Rebirth is justified

A chaotic and confused night passed, and when Xu Yansong woke up, Shang Jingrun was sitting on the bed and smoking a cigarette. Seeing that he woke up, he pinched the end of his cigarette and looked straight at him.This was the first time Xu Yansong saw Shang Jingrun smoking, and it was also one of the few times.

The two were silent for a long time, so long that Xu Yansong felt that Shang Jingrun would definitely say sorry to him when he spoke again, and then told him to forget everything and act as if it never happened.But no, Jun Shangjing didn't say that, he just bent down, held his lips, slowly ground his teeth for a while, and then let go, saying, "Xiao Yan, let's try to see it together."

Xu Yansong lowered his eyes, his eye sockets couldn't help turning slightly red, but that was all.He heard himself respond, and then the man pressed him down again, spreading his legs and entering gently, filling the place that had been cleaned last night to the brim again.This was the first time the two were soberly conscious. Xu Yansong climbed onto the man's shoulders, panting with the other's movements, biting his lips to avoid making strange noises. This was already strange enough and no further proof was needed.

The man who got up early was unexpectedly full of energy, Xu Yansong thought it would be over after one pass, but he didn't even know that this man didn't even take out that thing, and invaded again after his body recovered its hardness.The lips were kissed, the tongue was sucked into the other's mouth, and the saliva that was too late to swallow slipped down the corner of the mouth, Xu Yansong felt that everything was crazy.

After he calmed down completely, Xu Yansong didn't even bother to move a finger. This was his first time, but Shang Jingjun didn't show any sympathy at all. Injury was inevitable. The hot tingling reminded him of the absurdity just now. In addition to wry smile or wry smile.But he was used to maintaining a gentle and polite appearance in front of Shang Jingjun, even though everyone knew it well, he still felt that it was safer to do so.

After this day, their relationship was no longer pure, but no one mentioned what their real relationship is now, but their actions became more and more tacit, as if they were really together.From time to time, they would hug each other and writhe together, and when the weather was nice, they would go out for a casual stroll, one in front and the other behind, and it would be easy to explain when they met acquaintances.It is quite normal for the young master of the merchant to be accompanied by a housekeeper when he goes out.Even so, Xu Yansong was also happy. He thought it was good to just keep silent all the time. It was really clear, and it was probably over.

"Xiaoyan, I like you, do you like me?" The man stirring inside him asked, with a rare sense of confusion and uncertainty.At this time, it had been a year since their relationship changed, and Shang Jingrun was uneasy, which surprised Xu Yansong.He thought that in their relationship, he was the only one who carefully maintained it, because Shang Jingrun didn't really like him very much, but he would get restless when he couldn't see Shang Jingrun, but these were all It was well hidden by him, and no one discovered it except himself.

"En." Xu Yansong responded, pulled the man down and kissed him. If he didn't like it, how could he be willing to live under him for so long? He really didn't think he was a man.Afterwards, Shang Jingrun's encroachment became intense, and Xu Yansong couldn't bear it.Except for the indulgence at the first time, Jun Shangjing was very gentle in the subsequent hugs, and he would only be presumptuous when he was in a really good mood, but now it is obviously not happy, but more like venting something.

Soon, Xu Yansong knew what the venting was for.Shang Jingrun is going to study abroad, so of course it doesn't include taking him with him.Xu Yansong thought, probably because his answer that night was too bland, and Shang Jingrun was dissatisfied with his insincerity, that's why he tossed him thoroughly the night before leaving, Only then did he suddenly drop a sentence that he will be on the plane at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon, and it will take at least three years for him to graduate and come back.

At that moment, Xu Yansong was dumbfounded.Shang Jingrun could still come up to hug him and kiss him softly, Xu Yansong was at a loss, he didn't understand how this man could be so cruel as a matter of course, he really regarded him as a cold-blooded person who didn't care about anything.But Xu Yansong couldn't say a word to persuade him, he had no position, and he couldn't let go of his self-esteem, so he just kissed back without saying a word.

Shang Jingrun left, Xu Yansong lay on the bed, recalling the little things that had happened in these years, finally sighed, got up and got dressed.In fact, Shang Jingrun has always been prouder than him, so maybe that man has been waiting for him to open his mouth to show weakness. Although Xu Yansong thinks that he fell in love with Shang Jingrun first, but at least in the process of getting along In the movie, he is more indifferent to this relationship than Jun Shangjing.

