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Where should I start? Let me talk about the few people I knew when I was still in the club.

After I was drugged, I never went there again.When it came to that, Chu Heng said that he would never let me go back.The boss behind the club is not an ordinary person. Chu Heng is a person who grew up independently. Outside, he is almost separated from his parents and family.The Uncle Shao who took him there knew him only because he was an old friend of his father's.Except for Uncle Shao, no one knew whose family Chu Heng was from until we left completely.

Therefore, the money that should be paid must be paid.After all, he left early and paid the "ransom fee" exactly, a lot of money.I'm very depressed, if I knew it was like this, what have I been struggling with for more than a month?Not even the money spent.

Everything was handled by Chu Heng, and he even took a photo of me to see that the small cabinet in the lounge for storing things for me has already belonged to someone else.I waited for him in the car, and when he finished his work and went downstairs, when he came to the car, he even jogged for the last few steps.

He didn't even bother to go to the other side to get in the car, but ran to my side first, through the car window, and before he saw me, he smiled so hard that he showed his eight teeth.

As soon as I rolled down the window, he leaned in and kissed me.

I was very depressed at first, but I was immediately infected by the excitement he couldn't hide no matter what, and then I laughed.When he kissed me, I took advantage of my breath and hurriedly asked, "Are you happy? You spent so much money."

He didn't speak, just smiled and kissed me again, so kissed me that I was afraid of being seen, so I quickly pulled him into the car.

He handed me the document bag in his hand, which contained the contract and other things I signed at that time.I looked at him puzzled, and he nodded to me: "I tore it up with my own hands, it's very cool."

I was amused by his tone again, like a kid offering treasures.I reached out and took out my contract, tore off the ID photo on it, and then tore several contracts together. In the crisp sound, I tore them into shreds.

Sure enough, super cool.

I also don't want to take another look at the building behind me and urge him to leave quickly.He was lucky, before leaving the parking lot, he looked back again, regretfully said: "We let those people go."

He was talking about the person who gave me the drug, and several companions who had a good relationship with him.I'm afraid that the matter will become a big one, and it will be bad for Chu Heng. The loss has already been taken. Chu Heng also beat up that old man, so let's stop here.In another sense, I was also a blessing in disguise.

I hate that place from the bottom of my heart, and I don't want to have anything to do with it.

Although it was a pity for Chu Heng, he just patted my head, took me to drive, and left there completely.

At that time, Chu Heng was sunny and positive, and he was not used to cutting off all the back roads of a person.He should be different now.He is still him, he still treats me the same way, but if someone offends him like this now, will he let this person go?

On the contrary, I was relatively negative. During that time, thanks to Chu Heng, my life was able to spread into white and warm light.

The contract was torn up by me, and the past was also torn up by me.

With Chu Heng by my side and my mother supporting me, I was extremely strong mentally that year.Not only do I firmly believe that life can indeed be sweetened, but I also believe that I can change the shortcomings of my character and become better.Without the influence of trivial matters, apart from falling in love that year, he just studied hard and worked hard.The part-time job that Chu Heng contacted me is very good, it belongs to the type that can earn money and learn things at the same time.

After Chu Heng was in his senior year, some student representatives spoke in some school activities, and it was no longer him.After all, most senior students are busy, busy with internships, writing papers, or looking for jobs.Chu Heng doesn't need to look for a job, and he doesn't need an internship. He spends most of his time working when he writes a good thesis.

The school was on the same line as his company, and I was already living with him at that time.Every morning when he goes to work, he takes me to school by the way, and picks me up after get off work.When I have time at noon, I come to school to have dinner with me, and sometimes I go to his company to find him.

People in the school saw him less and less. After all, he was once the most influential figure, and many female students in the class often talked about him.That female classmate of mine has a better relationship with me, she is also the first person to know that I am in love with Chu Heng.

The female classmate has participated in many clubs, and occasionally asks me for help. She is my best friend, and I will help everything I can.One weekend, the major clubs in the school jointly held an event. She was the person in charge of a handicraft club. People in her club made a lot of gadgets. After they were sold, all the money was used for donations.

Naturally, I am going to help her, help them build a shed, and then help them sell.Everyone was very busy, she called my name from time to time, for a while it was "An Sifeng, help me get the second box", and for a while it was "An Sifeng, help me pack the box", I was busy I was quite happy.

I lowered my head and was keeping the accounts when suddenly someone came up to me, but I didn't care and continued to keep the accounts.

Someone smiled and said, "So your name is An Sifeng."

I was taken aback, and immediately looked up.

