An Luo of Rebirth

An Luo turned his head sideways, avoiding An Yijing's kiss, and said in a low voice, "I'm tired and want to sleep."

An Yijing frowned, and stared at him for a few seconds, seeing that An Luo was still silently refusing, he couldn't help being a little annoyed, "What's the matter with you?"

An Luo pushed An Yijing away, shrank into the bed by himself, and said coldly: "Father, I don't want to have an argument with you, so calm down these few days, I don't want to be touched by you for the time being."

An Yijing lifted An Luo's quilt irritably, and said in a cold voice, "What's there to calm down? What do you want to calm down? What do you mean you don't want to be touched by me? Don't want to sleep unless you explain clearly."

An Luo sat up from the bed, his back was slightly bent, but his thin body was full of determination, which seemed decisive, "What do you want me to say? Why do you want me to be calm? Or why don't you want to be touched? Dad, I have no relationship experience, so I don't know how you would feel if I liked someone else. I only know that I am very unhappy in my heart. Even if I tell myself, those are all in the past, I can't face it, I don't know why you are so special to that woman? I don't understand why you still don't want to mention her? Is it because she dumped you? Have you been hurt by her? Or have you not forgotten her? I don't know anything, Since you don't want to say it, I respect your choice, but can you also consider my feelings, being jealous of a woman is really not a glorious experience, can you give me some dignity."

After finishing speaking, An Luo lay back on the bed again. His tone was very flat, and his emotions were not agitated at all. He just spread out all the words in his heart. An Yijing still remembered how jealous he used to be. To be sulky is to tell him to go away, and he is often trembling with anger. I was more tolerant before, and I was more sensible before, but it made me feel distressed for no reason.

An Yijing would rather see him lose his temper than see him like this.It was as if An Luo, who was spoiled by him and was sometimes a bit domineering, had slowly disappeared, along with his dependence on himself and his confidence. It was obvious that there was nothing wrong with growing up, but An Yijing hoped that he could As before, I can truly vent my emotions, instead of feeling uncomfortable like now, because I have scruples, at most I will stay away from myself.

An Yijing's voice was a little sour for no reason, and after a long silence, he hugged An Luo into his arms and said in a low voice, "Baby, is being with me stressful to you?"

An Luo's body was a little stiff, and his nerves were a little tense, and he shook his head after a while, "No." It's not pressure, but sometimes, he will try to do better, and subconsciously want to be a qualified Lover, not like before, every time I face my father, I just treat myself as a child, and enjoy my father's love as a matter of course.

"Lie." An Yijing spit out these two words, and then said in a deep voice, "I never asked you for anything, and I don't want you to put too much pressure on yourself. Also, I told you, there is only you in my heart It is special, I have never liked that woman, not now, not at the beginning, if you want to be jealous, be jealous of yourself, I give you all my feelings, I only want you alone, I can’t wait to be with you every day You wear it in your arms, I hope you see me every day, baby, I love you so much, do you still doubt my feelings for you?"

An Luo was blushed a little by An Yijing's blunt words. He didn't react at all. The two of them were obviously having a conflict, but why did they become like this again? He felt embarrassing what his father said, and An Luo's eyelashes were not He shivered a few times under control, obviously it sounded awkward, but for some reason, his heartbeat was a little abnormal, and more than half of the dull feeling in his heart disappeared. An Luo frowned, his expression was a little distressed, and it took a long time to get depressed Said: "Is Dad trying to make me happy?" It was just a trick against women, An Luo felt that Dad must have taken out the words used to make his bed partner and used them on himself.

Seeing An Luo's serious question, An Yijing helplessly lifted An Luo's chin, and met his eyes, "How could it be to make you happy? When have I ever made you?"

As soon as this was mentioned, An Luo became a little angry, "Don't deny it, I recorded everything in my notebook before I was ten years old, and my father obviously often coaxed me, and every time he said it nicely, how many promises did you make? Has this been fulfilled? You said several times that you would take me out, but when things came to an end, you broke the appointment every time. You don't care about my feelings at all."

An Yijing smiled, and said helplessly: "That's just a coincidence that Dad is busy. When I'm free, how many times have I not been with you?"

An Luo snorted, and said awkwardly: "Then you also lied to me, and you didn't admit it just now."

An Yijing leaned over and kissed his eyes, and under An Luo's dodging gaze, said in a deep voice: "Whether I am trying to make you happy, you must know in your heart, anyway, I have never liked anyone else, you are not allowed If you keep hiding from Dad, if you still want to calm down and feel that I am trying to make you happy, I will take off your clothes and kill you in the bamboo forest, and see if you are still stubborn."

An Luo blushed, and pushed him angrily, "You rascal."

"That was also forced by you. Except for you, when have I ever done this?"

An Luo's face was very hot, and his heartbeat was a little unstable. Although he had already felt his father's seriousness, An Luo was a little unconvinced when he thought of his threat. Why should he do whatever he wants?Seeing that his father really meant that, he just stared at An Yijing for a long while, and then said slowly: "I'm not being stubborn, and I didn't say that I don't believe you."

An Yijing's whole body was numb from his watery eyes, and the desire in his heart was almost out of control. He unceremoniously leaned over and asked for a kiss, "Then do you still want to calm down?"

