When the devil respects life as a waste
Chapter 36
Xie Lingjun had an unprecedented urge to tell everything to relieve Shen Zhengze of suffering.
Shen Zhengze held Xie Lingjun's forearm with his right hand, wrinkled his handsome face, and exhausted his last strength to pull Xie Lingjun's left hand away from his waist.
Shen Zhengze no longer had the strength to remove the remaining right hand from his body.
Xie Lingjun pulled him to the shore, half of Shen Zhengze lay on the white stone, and half of his body was hidden in the Maimai hot spring.
"I don't understand." Xie Lingjun finally confessed, "I don't have any friends. I don't know how to make friends. I only met you as a senior brother, so I made some expressions that I thought were kind. But in your eyes, these It's all over the top."
Shen Zhengze let out a "huh" and changed the topic: "You don't have any friends, don't you count as solving your worries?"
"Maybe." Xie Lingjun said ambiguously.
Shen Zhengze was in great pain, buried his head in his arms, and said with a muffled laugh: "Speaking of which, do you know? Jie Qianchou likes you."
"Really?" Xie Lingjun's tone was flat, without surprise, "Maybe there is, maybe not, who knows?"
Shen Zhengze couldn't help but feel sad when he heard Xie Lingjun's tone.
He was a little bit concerned about Jie Qianchou, and was very annoyed that Xie Qianchou would circle around Xie Lingjun, but knowing Xie Lingjun's attitude, he actually felt the same way as Xie Qianchou.
Or in other words, the rabbit died and the fox was sad.
If he had expressed his heart to the elder brother in his previous life, the elder brother would probably do the same.Eldest brother is actually a bit arrogant in his bones, and always carries some vague alienation and quiet contempt in his dealings with others.
Shen Zhengze finally got the favor of his senior brother, how could he endure being alienated?
Therefore, Shen Zhengze would rather hide his thoughts tightly and never show them; he is also unwilling to let the other party know, so as to win a glimmer of hope.
Xie Lingjun originally wanted to raise Shen Zhengze's head, thinking about what the other party said just now, resisted the impulse, and said, "Let's get down to business, I promise you, I will treat you normally in the way you think is normal in the future."
Xie Lingjun read the word "normal" emphatically, and said the word "normal" twice.
It was only today that he found out that in Shen Zhengze's eyes, he turned out to be a person who behaved abnormally.
Shen Zhengze let out an "um", indicating that he had heard Xie Lingjun's words, but in fact he did not make any judgments on Xie Lingjun's words.
Xie Lingjun was obsessed with the doubts in his heart, explained this long paragraph, and turned the topic back to Jiang Xie: "Can you tell me now, what do you think of Master?"
Before answering, Shen Zhengze asked curiously: "I once told you about such an absurd nightmare, don't you think I'm too ambitious? I'm just a person in the late stage of foundation establishment, but I dare to dream, Xiao wants to be too big The great power of the upper realm is in charge of the Qingyang Pavilion."
"No." Xie Lingjun categorically vetoed it.
Shen Zhengze smiled: "You are really interesting."
Xie Lingjun was silent for a while, and asked, "You don't want to tell me."
Not a question, but an affirmation.
"Yes," Shen Zhengze admitted, "I am not willing to tell you what is in my heart about Master, because I only figured it out not long ago, and now I am suffering in my heart, and it takes time to digest it. But since you asked, you are right. I'm gracious, it's okay if I tell you."
Shen Zhengze is a very slender and tall man, who has nothing to do with the words "delicate and pitiful".But with his hair loose, he was half lying on the white stone, looking inexplicably cute.
Xie Lingjun had a rare sympathy, and said, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to tell me, and I don't have to listen."
"It's okay," Shen Zhengze said these two words again, "I'll tell you when I think about it again and clear my mind."
Xie Lingjun felt that he was forcing Shen Zhengze, and interrupted: "Needless to say."
Shen Zhengze completely suppressed his painful look, turned his face to look at Xie Lingjun, the corners of his eyes were raised, slightly flushed, and he had already put on a smile.
"I don't force it," he said.