It was the person who drugged me. It had been several months since I was drugged, and I really had completely forgotten about it.When I saw his face suddenly, I was really a little panicked.After all, as you all know, those two months in the clubhouse were the most embarrassing and inferior part of my heart, and it is impossible for me to really forget it.

His smile was the same as the last time I saw him, the sweet kind, if you don't know, who would have thought that he is such a person.

My mind quickly thought of what he had said to the head card. They did mention the matter of filling in the application form. Could it be that he is in the same school as me? !I was wary, he took a look at the small things on our side of the stall, paid for a few, turned around and left.

He walked away easily, but I was frightened into a cold sweat.

The female classmate also came to ask me, who is that, and praised him for being cute.

I hold the pen tightly in my hand, can it not be cute and good-looking? In that kind of place, how can there be people who are not good-looking?

After that, a few days later was the end of the year, and there were a lot of activities in the school.

Zhou Fan, Chu Heng's roommate, is the chairman of the student union.He was about to officially resign, and their student union hosted a party. Chu Heng, as Zhou Fan's roommate and friend, took the time to show up.I'm definitely going too, Senior Zhou Fan knows about my relationship with Chu Heng.

Senior Zhou Fan took good care of me and gave me a seat in the front row. When Chu Heng was talking to Zhou Fan on the stage, the audience applauded loudly.Chu Heng was on a business trip in Suzhou for a few days, and came back from Suzhou in a hurry. We didn't even bother to say a few words, so he came on stage in a hurry.He looked at me from time to time while he was talking.

I was in the audience, laughing like a fool.

After Chu Heng finished speaking, after giving enough face, he got off the stage and sat next to me, watching the rest of the program with me.

It was all very nice, and in the middle of it, someone came up to do a Latin dance.

Seeing the face, I was covered in cold sweat again, it was still that person, my former colleague.

Chu Heng immediately noticed that something was wrong with me, he looked at the stage in wonder, then at me, and asked me in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

Chu Heng never remembered the appearance of that person, so he couldn't recognize him.The two of us sat in the front row again, and we could see clearly from the stage. The man twisted his waist and smiled at me, then winked at Chu Heng.

My cold sweat dissipated and turned into anger.

This man is unchanging! ! !

I didn't finish reading, so I got up and left.Chu Heng was still very puzzled, but that day was the New Year's Eve, we left school and went to the suburbs to set off fireworks, so we didn't think about it any more.

Afterwards, Chu Heng was still busy and rarely showed up at school.I quietly asked Senior Zhou Fan for the program schedule, and got to know the person's name, and even his class and major.

In this way, there is nothing to be afraid of, and if he comes to me again, I won't be able to say nothing.

But that person never came to look for me again, and when I saw that person again, it was the group of [-]s who loved to drive sports cars making trouble at school, and I saw him in [-]s.He still smiled like that, and waved to me when he saw me coming out.

I walked away coldly, he caught up and said with a smile: "I used to be a colleague anyway, as for this?"

I turned back and stared at him, does he still have the face to say such things?

He wasn't afraid at all: "It turns out that the young master's name is Chu Heng, and he is a man of the school. He is really handsome. I haven't seen him for a few months, and he looks even more handsome."

My arrogance is a bit short, I am not afraid, I am afraid that Chu Heng will be gossiped behind his back.

He also knew what I was afraid of, so he smiled sweeter: "I'm so jealous of you, he treats you so well."

I didn't want to talk to him, and he asked me again: "You said, if I chase him and persevere, will he stay with me?"

"How can you be so shameless?" I gritted my teeth and asked him, which was unheard of.

He looked indifferent: "This is shameless? What are you pretending, everyone comes from that kind of place. Seeing such a good young master, who wouldn't want it?" He also gave me a blank look.

I was so angry that I had nothing to say. His thinking is typical of people in that kind of place. No matter how I say it, it doesn't make sense.I didn't want to say more, but I said in the end: "You know what you have done to me. Please show some face!"

"I'm wrong, but that uncle gave me money, and I just helped him with some small things. Besides, didn't I not sleep well? Doesn't your young master still like you very much, and even redeemed you?"

"..." I couldn't explain it to him, he was so shameless!After staying in that kind of place for a long time, I even lost the ability to distinguish right from wrong. I reiterated, "He is my boyfriend!"

He shrugged: "Who went to play with us, how many of them don't have wives at home?"

I was so angry that I took a deep breath and walked away.He also plausibly said: "I am not inferior to you in appearance, and my grades are not inferior to yours."

I didn't look back, and when I saw Chu Heng, I was ashamed to talk about it.How to say?Chu Heng doesn't even know who he is, and being missed by such a person all day long, is it disgusting?Who would have thought that he was still our schoolmate?Fortunately, he didn't evade it in his words. He also knew that he also came from there and went to school, and no one wanted others to know these pasts.

