The way I came back wasn't right

"I saw him."

Thousands of bright rays of light come in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, refracted into colorful halos in mid-air.Shen Huai sat in his usual position with his back facing the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the tip of the pen rubbed against the white paper, making a slight rustling sound.

"I know, you have remembered him for 15 years, right?" Shen Huaiyi said.

"To be precise, it has been 15 years, eight months and 23 days." Although the bright light shines through the floor-to-ceiling windows unobstructed, a shadow is abruptly formed indoors because of the high-backed chairs.The person who answered Shen Huai's question was sitting in the shadows.

"Time can't smooth out your feelings for him?" Shen Huai asked.

"This is a calamity." The person in the shadow said, "If the calamity can be passed so easily, a person's life will be very safe and healthy." His voice paused for a while, and soon he murmured again, "Fengze Zhongfu. Zhongfu. Dolphin fish is auspicious. It is beneficial to Dachuan, and it is beneficial to Zhen. Xiang said: There is wind on the lake, Zhongfu. A gentleman uses prison to delay death. "

Shen Huaiyi has gotten used to the extra preferences of his long-term patient: "How do you explain this hexagram?"

The person in the shadow smiled lightly: "Treating people with sincerity and trustworthiness is good, but evil thoughts are bad."

"From the perspective of a psychiatrist, I suggest you do the same." Shen Huaiyi said, "Your classmate is smart, sharp, decisive and resolute in your description. It would be better to treat such a person sincerely."

The person in the shadow was noncommittal: "But I recently gave him a divination."

"Ok?"

"It's a hexagram of Jueming, with repeated things, being lonely and out of harmony with the common people." The other party said, "When I saw him that time, he was very dangerous."

"I've heard a saying." Shen Huaiyi said, "Those who are good at changing are unpredictable."

The other party's laughter was full of disapproval: "Those who are good at changing are not good at divination? It's just a combination of divination, one glance at their energy, their luck, and their fate. It's just as easy as they are, and they know it like the palm of their hand! In the past, there may have been people who could say Saying this, now? It’s really a magic stick.”

As a psychiatrist, it was difficult for Shen Huaiyi to reach a consensus on the ancient culture and the other party, so he turned the topic back to 'him': "What happened after the divination?"

"Later..." the other party fell into deep thought, "I did something, the other party should be out of danger now."

"Then what's your next plan?"

"Have you ever felt this way?" The person in the shadows asked Shen Huaiyi for the first time, "You clearly know that things are harmful to you, and you clearly know that hard work is fruitless, but you still can't restrain yourself—" His final voice trembled , and repeated nervously: "Yes, you can't restrain yourself, you realized very early, very early, very early that half of your life exists because of him, your pain, suffering, excitement, madness , all of which have his figure involved... This has surpassed expectations, not just desires, maybe it was originally an exploration, but it has been fermented in the process—”

"Yes," he said to himself, and took a deep breath, as if sniffing the sun, "he stole half of my soul."

Su Zejin came to Shen Huaiyi's residence at [-]:[-].

This is a villa area developed in the last two years. The location and environment are not bad, but the price is also very 'good'.When driving into the villa area, Su Zejin estimated the price here out of professional habits, and found that either a psychiatrist is a very lucrative profession abroad, or Shen Huaiyi is also a rich second generation like him.

The cloud-shaped street lamps cast white light on the roads of the community. The flowers and plants in the low railings are especially lush in the dim light. When Su Zejin got off the car, the automatic sprinkler equipment was watering the plants in the garden. In the villa with lights on, the door has been opened, Shen Huaiyi is standing in front of the door, his smile is almost perfect under the light.

"Good evening, Dr. Shen." Su Zejin didn't expect the other party to be so interested in her arrival. He quickly took two steps, held Shen Huaiyi's hand, and opened the box in his hand at the same time. Inside was a delicate "A little gift, I hope you like it."

"Good evening." Shen Huaiyi took the box in Su Zejin's hand, and he took the purple clay pot out of the package, not hiding his satisfaction, "We are not a doctor-patient relationship, as long as Mr. Su calls my name gone."

Saying this sentence at this time is really irresistible, but... Su Zejin laughed: "Shen Huaiyi?"