In this way, Xie Lingjun had nothing to say and no longer stopped Shen Zhengze.
Shen Zhengze said while thinking: "If you still remember the dream I had, you should know that in the nightmare, the senior brother was possessed by a demon."
Xie Lingjun nodded.
Shen Zhengze put another arm on the pillow, and continued: "I am very scared. The way Master chased and killed the senior brother at that time is deeply engraved in my mind. I am very afraid of him."
Xie Lingjun was thoughtful.
He originally thought that Shen Zhengze felt that Jiang Xie was eccentric, and that's why he had a problem with Jiang Xie.
Especially when Jiang Xie treated Shen Zhengze like a spring breeze at the beginning, and compared with his increasingly strict attitude towards Xie Lingjun, it was like heaven and earth.
If Shen Zhengze wanted to understand, Jiang Xie would teach Xie Lingjun everything he could, but Shen Zhengze would just let him go.The contrast between before and after is likely to cause Shen Zhengze to hold grudges in his heart.
But Shen Zhengze didn't hate Jiang Xie because of this.
Most of the grievances in Xie Lingjun's heart disappeared, and his attitude towards Shen Zhengze became better. He comforted him softly: "It's just a fleeting moment, and there are too many things to do. The past can't be persuaded, and the coming can still be pursued. If you are worried about a nightmare , don’t you miss out on this great time right now?”
"You're right." Shen Zhengze agreed.
The corners of Xie Lingjun's mouth raised a slight arc, and he sighed: "Life is like a dream...Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, who can say whether the dream of a flashy life is true or not..."
"Can I ask you something?" Shen Zhengze asked softly.
Xie Lingjun: "What's the matter?"
"Please don't tell this. My dream is too ridiculous. When others heard it, they thought I was insane and delusional. Think about it, the senior brother who was bright and beautiful in the dream fell into a demon, and I But succeeding as Qingyang Pavilion Master sounds like he is cursing him, as if I can't wait to persecute him to replace him."
Shen Zhengze blinked, and the thick mist condensed into water droplets on his eyelashes.
As his eyelashes fluttered slightly, the mist dropped quickly along the arc of the corner of his eyes, then along his snow-white arms, and finally landed on the white stone.
Xie Lingjun felt that the mist was a bit like tears, and silently cried for Shen Zhengze.
Shen Zhengze didn't wait for an answer, and asked softly again: "Are you okay?"
Xie Lingjun smiled slightly: "Okay."
"By the way," Shen Zhengze said, "I haven't finished yet. I'm actually not afraid of Shizun's terrifying appearance when chasing and killing the elder brother, but I'm afraid of his resolute and ruthless face."
Xie Lingjun's heart suddenly moved, he wanted to understand something, so he stopped talking.
Shen Zhengze continued: "Master used to be so kind to the elder brother, but he turned his face when he said that he turned his face. When a righteous monk becomes a demon, his mind will be eaten away by the demons, and he will take pleasure in killing. However, the elder brother is not, he is different. Master why? Don’t believe in Senior Brother?”
Sure enough.
Shen Zhengze didn't like Jiang Xie, after all, it was because of Xie Lingjun.On the one hand, he felt wronged for Xie Lingjun, and on the other hand, he disagreed with Jiang Xie's method of exterminating them.
Another drop of water flashed across the corner of Shen Zhengze's eyes.
Xie Lingjun was a little curious before, what would happen when Shen Zhengze cried, but now he only saw the mist in the corner of the other party's eyes, and he couldn't bear it, let alone seeing Shen Zhengze really crying.
Shen Zhengze had never cried.
Because of this, when he cried, he must have been so desperate and painful.
Xie Lingjun had to admit that his heart softened. If possible, he hoped that he would never see Shen Zhengze's tears again in his life.
Shen Zhengze's tone began to tremble: "It's all my fault..."
"What does it have to do with you!" Xie Lingjun interrupted angrily, "You think of Xie Lingjun like this because of guilt?"
Shen Zhengze shook his head, and said with a smile: "It's the other way around. It's because I said Brother Xie that I felt so guilty."