As long as he doesn't say it, I won't say it either. Anyway, Chu Heng is rarely in school now, so let him dream!

The next few months passed peacefully, and when I met him occasionally, he was no different except for expressing his jealousy towards me.

I gradually forgot about this matter, the school is so big, and I don't live in a dormitory, so I can only see him once or twice in a few months.Until the June when Chu Heng was about to graduate, I was reading in the library, and he was about to get off work at the school gate, and sent me a text message. I immediately packed up my books, said goodbye to my female classmate, and went out.

When I was about to walk to the school gate, my mobile phone rang, and I picked it up. My good friend, the female classmate was crying, crying and asking me to save her.I stopped immediately and heard a lot of men's voices on her side, yelling "let him come" or something like that.

The female classmate forced herself to say angrily to them: "My boyfriend is here!"

I get it, she was bullied.

The female classmate is very beautiful, and she is the flower of our department. When we walk together in the school, boys often follow us, just to see her, and people often give her gifts.Although I, An Sifeng, am not a noble person, my good friend is being bullied, so I don't even have the guts to help.

The matter was too urgent, I only sent a text message to Chu Heng saying that something happened to the female classmate, without going into details, I turned around and ran towards the library.

The two of us came out together, but I went to the school gate and she went back to the dormitory.There are several paths from the library to her dormitory building, but she always takes the shortest one, which can pass through a small garden.The school is so safe, who would have thought that such a thing would happen?

But today, she encountered disgusting things. Those boys would not dare to do excessive things. They were nothing more than stopping her from saying something unpleasant.I knew very well in my heart that I was not afraid to run towards the small garden.At that time, it was around five o'clock in the afternoon, and there were still clouds in the sky, hooking the golden and red sunset and unwilling to let go.

With this little light, I could see many figures in the small garden from a distance.

I rushed over immediately, and when the female classmate saw me, she rushed towards me crying.I quickly hugged her and turned to look at those people.When I took a look, I saw my former colleagues, surrounded by those two hundred and five.

It turned out to be these people, I squinted at them.Earlier, when my female classmates and I were waiting for Chu Heng to pick us up at the school gate, they whistled at her.

Scum!

As for the scum, I've always been too lazy to say anything. I protected her, picked up her bag on the ground, and was about to leave with my arms around her.The group of two hundred and five often get me to roll their eyes, we are really familiar with each other, and they have been annoyed at me for a long time.Seeing that I was about to leave, he immediately reached out to stop us: "Slow down!"

The female classmate shook and burrowed into my arms even tighter.

I looked up at them, and one of them pointed at me and said, "Are you her boyfriend?"

I ignored him, and he said arrogantly: "I've fallen in love with your girlfriend, let me!"

It's scum!

The female classmate was so frightened that the hands holding my clothes were shaking. I am afraid of ghosts, but I have never been afraid of anyone.

I didn't even look at them, I just said, "Get lost."

The reason why two hundred and five are two hundred and five is because they are stupid. They were really irritated, but after being irritated, they would only say things like "It's your blessing to see you". I am used to being the center.

Dealing with fools, then there is nothing to be afraid of, I stretched out my hand and waved away the hand they blocked, and continued to walk.

They cursed and refused to let her go, but they didn't dare to make a real move. They were in a stalemate, and I was about to be able to take her away.My former colleague suddenly said, "How could she be An Sifeng's girlfriend?"

I immediately raised my eyes and stared at him fiercely.

He shrugged innocently, and the two hundred and five asked him what was going on with great interest.

He didn't care and said, "He's gay, he has a boyfriend."

"Fuck!!!" Those people were instantly excited.

That was ten years ago, and the acceptance of this group was really not as good as it is now.There is almost no affirmative action in the gay community. Everyone has colored glasses for this group. Most straight men despise this group.

When they look at me again, their eyes are not right, some are looking at the good show, some are contemptuous of superiority, and some are disgusted.

The female classmate was awakened by those words, and her face was filled with anger.

However, at this time, one of the two hundred and fifty said a lot of insulting words, nothing more than what you can do to women, and what to do with men, and the words often involve genitals.I was already enduring it, but they made all the blood rush to my head. I have never been insulted like this in my life.

I took a deep breath and took the female classmate to stride away.

They also forced me to ask who my boyfriend was and stopped me from leaving, but it was actually not difficult to leave.But the former colleague said as if it had nothing to do with him: "Isn't his boyfriend the Chu from the School of Economics—"

I swung the handbag of the female classmate in my hand and slammed it hard at him, smashing the rest of his words.