When he opened the door, he was stopped before taking two steps. His father was actually sitting on the sofa in the living room, and it seemed that he was still waiting for him to come out.The man who brought him to the business but didn't get along with him very much was looking at him sternly at this moment, and told him bluntly, "Don't chase after Jing Run, he has already found out the relationship between your mother and his mother back then." It's over, it's impossible to accept you anymore, you can stop here, brothers should look like brothers!"

The death sentence came quickly and fiercely, and Xu Yansong was completely knocked down without any preparation.His legs became weak for a while, Xu Yansong stabilized his body, nodded, and returned to the room without saying a word.The moment the door closed, tears fell, he and Shang Jingjun, it was over!

Xu Yansong knew about his mother, but Shang Jingrun didn't.But now, Shang Jingrun knows, he has become a sinner who has been concealing the truth and deliberately approaching and playing with each other.With Jun Shangjing's arrogant temperament, the moment he knew the existence of that incident, he had been completely thrown into the abyss of hell.

Xu Yansong twitched the corners of his mouth, laughed at Shang Jingrun, and laughed at himself even more. It doesn't matter who hurts anyone, that person directly put the blame on him, what can he say?From the very beginning, Xu Yansong was jealous of Shang Jingrun, because he knew that his mother owed Shang Jingrun's mother and son, and as a son, he was unable to make up for it, at least he could keep a distance.

But this does not mean that he needs to be angered and blamed by Jun Shangjing because of his mother, Xu Yansong has always been very clear about this.What his mother owed, he can make up for it if he is able, but he will not accept anger no matter whether he is capable or not, so this time, it is Shang Jingrun who owes him.Xu Yansong glanced at the traces all over his body, his eyes became colder and colder.

From Shang Jingrun's point of view, his previous inquiry was probably the last chance for him, an intention to let him express his heart and tell the truth, but don't say that Xu Yansong failed to understand Shang Jingrun's meaning, Even if he understood, he would still answer like that.Xu Yansong is very similar to his mother, so since his mother can't get what he likes, probably he can't get it either. How can an unlovable personality be with someone he likes?

The father must have tampered with it here. Jun Shangjing knew he was his younger brother when they met on the first day. He believed that Jun Shangjing must have checked who his mother was in the days to come.But it wasn't until recently that Jun Shangjing knew about those things back then. Naturally, his father concealed it first, and then chose to uncover the facts that had been concealed after discovering the things between him and Jun Shangjing.

So what if you like it, what happened when you don't trust each other, what can you do if you are together.Xu Yansong turned over, his whole body was sore, and he did this in the end, that man is quite shameless, isn't he?He should be thankful that he and Shang Jingrun don't look much alike, so he can have bits and pieces of these years.Genes are a very magical thing. Obviously, the two of them have the same father, and the mother is even twin sisters. When it is their turn, the two of them are just like ordinary brothers. Is it luck?

The three years passed without rush, Xu Yansong has been living in the business, and really started to learn how to be a qualified housekeeper.He is not the young master of a merchant, everything he gets today is in exchange for loyalty and labor.Shang Jingrun would come back once a year during Chinese New Year, without his father reminding him, Xu Yansong would tidy up the house and get out of the business.He told himself that maybe he shouldn't have thought too much about a young master like Shang Jingjun in the first place, so no matter what the reason is, since it's broken, let's just break it clean.

Jun Shangjing is married, and the woman is pregnant.

After the third Spring Festival, Xu Yansong heard what his father said, and then his father asked him to have a child too. He is 20 years old and can have a child.Xu Yansong thought it was quite funny, Shang Jingrun got married and had a child, so it had nothing to do with him.But Xu Yansong still seriously considered this suggestion, child, being alone is very lonely, and he doesn't intend to harm any woman in the future, so it's okay to get one earlier.

I wanted to tell my father what I thought. Unexpectedly, my father didn't say much, and helped him contact a foreign expert in IVF.This thing was still very advanced at the time. Some people in China had heard of it but few people were willing to try it. Xu Yansong didn't care. He needed a child, and this technology could meet his needs, so he tried it.