Xie Lingjun became more and more annoyed: "What does it have to do with you? What does the elder brother's matter have to do with you? Whether he cultivates spirits or demons; whether he absorbs the five spirits or the seven grievances, it has nothing to do with you."
When Xie Lingjun uttered the three words "big brother", it was still a little unfamiliar.
"But it's all because of my mistake." Shen Zhengze laughed twice, but couldn't laugh anymore.
"Eldest brother ever blamed you?"
Shen Zhengze shook his head: "No."
Xie Lingjun said coldly: "That's it. He didn't even blame you, but you can feel sorry for yourself. Why is he obsessed, do you know better than him? If you really killed him, wouldn't he come back? , I want you to be affectionate."
Shen Zhengze suppressed his anger, and said bitterly: "What do you know!"
"I understand." Xie Lingjun said firmly, "He must have nothing to do with you. You can rest assured about this. You are really ridiculous. I thought you were not serious, but you really take yourself seriously. I thought I was the cause of Xie Lingjun's obsession. Then I have to make it clear. Thank you for reading all the books, haven't you read the compulsory book "The Incentives of Obsession and 36 Strategies to Avoid It"? Nightmare dreams cannot lure The monk is obsessed."
Of course Shen Zhengze had seen it, but——
"It's better to have no books than to believe in books!" Shen Zhengze said loudly.
What is there to say to a man who is so caught up in his own logic and ideas?
Xie Lingjun was ridiculed, and could only persuade in a roundabout way: "Just dream, don't take it seriously. The dream is over, it is over, and it is useless for you to be serious. There are predictive dreams, but I don't think you have any The talent of prophecy, you should take a good wash and sleep."
When it came to washing and sleeping, Shen Zhengze became even more angry: "That's right! Who wants to take me to take a bath. But after chatting for so long, have you ever helped me take a bath? I was also seen by Liu Shaoqing, bad luck .He clearly misunderstood our relationship and I am truly discredited."
Xie Lingjun was really amused by Shen Zhengze, a living treasure.
He said helplessly: "I can't wash it for you. You have too many distracting thoughts in your mind. If you change your medicine for you, or hold your waist, you will be distracted and think of many things. If I help you take a bath, I will really I'm afraid you'll make me responsible."
"Get lost!" Shen Zhengze was furious.
Seeing that Shen Zhengze was really angry, Xie Lingjun immediately said seriously: "I'm not kidding you, after soaking for so long, I don't think you need to wash it anymore, it should be quite clean. I'll help you change the medicine and take you to Wenyuan Pavilion Twelfth floor."
Shen Zhengze was still angry, and nodded: "Okay, I'll trouble you."
Xie Lingjun didn't dare to touch Shen Zhengze too much, for fear that the other party would think that his behavior was "abnormal" again, so he stuck the elixir on the chest and back of the other party in two or three strokes.
As soon as he picked up the person from the water, he immediately changed the clothes for the other person, and dried the clothes of both parties with spiritual power.
After Xie Lingjun finished these things, he picked up Shen Zhengze and flew to Qingya Academy with Yujian.
"Do you have anything else to ask?" Shen Zhengze thought of taking this opportunity to resolve the misunderstanding.
Xie Lingjun soon arrived at the twelfth floor of Wenyuan Pavilion and said, "No more."
Pushing open the door, what the two saw was none other than Liu Shaoqing whom they had met not long ago.
Liu Shaoqing was in a complicated mood. Seeing Xie Lingjun hugging Shen Zhengze, he stood up from the ground abruptly and stared at the two of them.
The author has something to say: there is another strange thing about the demonic possession. Xie Lingjun did not kill after he became demonic, but was able to restrain his nature. There are many articles in it.The nightmare mentioned above will continue to appear later in the article. He is a very important clue.
Originally, I thought I could write another 3000 words about how to apply medicine in hot springs, but I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I have used it all over the place, so I can only finish it in the next chapter. (Actually, the previous chapter was awaiting a high-level trial. I was afraid of being locked up.)
To be honest, when you read this chapter, I still have 3000 words to complete the list requirements.But I should continue to update daily, looking at the sky through the vicissitudes of life.
