happy life rebirth

It seemed that after a long time, Chen Ge's heart gradually calmed down. The scene just now was so shocking that he was caught off guard for a while, and subconsciously hid himself to avoid embarrassment for both parties. People can't understand.

Hearing their voices gradually fade away, Chen Ge dared to come out with a puzzled face.Wu hurriedly returned to the dormitory, he put the snack bag in his hand casually, and fell directly on the bed, which he would never do in normal times, but now...he has no strength left.

After lying down for a while, there was a sound of unlocking the door, and then the door opened, and Mao Yu and Lin Chen came in, both of them looked very happy, holding a bunch of food in their hands.

"Huh? You came back so early, Chen Ge." Mao Yu first spotted Chen Ge.

"Well, I'm back." Chen Ge replied lazily.

"Are you tired these days?" It was Lin Chen who spoke.

"Well, I was caught by my brother for a few days." Chen Geqiang cheered up and said, Chen Ge knew that the two of them really cared about him.

"By the way, I brought some snacks, let's eat together."

"Ah? Did you still buy snacks?" Mao Yu asked in surprise. Mao Yu had never seen Chen Ge eat snacks in the past four months. Snacks come to school, what a surprise.

Chen Ge was very embarrassed, so he had to say honestly: "My family asked me to bring it."

"Oh, your family is so kind." Mao Yu said sincerely, Mao Yu loves to eat snacks, but his family members said that he is a boy, so he shouldn't continue to eat when he is so old, so no one will buy it for him except Lin Chen He agreed to eat it, and Lin Chen also bought it for him while sighing, making him feel uncomfortable after eating it.

Mao Yu is a little envious of Chen Ge, Chen Ge's family is so nice, they bought him such a big pack of snacks, they can eat for a long time.

Chen Ge looked at Mao Yu's envious eyes, smiled, sat up, took the snack bag and opened the zipper, and said to Mao Yu, "Mao Yu, you and Lin Chen come and choose your favorite food first!"

Mao Yu and Lin Chen looked at Chen Ge's open and sincere eyes, Lin Chen nodded directly and said, "Thanks in advance, let Mao Yu choose."

Mao Yu happily chose snacks. Hu Rui bought Chen Ge some snacks, but in fact most of them were chicken wings, beef jerky, marinated eggs and other meat, which made Mao Yu very happy. The military academy consumes a lot of food. There is also a time limit. Mao Yu eats slowly, and often the time is up before he is full, so there is nothing he can do about his love of snacks.Mao Yu didn't pick a few things, because others were polite, and he couldn't climb up the pole, so he only picked a few things.

Chen Ge saw it, and said directly: "Choose more, you are the thinnest in the dormitory, eat more, and grow some meat."

Mao Yu became furious when he heard it, and glared at Chen Ge angrily, saying, "You're only skinny, I'm a muscle, do you understand muscles?"

"Yes, yes, you are a muscle, Mr. Muscle, can you pick more to lighten my burden?" Chen Ge followed his words.

"Well, okay!" Mao Yu picked out a few more and happily took them back to his bedside table, thinking that he could eat them for a long time now.Lin Chen looked at him with a wry smile.

Chen Ge said to Lin Chen: "Don't keep restricting him from eating snacks. He eats slowly, so of course he will be hungry. It's good to have some snacks on hand. We consume too much every day."

"Well, you're right, I won't restrict him anymore." Lin Chen agreed.

While they were talking, the door was pushed open again, and the other roommates came back. At nine o'clock in the evening, all the members were present, and the school stipulated that all members must return to school before ten o'clock, so they moved a little earlier to avoid confusion. Unforeseen incidents have affected their time to return to school.

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It's already late at night, and it's midnight now, but Chen Ge didn't feel sleepy at all. What he saw during the day had such an impact on him that he couldn't sleep. He never thought that the two brothers would become like this, brother Wouldn't this turn into chaos?Bah, bah, bah, this is not called chaos, okay?The scene in the afternoon always hit his heart, and he couldn't help but replace the characters with him and Hu Rui. Chen Ge found that he didn't reject this, but felt that it was natural.

When he saw Lin Chen kissing Mao Yu's face in the afternoon, he had already switched to kissing Hu Rui in his mind. He thought it was very good, should be, and natural, and he and Hu Rui should be like this.But thinking about it now, I feel that this is not right.

In fact, when he saw Mao Yu and Lin Chen get along with each other, he used to substitute himself and Hu Rui. He felt that Mao Yu was more like Hu Rui, so he usually took care of Mao Yu. Of course, he did not violate Lin Chen. based on the site.

But now, a sky thunder exploded in front of his eyes. In the past, there were rumors that there were homosexuals in the army. He always heard it and let it go, thinking that it was someone else's business.But when the homosexuality appeared in front of him alive, he was a little dazed and at a loss.

Of course, he didn't want to expose Mao Yu and Lin Chen, he couldn't interfere with other people's lives.The key now is that he feels that his feelings for Hu Rui are not what he felt before.

