The way I came back wasn't right

...This is probably the most open-book sentence ==

Su Zejin immediately realized that his guess about the twins was wrong, and he looked down depressed.

"There's going to be a gap in my time."

"Sometimes I get accused for no reason and I don't understand what they're talking about."

"In those blank times, it was like sleeping at night, I lost consciousness. But the scariest thing was that when I 'woke up' again, I didn't know where I would be and what I had done. "

A large part of the front is made up of these childish brushstrokes.

This is like the handwriting on the homework in elementary school: correct, but stiff, with sharp edges and corners, and the strokes and vertical strokes are very hard, as if they were carved with a knife.

This is probably a diary?

Su Zejin continued to scroll down, and then, he saw the next words:

"Dissociative identity disorder. I know what I'm suffering from."

"But am I dual or multiple?"

"Looking at their reaction, I should have a dual personality. They just said, 'Can you stop talking like this?' instead of saying, 'Can you stop playing role-playing'."

This is a very funny sentence, but Su Zejin didn't laugh.

He rolled back again.

The handwriting on the notebook gradually matured, and those edges and corners and stiffness disappeared, becoming smooth and beautiful, but the original correctness can still be seen.

It's amazing, it seems that the change of fonts alone can witness the growth of a person.

"Good news. For the first time in years, I realized in advance that another 'me' was coming."

"I tried to communicate with him, I called him in my consciousness, I seemed to hear his answer, but it didn't seem to be there. Is that true, or is it just my imagination?"

"2000.12.11, sunny."

Turning another page, the date suddenly appeared on the notebook.

Su Zejin glanced down, and found that after Shen Huaiyi realized the movement of another person in his body in advance, his full text changed from describing his hesitation to recording another "I" in detail.

"He's weird."

"Sometimes he's quiet and sometimes he's very talkative."

"He always likes to talk about things, and he can tell you a long list when he is interested, but I didn't understand what he was talking about—the servant who recounted it to me didn't know what it was. "

"I saw distorted patterns under the bed in my room. Later it developed on bookcases, clothes..."

"The nannies have gone several times because of the situation."

"I've been trying to communicate with him, but I'm not even sure if I'm successful or not."

"Perhaps the dual personality is actually just my imagination?"

"Maybe I'm just a lunatic?"

"Is the world I see in my eyes really the same as the world seen by others?"

Su Zejin crossed his hands and supported his chin.

He didn't scroll down in a hurry, but thought of Shen Huaiyi's usual state: polite, firm, calm... It seemed that nothing could move him.

I really can't see it at all, he used to have such a sense of confusion that he doubted himself and even the whole world...

Su Zejin felt that it was best not to look any further.

But only one-third of the book has been read, and there are two-thirds of the content that he has not read.

At the beginning, his curiosity about the truth was satisfied, but one curiosity was resolved, and there was always a second, stronger curiosity that turned into a cat's paw scratching people's heart...

In the end, Su Zejin, who had read the book for 10 minutes, started to scroll down.

It's like opening an undefended treasure box.

After that day, Su Zejin saw Shen Huaiyi for the second time in the manager's office of the stock exchange three days later.

Manager Liu, who made an appointment with him, is still entertaining guests in his office. When he saw him coming, the other party quickly stood up and said, "President Su, you're here!" But then he changed the topic, The introduction said, "This is Mr. Shen. Mr. Shen is a famous psychiatrist who came back from abroad..."

Su Zejin interrupted Manager Liu with a polite smile, and then nodded to Shen Huai: "Long time no see, Dr. Shen."

"It's not too long." Shen Huai, who was sitting on the sofa, said with a smile, "Mr. Su, good morning."

He was wearing a white shirt and a dark striped vest today, a rare pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, and his forehead hair was combed back, but there were also one or two unconvincing strands that broke free from the crowd and landed on Shen Huaiyi's forehead again superior.

Manager Liu, who originally wanted to introduce the two of them, showed surprise on his face: "You two know each other? Then it's just a good time to exchange ideas. Your thoughts are similar..." He stopped talking halfway, because the fourth person appeared in his office.

"Mr. Fang, you are here too!" Manager Liu hurriedly said, and wanted to introduce Shen Huai and Su Zejin to the last Mr. Fang, but the expressions of several people were not lukewarm.