I used too much force and too suddenly, he was hit by me and fell straight back.The female classmate opened her mouth wide and was stunned, everyone was stunned, and no one thought that I would do it suddenly.

It's okay to talk about me, but no one can talk about Chu Heng, even mention it.

I don't know how my former colleagues got into this group of [-]s. Obviously, [-]s treated him well.After he fell to the ground, the two hundred and five people realized that they were also angry. After all, it was their face that I smashed.

A few of them went up together, and I fought with them.

They are a group of idiots, and their ability to fight is really not strong.But there are many of them, and as for me, there is nothing to fight.While they were wrestling with me, they still scolded me uncleanly.I started to go crazy, smashing the handbags of female classmates one by one. After the bags were torn off by them, I even tumbled and wrestled with them on the ground.

I don't know anything anymore, my body hurts anyway, we were in a secluded small garden, and no one saw us, so the fight was vigorous.The female classmate yelled a few words, and I didn't listen carefully to what she said.

I was alone, and soon I was at a disadvantage. Someone stepped on me, and I jumped up and kicked the other person.They slapped me across the face, and I also kicked their genitals.After screaming, someone came up and wanted to kick me too. I turned over on the ground, feeling very tired and had no strength in my body.

The person behind me lifted me up and waved his fist to punch me in the face again. I was already a little wilted, but I refused to admit defeat and stared at him.Excited by my eyes, he stretched out his hand, and when he was close to my face, his fist was clenched.

He said "fuck" and looked back.

Chu Heng in a suit and tie stood behind him.

I fell backward softly, and the female classmate rushed over to catch me.

The former colleague got up from the ground a long time ago, and when he saw this, he said fearlessly, "My boyfriend is here now."

He should be some kind of remarkable person, not afraid of anyone, besides, he was not afraid of anyone before.In that kind of place, there are many people who are praised by men with money because of their looks, so they are clean in front of them.Chu Heng hit the man's face with the fist that the man was going to hit me in the face, let go of his hand, threw him away, and walked in front of his ex-colleague.

Chu Heng looked down at him.

He looked a little uncomfortable, "hehe" laughed a few times, and wanted to slip away.

Chu Heng said, "You look familiar."

He had already started to run outside, Chu Heng said: "I remembered."

Chu Heng never thought of letting that person go, but I said at the time that one more thing is worse than one less thing.

Now, he hit it on his own.

It was also the first time I saw how Chu Heng beat someone with my own eyes. His suit and shirt were not unbuttoned, and his tie remained in its original state like a gentleman.Even when he beat people, he was so graceful, he copied the wounds on my face one by one on their faces.

In the corner of the garden, there was only a muffled hum for an instant.

The female classmate leaned against me and whispered, "I, I called the senior."

I did not speak.

The female classmate whispered again: "I was scared to death."

After a while, she said again: "But, the senior is really handsome."

With a swollen face on my face, I smiled at this time.

Yes, really handsome.

He is so handsome, he is mine.

If I knew what was going to happen later, I swear, I would definitely run after the first person.

That day, there was a fight in the small garden, but someone passed by after all.Later, some students found out and didn't look carefully, so they went to the security guard in fright, and some students called the police.

In the end, several of us were taken away by the police car.

When we went to the police station, several teachers from the school also came one after another. They were beaten badly and sent to the hospital first.I was injured all over my body, I had some simple treatment at the police station, and I stayed for questioning by the police.

Those teachers were disappointed when they saw that it was Chu Heng. Chu Heng probably didn't care.

I can remember it forever.

Because of me, others will be disappointed in him, the proud son of heaven.

All because of me.

I might have been detained, but I kept my head down, and the police refused to let us sit.Chu Heng pulled a chair and told me to sit.I looked at the police and the teachers, but I didn't dare to sit down. I was afraid that if they didn't cooperate at this time, they would be even more disappointed with Chu Heng.

Chu Heng didn't even look at them, but dragged me over and pressed me on the chair.

The teachers sighed deeply, Chu Heng stood beside me, with his hands on my shoulders, and said to the police: "Ask."

The policeman came back to his senses, and shouted first: "Sit what, squat over for me—"

I was so scared that I almost jumped up, Chu Heng held me tightly, looked at the policeman with indifference and said, "He was injured, didn't you see it?"

"..." The policeman was even more angry, "You students are really—"

"Ask." Chu Heng interrupted again.

The police were dumbfounded, the teachers sighed again and again, I bowed my head, feeling sad.

The policeman asked angrily: "Well, tell me, why did you beat someone! Don't argue with me that they did it first, they were hurt much more than you!"

Chu Heng said directly: "I beat them all."

No matter how confused the policeman was, the counselor said in great disappointment: "Chu Heng, how could you do this! You will be punished!"

I hurriedly said, "No, I did it first—"

Chu Heng said calmly: "When you arrived, you all saw that I was stepping on people and kicking."

The police took another breath and could only ask, "Then why did you beat someone?"

Chu Heng patted me on the shoulder to comfort me, and said calmly: "You trash, you should hit me."

"..." The police and the teachers looked at each other in shock.

Later, we were not detained, but an uncle came and took us away.

The uncle looked at me for a few seconds, sighed, patted Chu Heng on the shoulder, and said softly, "Your parents asked me to take you home."

Chu Heng said, "I'll send him back first."

Uncle shook his head: "Let's go together."

Chu Heng finally had an expression on his face, he was about to refuse immediately, and my heart was full of remorse.Even if Chu Heng is alone at this time, so what, be a good son, because I got into a fight with someone and hit the police station.

always have to face.

I bowed my head and got into the car first.

Chu Heng paused outside the car for a long time before getting in the car.

That day, I met Chu Heng's parents.

His mother is so beautiful, much prettier than the photos Chu Heng showed me, and even the photos I can find online.Her eyebrows and eyes are almost the same as Chu Heng's, but Chu Heng's eyebrows are always bent towards me. When she glanced at me for the first time, her brows were tightly frowned.

I finally mustered up the courage to look at her, and after just one glance, I lowered my head again.

Chu Heng sat beside me, seeing this, took my hand and wrapped it tightly.

My hands are cold and I have no strength.

Chu Heng's mother didn't speak, his father glanced at our holding hands and said, "Tell me."

Chu Heng was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Everything is as you have seen."

His father was also silent, also only a few seconds later, he asked again: "Is there anything else?"

Chu Heng shook his head.

His dad said, "Okay."

I don't understand, what does this mean?

Chu Heng held my hand even tighter, raised his head and said, "Dad, Mom, his name is An Sifeng, he—"

His father interrupted him: "You have the face to speak, but we have no face to listen."

My hand shook again, did his parents know something?

Chu Heng held my hand tightly and said seriously: "Dad, you have to listen to me."

"I just gave you a chance, but you didn't say it."

Chu Heng was stunned, just now, he didn't mean that.

His father said again: "Send him back, and solve this matter before you graduate."

I can't wait to shrink back, I've been fighting so badly that I'm covered in red and green, and when I see his parents again, which parents would be happy to see that their son likes someone like me?

I'm so embarrassed.

I still shouldn't have come.

After his father finished speaking, he raised his foot to leave.

"Dad!" Chu Heng immediately stood up.

His father seemed to be restraining himself all the time. Turning his head at this time, suppressing his anger, he calmly said: "Your mother and I already know where and when you met. You are 22, an adult!"

When I heard that, my mind went blank, I knew, they would know, everything.

Knowing where Chu Heng and I met, no matter who I am, in the eyes of his parents, I am an extremely ugly person who seduces their son.Even, they should know about my mother.

My hand was so wet that it gradually slipped out of his palm.

Neither Chu Heng nor I expected such a thing to happen. Our original concept was not like this, and our first meeting should not be like this.All this happened so unexpectedly that Chu Heng was also a little flustered. Hearing his father's words, he immediately said: "It's not like that! Parents, you have to listen to my explanation."

"Explain?" His father looked back at him again, "Explain to me why you fought, why you hit the police station?"

"..." Chu Heng was silent.

Chu Heng's father said again: "Before graduation, solve this matter. In addition, I will not help you with your punishment. This is what you deserve. This punishment is to remind you what you can do and what you can't do." Thought! Punishment will accompany you for the rest of your life, engraved in your life. So far, you should reflect on yourself!"

His father is gone.

Didn't even look at me the whole time.

Chu Heng grabbed my hand in time, so I didn't slide down the sofa to the floor.

Chu Heng looked at his mother, his mother frowned slightly, and also looked at him.

Chu Heng first bent down to support me, and asked his mother: "Mom, don't you listen to my explanation?"

His mother looked at me again, raised her eyebrows and said, "Fix it soon—"

"Mom, he and I are going to be together forever."

His mother took a deep look at Chu Heng, turned around and left.

In the huge living room of his house, only me and him were left.

The policeman was gone, and so were his parents. Nervousness, embarrassment, and fear all suddenly came out of my body. At the same time, my whole body was full of pain and uncontrollable trembling.

I can't even walk well.

Chu Heng bent down and picked me up, turned around and walked out of his house.

"It's okay," he said.