Raising wolves in the last days

The place touched by the sewage was hot and painful, Ji Qiubai took a deep breath, and almost vomited from the stench.Ink was all over his body, and he didn't know what it was, it seemed to have life on his body, burrowing into Ji Qiubai's body.

When the thing sprayed on him, Bai Ze froze a thin layer of ice on his arm to prevent the intrusion of dirty water.But time was too tight, so tight that he didn't have time to raise his hand to help Ji Qiubai, so Ji Qiubai's whole body was covered with dirty water.

Ji Qiubai took a 'hiss—' breath, and shook his hands desperately, his skin seemed to be on fire, the pain made him want to shout.

Bai Ze sniffed what was on Ji Qiubai's body, his face changed suddenly, and seeing the sewage seeping into Ji Qiubai's body, he said immediately, "It's over."

Bai Ze was helpless against this thing, he shook off the sewage on his hands, and said to Ji Qiubai, "Come here."

Ji Qiubai squinted his eyes and walked to a place where the sewage could not be occupied, the tingling sensation disappeared miraculously, so Ji Qiubai reached out his hand and asked Bai Ze for toilet paper: "Bai Ze, lend me some toilet paper, I want to wipe it. "

"..." Bai Ze looked at him and remained silent. When Ji Qiubai came to him, Bai Ze grabbed Ji Qiubai.

Ji Qiubai struggled a bit: "I'm dirty, don't touch me yet." After seeing that big octopus, Ji Qiubai didn't dare to take a bath in the sea.

Bai Ze didn't speak, he looked at Ji Qiubai fixedly, while holding Ji Qiubai's wrist tightly.

Ji Qiubai saw that Bai Ze had formed a small layer of ice on the palm of his hand, which just blocked the contact between the two.

Ji Qiubai wondered, thinking what are you doing?However, before he could ask, Bai Ze cleared his throat, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just held his hand tightly.

Ji Qiubai rubbed his face with the other hand, and when he was about to vomit from the disgusting smell, Bai Ze suddenly said to him, "Ji Qiubai, come up."

"Huh?" Ji Qiubai didn't hear clearly, "Where are you coming from?"

"..." Bai Ze's Adam's apple rolled up and down, as if swallowing, "I have it on my back."

Ji Qiubai was confused by what he said, thinking that he can't walk now, why am I on your back?Just as Ji Qiubai wanted to refuse, he was pulled by Bai Ze, and he was dragged onto Bai Ze's back without any explanation.

When Ji Qiubai moved, he felt that Bai Ze's back was extremely slippery. When he looked down, he saw a fine layer of ice gushing out from Bai Ze's back, completely blocking the contact between the two of them.Ji Qiubai was taken aback for a moment, and immediately asked, "Bai Ze, is this something bad on me?"

Bai Ze didn't speak. After a while, he suddenly said, "Ji Qiubai, there is one thing you must remember."

"..."

"Most of the time when I don't want to walk, I will pretend that I can't walk, and then let you hug me." Bai Ze's voice was very low, with some trembling, "I have always wanted...to repay you."

These words made Ji Qiubai stunned on the spot.It was as if Bai Ze was praying to him before his death, which made Ji Qiubai's heart 'thump'.

Ji Qiubai wiped his forehead and said, "Bai Ze, what do you mean?"

Bai Ze didn't speak.

Ji Qiubai understood, he gently wrapped his hands around Bai Ze's neck, and as expected, he saw ice appearing on the man's neck.Ji Qiubai understands that things on his body cannot be touched, but he has no choice but to touch them, what else can he do?

Bai Ze carried Ji Qiubai on his back, and walked up the hill step by step. When he reached the place where Ji Qiubai turned around, Ji Qiubai felt very uncomfortable. The thing must be really poisonous. His head is dizzy and painful now. The body is hot.

"Bai Ze," Ji Qiubai called out, "You never need to repay me. Without you, I would have died several times."

Ji Qiubai smiled wryly: "I always feel that the most correct decision I've ever made in my life is to adopt you. I'm always dragging you down. I'm really sorry."

Bai Ze walked very steadily, but it was obvious that he had expended a lot of energy just now, panting while walking, it looked very hard.Although Ji Qiubai wanted to stay away from Bai Ze, because the stuff on his body was too smelly, but when the fear of death fell on his head, Ji Qiubai didn't dare to leave Bai Ze at all. He really wanted to hug Bai Ze tightly, but He was also afraid that something on his body would rub against Bai Ze.

Being carried on Bai Ze's back like this, Ji Qiu's white eyelids became heavier and heavier, he felt very sleepy and wanted to sleep.Ji Qiubai thought, if death is like this, that would be fine, at least there is someone by his side.

It's just that no family is around.Ji Qiubai felt sour in his heart and quickly closed his eyes.He is very homesick now, hoping that what he encounters now is just a dream, and when he wakes up, he is still lying on his bed.

But whether it's the pain from the blisters under his feet being worn out, or the stench on his body, Ji Qiubai clearly realizes that this is not a dream.

Dimly, Ji Qiubai closed his eyes.He thought he would die as soon as he closed his eyes like the people on TV.But he wasn't dead, he just felt hot, very hot.Gradually, Ji Qiubai felt very quiet, so quiet that he couldn't feel Bai Ze's footsteps.

