his admiration, bury his love in a dark place in his heart, and never mention it again.I just hope that the elder brother will be free from worries for the rest of his life, and be accompanied by the long sword, soaring to the Tao.

Why reviving the whole life is still not satisfactory...

Shen Zhengze gave up on himself, not only because of his fusion with Xie Lingjun, in the final analysis, but also because of the senior brother's lethargy and misfortune.

And Shen Zhengze, who has long believed that he is a subordinate of the big brother, finds it difficult to accept that a part of himself is taken over by others.This was the last straw that overwhelmed him.

"Uh...uh...uh..."

Shen Zhengze couldn't help sobbing, the feeling of splitting and reorganizing his soul made him want to roll on the spot in pain.

Xie Lingjun glanced slightly, ignoring the tingling pain on his shoulder and arm.

The bits and pieces began to coalesce, coalescing into chunks.The blocky fragments began to splice and condense into shapes.The shattered soul pieces rushed towards the bright and warm orange light, and they were constantly breaking apart and stitching together during the migration.

In the end, the finely divided soul pieces surrounded the warm light and formed a ball, gradually blending into the body.

full recovery.

Xie Lingjun raised his head at this moment, and then reached out to rub the top of Shen Zhengze's head.

Perhaps because of the change of heart formula, Xie Lingjun's state of mind also began to become more subtle.The throbbing that had been suppressed with ease, unexpectedly began to rush to the apex of my heart unscrupulously.

The hard and cold heart, the unshakable will, began to become weak and become...

mild.

This is a very strange feeling, so strange that Xie Ling even forgot to use the Qingxin formula in the first place.

Why is it getting so weird?No one had ever taught Xie Lingjun how to solve this problem, and it was his first time experiencing this wonderful feeling, so he had no way of finding the answer.

Since you can't come up with an answer, it's better to just follow your heart.

"Are you awake?" Xie Lingjun smiled slightly, sitting beside the bluestone bed.

Shen Zhengze slowly opened his eyes, his hands lost strength and fell down from Xie Lingjun's body.

Seeing this, Xie Lingjun took out a roll of plain silk handkerchief from his bosom, and wiped off the sweat from Shen Zhengze's forehead.

Sweat soaked the Supa, and the water was dense.Soon, one corner of Supa was soaked.The sweat seemed to carry body temperature, passed through Supa, and reached Xie Lingjun's fingertips.

"I... didn't die..."

Shen Zhengze's voice was hoarse and low, like old bark knotted on dying dead wood.

Xie Lingjun's tone was light, but he made a very strong promise: "I will not let you die."

Shen Zhengze couldn't hear Xie Lingjun's solemnity, he just thought the other party mentioned it casually.He smiled bitterly and said, "It's a good thing I didn't die... I originally planned to sever my soul and use the pain to confirm the fact that I was still alive. But I didn't expect that halfway through, the soul couldn't be taken back at all, and it scattered around..."

Xie Lingjun smiled, and threw Supa by Shen Zhengze's ear, feeling very annoyed.

"Thank you." Shen Zhengze raised his hand and rubbed his lips, "I thought I would only say it to you once, but I didn't expect to be saved by you again. This time, I am very lucky. Without you, I Maybe it’s really gone before seeing the senior brother.”

Xie Lingjun shook his head and said coldly: "You are annoying."

Shen Zhengze pursed his lips tightly. Being evaluated by Xie Lingjun like this made him feel really uncomfortable.

"Why self-harm?" Xie Lingjun hated Shen Zhengze's self-harm because he was worried about Shen Zhengze and didn't want him to die.

Shen Zhengze was silent.

After a long while, he said, "I feel numb and feel like a walking dead, delirious and muddled... Whenever I feel uncomfortable to this extent, there is only one way to get out of it, and that is pain."

"You're annoying." Xie Lingjun's tone was more severe this time, "This time, I'm really not well behaved."

Shen Zhengze smiled, and interrupted: "Whether I'm good or not, it has nothing to do with you? Don't think that you can teach me with this tone because you saved me."

The only person who can say that about him is Senior Brother.

Xie Lingjun was stunned.The truth was about to reach his mouth, and he really wanted to come out and tell everything.

"I..." is Xie Lingjun.

He had said this sentence several times, but Shen Zhengze didn't believe it at all.

Xie Lingjun swallowed his words again, and changed the subject: "You owe me two favors. Now I want you to pay back the first favor immediately, are you willing?"

"Yes." Shen Zhengze blurted out.

"I want you to promise me one thing."

"what's up?"

"I promise you," Xie Lingjun stared into Shen Zhengze's eyes, and said solemnly, "Don't do self-harm again, and take good care of yourself. I don't think the big brother wants to see you like this, he will feel bad for you."

"..."