Xu Yansong didn't pay much attention to the follow-up progress. It's not that he doesn't believe in this new technology. In fact, he just doesn't think it's necessary to care. Children are one of his life arrangements, and now it's just a few years earlier.But when the little child was delivered to him a year later, the birth of a new life made him feel incredible.Such a small thing is his child, and he actually has a child.The feeling of being a father for the first time is very strange. Xu Yansong unconsciously wondered whether Shang Jingrun felt the same way when he saw his child a few months ago.

Xu Yansong moved out of the business, because Shang Jingrun was coming back with his wife and children. His father asked him what he meant, but in fact he didn't have another choice.What's more, Xu Yansong didn't want to take his son to face Shang Jingrun's family alone for the time being, it would remind him of some ridiculous scenes that he imagined in the past.

Another two years have passed, and Shang Jingrun's achievements after his return are amazing, so amazing that it is difficult for Xu Yansong not to know.Fortunately, he didn't feel much anymore, and most of his thoughts were spent on his youngest son. Before that, Xu Yansong never thought that he would become a nanny one day.

At the beginning of the third year, one month before the merchant's annual meeting, Xu Yansong received the invitation letter, which was quite formal, and he took a look at it in his hand and threw it aside.Xu Yansong packed up and carried the child to the annual meeting. He must be worried about leaving his son at home alone, especially when the nanny came home during the Chinese New Year.

After not seeing each other for many years, Xu Yansong caught sight of Shang Jingrun in the crowd.The figure of this person is a bit taller, adding a bit of capital to the already proud height.Seeing him, Shang Jingrun smiled and came over to toast him with a glass of wine, Xu Yansong drank it, the two chatted casually, and Shang Jingrun, the host, left.

Only Xu Yansong knew how restless his heart was at this moment, even he himself was extremely surprised.Shouldn't it be forgotten, shouldn't it be let go?No, he still likes this man. After Xu Yansong discovered this, he felt that he was too funny, so he kept that small thought in his heart, it's better not to show this thing.

There were a lot of people at the annual meeting. His father seemed to introduce him to everyone on purpose. After finding him, he asked him to hand over the child to the merchant's nanny. Xu Yansong took a look at Shangjing Run's child, who was very pink and tender. Cute, but he doesn't like to talk to people at a young age. After seeing them barging in, he just glanced at them and continued to play with the toys on the bed.As for his own son, he only took one look and then rushed forward and hugged his handsome little brother tightly. It would not be easy for him to take his son away. Promise!

After a round of toasting, Xu Yansong was a little dizzy. Even though he had mixed some white water into it as much as possible, his drinking capacity was in view, so how could it be better.By the end of the annual meeting, Xu Yansong was almost in a state of fainting, but he was so good at pretending that his father didn't think there was anything wrong with him.Just when Xu Yansong was struggling to think about what to do later, Shang Jingrun who did not know when was standing next to him helped him up, and just for a moment, he was completely paralyzed. All the drunkenness that had been hidden broke out, and he nestled in the man's arms.

Then he heard the voice of his father ordering Shang Jingrun to take him back to his previous room, and was dragged and thrown on the bed. Xu Yansong laughed out loud, feeling that he was quite useless, as soon as he was touched by Shang Jing Run Completely collapsed without hesitation, is it true that he can't even hold on for a while, or is he actually waiting for Jun Shangjing to come and do this?

The bed beside her was sunken, and there was the sound of cloth rubbing against each other. Soon, the lips were kissed, the clothes were torn apart, and the vitals were held in the hands.The hasty kiss was urgent and rough, and the man who couldn't unbutton his shirt kept saying "Damn it" again and again, Xu Yansong smiled deeper, it seemed that it was not certain who could bear it first.

He thought he would not miss him anymore, but at this moment he wished he could tear him up and swallow him in his stomach.Xu Yansong looked at the man with flames in his eyes, his body trembling uncontrollably.Wine is really a mixed bag of good and bad, just like for Xu Yansong and Shang Jingjun now.

When embracing and kissing each other passionately, Xu Yansong closed his eyes and responded eagerly. He knew that he would not be patient anymore. Even though he disliked his mother's personality, he really didn't want to let it go now. Shang Jing profited, and would rather do whatever it takes.Unlike Mom, he gets what he wants, like now.

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