On New Year's Day, he made indirect remarks about whether Hu Rui had a girlfriend. Hu Rui directly said no, and said with a smile that their school was all Yujie, and he looked down on him as a little carrot. At that time, he was secretly happy, thinking that Hu Rui is still the old Hu Rui, not far away from him.Now that I think about it, it was just because of his jealousy. He didn't want Hu Rui to have a girlfriend. When he thought about what would happen to Hu Rui if he had a girlfriend, his heart ached like a knife. He thought he understood that this feeling is called love !It's not family love, let alone brotherhood!

Chen Ge, who has figured out his feelings, can finally fall asleep. He thinks that he can quietly accompany Hu Rui, watching him get married, watch him have children, and watch him be happy.Yes, as long as Hu Rui can be happy, he will feel happy. He doesn’t want to express his feelings. In today’s society, homosexuality is still very discriminatory and belongs to the ranks of mental illness. He doesn’t want to be considered mentally ill by others. He still wants to be Hu Rui Guardians, this is the most important!Others, including his emotions, can be discarded!

Chen Ge finally fell asleep at four o'clock in the middle of the night, and was woken up by the bugle at six o'clock to carry out today's exercise.Chen Ge has recovered his calm heart, and continues to move towards his goal, and will never slack off!

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The days passed like running water, and the winter vacation came in a blink of an eye. Hu Rui didn't plan to go back to City H this time. He planned to celebrate the New Year with his grandparents in the imperial capital, because his grandparents were getting old, and it was too inconvenient to walk around during the rush hour of Spring Festival travel. After thinking about it for a while, I called Mother Chen and suggested to her that their family should also come to the Imperial Capital to celebrate the New Year, so that Chen Ge would not have to waste the limited winter vacation time on the road. This time, Zhong wanted to bring his girlfriend home for the New Year, and Mother Chen also asked him to come to the Imperial Capital directly. Chen Zhong is now in Province S, very close to the Imperial Capital. This arrangement is also a happy one, but it’s hard for Father Chen. His vacation is only a few days away. God, and it will not be released until the New Year's Eve, so only he will fly to the Imperial Capital by himself on the New Year's Eve, while Chen's mother and Chen Hua will come to the Imperial Capital to reunite with Hu Rui and the others before the peak of the Spring Festival travel season.

Chen Ge came out as soon as he was able to leave school during the holidays. He rushed home like an arrow, yes, it was home, and the place with Hu Rui was his home.

The other house of Hu Rui's family has never been rented out. Grandpa and grandma saw a few tenants, and they all felt that it was not very good, and they were not short of money, so they left it there, just in time for the Chinese New Year, so there was no need for Chen Mama and the others to live there. hotel.It is too tragic to stay in a hotel during the Chinese New Year when everyone is reunited, and grandparents will never allow it. They will sleep on the floor at most, but going out to live is not allowed.

Chen Ge returned home with his heart beating loudly, and his heart returned to its original position when he saw Hu Rui. Hu Rui was wearing a red sweater and was helping grandpa peel beans, with a helpless expression on his face. Chen Ge knew that the thing Hu Rui hated the most was peeling beans, and the more peeling the more annoying, Hu Rui tried to throw all the beans newly bought by his grandfather into the trash can in order not to peel the beans, but was discovered by his grandmother, ruthlessly He scolded Hu Rui, fined him not to eat dinner, and copied the pity of farmers 50 times. After this battle, Hu Rui shy away from peeling beans even more, but when there is really no one to peel them, he will still go ahead and peel them.

This time, it seemed that neither grandparents nor grandparents were free, so Hu Rui came on the top with a bitter haha.Chen Ge turned his head to look at his grandpa and grandma. Grandma was frying fish, and grandpa was choosing vegetables. Sure enough, neither of them was free.

"I'm back." Chen Ge yelled, attracting the attention of grandpa, grandma and Hu Rui. Grandpa was very happy, and grandma was also very happy to say: "Little Gezi is back, come and taste what I made Is the fruit tea good?" He said, and handed over a cup of yellow fruit tea.

Chen Ge took it with a smile, and took a sip directly, "It's delicious!" This fruit tea is sweet and sour, flavored with honey, and it's really warming up to drink in winter.

"Hu Rui taught me to make this. If you think it tastes good, drink more." Grandma smiled with narrowed eyes. It is really a happy thing for grandson to come back.

Only Hu Rui was distracted. Although he proposed to peel the beans just now, he knew that he didn't like peeling the beans as soon as he peeled them. If it cracks a little, it will hurt for several days.If you peel it off again this time, it will definitely split again.

"Let me peel it, you go to rest." There was heating in the house, so Chen Ge took off his coat, sat directly next to Hu Rui, took the beans in his hand and peeled them.

Hu Rui quickly put all the beans on Chen Ge's side, and stood up like a fart on fire, "Then I'll leave it all to you, I'll wash my hands!" As he said, he jumped up and down to wash his hands.

Chen Ge looked at his back, feeling a little crazy.