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Because of this, I wronged myself to touch a man!Oh, by the way, Shang Muyan originally liked women, hehe, he didn't realize it all the time, it's stupid, isn't it?
Indeed, it is really stupid enough!How can anyone be really indifferent to the person they like?Didn't he even think about it, if Shang Muyan wanted to touch him, how would he respond?What Shang Muyan said and did were nothing more than some actions that were hinted at under certain circumstances.So, who is to blame?
"Qichen, don't... worry, I will... save you, you... uh... won't... die! I just contacted..."
Before the man who had difficulty pronouncing the words could finish speaking, Li Chenqi was already out of breath. He let out a low growl and made an unintelligible sound, strongly expressing his reluctance.Who saved him?How many times had he said that he didn't need medical attention!No need no need no need!Damn, does this person really not understand human speech?
He just wanted to die peacefully, couldn't even this request be met?If it was really for his own good, why not just give him a dose of euthanasia?It is impossible for a merchant to not even have this ability!For a moment, Li Chenqi was furious, struggling to take off the oxygen mask, but stopped when he saw those sad eyes.
☆, no longer show off [Xiuwen]
What kind of eyes are these, they are always sharp and fierce, they are always bright and flickering, they are always... clear as a mirror... at this moment, they are full of sadness, so deep that it is suffocating.
Li Chenqi felt that his eyes must be dazzled, how could this wanton man who only acted on instinct show such an expression to him?Between him and him, what else is there besides venting?
Li Chenqi admitted that Shangmu had always treated him very well.But that kind of goodness is more like a powerful master caring for a cherished captive thing, for fear that if it is damaged, there will be no substitute for it.Therefore, he has never felt grateful to Shang Muyi, they have an equal transaction relationship, he sacrificed his body, this person gave him protection!
Because of this, Li Chenqi will not feel guilty at all for all the revenge he has imposed on Shang Muyi, such as this person's current speech is not fluent, such as this person's stupid appearance!
By Shang Muyi's side, Li Chenqi couldn't find the minimum respect for his existence as a "person". What this person wants to do depends on his own pleasure.Especially when he is in heat, as long as he is willing, he will completely disregard the occasion and time, let alone Li Chenqi's wishes!
For this reason, Li Chenqi could only smash his teeth and swallow blood many times.He can only tell himself over and over again, it's okay, it's the same if you get used to it, as long as Shang Muyan doesn't dislike him, he doesn't care what other people think!However, can we not do it every time when there is Shang Muyan?In that case, he really...wouldn't be able to hold his head up!
But now, this man who has always been regarded by him as having no emotion but only instinct looked at him with such heartbroken eyes, then slowly approached, and gently kissed him on the face, hoarse, trying hard Said calmly: "Qichen, don't... die... okay? I... I will... treat you... yes, treat you... very... very good! Compared to your treatment of... Mu Yan is good, just more not... less!
You have always...wanted...60.00%...of the shares of...Shang's Building in my hands...right?It doesn't matter, as long as you...live well, I can...give it to you, give you...one percent...for a year, okay?In this way, Qichen...can accompany me...60 years...for now!Then, Qichen thought...to give it to anyone...anything is fine, Mu Yan...so can it! "
Li Chenqi suddenly opened his eyes wide, he knew it!He even knew it all!This man who he thought was so stupid as to be hopelessly knew everything, and he was even conniving at his behavior, just so that he could stay with him for 60 years?How can it be!How can this be!
How is it impossible!He had never really tried to understand this person. Apart from rejection, he was afraid, and the rest was disgust!Li Chenqi wailed silently, what kind of life has he been living these years!The people in the business are really powerful, he, Li Chenqi, can't beat any of them, can't beat any of them!Even facing this half-human evolved from a wild beast, you can only be fooled!
"Hehe...cough cough..." Li Chenqi laughed miserably, and then coughed violently. The man in front of him patted his chest nervously, but it didn't help. He was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, and he was about to ring the bell immediately. Call the doctor over.
Li Chenqi stretched out his index finger with all his strength, and hooked Shang Muyi's little finger. When the man looked at him, he shook his head and hooked the corner of his mouth. Then, in the man's stunned expression, he restrained himself smile.
For the first time, Li Chenqi took a serious look at Shang Muyi, put away all the blind rejection in his body, and seriously recalled the 17 years of entanglement with him.Then, he discovered that during such a long period of time, apart from those hypocritical warmth, Shang Muyi was the only person around him who really treated him well.This person is the only object he rejects, loathes and calculates, and he has never seen impatience in Shang Muyi's eyes, only anxiety, the anxiety caused by him!Why?
Why did Shang Muyi treat him so well unconditionally?Just because he is the only one he has to vent to, the one thing he guards to death?For Shangmuyi, what kind of existence is he?Is it worth the years for such a wanton man to go against his instincts and pretend he doesn't know what he's doing?
Moving his lips, Li Chengqi said with difficulty, "Don't call a doctor, it's useless. I...I want to go back, can you take me back? You have to hold me, so that I can die in your arms Then, I won't be cold anymore, and you will have my whole life, okay?" Li Chenqi has always known that coaxing is the most effective way to deal with Shang Muyi!
Even if he couldn't make a sound, Li Chenqi knew that Shang Muyi could understand what he was saying.However, at that moment just now, at the moment when he finished speaking, Li Chenqi felt that this request was originally intended as an excuse, but it was indeed the only thing he wanted to do right now.He doesn't want to die in a cold hospital!Besides, he really didn't know what else he wanted to do before he died.
Li Chenqi suddenly realized that only Shang Muyi was his only reliance, no matter when, where, or under any circumstances, he would never leave.The small scars on this man's face were left by him in a fight; the tooth marks on this man's shoulders were bitten on by him; His embrace...is unique to him!
They are two people who are so close, why has he never felt this?
Probably, it was because of the strong sense of rejection that had occupied his mind from the very beginning. That feeling of rejection made Li Chenqi complete all of this as a task that had to be done. Or the same sentence, once a person becomes blind, it is really It's terrible, both heart and eyes will be blinded!Especially those cognitions that have been deeply rooted in my heart since childhood are really as firm as a rock, absolutely unshakable!
As a result, too much has been overlooked and too much has been missed.Now, it's too late!
Shang Muyi didn't move for a long time, and Li Chenqi didn't urge him, but just stared at him, determined that this man would give in in the end.Like a great enlightenment before he died, Li Chenqi thought a little better the moment he saw those sad eyes.That is, the man in front of him, it turns out, really likes him!I don't know how much I like him, but I like it for sure!Only in this way can Li Chenqi be so sure that the one who compromised must be Shang Muyi
Perhaps, this man himself doesn't know what is indulgence and what is liking!But he did like pampering him all the time!
Facts have proved that Li Chenqi is right.Even though he was reluctant, the hesitant Shang Muyi finally obeyed Li Chenqi's words.Shang Muyi called the doctor, carefully asked about the precautions after returning home, and sent someone to transfer the medical equipment to the house as quickly as possible, then carefully picked up Li who was still on the drip and wearing the oxygen mask. Chen Qi.
