night lights up

After shouting that sentence, I hung up the phone directly, rushed to the door barefoot, and opened the door.

In 18 years, it was the first time that I was so domineering. After all, I have always advocated restraint.

Talking depends on shouting, hanging up the phone almost smashed the phone, walking also relies on rushing, and when pulling the door, it seems that there is a big enemy with the door.

It's pretty cute when you think about it.

But at that time, I was full of anger and alcohol. Standing in front of the door, I felt like a god of war.The raging anger is burning, you don't need to turn on the lights, it is enough to illuminate everything around you, I bring my own light.

The entrance of the elevator is facing the door of my house diagonally, and I keep my eyes on it.

I didn't think about it specifically, if he didn't come up, if it wasn't for him, what would happen to me.

I think it must be him, and he will definitely come up.

I just thought about what I would do if he came up.

First, I'm going to scold him.Second, I think I'll have to punch him a few more times.Again, I can't figure it out... I'm a bit dizzy from alcohol, all I know is that I'm angry, and I'm going to let him know that I'm angry anyway!I feel like Chu Heng treats me like a fool!I want him to understand that I'm not a fool, and I'm not easy to fool!

Thinking about it, I became more and more dizzy with my own thoughts.

Suddenly, the elevator rang!

"Ding" sound.

Sure enough it was him.

He really came up too!

I suddenly came back to my senses and gathered my energy. I clenched my hands into fists, trying to put on the most terrifying expression, and stared closely at the elevator entrance.

I have to scare him.

I even suddenly thought of the cartoons I watched when I was a child. The soldiers transformed into armor and appeared on the stage, shocking the enemy blind.

I am those fighters!

I stand up straighter.

Then--

The elevator door opened, but the light in the elevator also leaked out.Our neighborhood is very nice, even the light in the elevator is bright enough.

After staying in the dark for a long time, I was so stimulated that I immediately closed my eyes.

I didn't expect to get off to a bad start.

My anger and light effects haven't scared anyone, I was blinded by the light first!I hastened to open my eyes again, and saw Chu Heng coming out of the door, it really was him!

I am angry!

I actually forgot that while being angry, I also need to remain calm, is that more deterrent?Why should I close my eyes!No matter how bright it is, don't close your eyes!I was angry and anxious, afraid that if I was a second behind, this person would run away.I raised my foot and wanted to run out the door, but when Chu Heng saw me running towards him, he quickly strode towards me too.

As soon as he left, all the lights in the corridor came on.

Well now, my eyes were almost blinded by the light.

My eyes were closed again, I became more anxious and angry, and rushed forward with my eyes closed, wanting to punch him a few times first.

However, as soon as my feet stepped on the cold floor outside the door, my half-stretched hand was first wrapped by another warm palm.

This is too much!

I tried to shake it off, but couldn't.

Not only can't I get rid of it, I can feel it even with my eyes closed, he is approaching me!

Very close, very close!

What is he going to do!

Does he want to hug me? !

unacceptable!

I looked up at him angrily, and opened my eyes again.

He was tall, standing straight in front of me, blocking most of the light.My eyes finally stopped hurting, but he didn't look at me, his other arm passed me, and he didn't know what to do behind me.

All I could see was his chin, and before my eyes, his chest.

I really don't like the situation where I can't see anything.

As if he was blind and deserved to be tricked.

I was annoyed: "What are you doing!"

He didn't speak.

Hey, silence again, still addicted to silence? !

I impatiently shook his hand again, but he held mine tightly.I was so anxious to look up at him again, I hated such a person who was much taller than me, I almost didn't tiptoe to hit him.I did start tiptoing, and the other foot that was still at home came out.

The moment I stepped forward, just as I was about to stand on tiptoe, my sight was already raised...

I saw his face.

I was stunned.

After a few seconds, I realized that he really hugged me...

Like a child, he grabbed one of my hands, put the other around my waist, picked me up, and put me back inside the door.

I was lowered back to the ground, the soles of my feet touching the familiar soft carpet in the house.

I just slowly reacted.

"It's quite cold outside at night, don't catch a cold." He finally spoke.

I haven't heard his voice for more than 20 days.

I'm not confused, and I don't seem to be angry anymore.

"You ran out in such a hurry, without the key, and the door will be closed when the wind blows. Be careful in the future." He said again.

I vaguely realized that he had just reached out behind me to help me hold the door.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend just now," he said again.

I blinked, still only seeing his chest.

Strange, I blame him for being silent.Now that he has spoken, and said so much, I have become silent.

offend?Do you mean hug me?

"Rest early." After he finished speaking, he turned to leave.

"Stop!!!" I yelled again.

He wants to leave again!I haven't done anything yet!I haven't scolded him for not beating him yet!

I was full of anger again.

Chu Heng looked back at me.

The lights in the corridor have gone out, and the light of the elevator has long gone, only a little moonlight outside the window.