Finally, tell me loudly whether this chapter is sweet or not!
sweet!
Shen Zhengze held Xie Lingjun's forearm with his right hand, wrinkled his handsome face, and exhausted his last strength to pull Xie Lingjun's left hand away from his waist.
Shen Zhengze no longer had the strength to remove the remaining right hand from his body.
Xie Lingjun pulled him to the shore, half of Shen Zhengze lay on the white stone, and half of his body was hidden in the Maimai hot spring.
"I don't understand." Xie Lingjun finally confessed, "I don't have any friends. I don't know how to make friends. I only met you as a senior brother, so I made some expressions that I thought were kind. But in your eyes, these It's all over the top."
Shen Zhengze let out a "huh" and changed the topic: "You don't have any friends, don't you count as solving your worries?"
"Maybe." Xie Lingjun said ambiguously.
Shen Zhengze was in great pain, buried his head in his arms, and said with a muffled laugh: "Speaking of which, do you know? Jie Qianchou likes you."
"Really?" Xie Lingjun's tone was flat, without surprise, "Maybe there is, maybe not, who knows?"
Shen Zhengze couldn't help but feel sad when he heard Xie Lingjun's tone.
He was a little bit concerned about Jie Qianchou, and was very annoyed that Xie Qianchou would circle around Xie Lingjun, but knowing Xie Lingjun's attitude, he actually felt the same way as Xie Qianchou.
Or in other words, the rabbit died and the fox was sad.
If he had expressed his heart to the elder brother in his previous life, the elder brother would probably do the same.Eldest brother is actually a bit arrogant in his bones, and always carries some vague alienation and quiet contempt in his dealings with others.
Shen Zhengze finally got the favor of his senior brother, how could he endure being alienated?
Therefore, Shen Zhengze would rather hide his thoughts tightly and never show them; he is also unwilling to let the other party know, so as to win a glimmer of hope.
Xie Lingjun originally wanted to raise Shen Zhengze's head, thinking about what the other party said just now, resisted the impulse, and said, "Let's get down to business, I promise you, I will treat you normally in the way you think is normal in the future."
Xie Lingjun read the word "normal" emphatically, and said the word "normal" twice.
It was only today that he found out that in Shen Zhengze's eyes, he turned out to be a person who behaved abnormally.
Shen Zhengze let out an "um", indicating that he had heard Xie Lingjun's words, but in fact he did not make any judgments on Xie Lingjun's words.
Xie Lingjun was obsessed with the doubts in his heart, explained this long paragraph, and turned the topic back to Jiang Xie: "Can you tell me now, what do you think of Master?"
Before answering, Shen Zhengze asked curiously: "I once told you about such an absurd nightmare, don't you think I'm too ambitious? I'm just a person in the late stage of foundation establishment, but I dare to dream, Xiao wants to be too big The great power of the upper realm is in charge of the Qingyang Pavilion."
"No." Xie Lingjun categorically vetoed it.
Shen Zhengze smiled: "You are really interesting."
Xie Lingjun was silent for a while, and asked, "You don't want to tell me."
Not a question, but an affirmation.
"Yes," Shen Zhengze admitted, "I am not willing to tell you what is in my heart about Master, because I only figured it out not long ago, and now I am suffering in my heart, and it takes time to digest it. But since you asked, you are right. I'm gracious, it's okay if I tell you."
Shen Zhengze is a very slender and tall man, who has nothing to do with the words "delicate and pitiful".But with his hair loose, he was half lying on the white stone, looking inexplicably cute.
Xie Lingjun had a rare sympathy, and said, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to tell me, and I don't have to listen."
"It's okay," Shen Zhengze said these two words again, "I'll tell you when I think about it again and clear my mind."
Xie Lingjun felt that he was forcing Shen Zhengze, and interrupted: "Needless to say."
Shen Zhengze completely suppressed his painful look, turned his face to look at Xie Lingjun, the corners of his eyes were raised, slightly flushed, and he had already put on a smile.
"I don't force it," he said.
In this way, Xie Lingjun had nothing to say and no longer stopped Shen Zhengze.