Obviously, Shang Muyi is indeed willing to fulfill Li Chenqi's wish, but he will never compromise on Li Chenqi's proper treatment.Li Chenqi silently watched all the preparations Shang Muyi made, the moment he was picked up by someone, he leaned his head into Shang Muyi's neck, and rubbed it vaguely.
Shang Muyi's body froze, his footsteps paused slightly, and the expression on his face was filled with joy and surprise.Immediately, Shang Muyi tightened the strength on his arms, as if he was afraid that the person in his arms would just pass away.
As soon as he left the ward, Li Chenqi felt the eyes of the people around him locked in. He admired these people quite a bit. After all, it is not so easy to hate and hate someone persistently.
Li Chenqi always knew that in order to help Shang Muyan, he had offended many people, so many that if he broke away from Shang Muyi's protection, he would be retaliated in the shortest possible time.
For this reason, Shang Muyi always keeps a close eye on him and does not give him any chance to place orders.
For example, now, such as these people around.If it wasn't for Shang Muyi holding him and the bodyguards around him, Li Chenqi had no doubt that these people would immediately rush forward to take revenge.It's so pitiful, he can't even remember who they are, and he feels sorry for their hatred!
This is something that Li Chenqi just figured out. Before, he always thought that Shang Muyi was imprisoning him like a prisoner, and didn't give him the little freedom to buy a bottle of water by himself, even if it was only within his field of vision. .How much he hated Shang Muyi's arrogance and unreasonableness before, how complicated his mood is now.
It seems like everything is not right.Why did you have to make him think so much before he died?His own body knew that the biggest reason for Li Chenqi's reluctance to receive treatment was that he knew that there was no cure for him.He thought, maybe it's been two days, that's why he wanted to come back, he didn't want to die in the cold hospital!
No matter how powerful Shang Muyi is, no matter how many famous doctors he invites, it is impossible to save his humble life.What's more, because of him, the current Shangmuyi's strength is not as good as before. It's not so easy to invite a famous doctor or something!If Shang Muyi was really as capable as he showed in front of him, he would not be transferred from the ordinary ward to the advanced ward after someone made trouble.So, for a person like him, such a fate can only be caused by himself!also good!That's good too!
Li Chen closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully in the warm embrace.When he woke up, he was already lying on the very familiar big bed, and the furnishings in the room had not changed at all, even the half-written note that he left behind before rushing to rescue Mu Yan was left intact. On the bedside table.
It was a note he wrote to deceive Shang Muyi, now it seems too ironic!
"Qichen, are you awake? How do you feel... Do you want to...go to the toilet...?" When Shang Muyi opened the door and came in, he met the eyes of Li Chenqi who was looking at the door, thinking that he had a mouth Difficult to open, he took the initiative to ask.
Li Chenqi averted his eyes and nodded.Shang Muyi took out the chamber pot from the bathroom and put it beside the bed, carefully lifted him up, then skillfully lifted him up horizontally, and gently put him on the ground to stand up.At the same time, I stood behind Li Chenqi, putting my arms around his waist, so that Li Chenqi could stand firm while leaning on his arms.
With one hand, he pulled down the zipper of Li Chenqi's trousers, and with the other hand, he reached inside and took out Li Chenqi's slightly bulging stuff, then bent down to pick up the urinal, and aligned Li Chenqi's stuff.Shang Muyi made a series of movements very naturally, Li Chenqi watched silently, and felt for the first time that this person really didn't have to take care of him to such an extent!He is such a selfish and paranoid person, how can Shang Muyi still take care of him so carefully after knowing his betrayal?
After solving the demand, Shang Muyi asked again as usual, "Qichen, do you want... the big one?"
The corner of Li Chenqi's mouth twitched, whether he didn't speak, or acquiesced.Shang Muyi made some preparations again, then sat on the edge of the bed naturally, and then sat on his lap, supporting Li Chenqi's separated legs with both hands...
After finishing the solution in a baby-like posture, Li Chenqi, who closed his eyes, was wiped clean and put back on the bed to lie down again.At this time, he is unwilling to face Shang Muyi. Even after so many days, he is still not used to being taken care of so meticulously. He even pretended to be someone else for such an unspeakable matter just now.
At the very beginning, he stubbornly refused sharply, dragged his heavy steps, and carried the oxygen pillow into the bathroom by himself, but in the end he almost confessed directly inside.If it wasn't for Shang Muyi who worriedly followed in to see, he would have died in the most ugly posture after being unconscious on the ground!
Since then, he has stopped showing off his bravery, besides, it's completely unnecessary to show his bravery in front of Shang Muyi, that person owes him so much, and this little effort is justified.At that time, Li Chenqi, who had figured this out, accepted Shang Muyi's care peacefully, even without saying a word, all things had to be asked by Shang Muyi in a good voice, half guessed and half forced.
Every time he sees Shang Muyi rushing around for him, scratching his head and scratching his cheek, Li Chenqi will feel a sense of pleasure after revenge. It was the only thing that made him feel comfortable during the initial painful time.
After solving his physical needs, Li Chenqi barely drank a few mouthfuls of porridge, closed his eyes again and fell asleep.It is not accurate to say that it is sleep. Anyone who sleeps 24 hours a day cannot sleep all the time.Li Chenqi knew that it was because his consciousness had become a little unclear, and most of the time he was sleeping vaguely, even if he opened his eyes, there was nothing in his mind.
He didn't know if everyone who was dying was in the same situation as him. From his point of view, he was more and more likely to fall into the memories of the past.Every time he wakes up, for a few seconds, he will lose his temper with Shang Muyi without any scruples, but Shang Muyi who is concerned about his body just bears it silently.
After too many times, Li Chenqi began to hate himself for being like this, and it was fine if he couldn't take care of himself, and he became crazy, extremely ugly!After returning to the familiar room, this situation seems to have improved. At least, when Li Chenqi woke up again, he was relatively sober. He even smiled at the man who habitually waited for his bad temper to flare up .For a moment, Li Chenqi was amused by the stupidity of the man caught off guard.This was Li Chenqi's first sincere smile since he was hospitalized.
Shang Muyi pursed his lips, leaned down and kissed Li Chenqi's forehead.Li Chenqi was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect that Shang Muyi could still kiss him like this, kissing him without any lust and full of tenderness.Obviously, Shang Muyi knows everything, doesn't he?Li Chenqi rolled his eyes, for a moment, he didn't know how to face such Shang Muyi.
The author has something to say: the lungs are injured, it is indeed difficult to speak, right?It is said on the Internet that if the perforation of the lung is not serious, it can be cured, but if it is serious, it will die within 15 minutes, right?
In short, the watch was misled by the author, the plot needs it, and the plot needs it.Those who know it can popularize the science, and occasionally move a small bench to sit and listen obediently!
Then, although the description of the condition of lung cancer patients is not too much, it is basically the facts that I have seen with my own eyes.A relative died of lung cancer.
Finally, please trust the author, this article is really not cruel ←←
☆, no regrets in this life【Xiuwen】
In the evening, after Shang Muyi helped Li Chenqi wash his body, he hugged Li Chenqi in his arms, fetched a book, and spread it on his lap.This posture made Li Chenqi uncomfortable, but he didn't struggle, and he could still bear this discomfort.What he was curious about was what Shang Muyi wanted him to see at this time.
