sealed with a kiss

I might even guess that this is the last time I'll see the child

I didn't shed a single tear in front of my mother-in-law and Mo Shaoqian for two days

But I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it when I see Momo crying at the airport

I went to Yuanmingyuan alone by subway, I don’t know why I want to come here

The weathered and dilapidated building seems to be proclaiming its tragedy and the tranquility of the moment

I don't know much about history, I spent a whole day staring at these things on the slate

His words are buzzing in my mind over and over again like a mixer

In fact, the reason is not important anymore, he doesn't love me anymore.

I know.

People coming and going on the street at night miss their bodies

It was very late, and the time on the phone was blurred by tears.

I said to myself,

If he calls in half an hour and he comes to me, I will listen to him for everything in the future.

If he calls in another hour, I won't be mad at anything he does.

If he calls before twelve o'clock, I will never run away from home again.

I gave him countless hours and minutes and seconds. . .

High and low buildings, brightly lit

Only at this time did I realize that I really didn't even have a single relative in this familiar city.

I bought a train ticket to go home, and it would take a few hours to pay back from Beijing to my hometown at the fastest.

Sitting on the train, my stomach is so bad

The aunt next to me screamed when she saw me, and called the conductor

For a while, everyone around is busy

The young boy gave me the berth.

The better others treat me, the more painful it is for me to cry

I thought I was going home, but the old home has long since disappeared, and there is no trace of nostalgic buildings.

Teacher Liu in middle school can still recognize me

she teaches math

Because my study is No.1

she treats me very, very well

At that time, Teacher Liu secretly gave me 500 yuan after my parents had an accident.

She knows I'm young and have a lot of pride

So she always politely asks me to go to the office and say that her daughter doesn’t like bread

I don't like drinking milk, I don't like eating eggs

To protect my little pride with lies like this

Later, I changed schools, and at the beginning I would often call her

Later, when I met Xiao Shan, I seldom contacted him again.

It wasn't until I was admitted to university that she took the initiative to call and remembered this teacher who was like my mother when I was young.

But I didn't expect that after so many years, she would recognize me at such a glance!

She insisted on inviting me to dinner at noon

I refused and it was useless, so I had to compromise and go to Teacher Liu's house.

Walking on the road, she said to everyone she met, my student, from X University.

smile all over the face

In her eyes, I am a proud student, studying in the best university in China, in the best city

Going abroad is still the richest country in the world.

Teacher Liu almost regarded me as a VIP and cooked many dishes.

After days of hard work, I finally hid in the bathroom and cried bitterly

Even if I have a bad stomach, I forget everything with her enthusiasm.

I have nowhere to go at night, the teacher knows.

She said her daughter was in college and wanted me to talk

Even now she still protects my pride like this

It's just that she doesn't know that such a heart has already been broken

Such an ordinary bed is what I want most

Tears have been soaking the pillow cover, I dare not turn on the phone

I'm afraid I'll regret it and feel bad

I would rather believe that no one in this world cares about me anymore.

Waking up in the morning, Mo Shaoqian got dressed and got ready to go to work

I walked over and said in a low voice.

"I'm not going to work today."

He didn't look at me, hummed

then leave without a word

i stood blankly

mother-in-law saw me

Smiled and said that the two children were too noisy to affect my rest

Said that Australia is now spring and summer when the weather is good, I want to take them back for a few days

This is good for children's growth

I don't know if it's good for the kids

It's just that Xiao Mo is crying in my arms like a tearful person

But I couldn't even open my mouth to persuade me to stay.

Mother-in-law is good to me, I know

She wants me to get along well with Mo Shaoqian.

Take care of this little couple friction

Is she the only one in this world who thinks we are a perfect match?

I used to feel the same way

He satirizes me neither salty nor light, cold

But as long as I have any request, he remembers it most clearly

anything will satisfy me

I said that my sister with a master's degree is capable, and he would easily believe it and upgrade her

I said nonsense that I had a headache and wanted to eat spicy food. He sent someone to give it to me when I was abroad.

He never liked roses, I just wanted to

He will secretly fill a table on my desk

I'm drunk and he'll drop all his work to be with me

On snowy days, they will wait for me to get off work by the side of the road for two or three hours

I was moved to cry and he hugged me heavily

No matter how harsh and harsh the words are sometimes, I have never said such serious words

Slowly all my vigilance is scattered

The thorns on the body, the scruples and fears in the heart all recede

I feel like I can't live without him

I thought it was love, it was love

he cares about me, i care about him

I will miss you when we are apart, but we are happy in everything we do together

So whatever he does, I can forgive and compromise.

