Elf, what about your three views?

"What?" Gadevi's words came suddenly, and the question was so abrupt that Yalar was confused, and he turned around and asked, he didn't know what Gadevi was asking.

"Does it make you feel happy to embarrass someone, make someone suffer, destroy others, tear other people's wounds, trample on other people's dignity and pride?" It's not that he feels sorry for Miss Raina today, but that Yalar is too much His behavior made Gadevi rationally feel that he should express his opinion to Yalar. "You said that Miss Raina's aloofness is to cover up her inferiority complex, so what is the reason for your actions?"

Yalar's beautiful long eyebrows were raised, and a mocking line appeared on the corner of his mouth, "You are accusing me, thinking that I shouldn't embarrass others, make people hurt, shine on others, tear other people's wounds , shouldn't trample on the dignity and pride of others. I can't feel happy because of this? Are you accusing me of my behavior?"

"Yes." Gadevi's eyes were facing Yalar's black eyes without avoiding them, the kind of gentleness became a sharp weapon at this time, the stabbing people felt ashamed, and the ashamed people bowed their heads to admit their mistakes.

Yalar snorted coldly, "Why do you think I'm wrong, and why are you accusing me?" He asked with a sneer.

"Don't you think you are right?" Gadevi would also answer with questions. "Why can't I accuse you? Yalar, your behavior is not likable, and you won't have friends like this." Gadevi said softly.

Yalar smiled as if he had heard something funny, "I don't want people to like me, let alone friends, even if the world accuses me, hates me, and hates me, so what? I don't care."

"When someone likes you and you have friends, you won't think so." Gadevi felt that Yalar was an immature child, so he said this to Yalar.

"Don't treat me like a child." Yalar's hair was immediately irritated by Gadevi's attitude, "If you want others to like you, if you want to find a friend, you have to change yourself. I don't want it, why should I do it for you?" They change, they can't accept me like this." Bearing the burden, for the sake of peace and tranquility, to cater to, to cooperate, to endure, to bear without resistance to anything, he doesn't want such a day.He has experienced freedom and gained freedom. For the inexplicable liking and friends, he has to cater to, cooperate with, endure, and accept. , conform to the surroundings, he doesn't want to. "If you don't change yourself, you are liked by others, and you find a friend, then who do they like and who is the friend you accept?"

"Change is not necessarily a bad thing." Gadevi said so, but it was replaced by Yalar's ridicule and disapproval.

"In this world, Xiu, you are the least qualified to teach me, accuse me, question me, and say these things to me." Yalar pressed his fingers hard on Gadevi's chest, looked up at the man who was taller than himself Gadvi's half-head. "Do you know why?"

"I don't know." Gadevi didn't slap Yalar's hand away, and Yalar's strength was as light as a feather to him.

"I hate you," Yalar said more than once, and Gadevi didn't feel much, "Because you are the most hypocritical person I have ever met. I don't mean you are a hypocrite, but you are too hypocritical. .”

"Your eyes are full of gentleness, compassion, and pity, but nothing is reflected in the depths." Yalar's fingers crawled to Gadevi's eyes, gesticulating frivolously, but said something on his mouth Not frivolous words. "You simply don't have such a thing as gentleness, compassion, and pity."

Gadevi was unmoved by Yalar's accusation, and he didn't even raise his eyebrows. He quietly listened to Yalar's words, which was really a perfect gentle performance.

"What you hate the most is these eyes," Yalar gave a disgusted judgment on the unique gentle eyes of the Elf King praised by bards, "and your eyes seem gentle, but you are The most ruthless, seemingly sympathetic to the common people, but out of rational thinking. Your concept of right and wrong, your justice, and your compassion are judged, not the origin of your heart."

"People in the world will have good and evil, and there will be good and evil. It is the surrounding environment that affects their various concepts. When this concept is formed, they will sincerely feel that this is evil, should not be done, and is wrong. I should be merciful and merciful to this, there will be fluctuations in their hearts for them to react, they will be angry because of killing, and they will be angry because of insults, these emotions will arise in their hearts, because those concepts have become part of their feelings .Their judgment is based on the heart." Yalar withdrew his hand, leaned against the door frame, and crossed his chest.