Li Chenqi looked at the old photos mixed in the book in disbelief.There are pictures of a boy, one after another, at birth, when he learned to crawl, when he was scratching, when he was just learning to walk, when he was two years old.There were only ten photos in total, but Li Chenqi's eyes were reddened.On the neck of the boy in the photo is a emerald green heart-shaped jade pendant, which was very special in that era.And there was also a piece on Li Chenqi's neck, which he wore all the time but did not take off.So, the boy in the picture... is he himself?
On the last photo of the birthday celebration, the words "Happy [-]nd birthday, baby" were written on it. The two-year-old child was pink, tender and chubby, with cream on his grinning face, and he dodged slightly when he saw the camera. tilted his head.
Li Chenqi couldn't help but his eyes were red. If...if the boy in the photo is really him, then...those adults who are hugging him, or walking around him, are...his relatives?
Li Chenqi originally thought that this would be his wish that no one would know about, let alone realize!As an orphan, he has always buried the deepest wish in his heart, which is to have the photos, images and texts of himself when he was with his relatives.It's not that he hopes to use this to return to the embrace of his relatives who abandoned him, but just to prove that he was also a normal child who was loved by his parents and relatives, and that it was not his fault that he was abandoned!
Orphans want to be seen rightly by others, they didn't just pop out of a crack in the rock, they just don't have loved ones around them anymore.This kind of psychology may seem insignificant to others, and it has been abandoned, so why care about it!But in Li Chenqi's view, it is very important.
Especially after the merchant changed his whole life with an order, and Shang Muyi seemed to only regard him as the only favorite object of venting, he wanted to prove that he was also a living and equal person , once reached the apex!
But he was powerless to find proof of his identity, and he was completely powerless to even begin.As a result, his mind became more and more heavy, and there were fewer and fewer things he could see in his eyes. Therefore, the warmth that Shang Muyan gave him at that time seemed so precious!So touching!
But now, the one who helped him realize his wish was precisely Shang Muyi who had brought him the most pain.Li Chenqi couldn't recover for a while.In his heart, he is willing to believe in Shang Muyi, this person cares so much about him, as long as he notices his little thoughts, he will help him complete it, just like he did to Shang Muyan.What's more, he was so eager to realize his wish!
"Qichen, I'm sorry, I originally... wanted to... take this... as your... 30th... birthday present... for you. I'm sorry, I should have...showed it to...you to see!" The metallic voice next to his ear made Li Chenqi feel warm inexplicably.
In fact, it is not too late.
If Shang Muyi showed it earlier, he would definitely not be as shocked as he is now, let alone feel moved.He will think that this is a reward given to him in advance by Shang Muyi.That means that he will be tortured twice in the future!Li Chenqi knew that he was a little paranoid, once he decided on something, he could no longer see the truth clearly.This is very bad, but he has been unable to correct it!
Tilting his head, Li Chenqi, who was wearing an oxygen mask, touched Shang Muyi's lips with his forehead, then closed his eyes reassuringly, not caring about the frightened man's expression.
His wish has come true, he has no regrets in this life!
In this way, two days passed, and Li Chenqi's breathing became weaker and weaker.He looked at Shang Muyi who had been guarding his bed all day and all night, unwilling to waste even the blink of an eye, couldn't help moving his lips, "I'm sorry".Then, when he saw this man who had always been brutal and reckless to the extreme, his eyes turned red instantly. At this moment, Li Chenqi's heart moved slightly.
Even he himself was surprised that he could still be moved by another person.Even if the touch was too small, but the heartbeat is the heartbeat, and now when Li Chenqi thought his heart was dead, the heartbeat seemed extremely clear.Unfortunately, it was too late!
It would be futile to say more, but the "I'm sorry" just now is the most sincere of all the words Li Chenqi has said to Shang Muyi in the past 14 years.
After another period of groggy, Li Chenqi woke up with difficulty. For a moment, Li Chenqi could no longer distinguish between reality and dream, past and present.He always felt that he seemed to have forgotten something very important, so he opened his eyes and thought about it desperately, and then he remembered, ah, he has worked so hard to save his belongings for 14 years!
Li Chenqi was nervous, afraid that someone would rob him of his last bit of wealth, but he was afraid of something, he could only watch Shang Muyan get closer and closer with his so-called fiancée, and then in front of him face, snatched his "cornucopia".In just such a moment, Li Chenqi went crazy, and rushed forward to fight that heartless man without hesitation.
That's his!is his!He saved it for 14 years!It was the capital he used to support Shang Muyan after he was going to be officially with Shang Muyan!But now, he doesn't want to give it to anyone!Even if he burnt all of the 5000 million yuan, he absolutely must not give a cent to that cold-blooded man!
Grinning his teeth, Li Chenqi's eyes turned red with anger. He struggled to fight with Shang Muyan, but it seemed that he was always bound by some force. He hated him so much, and after a loud roar, he was ready to fight fiercely.In the end, he woke up with a desperately deep kiss after being tightly locked in his body.
Staring blankly at the pale man in front of him, Li Chenqi opened his dim eyes, and it took him a while to wake up.He opened his mouth, his throat was so painful that he couldn't make a sound, ah, it turned out to be a dream!
Li Chenqi, who was struggling too much, was already in a state of qi at this time. The oxygen mask had fallen off during his frantic struggle before, and with the deep kiss just now, even if he put on the oxygen mask again, it would be very difficult for him to breathe. Barely maintaining the continuation of that weak life.Li Chenqi knew that his behavior had frightened the man holding him, but he didn't even have the strength to move his lips, let alone try to say something to comfort the poor man.
It's so pitiful, the man holding him with red eyes is really pitiful, he doesn't have the domineering shadow of the past at all, he is still stupid, easily swayed by his emotions.In the past, he smiled at this stupid man who was played around by his words and deeds, but now, he couldn't laugh, and he couldn't bear to look at it.
How does it feel to feel the end of your life before your eyes?Li Chenqi blinked, at this time, he actually wanted to write something, hehe, it's really ridiculous, he didn't care about anything when he was alive, but before he died, he suddenly had a... concern?Hey, tell me, what can he write?What should he write?Why is he writing something?
Dying speeches?What's the use?Leave Shangmuyi as a souvenir?
Li Chenqi closed his eyes,
After living frugally and saving money for 14 years, Li Chenqi wanted to tell Shang Muyi the whereabouts of the money. Although the money was nothing in Shang Muyi's eyes, Li Chenqi wanted to hand over the money give him.In the final analysis, all his money was obtained from Shang Muyi, and it would be more accurate to say "return it to him"!
But Shang Muyi didn't want to hear what he said at all, he just hugged him tightly, saying over and over again, "Qichen, you...don't die...don't die...don't die..."
Those pleadings were choked up, and Li Chenqi's nose was sore when he heard it.He suddenly wanted to know why Shang Muyi persisted in calling him "Qichen". By the way, it seemed that when they met for the first time, he called "Qichen" while throwing him down. I didn't have time to introduce myself!
With this doubt, Li Chenqi couldn't calm down.Once he is obsessed with something, no matter how he behaves before he gets the answer, he is unwilling to give up in his heart.But right now, it's obviously not a good time for him to show his character, Shang Muyi has fallen into despair and grief, apart from hugging him tightly and feeling his real existence, he doesn't want to care about anything else.