An Luo's breath was unsteady by his kiss, and his eyes were wet. Seeing that his father deliberately forced him to be soft, An Luo's tough temper also came up, "Of course, Dad hasn't told me what happened between you and that woman?"

Seeing that he still couldn't forget Ouyang Xue, An Yijing squinted his eyes, feeling very uncomfortable in his heart. After a long silence, An Yijing stroked An Luo's hair, and said in a low voice: "You really want to know? Don't you regret it? "

An Luo glared at him, "What do I have to regret? If you don't want to say it, forget it, lest you say I forced you."

An Yijing smiled helplessly, hugged An Luo into his arms, and said ridiculously: "That's all you want to know? You're playing hard to get."

An Luo blushed a little at what he said, and lowered his eyes awkwardly, "I didn't, I obviously blamed Dad, the more you don't say it, the more I want to know, it's you who made me so curious, did she really dump you? ?”

An Yijing's eyes were a little deep. Hearing An Luo's last question, An Yijing couldn't help but smile, "Yes, she dumped me."

An Luo's heart suddenly sank, as if a big rock had been crushed in his heart, heavy and uncomfortable.Although An Luo was a little jealous of that woman before, but he always had a fluke mentality, and he didn't think that his father would be the one who was dumped. He felt that even if that woman had a place in his father's heart, he would definitely not compare He himself, but now that his father admitted it, An Luo really didn't know how it felt in his heart. Normally, after a man is dumped, he will never forget that woman. What about his father?Is it really because she has never been married?At this moment, An Luo was almost jealous of Ouyang Xue. He even thought that there was nothing good about that woman. Why did he dump his father?An Luo hated her from the bottom of his heart.

An Luo's voice was a little dry, and he stared at his father for a long while before he said dryly, "No wonder Dad never forgets about her, is it good if you don't get it? It's a pity that she's already married, why didn't Dad go snatch her on her wedding day? "

An Yijing flicked An Luo's forehead dumbfoundedly, "What are you thinking about in your head? Dad doesn't like her, so what are you doing to snatch her back? In the end, you still have to send her away. Could it be that you like her and want to let her go?" She will be your mother?"

Hearing the word mother, An Luo gritted his teeth, thinking that his father meant to marry her, An Luo's eyes were a little angry, "I don't want it, I don't have a mother, I never have one in my life."

An Yijing patted him on the back with deep eyes. He stared at An Luo calmly for a while before saying in a deep voice, "You hate that woman?" An Yijing was referring to the woman who gave birth to An Luo.

An Luo understood what he was asking. He shook his head, thought for a while, and then said in a low voice: "It's not about hating or not, she is just a stranger to me. After the age of looking for a mother, don't change the subject, we are obviously discussing another matter." At the end, An Luo raised his head again and stared closely at An Yijing.

Seeing that he didn't care much about his mother's affairs, but grabbed Ouyang Xue instead, An Yijing couldn't help laughing, the little guy was still jealous, An Yijing felt much more relaxed in his heart, and suddenly felt that he didn't need to hide it at all. Looking at An Luo, probably because he remembers An Luo's childhood too clearly, An Yijing has always imagined An Luo as a child who needs a mother. In fact, unknowingly, his little baby has already grown up slowly. .

Seeing that his father's mood became inexplicably happy, An Luo was very puzzled. He frowned fiercely, and said fiercely: "Don't try to change the subject. Since you don't like her, why do you keep thinking about her?"

An Yijing smiled, leaned over and kissed An Luo's lips, "Are you jealous, baby?"

An Luo rubbed the place where An Yijing kissed, and said angrily, "Are you going to tell me or not?"

He really couldn't bear that his father valued that woman so much. Seeing his father lazily looking at him with jokes in his eyes, An Luo really had enough. He pulled off the quilt angrily, and lay down on the bed suddenly. "Forget it, I won't listen. Since she is so important, you can find her. I won't accompany you."

Seeing that he was so angry that he started calling himself Lao Tzu again, An Yijing found it ridiculous for some reason. He suffocated his laughter, coughed dryly, and then pulled An Luo's quilt, and said in a deep voice, "It's too late for me to hate her, how could I think she It's important, I'm afraid that after you know the truth, you will take her too seriously, so I want to hide it from you."

Hearing what his father said, An Luo suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart. He uncontrollably thought of Ouyang Xue's appearance, recalled it carefully, An Luo's heart trembled suddenly, and suddenly understood why he felt that Ouyang Xue was a little Familiar, the woman's eyes and eyebrows seemed to be very similar to his own, An Luo's heart beat a little faster, his nerves were completely tense, and he blurted out: "What does she have to do with me?"

Seeing An Luo's shock, An Yijing didn't answer, but took him into his arms, kissed his forehead earnestly, and said in a deep voice, "Baby, I raised you, who else but me You can't even admit it, let me tell you, you can only be my An Yijing's child in this life."

Before An Luo's shock subsided, he was blushed a little by his father's oath-like words. He suppressed the complicated emotions in his heart and said seriously: "What are you saying all of a sudden, and I don't want to recognize anyone. That woman is really my mother?"

Hearing the word mother, An Yijing was a little unhappy, and his face was very bad, "You don't have a mother at all, you only have a father."

Seeing that he didn't focus, An Luo glared at him irritably, "It's not that I don't want you anymore, can you make it easy? She really gave birth to me?"