Ji Qiubai remembered a hamster that he had raised in the past.The hamster behaved very wrong a month before it died, with a wet tail, skinny, weak, and unable to open its eyes.But every time it is fed, it staggers and rushes to the food bowl, gulping down.When Ji Qiubai saw that hamster, he couldn't bear it. He wanted it to die quickly and stop struggling, but he couldn't bear it anyway.The hamster struggled for a month, and finally died, with its teeth exposed and a grim expression.

Ji Qiubai felt like that hamster, struggling to die, but he could never escape the fate of death.

Now he felt as if he was soaked in hot water, his whole body was heating up, and the dirty water was sticky on his body, Ji Qiubai stammered to Bai Ze: "Bai Ze, I don't want to be so dirty, Dead, can you wash it for me?"

"Ah."

"If you're afraid of getting something on me, throw me into the water." Ji Qiubai hated his crying voice, but he couldn't restrain himself, "If you find my family, don't tell them I am dead……"

Bai Ze lowered his head and walked forward.The rings on Ji Qiubai's hands turned gray, which indicated that the vital functions of the person holding the rings had declined to a certain extent.Bai Ze felt that Ji Qiubai would not be able to escape this time, but he didn't know why Ji Qiubai could still speak with such a low health.Bai Ze sighed, and put Ji Qiubai, who was short of breath, on the ground, letting him lie flat.

Ji Qiubai had some difficulty breathing, he didn't know what was stuck in his throat, and there was a 'snoring' sound between his breaths.Ji Qiubai raised his head with difficulty, and leaned close to Bai Ze's ear. He really wanted to touch Bai Ze, but in the end he lowered his hand.

"Bai Ze..." Ji Qiubai yelled while staring at him, his eyes motionless, "Little wolf, little wolf."

"En." Bai Ze formed a layer of ice on the palm of his hand, and held Ji Qiubai's hand carefully.

Ji Qiubai held Bai Ze's hand, his voice hoarse: "Little wolf, little wolf, thank you. I like you very much..."

Bai Ze sat beside Ji Qiubai, looking at Ji Qiubai with dull eyes.He has lived alone for so long that he has long forgotten what sadness is.

What else did Ji Qiubai want to say.Anyway, he is a dying person, and he will not be laughed at if he says anything.Ji Qiubai thought so, but suddenly coughed, so coughing that he couldn't continue talking.

"Cough...cough, little wolf, I...cough."

Ji Qiubai sat up desperately, his body was covered with the sewage sprayed by the dead octopus, Ji Qiubai thought that the thing would dry up after so long, but when he looked carefully, he found that the dirty thing had been sucked into his skin and couldn't be washed off at all .

Ji Qiubai sighed, tilted his head, and planned to play dead so that Bai Ze could leave him and walk away.

Ji Qiubai didn't feel uncomfortable.He just felt hot, as if he was about to burn, and he couldn't tell where the heat was. Thinking about it carefully, he always felt that his chest was hot, and he couldn't be sweating because of his heart?

Ji Qiubai closed his eyes, trembling all over, and stopped talking.

Bai Ze carefully hugged Ji Qiubai.It's like Ji Qiubai hugging the little wolf like he did back then.Although Bai Ze didn't feel sad or upset, he still felt a little bit regretful.What are you sorry about?Will that person who can hug me all day, never complain, and who can call 'little wolf, little wolf' without any scruples if bitten by me, will appear again?

Bai Ze suddenly didn't know where he should send Ji Qiubai, he could go to a doctor, but the doctor couldn't cure Ji Qiubai's disease, even Bai Ze couldn't do anything, what could the doctor do?

Bai Ze looked down at Ji Qiu's pale ashes, thought for a while, and put him where he could enclose him.After thinking about it for a long time, Bai Ze couldn't think of how to comfort Ji Qiubai, so he could only say lightly: "I will remember you."

Ji Qiubai didn't care how dirty or smelly his body was, he put his head on Bai Ze's chest and said, "I will remember you too."

"Ah."

There was a strange silence between the two of them.Their atmosphere is very good, it seems that there is no need to talk, as long as one person is with the other, they can get through all difficulties.

Ji Qiubai closed his eyes, quietly waiting for death.

But I don't know if it was an illusion, Ji Qiubai felt that he was in good spirits, he didn't feel like dying at all, and the burning heat in his chest just now disappeared without a trace.With his eyes closed, Ji Qiubai suddenly felt his fingers cool down, and then heard the sound of 'tick tick tick'.

Ji Qiubai opened his eyes, turned his head, and wanted to look at the tip of his hand.When he tilted his head, Bai Ze thought he was going to die, and quickly supported Ji Qiubai's head.

When Ji Qiubai smelled the cold smell of Bai Ze's fingers, he immediately had the illusion of being relaxed and happy, and his spirit was shaken, as if his whole body had returned to light.

Ji Qiubai took a big breath, he raised his left hand, and saw a small cut at the tip of his finger with the ring, and dirty things flowed out from Ji Qiubai's finger.

Ji Qiubai was so shocked that he couldn't speak. As soon as he raised his hand, more water flowed out, flowing down his forearm, and the sound of "squeaky" reminded Ji Qiubai of the oil dripping when roasting lamb kebabs in summer. The sound of falling on coals.

Bai Ze stared at Ji Qiubai's pitch-black forearm, without saying a word.

Ji Qiubai tried to shake his hand, more dirty water flowed out from his fingertips, and the ring he was wearing had completely turned black at this moment.