Hearing the sobs and sobs in his ears, Li Chenqi suddenly gave up all his unnecessary thoughts, so what if he knew?It's like he already knows that Shang Muyi is good, but he can't do anything for him.In the last time, it was really a good choice to be hugged tightly by this person all the time!
God took him well, at least, before he died, let him know that there is such a person, who may have liked him for many years, and has been waiting for him until his death.In this way, the life of his dying person, Li Chenqi, would be complete.
At this moment, Li Chenqi felt that maybe he didn't love Shang Muyan as much as he imagined, and it was just because Shang Muyan was the only sunshine he could see, so he desperately caught him. Live, regard it as the supreme existence.Therefore, after being betrayed by Shang Muyan, except for the initial period of hysteria, he quickly recovered his calm, and he didn't even hold much hatred.
Because he treated it as something out of reach from the very beginning, maybe deep down in his heart he didn't really believe in Shang Muyan's promise?It's just that he's used to the way of living that believes in Shang Muyan as a belief, so he insisted on walking all the way, otherwise, he didn't know how to continue his life.
Shang Muyi, a big idiot, obviously sees better than him, but he doesn't know how to pull him out of this hopeless belief.All she knew was to stand in front of him and protect him blindly, and once he accidentally stepped out of his protective circle, she would use brutal methods to pull him back.This brutal way of a barbarian will only make Li Chenqi who already dislikes him even more resist his protection!
After all, Li Chenqi failed to survive the third night after returning.Under the signal of his strong eyes, Shang Muyi pursed his lips and took off his oxygen mask, his hands trembling slightly.At this moment, this originally heroic man was haggard, tsk tsk, how ugly!
Turning his head, Li Chenqi kissed the chin of the man who was holding him, and when Shang Muyi lowered his head to look at him in surprise, Li Chenqi kissed his lips.And this man, who had been intimate with his body for 14 years, was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to react.
This kiss exhausted all of Li Chenqi's last strength, he closed his eyes with a smile, his nose smelled the unique smell of Shang Muyi, his whole body was wrapped in Shang Muyi's extremely familiar breath .He thought he could really leave with peace of mind.
Suddenly, a liquid so hot as to burn people dripped from his face, it slid down his cheeks to the corner of his mouth, and flowed into Li Chenqi's mouth. What he tasted was salty and bitter, and he could faintly hear suppressed sobs in his ears. Voice.Li Chenqi, who was bitter in his mouth, smiled wryly in his heart, he can't do it, he really can't do it anymore, the chill of approaching death enveloped his whole body, the god of death seems to be guarding him coldly, just waiting As soon as he stopped breathing, he took his soul away without stopping for a moment!
But why, he had to wait until this moment to resolutely raise the idea of not being willing to die like this?
It's really...too late!It's not that there are no regrets, and it's not that you can feel at ease after earning money. What to do, it's too late!
Not reconciled!He... was unwilling to die like this!As long as he changed his way of life earlier, he might...be able to get happiness!So, how could he be willing!
In the arms of the man who was crying bitterly, a tear slipped quietly from the corner of the eyes of the lifeless and delicate man who had closed his eyes tightly.Who is this man who has never shed tears since he was admitted to the hospital, the last tear in his life?
The author has something to say: I thought about it for a long time before writing this article, but I still haven’t deleted the part before rebirth. In my opinion, this is necessary.This is a pampering article. There is no such thing as before rebirth. In terms of the relationship between the slave and the master, it is impossible to be pampered!
My friend suggested that I write about the progress after rebirth while interspersing with the one before rebirth. I think I am tired of writing, and everyone may be tired and confused after reading it, so I can post it all at once!Although the abandonment rate will be higher ==
Uh... the part in the photo is a meme from a friend of mine.She is an orphan, but has a cheerful personality.Only once, when talking about wishes, she said that she wanted to have a photo, a photo that could prove that she was also loved by relatives, and she didn't need to find real relatives.When I wrote this, I suddenly thought of this matter, so I used it.
As for the text, I think that the photos Shang Muyi took out may not necessarily be Li Chenqi's when he was a child!With Shang Muyi's character, he is unlikely to keep it until Li
If Chen Qi takes it out on his 30th birthday, he must be the first to exchange it for Li Chenqi's smile!
☆、Nightmare Rebirth 【Revised】
Li Chenqi was woken up by the pain. When he opened his eyes, his vision shook violently. The hands that were imprisoned around his waist were too strong, making it impossible for him to move below the waist and abdomen.And the severe pain behind him made him sweat profusely, and the vivid sensation of the fiery giant constantly speeding through his body and outside his body told him clearly what kind of situation he was in right now.Li Chenqi had no choice but to support his hands on the ground, his body helplessly swaying with the violent impact of the person behind him.
There is no need to look back, just by the fiery breath sprayed in his ears, Li Chenqi can know that the person who is possessing him is not someone else, but the beast that treats him like a slave, so that he can vent his anger anytime, anywhere An ordinary man——Shang Muyi!but why?Isn't he already dead?Or is he dreaming?
Will not!How could it be possible that even the pain was so vivid in the dream, and the raging heat buried deep in his body could not allow anyone to doubt the authenticity of its existence!The hands clamping his waist were too hard, Li Chenqi patted the owner of the big hands, signaling him to relax.But Shang Muyi, who was always willing to satisfy his relatively insignificant demands, completely ignored him this time!
Li Chenqi's mind was very confused. In fact, under Shang Muyi's fierce attack, he couldn't think calmly. Even his body, which was too accustomed to the opponent's attack, instinctively began to cooperate, looking for the best way to alleviate the attack. The posture and angle of possible injury to oneself.
Although Li Chenqi's body cooperated instinctively, he protested and clamored for unbearable pain.Li Chenqi took a "hissy" breath, shook his head violently, and his consciousness became a little clearer.It shouldn't be, although he has been resisting Shang Muyi's touch psychologically, his body is used to it, why is it like... the first time it hurts so badly?
Li Chenqi, who couldn't figure out the situation, could only grit his teeth and try his best to relax his body, thinking about solving Shang Muyi's needs first.In this kind of matter, Li Chenqi has always put Shang Muyi's needs first, and this beast-like man can only have the opportunity to take care of other things after satisfying his estrous needs.
Turning his head to the right, Li Chenqi kissed the lips of the man who was living on his neck and rubbing his lips, the face of the man behind the light was blurred, Li Chenqi didn't think too much about using Shang Muyi's body The skills he worked out pleased Shang Muyi.This man loves to kiss him very much, but Li Chenqi has always been very repulsive, only when he is really tortured by Shang Muyi, he will choose to use this method to get relief as soon as possible.
As a matter of fact, the number of times Li Chenqi chose this method... quite frequently!This beast in human skin always shows off its animal desires wantonly and arrogantly on him. As a normal human being, Li Chenqi feels that it is only normal that he has never been able to bear it well.