In fact, I shouldn’t remember what I said yesterday. Didn’t he still say he loves me?

Every time I get angry and I cry, he softens his heart

I shouldn't have remembered.

I won't send mother-in-law and Momo to the airport, I don't want to see you

In the past, Mo Shaoqian said that I was cruel, that I had no heart at all.

He was right, the child is so small

We didn't even spend half the time together

What mother in the world would do that?

For a long, long time, I still selfishly felt that with Mo Shaoqian, nothing was important, including children

Many times when they are not around, they even forget to miss them.

In front of Mo Shaoqian, I always feel that I am still young, still young

as small as his child

don't think about anything

Knowing that he will protect me for the rest of my life and love my children for the rest of my life

Will think that if he dies, I will walk with him

If I can, I can not only forget the things of three years, but also forget the words of yesterday

can forget all mean language

Forget what language he used to accuse

There's no one in this world to teach it's right or wrong

I can even guess that maybe this is the last time I see the child

but still helpless

What do I do to take care of them and protect them?

I haven't shed a single tear in front of my mother-in-law and Mo Shaoqian for two days

but i'm also afraid

afraid of them crying

My heart breaks when they cry

I might even guess that this is the last time I'll see the child

I didn't shed a single tear in front of my mother-in-law and Mo Shaoqian for two days

But I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it when I see Momo crying at the airport

I went to Yuanmingyuan alone by subway, I don’t know why I want to come here

The weathered and dilapidated building seems to be proclaiming its tragedy and the tranquility of the moment

I don't know much about history, I spent a whole day staring at these things on the slate

His words are buzzing in my mind over and over again like a mixer

In fact, the reason is not important anymore, he doesn't love me anymore.

I know.

People coming and going on the street at night miss their bodies

It was very late, and the time on the phone was blurred by tears.

I said to myself,

If he calls in half an hour and he comes to me, I will listen to him for everything in the future.

If he calls in another hour, I won't be mad at anything he does.

If he calls before twelve o'clock, I will never run away from home again.

I gave him countless hours and minutes and seconds. . .

In the end he still didn't call

High and low buildings, brightly lit

It was the first time that this familiar city really didn't even have a single family member.

I bought a train ticket to go home, and it would take a few hours to pay back from Beijing to my hometown at the fastest.

Sitting on the train, my stomach is so bad

The aunt next to me screamed when she saw me, and called the conductor

For a while, everyone around is busy

The young boy gave me the berth.

The better others treat me, the more painful it is for me to cry

I thought I was going home, but the old home has long since disappeared, and there is no trace of nostalgic buildings.

Teacher Liu in middle school can still recognize me

she teaches math

Because my study is No.1

she treats me very, very well

At that time, Teacher Liu secretly gave me 500 yuan after my parents had an accident.

She knows I'm young and have a lot of pride

So she always politely asks me to go to the office and say that her daughter doesn’t like bread

I don't like drinking milk, I don't like eating eggs

To protect my little pride with lies like this

Later, I changed schools, and at the beginning I would often call her

Later, when I met Xiao Shan, I seldom contacted him again.

It wasn't until I was admitted to university that she took the initiative to call and remembered this teacher who was like my mother when I was young.

But I didn't expect that after so many years, she would recognize me at such a glance!

She insisted on inviting me to dinner at noon

I refused and it was useless, so I had to compromise and go to Teacher Liu's house.

Walking on the road, she said to everyone she met, my student, from X University.

smile all over the face

In her eyes, I am a proud student, studying in the best university in China, in the best city

Going abroad is still the richest country in the world.

Teacher Liu almost regarded me as a VIP and cooked many dishes.

After days of hard work, I finally hid in the bathroom and cried bitterly

Even if I have a bad stomach, I forget everything with her enthusiasm.

I have nowhere to go at night, the teacher knows.

She said her daughter was in college and wanted me to talk

Even now she still protects my pride like this

It's just that she doesn't know that such a heart has already been broken

Such an ordinary bed is what I want most

Tears have been soaking the pillow cover, I dare not turn on the phone

I'm afraid I'll regret it and feel bad

I would rather believe that no one in this world cares about me anymore

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