Shen Huaiyi had no objection, he nodded slightly, and brought Su Zejin into the study on the first floor: "I guess you have something to ask me today? Wait a minute, what do you want to drink tonight?"

"A glass of water is enough." Su Zejin said, he sat down on a leather high-back chair, and at the same time looked at the room he was in: this is a room with floor-to-ceiling windows, and the position of the window is exactly opposite to him but at the moment the window facing the garden is firmly covered by two layers of curtains, and in front of the curtains is a comfortable-looking bench with a backrest.

The wall to the left of the bench is a white wood-grained bookcase that occupies an entire wall.To the right is a large desk.

The bookcase was filled with various books by category. Su Zejin glanced over and found books on business, law and some humanities.And on the big desk behind the floor-to-ceiling windows, there are desk lamps, computers, notepads, telephones, and a...

Su Zejin's gaze narrowed slightly.

He saw a broken mirror.

This mirror was the only superfluous event he saw at the end of the reincarnation: he followed Shen Huai to a place he had never been to, and saw this person forcefully drop the mirror in his hand in the hotel room.

"Your water." The voice sounded from behind.

Su Zejin came to his senses and found that he was a little involved in thinking.He smiled at Shen Huai who had already come to his side, and while standing up, he held up the few copper coins he had just picked up from the coffee table in front of him: "During the Zhengde period, you still like antiques?"

Shen Huaiyi's eyes fell on the things in Su Zejin's hands: "No. But sometimes, in order to let the patients relax completely, I will back up some things that need to be used in the studio."

Su Zejin remembered that Shen Huai once said that he had a guest in the afternoon: "The other party likes antiques?"

"I do have some preferences for ancient objects." Shen Huaiyi said, "He is a lover of ancient culture, such as the Book of Changes and gossip."

Su Zejin nodded, put the copper coin in his hand back to its original position, picked up the cup and took a sip of water, then changed the topic, "What is the mirror on your table?"

"You mean this?" Shen Huai walked to his desk, "This is a mirror that is said to have been handed down from the Wei and Jin Dynasties."

Wei Jin?Wei Jing?Wei Jin?

Su Zejin couldn't help but think of a guy who claimed to be an earthbound spirit, and his heart skipped a beat.

He couldn't even tell whether he was too good at associating or not... He came to Shen Huaiyi at this time to find clues to his reincarnation. The clue seems to have been found now, but the problem is, this clue seems to be... It's also very mysterious...

Maybe finding a professional is the best option?Su Zejin can't help thinking this way, he is not sure whether his thinking is right or wrong now.But on the one hand, it is obviously difficult to find such a person, and on the other hand, before looking for this person, he has to make sure that there is no danger around him... At least it is true that no one deliberately wants his life.

"Can I have a look at this mirror?" Su Zejin asked. He has never been in contact with antiques, but he knows that handling these things is very particular. When encountering some delicate materials, even the temperature and humidity on his fingers must be controlled.

"Of course." Shen Huai said.He picked up the mirror on the table with both hands and handed it to Su Zejin, "I always think that antiques lie in the word 'play'."

Su Zejin took the bronze mirror from the opponent's hand.

The first thing he saw was the mirror surface. Shen Huaiyi's rude behavior in the hotel before had obviously hurt this ancient artifact deeply. In the places that were not covered by copper rust, several long cracks had penetrated the mirror surface. I don’t know that under the dual effects of time and rust, the bronze mirror of people is so gray that even the figure can’t shake out. Su Zejin spread his finger to cover the mirror with some hesitation, not sure if he looked at the back in reverse, Will the mirror part fall off?

Standing by the side, Shen Huaiyi obviously saw Su Zejin's thoughts through Su Zejin's movements: "It's okay, the mirror won't fall off." He stroked Su Zejin's finger with his fingers, then grabbed the other's hand and pressed it gently against the mirror, slightly With some force, he turned the mirror over. At this moment, he smiled and said, "Even if it falls, it's just a mirror that can't illuminate people."

Dry, punchy, and a little chilly.

The first thing Su Zejin felt was Shen Huaiyi's fingers. He glanced at the other party, but only saw the other party's polite smile and gestures to the back of the mirror.

His index finger tapped lightly on the mirror, and before he could take the next step, the other hand holding the back of his hand was released in due course.