When Li Chenqi stuck out his tongue and wanted to get into Shang Muyi's mouth, he finally realized something was wrong, because Shang Muyi behind him didn't know how to kiss at all!He didn't even understand what he meant by sticking out his tongue, he just swallowed it instinctively
Indeed, it is really stupid enough!How can anyone be really indifferent to the person they like?Didn't he even think about it, if Shang Muyan wanted to touch him, how would he respond?What Shang Muyan said and did were nothing more than some actions that were hinted at under certain circumstances.So, who is to blame?
"Qichen, don't... worry, I will... save you, you... uh... won't... die! I just contacted..."
Before the man who had difficulty pronouncing the words could finish speaking, Li Chenqi was already out of breath. He let out a low growl and made an unintelligible sound, strongly expressing his reluctance.Who saved him?How many times had he said that he didn't need medical attention!No need no need no need!Damn, does this person really not understand human speech?
He just wanted to die peacefully, couldn't even this request be met?If it was really for his own good, why not just give him a dose of euthanasia?It is impossible for a merchant to not even have this ability!For a moment, Li Chenqi was furious, struggling to take off the oxygen mask, but stopped when he saw those sad eyes.
☆, no longer show off [Xiuwen]
What kind of eyes are these, they are always sharp and fierce, they are always bright and flickering, they are always... clear as a mirror... at this moment, they are full of sadness, so deep that it is suffocating.
Li Chenqi felt that his eyes must be dazzled, how could this wanton man who only acted on instinct show such an expression to him?Between him and him, what else is there besides venting?
Li Chenqi admitted that Shangmu had always treated him very well.But that kind of goodness is more like a powerful master caring for a cherished captive thing, for fear that if it is damaged, there will be no substitute for it.Therefore, he has never felt grateful to Shang Muyi, they have an equal transaction relationship, he sacrificed his body, this person gave him protection!
Because of this, Li Chenqi will not feel guilty at all for all the revenge he has imposed on Shang Muyi, such as this person's current speech is not fluent, such as this person's stupid appearance!
By Shang Muyi's side, Li Chenqi couldn't find the minimum respect for his existence as a "person". What this person wants to do depends on his own pleasure.Especially when he is in heat, as long as he is willing, he will completely disregard the occasion and time, let alone Li Chenqi's wishes!
For this reason, Li Chenqi could only smash his teeth and swallow blood many times.He can only tell himself over and over again, it's okay, it's the same if you get used to it, as long as Shang Muyan doesn't dislike him, he doesn't care what other people think!However, can we not do it every time when there is Shang Muyan?In that case, he really...wouldn't be able to hold his head up!
But now, this man who has always been regarded by him as having no emotion but only instinct looked at him with such heartbroken eyes, then slowly approached, and gently kissed him on the face, hoarse, trying hard Said calmly: "Qichen, don't... die... okay? I... I will... treat you... yes, treat you... very... very good! Compared to your treatment of... Mu Yan is good, just more not... less!
You have always...wanted...60.00%...of the shares of...Shang's Building in my hands...right?It doesn't matter, as long as you...live well, I can...give it to you, give you...one percent...for a year, okay?In this way, Qichen...can accompany me...60 years...for now!Then, Qichen thought...to give it to anyone...anything is fine, Mu Yan...so can it! "
Li Chenqi suddenly opened his eyes wide, he knew it!He even knew it all!This man who he thought was so stupid as to be hopelessly knew everything, and he was even conniving at his behavior, just so that he could stay with him for 60 years?How can it be!How can this be!
How is it impossible!He had never really tried to understand this person. Apart from rejection, he was afraid, and the rest was disgust!Li Chenqi wailed silently, what kind of life has he been living these years!The people in the business are really powerful, he, Li Chenqi, can't beat any of them, can't beat any of them!Even facing this half-human evolved from a wild beast, you can only be fooled!
"Hehe...cough cough..." Li Chenqi laughed miserably, and then coughed violently. The man in front of him patted his chest nervously, but it didn't help. He was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, and he was about to ring the bell immediately. Call the doctor over.
Li Chenqi stretched out his index finger with all his strength, and hooked Shang Muyi's little finger. When the man looked at him, he shook his head and hooked the corner of his mouth. Then, in the man's stunned expression, he restrained himself smile.
For the first time, Li Chenqi took a serious look at Shang Muyi, put away all the blind rejection in his body, and seriously recalled the 17 years of entanglement with him.Then, he discovered that during such a long period of time, apart from those hypocritical warmth, Shang Muyi was the only person around him who really treated him well.This person is the only object he rejects, loathes and calculates, and he has never seen impatience in Shang Muyi's eyes, only anxiety, the anxiety caused by him!Why?
Why did Shang Muyi treat him so well unconditionally?Just because he is the only one he has to vent to, the one thing he guards to death?For Shangmuyi, what kind of existence is he?Is it worth the years for such a wanton man to go against his instincts and pretend he doesn't know what he's doing?
Moving his lips, Li Chengqi said with difficulty, "Don't call a doctor, it's useless. I...I want to go back, can you take me back? You have to hold me, so that I can die in your arms Then, I won't be cold anymore, and you will have my whole life, okay?" Li Chenqi has always known that coaxing is the most effective way to deal with Shang Muyi!
Even if he couldn't make a sound, Li Chenqi knew that Shang Muyi could understand what he was saying.However, at that moment just now, at the moment when he finished speaking, Li Chenqi felt that this request was originally intended as an excuse, but it was indeed the only thing he wanted to do right now.He doesn't want to die in a cold hospital!Besides, he really didn't know what else he wanted to do before he died.
Li Chenqi suddenly realized that only Shang Muyi was his only reliance, no matter when, where, or under any circumstances, he would never leave.The small scars on this man's face were left by him in a fight; the tooth marks on this man's shoulders were bitten on by him; His embrace...is unique to him!
They are two people who are so close, why has he never felt this?
Probably, it was because of the strong sense of rejection that had occupied his mind from the very beginning. That feeling of rejection made Li Chenqi complete all of this as a task that had to be done. Or the same sentence, once a person becomes blind, it is really It's terrible, both heart and eyes will be blinded!Especially those cognitions that have been deeply rooted in my heart since childhood are really as firm as a rock, absolutely unshakable!
As a result, too much has been overlooked and too much has been missed.Now, it's too late!
Shang Muyi didn't move for a long time, and Li Chenqi didn't urge him, but just stared at him, determined that this man would give in in the end.Like a great enlightenment before he died, Li Chenqi thought a little better the moment he saw those sad eyes.That is, the man in front of him, it turns out, really likes him!I don't know how much I like him, but I like it for sure!Only in this way can Li Chenqi be so sure that the one who compromised must be Shang Muyi
Perhaps, this man himself doesn't know what is indulgence and what is liking!But he did like pampering him all the time!
Facts have proved that Li Chenqi is right.Even though he was reluctant, the hesitant Shang Muyi finally obeyed Li Chenqi's words.Shang Muyi called the doctor, carefully asked about the precautions after returning home, and sent someone to transfer the medical equipment to the house as quickly as possible, then carefully picked up Li who was still on the drip and wearing the oxygen mask. Chen Qi.
Obviously, Shang Muyi is indeed willing to fulfill Li Chenqi's wish, but he will never compromise on Li Chenqi's proper treatment.Li Chenqi silently watched all the preparations Shang Muyi made, the moment he was picked up by someone, he leaned his head into Shang Muyi's neck, and rubbed it vaguely.