"As for you, you made a judgment that conforms to the orthodox choice after analyzing the reason and understanding the concept of secular unity. Have you ever felt angry from the heart because of killing? Have you ever felt angry because of humiliation? Who have you ever been angry with from the bottom of your heart?"

Yalar was talking, and Gadevi was listening, but when he heard this, Gadevi felt his heart pounding, like a hammer hitting a wall.

"You have never pitied anyone or liked anyone from the bottom of your heart. Your good and evil, your compassion, and your view of right and wrong are actually just a standard recognized by everyone. You have no preferences of your own at all. There is no good or evil. In this life, have you ever been happy from the heart, have you ever been deeply angry, have you ever been unhappy and hated? Your heart is like a mirror that stops water, how sad are you for a pool of stagnant water? You have to preach to me, What qualifications do you have if you don't belong to your own judgmental concept." Yalar sneered at Gadevi, and the look of pity in his eyes was so hurtful.

The wall collapsed, not the wall in reality, but Gadevi felt as if a wall collapsed in his heart. Gadevi felt that Yalar's words were extremely violent, tearing apart the moral and ethical concepts in his heart. The wall reveals his deepest essence.Yes, indeed, as Yalar said, he has never pitied anyone, sympathized with anyone, liked anyone, hated anyone, or angered anyone from the bottom of his heart.

He is a righteous elf king, but he never felt that the actions of evil gods were wrong in his heart, but because he was on the side of justice, he had to make a judgment on the side of justice, when he was defined as evil time, then he will make evil judgments.Whether it is the main god, believers, or even opponents, they all think that he is gentle and merciful, and loves the race he created, but in fact it is not the case. Creation is just an application of power, and gentleness and compassion are just the result of his own personality. a definition.Even if someone slaughtered all the elves, he didn't feel anything in his heart.

No one has seen through him, including the main gods who are said to be his friends. They have never seen through the heart wrapped in ethics and morality, which is actually colder than ice and snow.And Yalar saw through it, and when that cold heart was exposed, joy arose in his heart.In this world, there are people who can understand themselves and see their true self, not the elf emperor, not a benevolent and gentle illusion, this person has always seen the real self.

Suddenly, I realized why Yalar is unwilling to change himself to have the likes of others and make friends, because that is not himself at all, why can’t he use his original self to get the likes of others and make friends, if he can’t accept it My true self, why should I be with you.

At the moment when the wall was shattered, at the moment when joy was born, Gadevi looked at Yalar with a different gaze, and his heart was beating for Yalar, for the only one who saw his true self.

"You ask me to hurt others, make people ugly, tear other people's wounds, trample on other people's dignity and pride, am I happy? I answer you, I am happy, because I smashed their strength, hit their dignity, and watched them face me I feel very happy, why I do these things, of course, because I want to do it.” Aral smiled viciously and wildly, “I envy their strength, hate their dignity, see I don't like their beauty, I don't like their talents, because they are different from me, because they are better than me, I am narrow-minded, want revenge, willful, cruel, unreasonable, I never deny it, you think I will hate myself because of this Are you wrong, I know exactly what kind of person I am." Putting down his arms, Yalar stood upright and looked at Gadevi.

"I live here, I exist here, according to my own mind, I hate it if I want to, like it if I want to like it, and I am jealous if I want to be jealous. I never hide what I think in my heart. I live truly. I like myself like this In this world, no one will love me like this, so I will love myself. If you want to preach to me, you must first establish your own concept." Looking proudly at Gadevi, he turned around, closed the door, and looked for a glass of water Drink, I have talked a lot today, and my mouth is so thirsty.

Gadevi, who was outside the door, stood there, looking at the closed door, without moving for a long time.Only he himself knows what kind of violent fluctuations are stirring in his heart.He understood why he fell in love with Yalar, because at this moment, he tasted the feeling of heartbeat, the heart beating in his chest, so violently, the excitement spreading all over the body makes people tremble, that is love Something came so suddenly, so violently.

He will fall in love with Yalar because Yalar lives the truth, regardless of everything, the truth of living according to his heart, completely different from himself, without pretense, without barriers, completely exposing that bad heart, even if it is Evil gods use a fig leaf to show that they still have a good side, but he doesn't, he faces the world openly, whether he hates or hates, he doesn't mind, he doesn't need it, he doesn't live for the world, so My own self, how dazzling.It was so dazzling that it moved his heart.