This time, Su Zejin couldn't do anything. He felt a slight feeling that he was about to hit a punch but the target disappeared.After getting used to it, he refocused on the bronze mirror in front of him.

The rust on the back of the bronze mirror is more obvious than that on the mirror surface. Almost every part has undergone a chemical reaction under the action of time, but fortunately, the preservation of this bronze mirror is quite reasonable, at least most of the original patterns on the back can be seen. To be clear: this is a round bronze mirror, with two dragons facing each other in the center, separated by a horizontal stripe engraved with ancient seal characters in the middle. Circle gossip pattern.

Su Zejin rubbed the gossip on the outer ring with his fingertips, and he broke apart his last reincarnation to analyze bit by bit, and finally said to Shen Huaiyi beside him: "How did this mirror break? It's a pity."

"This..." Shen Huai glanced down at the mirror, "I accidentally fell to the ground, and this kind of thing will inevitably happen when maintaining things."

Su Zejin paused.

No, it definitely didn't fall to the ground by accident. It was obvious that Shen Huaiyi threw the mirror to the ground by himself. Why did he lie?

There is another thing that he ignored before, Shen Huaiyi once tossed three coins in front of the mirror in the bathroom, and this action lasted six times, what does this mean?

"So that's how it is." Su Zejin smiled understandingly, "Indeed, there are always times when something is accidentally knocked over." He drank the water in the glass and handed it back to Shen Huai Yi, "Can I have another glass of water?"

"Of course, wait a moment." Shen Huai said, and walked out of the study with the cup in hand.

Su Zejin watched Shen Huai leave the study with a smile on his face, immediately took out his mobile phone, took several photos in a row in front of the mirror, and then sent a text message and photos to another person's mobile phone: "Help me check this Mirror. Look up any connotations related to 69. And what does three coin tosses mean six consecutive tosses."

When he put the phone in his pocket, Shen Huaiyi just walked into the room with a water glass in his hand. Su Zejin stepped forward to take the glass from the other party's hand, and communicated with Shen Huaiyi naturally.

In all fairness, Shen Huaiyi is indeed a learned and talented scholar. If it wasn't because of Jiang Junguo, he would very much hope to become friends with him; even if it was because of Jiang Junguo, he would not reject him.

When Su Zejin left Shen Huai's house, the owner of the house sent the guests to the car.

When Su Zejin bent down and sat in the driver's seat, he raised the book in his hand towards Shen Huai. It was a book that Shen Huaiyi gave Su Zejin when they talked about business. Su Zejin looked for it several times abroad. An out-of-print book that was not found either: "Have a nice evening, see you next time."

"I hope we can have dinner together next time." Shen Huai said with a smile.

"For the sake of this book, this request is not too much. I will contact you when the time comes—when will the doctor be free?" Su Zejin said.

"Every Tuesday, Thursday, and weekends, I arrange my time by myself," Shen Huaiyi said.

"No personal business?"

"Even if something happens temporarily, you can move back."

Su Zejin laughed lowly, he glanced at Shen Huaiyi, and once again thought regretfully that if the other party was a beautiful woman——

God, he didn't continue to think about it, the thought was horrible, am I actually bisexual?

"What bisexuality?" Chen Jian's voice came from the phone.

"It's okay, I'm talking to myself, don't worry about it." Su Zejin said calmly, "Have you found any results for the photo I sent you before?"

"You think I'm a human flesh search machine?" Chen Jian complained, and then said, "There are a lot of search results, but according to the internal correlation between the three questions you sent, I found one result, six or nine in the Book of Changes The meaning of the eight trigrams is quite special. The eight trigrams are composed of two lines of yin and yang. On the other hand, tossing three coins six times is also a way of fortune-telling. And the mirror, I found some clues, but I am sorting it out, you have to wait... until tomorrow when you go to see the evidence, you still have to wait. Remember this?"

"How could I forget this? That's my wreckage." Su Zejin said.

"You, the wreckage of the car." Chen Jian helped the other party complete the words.

Su Zejin shrugged.

"Okay, I'll hang up if I'm okay, aren't you listening to the phone while driving?" Chen Jian asked.

"How dare I? It hasn't been two months since the car accident." He looked up at the lights on the street, "I parked the car on the side of the road to talk to you. Well, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow."