In the city [entertainment circle]

Li Zhengying pushed Li Ruosen's wheelchair to the side of the set.

"Why isn't Ruoyu here?" He asked.

"He's going out for a while." Li Ruosen said softly.

"Give my brother what others don't want." Li Zhengying snorted, "Why is he going back more and more?" He bent down and took off the brooch on Li Ruosen's chest, and handed it to Uncle Zhong, "Take it." Go give it to whoever it is." He paused, "If you don't want it, throw it away."

Uncle Zhong responded, took the brooch and left.

Li Ruosen felt a little bored in his heart, they had already left the set, it was quiet here, and it was almost a different world from the lively set just now, he wanted to turn his head to look at Shen Xiao, but worried that his actions were too deliberate.

"Meet Shen Xiao?" Li Zhengying asked suddenly.

Li Ruosen was startled, he looked up at his eldest brother, but didn't see any clues from his face, so he said cautiously, "See you, Mr. Shen is very nice."

"How is it?"

"He saved me." Li Ruosen said softly.

"That's because he knows who you are, and others don't." Li Zhengying said nonchalantly, he slowly pushed the wheelchair to the side of the car, then bent down and hugged Li Ruosen in, "If he doesn't know, Do you think he will save you?"

"You know who Shen Xiao is, he doesn't like to meddle in other people's business."

Li Ruosen's heart became more and more depressed, he even wanted to push Li Zhengying away, but he knew that the eldest brother was right, Shen Xiao didn't like to meddle in other people's business, he helped him out, not because he was afraid of his identity, but he didn't want to see Because I was wronged, I let others follow suit.

Perhaps there is still a little sympathy, Li Ruosen thought, he thought about the scene when he first met Shen Xiao, his concern at that time was real, and after knowing his identity, the distance between them became farther.

Not to mention now, Shen Xiao has found that he likes him.

Li Ruosen sat in the soft back seat, not knowing how much his elder brother saw.

"Shen Xiao looks a little different from the movie." Sitting beside him, Li Zhengying said suddenly.

Li Ruosen clenched his hands, "Why is it different?" He asked tentatively.

"It looks a little more unkempt." Li Zhengying said.

Li Ruosen knew that his elder brother was actually a bit of a clean freak, so Shen Xiao must have been dissatisfied with Shen Xiao's slovenly beard just now.

"Mr. Shen is a good actor." Li Ruosen explained for Shen Xiao, "After all, the movie is just a character, and he dresses up like this, it's not because he doesn't want others to recognize him."

Li Zhengying laughed out loud when he heard this, "Don't want others to recognize him?" He turned to look at Li Ruosen, "Even if he shaved his beard and walked on the road in decent clothes, few people would recognize him, he just You are a big star in your heart, for other people, even if they are walking in the supermarket, will anyone take a second look at him."

Li Ruosen actually knew what Li Zhengying said was the truth, but he didn't understand why the eldest brother suddenly mentioned the supermarket, did he know?

"What did you buy in the supermarket without telling Uncle Zhong that day?" Li Zhengying asked suddenly.

Li Ruosen suddenly felt a little out of breath, so he opened the car window, and the cold wind suddenly poured into the back seat of the car, "I didn't buy anything."

"That's why I bought it." Li Zheng said calmly, "What is it, you must keep it from me."

Li Ruosen turned his head, "You must know everything?"

"Of course I don't know everything, but if you find out that your brother likes a man who is almost ten years older than him, I think this brother must want to know something." Li Ruosen pressed the car window , the back seat became a closed space again, he leaned against the back seat, "Actually, I don't understand you, what do you like about Shen Xiao?"

Li Ruosen has the illusion that all his secrets are exposed in front of Li Zhengying. The confined space allows him to smell the faint smell of tobacco on the man beside him. This is Li Zhengying's usual smell, not unpleasant, but for Li Ruosen It is like the most hopeless bondage.

"I won't prevent you from meeting Shen Xiao." Li Zhengying said suddenly, "Because I found out who he is just now, but he actually doesn't care about anyone."

"Young people always treat love with wishful thinking. We were all young. If you want to see Shen Xiao, I won't stop you." Li Zhengying said, "Actually, do you know that I have thought about your future."

"Your health is not good, and Ruoyu is unreliable. I always think, what should you do if I am old? At that moment, I thought, I have to find someone who can trust you for the rest of my life."

Li Ruosen listened to Li Zhengying's narration, he could only laugh and cry, he felt that in Li Zhengying's heart, he was like a young lady raised in a deep boudoir, and he had to be protected by others in order to survive.

"Then what if you can't find this person?" Li Ruosen asked, he thought that Li Zhengying understood at least one truth, that in this world, no one can be trusted.

"Then I'll take you to die." Li Zhengying's words carried some sternness, but soon, he resumed his previous tone, "How about this joke?"

"It's not funny." Li Ruosen said, his hands and feet were cold, because he was sure that Li Zhengying was serious for a moment just now.

"I actually don't want to see you being wronged, not any kind of grievance." Li Zhengying said, "But you like Shen Xiao. If you just stop it, there will be no good results, I know."

"Shen Xiao is going to join the set next month. You can go to the set, but you must bring Uncle Zhong with you. I don't want to see you sitting in a wheelchair blowing cold wind. As for Shen Xiao, if you think you can do it Now, you can try it." Li Zhengying ended the conversation at this point, because Uncle Zhong had already returned.

"Miss Shen accepted it."

Li Zhengying hummed indifferently, then suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked Li Ruosen beside him, "Do you like brooches?"

"I don't like it." Li Ruosen said, he turned his gaze out of the window, "I don't like brooches."

After returning to the Li family's mansion, Li Zhengying quickly left. In the huge house, only Li Ruosen, Uncle Zhong and others were left.

"Master." Uncle Zhong pushed Li Ruosen's wheelchair to the audiovisual room.

"Go and do your work." Li Ruosen said, propped himself up, and threw himself onto the sofa.

He didn't turn on the remote control beside him until he watched Uncle Zhong leave the audio-visual room.

He has watched Shen Xiao's movie countless times, and he has also watched Lin San's ending countless times.

Ten years ago, Shen Xiao was young. He had short hair shaved close to his scalp, and he was wearing a leather jacket. His face was reckless as a fledgling, but deeper, he was confused about the future.

Lin San has a lover in the movie. In the movie, there is a happy scene between them. In a narrow and cramped room, the picture is dim. Lin San's movements are primitive and rough... This is the first time that Li Ruosen When I saw it, I was a little embarrassed.

In the confined space, there was the sound of Shen Xiao's panting, and the sound of some wood being knocked and creaked. Li Ruosen looked at everything on the projection with a blank expression, and couldn't help but wonder, when did this feeling What about spoiled?

At first, he really just regarded Shen Xiao as his life sustenance. He liked Shen Xiao's movies and was obsessed with all the characters he played. Just like an ordinary fan, he followed all the news about Shen Xiao closely.

But Shen Xiao really kept a low profile. Perhaps it was because there was no news value, and entertainment reporters rarely reported on him. At most, they knew that there was someone in the circle, and the show was not bad.

Li Ruosen also tried to join Shen Xiao's fan organization.

But the number of people is pitifully small, and almost no one in the added fan group speaks. Only when Shen Xiao has a new work, will they make an appointment to watch a movie together, or exchange their impressions of the movie.

Li Ruosen's relationship with these people was very shallow because of his poor health, until one day he had not been online for a long time and found himself kicked out of this group.

Li Ruosen was like this, chasing after stars in an ordinary way, until that night, he had a dream.

He dreamed of Shen Xiao, or Lin San, he was wearing that red and black jacket, his eyes were a little harsh, and then he grabbed his hair and pushed him down on the wooden bed in the room.

The wooden bed was very simple, and Li Ruosen had never seen such an environment in his life. When he was thrown onto the wooden bed, Li Ruosen only felt uncomfortable.

His shoulders, his arms, his whole body, there was pain in every part.

Then a pair of hands grabbed his hair, and his head was forced to look up, "Let you run."

He wanted to turn his head, but his head was already pressed against the wooden bed, and the warm breath lingered in his ears, and he suddenly felt a tingling pain in his earlobe, as if he had been bitten.

"...Shen Xiao..." Li Ruosen couldn't help shouting out the name forcefully.

Then, he woke up.

No wooden beds, no cramped and dark rooms.

The spacious room has soft lighting and a faint fragrance. It took Li Ruosen a while to regain his senses, and then he realized that he should have just had a dream.

But why do you have such a dream?

Li Ruosen couldn't help thinking, it's not that he hasn't had a girlfriend before, of course he understands what this dream means, but it's a bit hard for him to accept.

For the next few months, he didn't read news from Shen Xiao again.

He didn't even pay attention to Shen Xiao's new movie when it was released.

His abnormality even made Li Ruoyu notice——

"Your Teacher Shen's new movie is released." Li Ruoyu came here to tell him.

Li Ruosen sat in the study, with a few books in front of him, "Yes."

"Aren't you going to see it?" Li Ruoyu looked at him in surprise.

"I've been writing something recently." Li Ruosen explained, but he knew how pale this excuse was.

"Are you off the fan?" Li Ruoyu pulled out the chair and sat down in front of him, "Do you know that Shen Xiao has a girlfriend?"

"He has a girlfriend?" Li Ruosen frowned.

"You don't know?" Li Ruoyu said, he recently started to get involved in the film and television industry, because he knew that Li Ruosen liked Shen Xiao, so he paid special attention to him, "A few years younger than him, outside the circle, his former school girl."

"But I don't think it will grow long. Shen Xiao can't get along with others." Li Ruoyu said.

"You know him so well?" Li Ruosen couldn't help asking.

"I know his manager. His manager said that he couldn't see what Shen Xiao was thinking. If he felt that he had no desires, he might soon quit the circle and become a monk. These mundane things can no longer bother him. Already." He said, lying on the table, looking at Li Ruosen, "How about I make an appointment for dinner and take you to meet your idol?"

The younger brother's words made Li Ruosen's head suddenly have the content of the dream in the past few months, and he shook his head hastily, "No, it's not yet time."

"Then you should hurry up, I'm really afraid that this gentleman will become a monk tomorrow." Li Ruoyu said a little seriously.