An Luo of Rebirth

An Luo's heart was beating extremely fast, he could hear every word An Yijing said clearly, and he had feelings for each other, does Dad like him too?An Luo was full of disbelief, and even felt deaf because of the shock.An Luo couldn't help holding his breath. He felt like he was dreaming, and his body was very stiff. He was afraid that if he moved, everything in front of him would disappear. Dad is a fake, and it is a fake to say that he feels it.At the same time, he was very puzzled. Since his father also had feelings for him and said that there was nothing wrong with the two of them being together, why did he mention other people?What does it mean that he is worried about mixing with other people?

An Luo was a little confused.Thinking of a certain possibility, An Luo's heart sank suddenly, his whole body seemed to be frozen in ice. Could it be that the feeling that Dad said was just desire?An Luo's eyes widened suddenly, and the blood on his face disappeared instantly. He was stunned for a while, his eyes were full of anger at first, and it took him a while to calm down. When he realized that his fingertips were trembling uncontrollably, An Luo Gritting her teeth, she finally burst into a smile, "Will Dad choose me as a bed partner?"

Hearing the word bed partner, An Yijing frowned instinctively. This title made him feel particularly harsh. He sensitively sensed that An Luo's mood was very wrong. An Yijing lifted An Luo's chin, and seeing him again She looked like she was about to cry, as if her heart had been hit by something, and it hurt so badly.

Thinking that he had acquiesced, An Luo's heart turned cold. He pulled his lips with difficulty, and after a while he asked word by word: "Dad, are we really related by blood? Put me under you, Don't you have any psychological shadows? Are you not afraid that after this, I will be affected and fall in love with men? At that time, my life will be completely ruined, can you bear it? "

His tone was very flat, but the words he asked were harsh, and An Yijing's head was a little dazed, and his heart suddenly tugged, and he was too uncomfortable to speak.He touched his pocket a little dejectedly, and couldn't help but want to smoke again.

It's not that he didn't think about it, it's just that when he thinks about it, his heart is full of depression, and it's too heavy to bear. He has raised An Luo from a small bean to such a big one, and what he wants to see most is that he can have a bright future. If it was really because of his own destruction, An Yijing wasn't as simple as having a disturbed conscience.His heart was sore, but he suddenly hugged An Luo into his arms, as if he could find some support in this way.

Seeing that his father was not without a sense of self-blame, An Luo closed his eyes.When he was hugged by his father before, An Luo only felt that his embrace was very warm, he would not be inexplicably sad, nor would he greedily want more, but now he has completely changed, he even hates him a little bit, An Luo said Not knowing what it was like in his heart, he laughed at himself, and after a while he calmed down and said: "If you want a bed partner, go find someone else, I don't care."

An Yijing was silent for a while, and then said: "What if it's not a bed partner?"

His feeling for An Luo is not as simple as desire at all. He can't see An Luo being sad, let alone seeing him being wronged in the slightest. If there is anyone who can touch his emotions, it's An Luo, who said he let him go. It's not too much to spoil on the apex of my heart.An Yijing knew himself well. He was kind to An Luo not only because An Luo was his child.Ever since his mother passed away, An Yijing's heart had become empty. He hadn't been close to his father since he was a child. His mother's departure dealt a severe blow to him, and almost took away all his attachments. He became He is withdrawn and paranoid, with a very extreme temper, but the arrival of An Luo made him look like a normal person again.

During the time when his mother died, An Yijing was just in the first grade of elementary school. He was not very talkative at first. After his mother left, he became completely alone. He carried a small schoolbag every day and walked alone. No one paid attention to him, and when he got home and saw his father, his expression was extremely cold. Mr. An could even feel his resentment towards himself and An Yifei. At that time, An Yijing was still young, so it was reasonable to blame the As for the father and sister, the mother is already in poor health. She is 32 years old but pregnant with a child. If she had chosen not to have the child at first, she might not have had an accident.

After his mother passed away, for nearly two years, An Yijing didn't say a word to Mr. An, and he was very silent when he arrived at school. He stayed in elementary school for two years and didn't have a single friend. No one dared to talk to him. When eating at noon, if anyone accidentally touches his lunch box, he can scare the children into crying with just his eyes.Afraid that if he continued like this, he would have mental problems, the old man adopted Xiao Jing when he was in the third grade, and even changed An Yijing to a new school.

After Xiao Jing arrived at An's house, the old man arranged the two of them in the same room. After returning home from school, he found out that a stranger lived in his room. Without saying a word, An Yijing packed his luggage and decided to leave An's house. He took a taxi to his grandfather's house by himself.

His grandfather's family also had quite a background. Decades ago, they were all relatives of the emperor. Later, when the imperial system was abolished, the huge family gradually declined.His mother was the only child in the family. Back then, because she was going to marry her father, she almost fell out with the family. His father was from the underworld. Even though his background was strong, his grandfather didn't like him. In his view, Anjia was a den of bandits.