Su Zejin smiled and said: "Manager Liu is busy with me beforehand, I'm not in a hurry here." He didn't show his dissatisfaction on his face—Su Zejin who came back from abroad attaches great importance to keeping promises on time, and this time the other party has touched his minefield.

Manager Liu temporarily left the office with Mr. Fang.

Su Zejin sat down directly on the sofa, and saw Shen Huai who was sitting next to him take off his glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose slightly.

If it is hard to say whether Shen Huaiyi's demeanor wearing glasses is softer or sharper, then Shen Huaiyi who took off his glasses and made this movement is obviously much softer.

Su Zejin was silent for a moment: "Just now, Manager Liu said that the purpose of Dr. Shen's visit is similar to mine. Is Dr. Shen planning to buy shares in Hengyang? How much are you going to buy?"

"Indeed, the plan is 100 million." Shen Huaiyi looked a little careless, "Manager Liu has been repeatedly recommending the upside potential of this stock to me."

This is really a good owner, Su Zejin tapped the sofa with his fingers: "Then it seems that our two ideas are not the same."

Shen Huai showed a questioning expression.

"I think it will fall." Su Zejin said simply, his eyes paused on Shen Huaiyi, "doesn't the doctor want to ask how the notebook you gave me?"

"How is it?" Shen Huai asked politely.

"What if I say that I have already thrown it in the trash can?" Su Zejin asked.

"Then I am very sorry." Shen Huai said.

"That's it?" Su Zejin raised his voice, "If I'm not mistaken, the meaning of the diary to you doctor should be unusual, right?"

"It's really unusual." Shen Huaiyi said, "But when I decide to let two unusual things collide, I always have to be prepared to suffer losses."

"Even if the two unusual ones broke with a 'bang'?" Su Zejin realized it was a bit strange after saying this sentence. He admitted that he was one of the unusual ones, and said that he was broken...

"This is the worst result, but it's still a result. Since I thought of this possible result when I made this matter, although I will be disappointed and sad, it is not unacceptable." Shen Huai smiled.

Su Zejin said: "I still don't understand, why did you give me that notebook? If I send the notebook to the Association of Psychiatrists, your doctor's license will be a little dangerous, right?"

The corners of Shen Huaiyi's lips raised slightly: "Indeed."

"You don't care?" Su Zejin asked.

"It can't be said that I don't care at all, but this is not the worst result for me." Shen Huaiyi said.

Su Zejin was silent for a while: "Then what do you think is the worst outcome?"

"Didn't you already say it just now?" Shen Huai said.

What if I said that I have already thrown it in the trash can...

Su Zejin really couldn't tell what he was thinking at this time.

But he can be sure that he has the feeling of being scratched by a cat's paw again!

"Why do you suddenly want to come here to invest in stocks?" Su Zejin asked. In fact, he wanted to ask more. Isn't it a coincidence that the two will meet here three days later?

Shen Huai smiled lightly again.

Su Zejin looked at the other person's expression very seriously this time. He felt that he could read some tolerance and helplessness from the other person's expression, and there was also a slight... mockery?

"Behavioral analysis is not too difficult." Shen Huaiyi said, "Suppose I call your office and ask when you are free, your secretary will only tell me when you are free; In your office, what time is the best for me and you, and the secretary will tell me what you are actually going to do at this time. "

Su Zejin: "..." He remembered that he had done such a thing before. For example, the last time he didn't know where Chen Jian's factory was, he called Chen Jian and deducted points for his brotherhood. Pretending to be another buyer, she went to ask Chen Jian's secretary for the address.

but--

"Did you really call my secretary's office to ask?" Su Zejin asked.

"No," Shen Huaiyi said, "I just analyzed a little bit based on various materials. Well—" He smiled, "I came here to meet you on purpose, and I want to get an answer. This is what you wanted to ask just now Is it?"

Su Zejin now understood that the ridicule just now was probably directed at him by Shen Huaiyi.

He looked at Shen Huai for a while, then suddenly said: "I'm going somewhere, do you want to go together?"

Shen Huai raised his eyebrows: "Of course."

"Don't talk about stocks anymore?" Su Zejin stood up and smiled.

"Didn't you say you don't like it?" Shen Huai said.

Su Zejin shrugged his shoulders: "Of course." Before he could say, "Listen to me, you must be right", Shen Huai received it: "Then listen to you."

