high intensity friendship

On the night in mid-October, the autumn wind is cool, carrying the last fragrance of vegetation.

When he entered, Chu Tianchang was pacing in the living room talking with someone.Seeing Yue Xiaochuan came back, he nodded slightly and hid in the study.When he came out again, his expression was a little gloomy.

"I'm cooking now, let's eat something simple."

"Teacher Chu," Yue Xiaochuan said, lying on the edge of the dining table, watching the back of the knife keep rising and falling, "Is the audition result out yet?"

"It will take a while."

"Your seal is dark, are you in a bad mood?"

"Yintang is black, of course I'm in a bad mood." Chu Tianchang is methodical, cooking according to the steps, even the order of adding seasonings is fixed all year round.

For some reason, Yue Xiaochuan felt that he was avoiding his sight intentionally or unintentionally.

Three days later, Yue Xiaochuan declined the agent who met by chance.

Giving up an opportunity at your fingertips for a role that has not yet been clarified is a risky move, but he is willing to take the gamble.

On the day after he threw away the pie that fell from the sky, another casting director besides Chu Tianchang personally called to inform: "I'm sorry, other actors have been booked."

A burst of sudden dizziness made Yue Xiaochuan stand in the middle of the zebra crossing.

It wasn't until the signal lights flashed and changed, and the vehicle honked impatiently, that he came back to his senses, and shuttled through the gaps in the traffic like a frog crossing a river.

He is willing to gamble, and he is willing to gamble and admit defeat.

"Okay, I see, thank you." Her voice became dry and bitter as if her throat was being strangled.

"You are very good, keep working hard. I have already remembered you, and we will cooperate again when we have the opportunity."

"Wait a moment, teacher," he hurriedly stopped before the other party hung up, "May I ask, where am I?"

Yue Xiaochuan just wanted to know which direction to work towards.

"Well...you're not bad."

"Teacher, please give me some advice."

"You, the actor, and the director are very optimistic. When I asked for my suggestion, I recommended you. But," the other end of the phone paused awkwardly, "the director adopted the screenwriter's idea."

In an instant, the good attitude of "willing to gamble and admit defeat" disappeared, and the bright autumn sky was suddenly gloomy like the end of the day.

Yue Xiaochuan almost lost his voice and was speechless for a long time.

Under the urging of the other party "Are you still there?", he unbelievably confirmed: "Yes, it is Teacher Chu Tianchang?"

The other party didn't say which screenwriter it was, but just comforted in an official tone: "I wish you better development in the future, don't bother me."

The sky seems to be getting lower and lower.

Everyone who passed by around him had a hideous appearance, with a look of evil intentions.

When Yue Xiaochuan stepped into the door in a daze, the exquisite Mr. Chu was wiping the leaves of the Strelitzia orchid, like otherworldly fireworks.

"Pfft—" The retro watering can spat out mist.

Yue Xiaochuan resisted the urge to rush up and beat someone up, but he couldn't figure it out anyway, how could the man who agreed to support him become the only variable.

"So early?" Chu Tianchang's eyes drifted lightly.

"There was originally a dinner party, but I pushed it."

Yue Xiaochuan approached directly, and then greatly exceeded the normal distance, as if seeking intimacy.It forced Chu Tianchang to stand up, lowered his eyes, and looked at the young actor who was a little shorter than him but full of momentum.

"what happened?"

"Is it you? You are the main screenwriter, and you are the one holding back, right?" Yue Xiaochuan cut to the chase.

"You know? Xiaochuan, calm down." Chu Tianchang slowly folded the rag in his hand, "A few days ago, I received a call from a teacher. The actor who fought with you to the end is his nephew. just graduated."

"Why, why?" Yue Xiaochuan climbed up his neckline with trembling hands, scratched and smoothed out the wrinkles, with a look of questioning and whining, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

"You are a very simple and pure person, and I don't want these messy sophistication and nepotism to disturb you," Chu Tian said with a face full of shame, putting one hand on his shoulder, "and your dream."

It's okay not to mention dreams.

Yue Xiaochuan bit his lower lip, tears came out of his eyes, he went to the study without saying a word, and nestled on the sofa.

He has been entrenched here for three years and only slept in the bed once.

"Xiao Chuan, Xiao Chuan, listen to me." Chu Tianchang was a little panicked. After a moment of stupefaction, he quickly followed, half kneeling beside the sofa, "There are still many opportunities. No matter what I do, I will try my best to take you with me. "

Under the refraction of tears, Chu Tianchang's outline became grotesque.

"Xiao Chuan, I can't help it. This industry is deeply intertwined. When two people are equally good, the one who has the stronger relationship will win. Teacher, I can't refuse. I didn't want you to know." Chu Tianchang Stretch out your hand, and gently wipe away the tear hanging from the corner of your eye with your fingertips, "I want you to put your mind on the performance."

"I understand your difficulties," Yue Xiaochuan swallowed the pain from his heart to his throat, "just, how long?"

"How long?" Chu Tianchang asked back.

"You said, how long will you take me with you?"

"As long as it takes."

"Is it forever?" Yue Xiaochuan propped himself up slightly, his eyes still full of tears.

This strange word forced Chu Tianchang to stand up and take half a step back.His heart trembled in his chest, feeling a bad omen.