I have forgotten whether the anger in me was as bright as I wished to blind his eyes...

He turned around and looked down at me.

The moment I saw his eyes, I forgot everything.

I could only see the light in his eyes.

I was even afraid that he would just leave like this. After he left, he would never see bright things again.He's gone, and we won't see him for a long, long time.

I will be very sad.

I stepped on the cold floor and went out again, and then I seemed to hear a sigh.

Chu Heng walked up to me again, bowed his head and said to me: "It's cold on the ground, go back quickly."

"no!"

"I'll catch a cold."

"no!!"

"... Offended." He had no choice but to reach out and hug me again.

Then--

I was so happy to take the initiative to open my arms, his hands paused, passed through my armpits, picked me up again, and put me back.

After landing, he wanted to withdraw his hands, but I reached out and hugged him tightly.

"..." He looked down at me.

I also looked at him, and even yelled at him: "What are you looking at!"

"..."

"say something!!"

"Then I'll go back first." He still tried to withdraw his hand.

I hugged him even tighter angrily: "I haven't asked clearly yet!"

When I got close, I spoke, and he smelled the faint smell of beer on my body.

"...An Sifeng, have you been drinking?" He frowned at me.

"none of your business!"

"Who gave you the drink?" His brows were furrowed tightly.

"It's up to you—"

"How much did you drink? Who told you to drink it?" He had a good voice at first, but he seemed helpless when he talked to me, as if he was being forced by me.At this moment, the voice suddenly became very cold again, the kind of coldness I hate the most.

All in all very nasty.

I let go of him, trying to push him out.

But he grabbed my hands with his backhand and asked again, "Who?"

I kicked him: "Let go!"

He didn't let go, but said again: "If you don't tell me, I'll ask."

threaten me?

really!He must have contact with the person in charge over there, Brother Jin really didn't lie to me.

He just thinks I'm a fool!

I shook his hand and kicked him again: "Get out!"

He didn't even bend his legs, so I shook his hand again impatiently, and said impatiently, "Go! Go!"

"You asked me to come up."

"..." I was dumbfounded again.

"Tell me who it is." He bowed his head and said word by word.

I am a typical person who is neither soft nor hard. In other words, I am the most difficult type of person. Whether I am happy or not depends entirely on probability.

I am very unhappy now, and I have completely forgotten all my previous plans.

I don't like his fierce look.

"You let go!!"

Maybe my voice was too loud, or maybe my anger was finally fully noticed, and he finally let go this time.

I turned around and closed the door immediately, I didn't want to see him again, he was just trying to get mad at me.

But as soon as I closed the door, he had already squeezed in sideways through the crack of the door.

I'm a heavy drinker, and I turned around once when I closed the door.Sensing that he followed in, he turned 360 degrees again, and became even more dizzy.I swayed, and my eyes began to blur again. I was about to reach out to hold the door, but he held me first.

I quickly pushed him away: "Don't touch me!!"

He took a few steps back.

I also staggered, quickly leaned against the door, pointed in a direction, and said angrily, "Go!!"

"An Sifeng, who made you drink?"

Why is he still obsessed with this question?

"I want you to take care of it!"

"install--"

"Don't call me by my name!" I warned him, "Don't be mean to me! Don't think I'm afraid of you!"

"I didn't kill you..."

"You kill me!! But I'm not afraid of you!"

"...Drinking is not good." He lowered his voice.

"I drink as much as I like! It's none of your business!"

"I just think--"

"Shut up!" I slammed on the door, and he immediately shut up.I just turned around a couple of times, and I was still feeling bad. I held on to the door and wanted to go to the living room. I needed to sit down. I even forgot that he was still standing in my house.

"An Sifeng—" he still called me.

"Don't call me! Annoyance!" I turned around and yelled at him, but my feet were still walking, and I tripped over the cabinet in the entrance, and I fell straight down.He hurried forward and half hugged me.

I'm completely dizzy.

I couldn't see anything in front of me, I wanted to raise my hand to rub my eyes, but I didn't even have the energy to raise my arm again.Then I heard a sigh again, first a palm covered my eyes, and then Chu Heng said: "I turned on the light, close your eyes."

The strong light was too uncomfortable, so I obediently closed my eyes.

In such a posture, Chu Heng hugged me, and the living room of my house was just outside the porch. Chu Heng walked directly to the living room, bent down and put me on the sofa.He wanted to take his hand away, but I was afraid of the light, so I reached out and covered his hand, not letting him take it.

He must be very helpless. Sometimes I am angry with him, sometimes I hug him and don't let go, sometimes I kick him, and now I hold him back and don't let him go.

He didn't take back his hand, sat down beside me and asked me, "How much did you drink?"

The voice was full of helplessness, as if I was an alcoholic!

I'm dissatisfied: "I only drank beer, and I'm not drunk."

"How much did you drink?"

"Can not remember!"

He sighed again, and seemed to bend over, because his next words were so close to me, and his breath seemed to caress my neck directly.