Shen Zhengze said while thinking: "If you still remember the dream I had, you should know that in the nightmare, the senior brother was possessed by a demon."
Xie Lingjun nodded.
Shen Zhengze put another arm on the pillow, and continued: "I am very scared. The way Master chased and killed the senior brother at that time is deeply engraved in my mind. I am very afraid of him."
Xie Lingjun was thoughtful.
He originally thought that Shen Zhengze felt that Jiang Xie was eccentric, and that's why he had a problem with Jiang Xie.
Especially when Jiang Xie treated Shen Zhengze like a spring breeze at the beginning, and compared with his increasingly strict attitude towards Xie Lingjun, it was like heaven and earth.
If Shen Zhengze wanted to understand, Jiang Xie would teach Xie Lingjun everything he could, but Shen Zhengze would just let him go.The contrast between before and after is likely to cause Shen Zhengze to hold grudges in his heart.
But Shen Zhengze didn't hate Jiang Xie because of this.
Most of the grievances in Xie Lingjun's heart disappeared, and his attitude towards Shen Zhengze became better. He comforted him softly: "It's just a fleeting moment, and there are too many things to do. The past can't be persuaded, and the coming can still be pursued. If you are worried about a nightmare , don’t you miss out on this great time right now?”
"You're right." Shen Zhengze agreed.
The corners of Xie Lingjun's mouth raised a slight arc, and he sighed: "Life is like a dream...Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, who can say whether the dream of a flashy life is true or not..."
"Can I ask you something?" Shen Zhengze asked softly.
Xie Lingjun: "What's the matter?"
"Please don't tell this. My dream is too ridiculous. When others heard it, they thought I was insane and delusional. Think about it, the senior brother who was bright and beautiful in the dream fell into a demon, and I But succeeding as Qingyang Pavilion Master sounds like he is cursing him, as if I can't wait to persecute him to replace him."
Shen Zhengze blinked, and the thick mist condensed into water droplets on his eyelashes.
As his eyelashes fluttered slightly, the mist dropped quickly along the arc of the corner of his eyes, then along his snow-white arms, and finally landed on the white stone.
Xie Lingjun felt that the mist was a bit like tears, and silently cried for Shen Zhengze.
Shen Zhengze didn't wait for an answer, and asked softly again: "Are you okay?"
Xie Lingjun smiled slightly: "Okay."
"By the way," Shen Zhengze said, "I haven't finished yet. I'm actually not afraid of Shizun's terrifying appearance when chasing and killing the elder brother, but I'm afraid of his resolute and ruthless face."
Xie Lingjun's heart suddenly moved, he wanted to understand something, so he stopped talking.
Shen Zhengze continued: "Master used to be so kind to the elder brother, but he turned his face when he said that he turned his face. When a righteous monk becomes a demon, his mind will be eaten away by the demons, and he will take pleasure in killing. However, the elder brother is not, he is different. Master why? Don’t believe in Senior Brother?”
Sure enough.
Shen Zhengze didn't like Jiang Xie, after all, it was because of Xie Lingjun.On the one hand, he felt wronged for Xie Lingjun, and on the other hand, he disagreed with Jiang Xie's method of exterminating them.
Another drop of water flashed across the corner of Shen Zhengze's eyes.
Xie Lingjun was a little curious before, what would happen when Shen Zhengze cried, but now he only saw the mist in the corner of the other party's eyes, and he couldn't bear it, let alone seeing Shen Zhengze really crying.
Shen Zhengze had never cried.
Because of this, when he cried, he must have been so desperate and painful.
Xie Lingjun had to admit that his heart softened. If possible, he hoped that he would never see Shen Zhengze's tears again in his life.
Shen Zhengze's tone began to tremble: "It's all my fault..."
"What does it have to do with you!" Xie Lingjun interrupted angrily, "You think of Xie Lingjun like this because of guilt?"
Shen Zhengze shook his head, and said with a smile: "It's the other way around. It's because I said Brother Xie that I felt so guilty."
Xie Lingjun became more and more annoyed: "What does it have to do with you? What does the elder brother's matter have to do with you? Whether he cultivates spirits or demons; whether he absorbs the five spirits or the seven grievances, it has nothing to do with you."