"You think I'm tired and crooked again?" Yue Xiaochuan curled the corners of his mouth, showing a sad smile, "I'm so tired, let me rest for a while."

Chu Tianchang felt relieved, and walked towards the door, but heard a thunderstorm behind him.

"Chu Tianchang, have you ever loved me?"

He stopped suddenly, stiff as a wax figure.

Yue Xiaochuan stared at him from behind.I really want to have a pair of X-ray-like eyes, see his heart through his skin.

There appears to be an air-raid siren going off in the room, and one side uses nuclear weapons first in a standoff called friendship.

This is a question that will destroy heaven and earth, and make or break it.A word of love will instantly break the balance of all disguises.

"Just now, I did some calculations. It's been exactly one thousand and one nights since I moved to your house." Yue Xiaochuan was neither humble nor overbearing, "It seems that the story has come to an end here."

"I'm going to the supermarket to buy groceries."

"Stop!" Yue Xiaochuan jumped up suddenly, leaped in front of Chu Tianchang, and blocked the way with his arms outstretched.

Chu Tianchang avoided the scorching gaze, "I don't want to answer."

"I just want a result today!"

He remained silent, as if he wanted to beat me to death without saying anything.

"I beg you, even if you nod your head." Yue Xiaochuan's slender and powerful fingers pinched his arm fiercely, "Three years is really not short, and the whole country is about to be liberated. Can't you get some sincerity?" ?”

"I treat you with sincerity." Chu Tianchang finally grasped the key words and whispered.

"You know, I mean love."

Again there was silence.A long, almost air-freezing silence.

"Mr. Chu, talk to me, I beg you to talk..."

"Why," Chu Tianchang finally said, and finally looked directly into those playful and sad little fox eyes, "Why do you have to keep two people in a closed relationship? Now, what's wrong?"

"Because I love you, I fucking love you!" Yue Xiaochuan suddenly raised his voice, almost screaming, "I can't tell how much I love you. It's just that every day after I open my eyes and close them, I think It’s all about you. When planning the future, I can’t help but take you with me. When someone asks me who my favorite director is, I will say in my heart, it’s Chu Tianchang!”

The sudden flash flood caught Chu Tianchang by surprise, and his clever mind was in chaos.It's like throwing a person who is accustomed to taking a cold shower into a hot pool.

"Xiao Chuan, you don't have to do this..."

"Love is something that either comes to fruition or falls apart. It can't be put there without pain, and it can't be a buddy!" Yue Xiaochuan opened his eyes wide and stared at him sharply.

If gazes were knives, Chu Tianchang had already become stuffed at this moment.

"I put you here," Yue Xiaochuan raised his hand to cover his heart, "Where did you put me? Let me ask you one last time, after so long, have you ever loved me?"

Chu Tianchang seemed to be in samadhi, he lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Soon, Yue Xiaochuan settled for the next best thing: "Even one day, one hour."

He just wanted an affirmative answer, even if Chu Tianchang's head only moved up and down by 1 degree.

"Xiaochuan, you—" The person undergoing soul torture seemed to finally confess, but Yue Xiaochuan suddenly covered his mouth.

"Chu Tianchang, I beg you, I beg you to think it over before you say it, this is too important to me..."

"Xiao Chuan," Chu Tianchang held his wrist, and slowly lowered the trembling hand, "You scared me."

"Even for a moment?" Yue Xiaochuan was still asking persistently.

There must be a result today.

"If you really want to know, all I can say is, I thought we were friends."

Yue Xiaochuan covered his face and groaned, and fell to the ground.

"You're too excited, let's all calm down." Chu Tianchang reached out and rubbed his head, "We'll talk about it tomorrow morning."

The anti-theft door slammed shut, leaving only Yue Xiaochuan in the house.

He sat slumped for an hour before slowly crawling to wash his face.He raised his eyes to look in the mirror, but he didn't see a person, but a living, fleshy, giant "cheap" character.

Even breathing is like licking a dog, so cheap that he almost sticks out his tongue.

After a person has participated in fierce quarrels and scolding, he will reflect, think, and regret uncontrollably.

Which sentence is missing the point?If a certain sentence is rephrased, maybe it will overwhelm the enemy with one blow and refute the opponent in an instant?Thinking of a ferocious swear word, maybe the other party will be pissed off, but it's a pity that the quarrel is over.

Chu Tianchang's mentality is almost like this.

He walked into a bar randomly, sat down in a cold corner, drank from the first row of the menu, and replayed the ethical drama just now in his mind repeatedly.

The last sentence should be rephrased.

That silly boy shouldn't be allowed to talk so much.

Maybe, at the first question, it's time to retreat gracefully, or just bang your head against the wall with a yell.

Chu Tianchang loves the previous state, and this kind of friendship with sleeping benefits is refreshing.

There is only pleasure between them, no grievances.

When he returned home early in the morning, Yue Xiaochuan was not there, and the keys were in the porch cabinet.

Play runaway?

Chu Tian sat for a long time and threw himself into the embrace of the wine cabinet.I thought: When I wake up again, he will probably be back.

Otherwise, where can we go?My best friend returned to his hometown, but he was reluctant to stay in a hotel. At most, he would make do with the foreigner's dormitory, and he was too embarrassed to bother him for too long.

Chu Tianchang calculated and felt that Yue Xiaochuan could only rely on himself, so he became more confident under the paralysis of alcohol.