In the city [entertainment circle]

52

It is unbelievable to say that Wu Tao has stayed in the Li family for many years. Although it cannot be said that he watched the brothers of the Li family grow up, Wu Tao felt that he knew something about Mr. Li and the two brothers.

Now that Li Zhengying asked such a question, Wu Tao knew that Mr. Li's heart had been shaken.He has a natural prejudice against Shen Xiao, this "he" can be said to be Li Zhengying, or Wu Tao.

Wu Tao doesn't like Shen Xiao because of his deep-rooted memory when he was young. The reason for Li Zhengying's dislike is much more complicated, and Wu Tao has always felt that if there is anyone who will never accept Shen Xiao, then Li Zhengying is undoubtedly the first one. .

But at this moment, Li Zhengying actually asked him what he thought of Shen Xiao.

Wu Tao didn't show it on the surface, but his heart was full of turmoil.

"I know you have your own ideas." Li Zhengying leaned back on the seat, looking out the window with his head resting on his head as if extremely sleepy.He has been looking at the things outside the window for many years, but there is actually nothing to see. He is just in a daze, just thinking, "I like to use you, not only because of your stubbornness and loyalty, but also because you are smart." Li Zhengying slowly Said that he rarely speaks too excitedly, and his voice is not loud. After all, he has reached his position, and he doesn't need to argue loudly with others.

Many times, even if his voice is as low as a mosquito's snort, other people will prick up their ears, wishing to lie down in front of him and listen to him carefully.

Of course, Li Zhengying wasn't like this all the time, when he treated his younger brother, he wouldn't be like this.

And Shen Xiao, Li Zhengying thought, he has always scoffed at Shen Xiao's so-called love from the bottom of his heart, and he doesn't believe it, love is nothing more than a momentary attraction, he doesn't believe in anything.

But he would not say this to Shen Xiao. Although he didn't know whether Shen Xiao understood the situation of the Li family, he was afraid that Shen Xiao would tell him, "You don't believe in love because you have never loved in your life. Love, what kind of real love is it?"

Li Zhengying looked at the familiar street scene outside. He had seen these places for decades, except when he went out to study, he basically spent his time here.

He is actually mean.Li Zhengying thought that everyone felt that he let Li Ruosen stay at home because he loved him, but he was actually afraid.

I'm afraid that someone will see that he looks so much like that woman, and let people know his poor unrequited love.

He has always felt that he has never failed, except for this hopeless relationship.This is not so much a shame for him as it is a wound that cannot be mentioned in his life.

But Ruo Sen looks so much like her, Li Zhengying thought, when he was actually planning to raise this pair of brothers, he had some malicious thoughts in his heart, but people always change.

As the two brothers grew up, Li Zhengying felt that it was not bad to have two brothers.

It's just that he has never thought of a correct attitude towards Li Ruosen, so gradually, Li Ruosen has grown up.

"—I'm too selfish." Li Zhengying leaned on the seat and said, he was telling himself.

Wu Tao kept silent by the side, and Li Zhengying didn't care about the answers to his questions anymore.He closed his eyes, as if preparing to rest.But a series of pictures flooded into his mind.

After the car accident, Li Ruosen patted his face and asked how he was?

In fact, there is nothing serious about him, it's just that when he walks, it's not smooth, but Li Ruosen can't walk anymore.

When we arrived at the old house of Li's family, although it was not late at night, Li Ruosen had already gone back to bed in normal times.

But today, after Li Zhengying entered, she saw him sitting in the living room with a book on his lap and the TV turned on in front of him.

As for what he was looking at, Li Zhengying felt that he didn't even care about it.

Li Zhengying took off her coat, handed it to Wang Ma, then walked over and sat down beside Li Ruosen, "Watching TV?"

"No, just take a look." Li Ruosen said, smiling at Li Zhengying.

Li Zhengying didn't speak, he just looked at Li Ruosen who was sitting on the sofa, and after thinking about it carefully, he really hadn't had a good chat with him for a long time, even if he sat down calmly like this, there was very little time to talk for a while, Li Ruosen in his memory usually stays in his room, writing some stories, and every time he talks to himself, it is just a routine.

The place where he stayed the most was not his own room, but the audiovisual room - because he could watch Shen Xiao's movies there.

Only when facing Li Ruoyu, he was willing to say more.

Li Zhengying knew that this was caused by himself, but for a while, he didn't know how to fix it.

He looked at Li Ruosen who seemed to be a little more cheerful. Although he still didn't like Shen Xiao, maybe he wouldn't like him for the rest of his life, but at least for Li Ruosen, Shen Xiao made him willing to get in touch with the outside world.

Li Zhengying sighed from the bottom of his heart, he picked up the TV beside Li Ruosen and turned it off.Then he asked Li Ruosen seriously, "Have you thought about it?"