Shang Muyi's body froze, his footsteps paused slightly, and the expression on his face was filled with joy and surprise.Immediately, Shang Muyi tightened the strength on his arms, as if he was afraid that the person in his arms would just pass away.
As soon as he left the ward, Li Chenqi felt the eyes of the people around him locked in. He admired these people quite a bit. After all, it is not so easy to hate and hate someone persistently.
Li Chenqi always knew that in order to help Shang Muyan, he had offended many people, so many that if he broke away from Shang Muyi's protection, he would be retaliated in the shortest possible time.
For this reason, Shang Muyi always keeps a close eye on him and does not give him any chance to place orders.
For example, now, such as these people around.If it wasn't for Shang Muyi holding him and the bodyguards around him, Li Chenqi had no doubt that these people would immediately rush forward to take revenge.It's so pitiful, he can't even remember who they are, and he feels sorry for their hatred!
This is something that Li Chenqi just figured out. Before, he always thought that Shang Muyi was imprisoning him like a prisoner, and didn't give him the little freedom to buy a bottle of water by himself, even if it was only within his field of vision. .How much he hated Shang Muyi's arrogance and unreasonableness before, how complicated his mood is now.
It seems like everything is not right.Why did you have to make him think so much before he died?His own body knew that the biggest reason for Li Chenqi's reluctance to receive treatment was that he knew that there was no cure for him.He thought, maybe it's been two days, that's why he wanted to come back, he didn't want to die in the cold hospital!
No matter how powerful Shang Muyi is, no matter how many famous doctors he invites, it is impossible to save his humble life.What's more, because of him, the current Shangmuyi's strength is not as good as before. It's not so easy to invite a famous doctor or something!If Shang Muyi was really as capable as he showed in front of him, he would not be transferred from the ordinary ward to the advanced ward after someone made trouble.So, for a person like him, such a fate can only be caused by himself!also good!That's good too!
Li Chen closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully in the warm embrace.When he woke up, he was already lying on the very familiar big bed, and the furnishings in the room had not changed at all, even the half-written note that he left behind before rushing to rescue Mu Yan was left intact. On the bedside table.
It was a note he wrote to deceive Shang Muyi, now it seems too ironic!
"Qichen, are you awake? How do you feel... Do you want to...go to the toilet...?" When Shang Muyi opened the door and came in, he met the eyes of Li Chenqi who was looking at the door, thinking that he had a mouth Difficult to open, he took the initiative to ask.
Li Chenqi averted his eyes and nodded.Shang Muyi took out the chamber pot from the bathroom and put it beside the bed, carefully lifted him up, then skillfully lifted him up horizontally, and gently put him on the ground to stand up.At the same time, I stood behind Li Chenqi, putting my arms around his waist, so that Li Chenqi could stand firm while leaning on his arms.
With one hand, he pulled down the zipper of Li Chenqi's trousers, and with the other hand, he reached inside and took out Li Chenqi's slightly bulging stuff, then bent down to pick up the urinal, and aligned Li Chenqi's stuff.Shang Muyi made a series of movements very naturally, Li Chenqi watched silently, and felt for the first time that this person really didn't have to take care of him to such an extent!He is such a selfish and paranoid person, how can Shang Muyi still take care of him so carefully after knowing his betrayal?
After solving the demand, Shang Muyi asked again as usual, "Qichen, do you want... the big one?"
The corner of Li Chenqi's mouth twitched, whether he didn't speak, or acquiesced.Shang Muyi made some preparations again, then sat on the edge of the bed naturally, and then sat on his lap, supporting Li Chenqi's separated legs with both hands...
After finishing the solution in a baby-like posture, Li Chenqi, who closed his eyes, was wiped clean and put back on the bed to lie down again.At this time, he is unwilling to face Shang Muyi. Even after so many days, he is still not used to being taken care of so meticulously. He even pretended to be someone else for such an unspeakable matter just now.
At the very beginning, he stubbornly refused sharply, dragged his heavy steps, and carried the oxygen pillow into the bathroom by himself, but in the end he almost confessed directly inside.If it wasn't for Shang Muyi who worriedly followed in to see, he would have died in the most ugly posture after being unconscious on the ground!
Since then, he has stopped showing off his bravery, besides, it's completely unnecessary to show his bravery in front of Shang Muyi, that person owes him so much, and this little effort is justified.At that time, Li Chenqi, who had figured this out, accepted Shang Muyi's care peacefully, even without saying a word, all things had to be asked by Shang Muyi in a good voice, half guessed and half forced.
Every time he sees Shang Muyi rushing around for him, scratching his head and scratching his cheek, Li Chenqi will feel a sense of pleasure after revenge. It was the only thing that made him feel comfortable during the initial painful time.
After solving his physical needs, Li Chenqi barely drank a few mouthfuls of porridge, closed his eyes again and fell asleep.It is not accurate to say that it is sleep. Anyone who sleeps 24 hours a day cannot sleep all the time.Li Chenqi knew that it was because his consciousness had become a little unclear, and most of the time he was sleeping vaguely, even if he opened his eyes, there was nothing in his mind.
He didn't know if everyone who was dying was in the same situation as him. From his point of view, he was more and more likely to fall into the memories of the past.Every time he wakes up, for a few seconds, he will lose his temper with Shang Muyi without any scruples, but Shang Muyi who is concerned about his body just bears it silently.
After too many times, Li Chenqi began to hate himself for being like this, and it was fine if he couldn't take care of himself, and he became crazy, extremely ugly!After returning to the familiar room, this situation seems to have improved. At least, when Li Chenqi woke up again, he was relatively sober. He even smiled at the man who habitually waited for his bad temper to flare up .For a moment, Li Chenqi was amused by the stupidity of the man caught off guard.This was Li Chenqi's first sincere smile since he was hospitalized.
Shang Muyi pursed his lips, leaned down and kissed Li Chenqi's forehead.Li Chenqi was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect that Shang Muyi could still kiss him like this, kissing him without any lust and full of tenderness.Obviously, Shang Muyi knows everything, doesn't he?Li Chenqi rolled his eyes, for a moment, he didn't know how to face such Shang Muyi.
The author has something to say: the lungs are injured, it is indeed difficult to speak, right?It is said on the Internet that if the perforation of the lung is not serious, it can be cured, but if it is serious, it will die within 15 minutes, right?
In short, the watch was misled by the author, the plot needs it, and the plot needs it.Those who know it can popularize the science, and occasionally move a small bench to sit and listen obediently!
Then, although the description of the condition of lung cancer patients is not too much, it is basically the facts that I have seen with my own eyes.A relative died of lung cancer.
Finally, please trust the author, this article is really not cruel ←←
☆, no regrets in this life【Xiuwen】
In the evening, after Shang Muyi helped Li Chenqi wash his body, he hugged Li Chenqi in his arms, fetched a book, and spread it on his lap.This posture made Li Chenqi uncomfortable, but he didn't struggle, and he could still bear this discomfort.What he was curious about was what Shang Muyi wanted him to see at this time.