Su Zejin: "Do you want to specialize in art or..."

"No." Shen Huaiyi put his glasses back on again. He glanced at Su Zejin, leaned forward slightly, and the corners of his lips slipped over Su Zejin's lips. Then he stood up straight, just in time to push away the office chair. The door, the noise from outside immediately poured in from the opened position like a tide.

Su Zejin almost had the illusion that they were intimate in public just now.

Shen Huaiyi also said the last sentence at this time: "I just listen to you, that's all."

Su Zejin touched his lips, looking at Shen Huaiyi who was waiting for him outside the office, he was really speechless for a long time.

The last two people arrived downstairs. After learning that Shen Huaiyi had also driven over, Su Zejin simply drove his car back to the company first, and then took Shen Huaiyi's car to his destination.However, when he got into the other party's car, he threw a notebook back to the other party: "Put your things away."

As soon as Shen Huai didn't look at it with his eyes, he laughed just relying on the familiar touch: "Didn't you say throw away the trash can?"

"What about your donkey." Su Zejin put down the backrest of the passenger seat, adjusted a good angle, and leaned back comfortably, "It's not that I'm still 16 years old and haven't grown up yet. Why don't I choose to do things that harm others and benefit myself?" s Choice."

"You mean that even if you send it to the Association of Psychiatrists, you won't just throw it in the trash?" Shen Huaiyi said.

"Well, that's what I really mean." Su Zejin smiled.

"Then what's the reason for not doing this?" Shen Huai asked.

"Probably because... none of us can control our illness." Su Zejin said slowly.

Shen Huai, who was sitting next to him, didn't go deeper into this question, he suddenly changed the subject: "Where are you going?"

Su Zejin told Shen Huai an address.Then, without waiting for the other party to ask again, he directly told Shen Huaiyi his purpose: "I'm going to see the driver who hit me last time."

"Meet in private?" Shen Huai asked.

"Meet in private." Su Zejin said, he glanced at Shen Huai, "What are you thinking?"

"The verdict is against you? Or what do you want from the other party?" Shen Huai said, then he smiled, "I can only think of these two possibilities for the time being while driving."

Su Zejin was a little stressed: "Two maybe you don't think it's enough..." He sorted it out, "The verdict is not against me, nor will it be in my favor. At that time, the alcohol concentration in my blood had exceeded the standard. As long as After the identification report, the driver is likely to be found not guilty, and I might have to pay him for repairing the car."

Shen Huai listened quietly.

"This money doesn't matter, what I care more about is that since someone wants to kill me through drunk driving, then in order to ensure that I really have a 'serious and fatal car accident' due to drunk driving, there must be a car waiting for me. On the road I must pass, prepare to be hit by me in an 'accident'."

This conclusion was told by Chen Jian to Su Zejin during the experiment. The more Su Zejin thought about it after returning home, the more reasonable it became. Therefore, he has been active at the police station for the past few days, temporarily holding down the verdict and letting the police handle the case when the driver goes to the police station A little hint, making the driver think that he will be sentenced, is playing the sidelines of the law.

For today's trip, Su Zejin estimated that the pressure should be almost increased, so he was ready to go to the next step.

"So?" Shen Huai asked.

"So, since there is such a person, although he hasn't really done anything, he can be sure that he has at least got a deposit. We can see if we can find him." Su Zejin said.

"Is there a specialization in surgery?" Shen Huai said with a smile.

Su Zejin also laughed: "Yeah, no matter whether it is Jiang Junguo or Lin Meijun who did this, as long as they really did the murder thing, there must be traces left, at least they have to pay the murderer a deposit. And that one also took Money was about to hit someone else, but the driver who accidentally hit me was obviously the same person who was found by the murderer."

"How big do you think this special industry can be?" Su Zejin asked Shen Huai one by one, and then he said, "I don't think it's too big. They may all be peripheral members of the underworld. Maybe they still have a relationship with each other." Know each other, or have heard of each other."

"In this way, as long as you use the same outsiders of the gang, you may be able to know some things... For example, who among his accomplices and accomplices' accomplices has made a fortune inexplicably recently." Su Zejin finally said, "Even if they I don’t know, using him to search is much more effective than spending money on this kind of thing as a complete amateur.”