"I've made up my mind." Li Ruosen replied quickly without hesitation.They both knew what the other was saying.Wu Tao was here, and Wang Ma was also there. The two brothers didn't mean to let anyone leave, they just talked so ordinary, as if they were talking about the most ordinary thing.

Li Zhengying looked at Li Ruosen for a long time, he only had a small child in his memory, and now he is a young man, according to his thinking, in a few years, he should probably get married and have children.

"Just think about it." Li Zhengying said, "The Li family will always be here." He is still not optimistic about Shen Xiao, but he will not stop Li Ruosen's choice, he just wants him to know that the Li family will always be here here.

No matter when, the door is open for him.

When he received Li Ruosen's call, Shen Xiao was still walking outside, he just walked and watched, not in a hurry.No one was waiting for him at home, so he felt that it didn't matter what time he went back.

Although it was spring, there was a large temperature difference between day and night. Shen Xiao walked for a while and was blown a little cold by the night wind, so he simply warmed up in the park.

After a few quick runs in place, he did some other warm-up exercises, and then started jogging slowly around the park.

There were still a few couples sitting on the chairs in the park.

Heideng couldn't see clearly, but Shen Xiao still felt the white eyes cast on him.He felt helpless in his heart, so he could only narrow down the range and slowly ran around the artificial lake in the park.

I don't know how many times I ran, when Shen Xiao's body was already sweating, the phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated.He took a look and found that it belonged to Li Ruosen.

So pick it up -

"What did you say to my brother?" Li Ruosen on the phone was a little excited.

Shen Xiao was silent for a moment when he heard the words, he stopped, walked slowly along the artificial lake, and then said, "...It's really nothing." Shen Xiao already suspected in his heart, did his words completely offend Li Zhengying?

"He agreed."

Shen Xiao stopped in his tracks immediately, he heard the sound of his heart beating, it turns out that when people are excited, they can really hear their own heartbeat - he was thinking, trying to understand what Li Ruosen said in his head. The meaning of the sentence.

agreed?

Agreed to what?Agree that Li Ruosen went out with himself?Still agree with yourself?

"He agreed?" In the end, Shen Xiao said that, at this moment he had lost his basic ability to think, and could only parrot.

"Yes!" Li Ruosen seemed very excited on the other end of the phone.

Shen Xiao actually wanted to ask what Li Zhengying agreed to, so she heard a beeping voice.He took the phone over and saw that the phone had been hung up.

Why did he hang up without explaining clearly, Shen Xiao sighed in his heart, then looked left and right, and sat on a bench in the park.

Li Zhengying agreed.

At the least, he should agree to go out with Li Ruosen.

Think big... Shen Xiao thinks it's better not to think about it for the time being.

But no matter what it was, Shen Xiao suddenly felt that Li Zhengying was actually a better brother than he thought.

"This is family." Shen Xiao leaned on the bench in the park and looked up at the sky.In fact, he couldn't see anything, but he just wanted to look up, because many years ago, he often looked up at the sky of his hometown, "That's great."

He didn't know what he was feeling when he said it was so nice?Was it feeling that he was finally able to be with Li Ruosen?Still think it's nice to have family?

Maybe both.

Even if you look at the sky of this city for a long time, you can only see a sporadic one or two stars.

As for the hometown in Shen Xiao's memory, the sky is bluer than this sky, and there seem to be dozens more stars than here.He thought he had forgotten.But I didn't expect to still remember it.

Maybe it is easier for human beings to remember those pictures that shock us.

"It's really time to go home and have a look." Shen Xiao said, he stood up, walked along the road in the park, and started walking towards the city and his home.

Another picture appeared in his mind.

When he was very young, he was standing in front of the threshold of his house. A man squatted in front of him and said to him, "Take care of mother at home, I will be back soon."

It stands to reason that this kind of third-person lens should not appear in memory, but this picture has existed in Shen Xiao's head for more than 30 years, and as he gets older, this picture becomes clearer and clearer.

It is said that memory is sometimes deceiving, it will act according to your thoughts and wishes, and rehearse the performance that best meets your expectations.

Shen Xiao has always felt that this memory is such a thing that deceives him.

But now, he suddenly felt that he could try to find it.

Maybe there was such a person who told him that he would come back soon if he was asked to take good care of his mother.

"Your father died a long time ago." He still remembers his mother's indifferent look when she said this to him, as if explaining to him that the so-called thousand mountains are just because there are too many mountains outside, so she casually said That's all.

"Don't come back, there are too many mountains here, and Qianshan can't hold it anymore." These were the last words he said to him before his mother died of a serious illness.

But now, he wants to go back.

After all, he is not Shen Qianshan, but Shen Xiao.