Li Chenqi looked at the old photos mixed in the book in disbelief.There are pictures of a boy, one after another, at birth, when he learned to crawl, when he was scratching, when he was just learning to walk, when he was two years old.There were only ten photos in total, but Li Chenqi's eyes were reddened.On the neck of the boy in the photo is a emerald green heart-shaped jade pendant, which was very special in that era.And there was also a piece on Li Chenqi's neck, which he wore all the time but did not take off.So, the boy in the picture... is he himself?
On the last photo of the birthday celebration, the words "Happy [-]nd birthday, baby" were written on it. The two-year-old child was pink, tender and chubby, with cream on his grinning face, and he dodged slightly when he saw the camera. tilted his head.
Li Chenqi couldn't help but his eyes were red. If...if the boy in the photo is really him, then...those adults who are hugging him, or walking around him, are...his relatives?
Li Chenqi originally thought that this would be his wish that no one would know about, let alone realize!As an orphan, he has always buried the deepest wish in his heart, which is to have the photos, images and texts of himself when he was with his relatives.It's not that he hopes to use this to return to the embrace of his relatives who abandoned him, but just to prove that he was also a normal child who was loved by his parents and relatives, and that it was not his fault that he was abandoned!
Orphans want to be seen rightly by others, they didn't just pop out of a crack in the rock, they just don't have loved ones around them anymore.This kind of psychology may seem insignificant to others, and it has been abandoned, so why care about it!But in Li Chenqi's view, it is very important.
Especially after the merchant changed his whole life with an order, and Shang Muyi seemed to only regard him as the only favorite object of venting, he wanted to prove that he was also a living and equal person , once reached the apex!
But he was powerless to find proof of his identity, and he was completely powerless to even begin.As a result, his mind became more and more heavy, and there were fewer and fewer things he could see in his eyes. Therefore, the warmth that Shang Muyan gave him at that time seemed so precious!So touching!
But now, the one who helped him realize his wish was precisely Shang Muyi who had brought him the most pain.Li Chenqi couldn't recover for a while.In his heart, he is willing to believe in Shang Muyi, this person cares so much about him, as long as he notices his little thoughts, he will help him complete it, just like he did to Shang Muyan.What's more, he was so eager to realize his wish!
"Qichen, I'm sorry, I originally... wanted to... take this... as your... 30th... birthday present... for you. I'm sorry, I should have...showed it to...you to see!" The metallic voice next to his ear made Li Chenqi feel warm inexplicably.
In fact, it is not too late.
If Shang Muyi showed it earlier, he would definitely not be as shocked as he is now, let alone feel moved.He will think that this is a reward given to him in advance by Shang Muyi.That means that he will be tortured twice in the future!Li Chenqi knew that he was a little paranoid, once he decided on something, he could no longer see the truth clearly.This is very bad, but he has been unable to correct it!
Tilting his head, Li Chenqi, who was wearing an oxygen mask, touched Shang Muyi's lips with his forehead, then closed his eyes reassuringly, not caring about the frightened man's expression.
His wish has come true, he has no regrets in this life!
In this way, two days passed, and Li Chenqi's breathing became weaker and weaker.He looked at Shang Muyi who had been guarding his bed all day and all night, unwilling to waste even the blink of an eye, couldn't help moving his lips, "I'm sorry".Then, when he saw this man who had always been brutal and reckless to the extreme, his eyes turned red instantly. At this moment, Li Chenqi's heart moved slightly.
Even he himself was surprised that he could still be moved by another person.Even if the touch was too small, but the heartbeat is the heartbeat, and now when Li Chenqi thought his heart was dead, the heartbeat seemed extremely clear.Unfortunately, it was too late!
It would be futile to say more, but the "I'm sorry" just now is the most sincere of all the words Li Chenqi has said to Shang Muyi in the past 14 years.
After another period of groggy, Li Chenqi woke up with difficulty. For a moment, Li Chenqi could no longer distinguish between reality and dream, past and present.He always felt that he seemed to have forgotten something very important, so he opened his eyes and thought about it desperately, and then he remembered, ah, he has worked so hard to save his belongings for 14 years!
Li Chenqi was nervous, afraid that someone would rob him of his last bit of wealth, but he was afraid of something, he could only watch Shang Muyan get closer and closer with his so-called fiancée, and then in front of him face, snatched his "cornucopia".In just such a moment, Li Chenqi went crazy, and rushed forward to fight that heartless man without hesitation.
That's his!is his!He saved it for 14 years!It was the capital he used to support Shang Muyan after he was going to be officially with Shang Muyan!But now, he doesn't want to give it to anyone!Even if he burnt all of the 5000 million yuan, he absolutely must not give a cent to that cold-blooded man!
Grinning his teeth, Li Chenqi's eyes turned red with anger. He struggled to fight with Shang Muyan, but it seemed that he was always bound by some force. He hated him so much, and after a loud roar, he was ready to fight fiercely.In the end, he woke up with a desperately deep kiss after being tightly locked in his body.
Staring blankly at the pale man in front of him, Li Chenqi opened his dim eyes, and it took him a while to wake up.He opened his mouth, his throat was so painful that he couldn't make a sound, ah, it turned out to be a dream!
Li Chenqi, who was struggling too much, was already in a state of qi at this time. The oxygen mask had fallen off during his frantic struggle before, and with the deep kiss just now, even if he put on the oxygen mask again, it would be very difficult for him to breathe. Barely maintaining the continuation of that weak life.Li Chenqi knew that his behavior had frightened the man holding him, but he didn't even have the strength to move his lips, let alone try to say something to comfort the poor man.
It's so pitiful, the man holding him with red eyes is really pitiful, he doesn't have the domineering shadow of the past at all, he is still stupid, easily swayed by his emotions.In the past, he smiled at this stupid man who was played around by his words and deeds, but now, he couldn't laugh, and he couldn't bear to look at it.
How does it feel to feel the end of your life before your eyes?Li Chenqi blinked, at this time, he actually wanted to write something, hehe, it's really ridiculous, he didn't care about anything when he was alive, but before he died, he suddenly had a... concern?Hey, tell me, what can he write?What should he write?Why is he writing something?
Dying speeches?What's the use?Leave Shangmuyi as a souvenir?
Li Chenqi closed his eyes,
After living frugally and saving money for 14 years, Li Chenqi wanted to tell Shang Muyi the whereabouts of the money. Although the money was nothing in Shang Muyi's eyes, Li Chenqi wanted to hand over the money give him.In the final analysis, all his money was obtained from Shang Muyi, and it would be more accurate to say "return it to him"!
But Shang Muyi didn't want to hear what he said at all, he just hugged him tightly, saying over and over again, "Qichen, you...don't die...don't die...don't die..."
Those pleadings were choked up, and Li Chenqi's nose was sore when he heard it.He suddenly wanted to know why Shang Muyi persisted in calling him "Qichen". By the way, it seemed that when they met for the first time, he called "Qichen" while throwing him down. I didn't have time to introduce myself!
With this doubt, Li Chenqi couldn't calm down.Once he is obsessed with something, no matter how he behaves before he gets the answer, he is unwilling to give up in his heart.But right now, it's obviously not a good time for him to show his character, Shang Muyi has fallen into despair and grief, apart from hugging him tightly and feeling his real existence, he doesn't want to care about anything else.