When Xie Lingjun uttered the three words "big brother", it was still a little unfamiliar.
"But it's all because of my mistake." Shen Zhengze laughed twice, but couldn't laugh anymore.
"Eldest brother ever blamed you?"
Shen Zhengze shook his head: "No."
Xie Lingjun said coldly: "That's it. He didn't even blame you, but you can feel sorry for yourself. Why is he obsessed, do you know better than him? If you really killed him, wouldn't he come back? , I want you to be affectionate."
Shen Zhengze suppressed his anger, and said bitterly: "What do you know!"
"I understand." Xie Lingjun said firmly, "He must have nothing to do with you. You can rest assured about this. You are really ridiculous. I thought you were not serious, but you really take yourself seriously. I thought I was the cause of Xie Lingjun's obsession. Then I have to make it clear. Thank you for reading all the books, haven't you read the compulsory book "The Incentives of Obsession and 36 Strategies to Avoid It"? Nightmare dreams cannot lure The monk is obsessed."
Of course Shen Zhengze had seen it, but——
"It's better to have no books than to believe in books!" Shen Zhengze said loudly.
What is there to say to a man who is so caught up in his own logic and ideas?
Xie Lingjun was ridiculed, and could only persuade in a roundabout way: "Just dream, don't take it seriously. The dream is over, it is over, and it is useless for you to be serious. There are predictive dreams, but I don't think you have any The talent of prophecy, you should take a good wash and sleep."
When it came to washing and sleeping, Shen Zhengze became even more angry: "That's right! Who wants to take me to take a bath. But after chatting for so long, have you ever helped me take a bath? I was also seen by Liu Shaoqing, bad luck .He clearly misunderstood our relationship and I am truly discredited."
Xie Lingjun was really amused by Shen Zhengze, a living treasure.
He said helplessly: "I can't wash it for you. You have too many distracting thoughts in your mind. If you change your medicine for you, or hold your waist, you will be distracted and think of many things. If I help you take a bath, I will really I'm afraid you'll make me responsible."
"Get lost!" Shen Zhengze was furious.
Seeing that Shen Zhengze was really angry, Xie Lingjun immediately said seriously: "I'm not kidding you, after soaking for so long, I don't think you need to wash it anymore, it should be quite clean. I'll help you change the medicine and take you to Wenyuan Pavilion Twelfth floor."
Shen Zhengze was still angry, and nodded: "Okay, I'll trouble you."
Xie Lingjun didn't dare to touch Shen Zhengze too much, for fear that the other party would think that his behavior was "abnormal" again, so he stuck the elixir on the chest and back of the other party in two or three strokes.
As soon as he picked up the person from the water, he immediately changed the clothes for the other person, and dried the clothes of both parties with spiritual power.
After Xie Lingjun finished these things, he picked up Shen Zhengze and flew to Qingya Academy with Yujian.
"Do you have anything else to ask?" Shen Zhengze thought of taking this opportunity to resolve the misunderstanding.
Xie Lingjun soon arrived at the twelfth floor of Wenyuan Pavilion and said, "No more."
Pushing open the door, what the two saw was none other than Liu Shaoqing whom they had met not long ago.
Liu Shaoqing was in a complicated mood. Seeing Xie Lingjun hugging Shen Zhengze, he stood up from the ground abruptly and stared at the two of them.
The author has something to say: there is another strange thing about the demonic possession. Xie Lingjun did not kill after he became demonic, but was able to restrain his nature. There are many articles in it.The nightmare mentioned above will continue to appear later in the article. He is a very important clue.
Originally, I thought I could write another 3000 words about how to apply medicine in hot springs, but I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I have used it all over the place, so I can only finish it in the next chapter. (Actually, the previous chapter was awaiting a high-level trial. I was afraid of being locked up.)
To be honest, when you read this chapter, I still have 3000 words to complete the list requirements.But I should continue to update daily, looking at the sky through the vicissitudes of life.
Finally, tell me loudly whether this chapter is sweet or not!
sweet!
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