An Yijing went directly to his grandfather, but his father ran countless times but failed to bring him back.At that time, his grandfather was old, and he experienced a white-haired man sending a black-haired man to him. His health was extremely poor, and he relied on a little medicinal material to hang his breath.Although he doesn't like An Yijing's father, he also knows that he really likes his daughter. Now that his daughter is gone, he knows that he doesn't have many days to live. In the end, An Yijing still has to go back to An's family was afraid that An Yijing would be separated from his father if he lived with him all the time, so he took the initiative to send An Yijing back home.

After returning home, An Yijing saw Xiao Jing. Xiao Jing was completely different from what he had imagined. How many well-behaved and obedient four-year-olds are there?When An Yijing was five years old and was in the first grade of elementary school, almost all the children around him loved to roll around and have snot all day long, which was very annoying, but Xiao Jing was completely different. The sound, quietly as if it didn't exist.

An Yijing didn't hate him, and gradually accepted that there was an extra person in the family. After knowing that Xiao Jing also had no mother, An Yijing became very close to him. At this time, An Yifei was already two years old, and she loved to cry very much. She was too noisy, An Yijing moved from the main house to the west courtyard, and took Xiao Jing away. After having Xiao Jing, he was somewhat better. After arriving at the new school, because he was one year older , the classmates in the class didn't cry so much anymore, so An Yijing didn't hate children, and then he got to know Yang Jishen and Rong Zhen.His personality has been paranoid since he was a child, and when he grows up, he doesn't get any better. He doesn't like others to touch his things, and he doesn't like people to rob him of things, but no one else can touch anything that belongs to him.

Ouyang Xue told him that when he was pregnant, he didn't feel much. He was only in the first year of high school at that time. Even if he was mature, it didn't mean he was willing to have a child. But Ouyang Xue found him and said that she wanted to give birth to the child. Yi Jing dared to act bravely, so he asked for An Luo's custody.At that time, he simply didn't like to share a thing with others. In his eyes, if the child belonged to him, it could only be his, otherwise he would rather not have it.

One month after An Luo was born, Ouyang Xue gave him the child.

When An Luo was hugged in his arms, An Yijing felt weird in his heart. An Luo's body was so small and incredibly soft, An Yijing had a feeling that as long as he exerted his strength, he could pinch the little guy. bad.An Luo was awake at the time, and when he saw him, he didn't cry, his big eyes were wide open, his skin was fair and tender, and his appearance was very pleasing, the eyes of a child were very clear, and An Yijing could even He saw his own shadow in his eyes. He obviously didn't like children. When he saw An Luo, his heart softened inexplicably. He even thought of his mother. He didn't know how it felt when his mother hugged him when he was just born. .

He didn't stay with Ouyang Xue any longer, and after a few polite words, he took An Luo away.His posture for holding the child was not right at all. He directly hugged him and put him on other children. He was abused like this and cried a long time ago, but An Luo was very face-saving and didn't make a fuss at all.Seeing that he was so quiet, An Yijing directly carried him back to his residence.As soon as he entered high school, he moved out of his old house and lived in an apartment building near the school. After bringing An Luo back to his residence, An Luo had already fallen asleep. He slept for several hours. An Yijing felt hungry Only then did I realize that the little guy needs to eat too.He called the old man's house, told the old man about his having a child, and asked him to find a nanny for him.The old man dropped the phone on the spot. He didn't expect that An Yijing would be so lawless and fool around, and he would even hug the child back.Although very angry, in the end, the old man compromised.

Originally, An Yijing didn't intend to raise An Luo himself. He found that An Luo was very good. As long as he was full, he would not make trouble at all. .When the old man wanted to take him back to the old house, An Yijing was very repulsed in his heart, so he got a room for An Luo next door to him, and let the nanny live in.It wasn't until this time that he felt a sense of belonging again. Before returning home from school, his mother was waiting for him at home. After his mother passed away, he felt that he had become a different person. After having An Luo, he really changed.After more than ten years, An Luo is not just his child. The affection and energy he puts in An Luo is beyond measure.

An Yijing knew that although he valued An Luo before and had a strong desire to possess him, his feelings for An Luo at that time were very pure and not mixed with desire at all. Since that night, everything has gradually Out of control, his relationship with An Luo is no longer a simple father-son relationship, but it all stems from desire. An Yijing doesn't know whether his feelings for An Luo are love or not.He couldn't be sure of his heart, nor did he know what An Luo would think of him.

Hearing An Yijing's words, An Luo was stunned, "Isn't it your bed partner?"

An Yijing was silent for a while, then grabbed An Luo's finger and pointed to his heart, "The bed partner is just to solve the physiological problem. With the bed partner, I will not lose control, and I will not always think about how to kiss him and be ignored." I won't be irritable when I'm here, but you are different, I can tell you this, I only want you here."