Hearing the sobs and sobs in his ears, Li Chenqi suddenly gave up all his unnecessary thoughts, so what if he knew?It's like he already knows that Shang Muyi is good, but he can't do anything for him.In the last time, it was really a good choice to be hugged tightly by this person all the time!
God took him well, at least, before he died, let him know that there is such a person, who may have liked him for many years, and has been waiting for him until his death.In this way, the life of his dying person, Li Chenqi, would be complete.
At this moment, Li Chenqi felt that maybe he didn't love Shang Muyan as much as he imagined, and it was just because Shang Muyan was the only sunshine he could see, so he desperately caught him. Live, regard it as the supreme existence.Therefore, after being betrayed by Shang Muyan, except for the initial period of hysteria, he quickly recovered his calm, and he didn't even hold much hatred.
Because he treated it as something out of reach from the very beginning, maybe deep down in his heart he didn't really believe in Shang Muyan's promise?It's just that he's used to the way of living that believes in Shang Muyan as a belief, so he insisted on walking all the way, otherwise, he didn't know how to continue his life.
Shang Muyi, a big idiot, obviously sees better than him, but he doesn't know how to pull him out of this hopeless belief.All she knew was to stand in front of him and protect him blindly, and once he accidentally stepped out of his protective circle, she would use brutal methods to pull him back.This brutal way of a barbarian will only make Li Chenqi who already dislikes him even more resist his protection!
After all, Li Chenqi failed to survive the third night after returning.Under the signal of his strong eyes, Shang Muyi pursed his lips and took off his oxygen mask, his hands trembling slightly.At this moment, this originally heroic man was haggard, tsk tsk, how ugly!
Turning his head, Li Chenqi kissed the chin of the man who was holding him, and when Shang Muyi lowered his head to look at him in surprise, Li Chenqi kissed his lips.And this man, who had been intimate with his body for 14 years, was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to react.
This kiss exhausted all of Li Chenqi's last strength, he closed his eyes with a smile, his nose smelled the unique smell of Shang Muyi, his whole body was wrapped in Shang Muyi's extremely familiar breath .He thought he could really leave with peace of mind.
Suddenly, a liquid so hot as to burn people dripped from his face, it slid down his cheeks to the corner of his mouth, and flowed into Li Chenqi's mouth. What he tasted was salty and bitter, and he could faintly hear suppressed sobs in his ears. Voice.Li Chenqi, who was bitter in his mouth, smiled wryly in his heart, he can't do it, he really can't do it anymore, the chill of approaching death enveloped his whole body, the god of death seems to be guarding him coldly, just waiting As soon as he stopped breathing, he took his soul away without stopping for a moment!
But why, he had to wait until this moment to resolutely raise the idea of not being willing to die like this?
It's really...too late!It's not that there are no regrets, and it's not that you can feel at ease after earning money. What to do, it's too late!
Not reconciled!He... was unwilling to die like this!As long as he changed his way of life earlier, he might...be able to get happiness!So, how could he be willing!
In the arms of the man who was crying bitterly, a tear slipped quietly from the corner of the eyes of the lifeless and delicate man who had closed his eyes tightly.Who is this man who has never shed tears since he was admitted to the hospital, the last tear in his life?
The author has something to say: I thought about it for a long time before writing this article, but I still haven’t deleted the part before rebirth. In my opinion, this is necessary.This is a pampering article. There is no such thing as before rebirth. In terms of the relationship between the slave and the master, it is impossible to be pampered!
My friend suggested that I write about the progress after rebirth while interspersing with the one before rebirth. I think I am tired of writing, and everyone may be tired and confused after reading it, so I can post it all at once!Although the abandonment rate will be higher ==
Uh... the part in the photo is a meme from a friend of mine.She is an orphan, but has a cheerful personality.Only once, when talking about wishes, she said that she wanted to have a photo, a photo that could prove that she was also loved by relatives, and she didn't need to find real relatives.When I wrote this, I suddenly thought of this matter, so I used it.
As for the text, I think that the photos Shang Muyi took out may not necessarily be Li Chenqi's when he was a child!With Shang Muyi's character, he is unlikely to keep it until Li
If Chen Qi takes it out on his 30th birthday, he must be the first to exchange it for Li Chenqi's smile!
☆、Nightmare Rebirth 【Revised】
Li Chenqi was woken up by the pain. When he opened his eyes, his vision shook violently. The hands that were imprisoned around his waist were too strong, making it impossible for him to move below the waist and abdomen.And the severe pain behind him made him sweat profusely, and the vivid sensation of the fiery giant constantly speeding through his body and outside his body told him clearly what kind of situation he was in right now.Li Chenqi had no choice but to support his hands on the ground, his body helplessly swaying with the violent impact of the person behind him.
There is no need to look back, just by the fiery breath sprayed in his ears, Li Chenqi can know that the person who is possessing him is not someone else, but the beast that treats him like a slave, so that he can vent his anger anytime, anywhere An ordinary man——Shang Muyi!but why?Isn't he already dead?Or is he dreaming?
Will not!How could it be possible that even the pain was so vivid in the dream, and the raging heat buried deep in his body could not allow anyone to doubt the authenticity of its existence!The hands clamping his waist were too hard, Li Chenqi patted the owner of the big hands, signaling him to relax.But Shang Muyi, who was always willing to satisfy his relatively insignificant demands, completely ignored him this time!
Li Chenqi's mind was very confused. In fact, under Shang Muyi's fierce attack, he couldn't think calmly. Even his body, which was too accustomed to the opponent's attack, instinctively began to cooperate, looking for the best way to alleviate the attack. The posture and angle of possible injury to oneself.
Although Li Chenqi's body cooperated instinctively, he protested and clamored for unbearable pain.Li Chenqi took a "hissy" breath, shook his head violently, and his consciousness became a little clearer.It shouldn't be, although he has been resisting Shang Muyi's touch psychologically, his body is used to it, why is it like... the first time it hurts so badly?
Li Chenqi, who couldn't figure out the situation, could only grit his teeth and try his best to relax his body, thinking about solving Shang Muyi's needs first.In this kind of matter, Li Chenqi has always put Shang Muyi's needs first, and this beast-like man can only have the opportunity to take care of other things after satisfying his estrous needs.
Turning his head to the right, Li Chenqi kissed the lips of the man who was living on his neck and rubbing his lips, the face of the man behind the light was blurred, Li Chenqi didn't think too much about using Shang Muyi's body The skills he worked out pleased Shang Muyi.This man loves to kiss him very much, but Li Chenqi has always been very repulsive, only when he is really tortured by Shang Muyi, he will choose to use this method to get relief as soon as possible.
As a matter of fact, the number of times Li Chenqi chose this method... quite frequently!This beast in human skin always shows off its animal desires wantonly and arrogantly on him. As a normal human being, Li Chenqi feels that it is only normal that he has never been able to bear it well.
When Li Chenqi stuck out his tongue and wanted to get into Shang Muyi's mouth, he finally realized something was wrong, because Shang Muyi behind him didn't know how to kiss at all!He didn't even understand what he meant by sticking out his tongue, he just swallowed it instinctively
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