After Shen Zhengze heard it, the first thing he thought about was not whether to agree or not, but that the elder brother might not feel bad for him.Thinking of this, he smiled lightly, adding a bright color to his pale and handsome face.

Xie Lingjun demanded: "Promise me."

Shen Zhengze replied speciously: "I promise you, I will never split my soul again in the future. I will never do anything dangerous to my life again, and let you take care of the aftermath for me."

Xie Lingjun frowned slightly.

Shen Zhengze's response sounded impeccable, but in fact he only agreed to aspects related to the soul.

"By the way," Shen Zhengze seemed to change the topic casually, "You healed my wounds and guided my soul to join together, did you do it by kissing?"

Xie Lingjun nodded stiffly.

Although when he kissed, he wanted to try his best to concentrate and only conduct guided healing.But in fact, once the Qingxin Jue was replaced by the Yin Yang Jue, he actually felt a little distracted.

The curvature of the corners of Shen Zhengze's mouth began to weaken, but he managed to maintain it.

"Thank you very much..." Shen Zhengze stood up and said slowly, "It's getting late now, and my soul has been restored. I won't disturb third junior brother anymore."

After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at Xie Lingjun, straightened his clothes by himself, picked up his black hair, and tied it up with a lock of hair.

The hair is disheveled.

But Shen Zhengze is also a strange person, he clearly has a hazy and refined appearance, but when he is messy, he is even more handsome than when he is neat.

As if that's the way he should be.

Xie Lingjun felt that he was even more strange, and began to consider whether to recite the heart formula again.

Shen Zhengze waved his hand: "See you tomorrow."

"Wait!" Xie Lingjun suddenly remembered something, "We went to see the master before, and he asked me to tell you, after you wake up, go to the main floor of Qingyang Pavilion to find him."

When Shen Zhengze turned his head, he saw a white jade flying towards him.He waved and caught it.

Bai Yu was still warm.

This piece of white jade is different from the coffin containing Xie Lingjun's body, the coffin is very white and the people inside can be seen clearly.And this fast white jade is warm and cloudy.

Shen Zhengze put Bai Yu in his arms and said softly, "I really left this time, see you tomorrow..."

Xie Lingjun replied: "See you tomorrow."

Shen Zhengze didn't rush to the Qingyang Pavilion immediately, carrying the white jade he was passing through, but returned to his own paradise.

He pushed open the stone door heavily, and as soon as he stepped into the cave, he no longer had the strength to take a step forward.Leaning his back against the stone door, he slid down slowly, and finally sat slumped on the ground.

"Kiss?"

Shen Zhengze raised his hand, and pointed his slender index finger on the bright red lower lip, with a half-crying, half-smiling expression.Then, wipe her lips vigorously with her sleeve.

The lips are already bleeding.

He still didn't stop, and kept wiping, as if this would wipe away the smell Xie Lingjun had left on him, as if nothing had happened.

"This is my first kiss..." Shen Zhengze muttered to himself, and finally stopped.

Why does Xie Lingjun look so much like a big brother?

Shen Zhengze thought this way at first, but then gradually turned into another shameful thought—why Xie Lingjun who kissed him was not a big brother.That's great brother.

When he came back to his senses, Shen Zhengze slapped himself hard.

It is such a despicable and indecent idea to treat someone else as a substitute for the elder brother. It not only insults Xie Lingjun, but also tarnishes the noble elder brother.

"It's my fault...I'm so hateful...Why do I have such dirty thoughts...I'm so dirty..."

Shen Zhengze drew out the saber at his waist, and rolled up the pure white sleeve of his left hand.

Every time he said a word, he drew a sword across his arm with his saber.Every time a sword is drawn, the smile on his face deepens.

No one came to redeem him.

This is his self-atonement.

"I'm so disgusting...I'm a sinner...If it wasn't for me, Senior Brother wouldn't be possessed...If it wasn't for me, Senior Brother wouldn't be killed by Liu Shaoqing...If it wasn't for me, Senior Senior Brother wouldn't fall into a coma... It's all because of me..."

Blood flowed all over his arms.

"Eldest senior brother is the male lead of the novel, he deserves to be the master of the Qingyang Pavilion...all of this is because of me...I am the butterfly that caused the storm..."

Shen Zhengze gradually stopped.

The pain brought him back to himself, the conviction that he was alive.

Who would have thought that he, who had long since died in modern times, would travel to a pit text and make the plot completely chaotic?

He lived three times.

He is an out-and-out old monster, a monster who hides a huge secret.

Shen Zhengze took out a white cloth and vigorously wiped off the blood on his hands.The sword marks healed at a speed visible to the naked eye, and would soon become dim.

"I only promise you not to split the soul," Shen Zhengze muttered, "This is not a violation of the agreement between you and me."

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