"Still dizzy?" he asked.

"gosh."

"I let go of my hand, okay?"

"not good!"

"I only turned on the wall lamp, so it's not dazzling." He whispered, as if coaxing me.

I kind of like it.

"Really?" I asked him.

"real."

I opened his fingers, and his five fingers slowly opened.I opened my eyes slowly through my fingers, and gradually saw him looking down at my face carefully.

So lovely.

He withdrew his hand, and I held his hand in my arms again, but he didn't take it back.

However, his brows and eyes became gentler.

Still looking down at me, he asked me softly, "Then who did you drink with?"

I also like this attitude, I curled my lips: "I drank with Brother Jin."

"Who is Brother Jin?" He frowned, and his voice became cold again.

"Don't talk to me like that!!"

"..."

"Don't kill me!"

"I didn't kill you... Then, who is Brother Jin?"

My tone changed, so I reluctantly said, "It's a security guard there. He's big and thick, and he's not bad. He cried today. I don't know what stimulated him. I'm not in a good mood anyway, so we drank together. "

"Why are you in a bad mood?"

It's okay not to say this, but when I say this, I get angry again.

I threw his hand away and turned to face the sofa.

"..." He leaned forward and called me, "An Sifeng?"

I ignored him.

"An Sifeng?" He called me again.

"An Sifeng—"

I turned around angrily and stared at him: "Brother Jin told me everything, he said you paid the money and asked the people there to protect me! What do you mean! What do you think of me! Since you are going to disappear, Then simply disappear! Who wants your broken protection!"

"..."

"I know you are angry with me. You waited for me for a long time that day and brought me a delicious breakfast. I didn't treat you well, and I turned off the phone and ignored you. I'm a little wrong, but... anyway, I'm just in the mood Very bad! I haven't seen you for a long time..."

"Sorry……"

"Not accepted!"

I don't know why, obviously I was the one who should apologize, but in the end the one who apologized became him again...

Seeing that I didn't accept it, he felt a little disappointed on his face.

He was silent for a while, and then said softly: "An Sifeng, I just don't want to disturb your life."

"What do you mean?" This sentence is so profound, forgive me for not understanding.

"I thought about it all day before I made such a decision. You still need to work there for two months, and I will still help you during these two months. After the three-month period expires, I will not care about you anymore." This matter, okay? Don't worry, the money doesn't belong to my parents, it's all earned by myself, and I voluntarily."

"No!" I don't want to listen to this, I look at him eagerly, "What do you mean you don't want to disturb my life?"

He seemed to be in some pain, held back for a while, and then said: "After you leave there, go to school hard. If you want to make money and other jobs, I will help you arrange them. Your life will definitely get better and better."

"I asked what it means not to disturb my life!" I was very angry, "You have already infiltrated from the second you appeared! Why are you pretending!"

"sorry."

"Who wants to hear you say 'I'm sorry'!"

He became bitter again, remained silent for a longer time, and said, "You can have a very healthy life, I don't want to mislead you."

"The more you talk, the more I don't understand!"

"Your college life has just begun, and your life has just begun. In the future, you will meet a girl you like, and you will—"

"Who is going to meet the girl he likes!! What nonsense are you talking about!"

"..." He choked and looked at me.

"I'm not you! All the girls in school like you! No one likes me! Besides! Even if someone likes me, why should I like some girl?! I'm so poor!" He was so inexplicable why he suddenly said this ?

He shook his head quickly: "No, no, no one likes me."

I sneered: "Everyone likes you! I think you like it too!"

He immediately denied: "No!"

"Yes!!" I thought of the way he looked at my female classmate, and the fire of jealousy burned quickly.

"Not really..."

"You look so good-looking! You have such a good personality! There are many people who like you! Don't argue! Shut up!"

"..."

"Why are not you talking?!"

"You tell me to shut up..."

"..." I was so angry, I pointed at him, "Speak up!"

"Okay, do you really think that I..."

"What do you think?"

It was rare for him to bow his head: "Do you think I look okay, and my personality is okay..."

I can't help being dumbfounded.

I thought I was an idiot, but is he even more idiot than me?

Can't he see how all the girls in the school are crazy about him?I thought so and asked the same question.

He immediately looked up again: "I don't look at it, I never look at girls."

"Hehe." I still remember the way he looked at my female classmate.I turned over and faced the sofa again, not wanting to look at him.

He didn't say anything like leaving now, he approached me and asked me: "Are you still uncomfortable?"

"Uncomfortable."

"Would you like some milk?"

"There's no milk at home."

"...You really lied to me." He stood up, "Drink some hot water."

"To burn."

"I'll come." He said, and after figuring out the approximate location, he walked to the kitchen.

Soon, I heard the sound of boiling water in the kitchen.

I thought about it, got up, and sat on the sofa for a while.

That's weird, what the hell was I asking him to come up with in the first place?It seems to want to beat him and scold him, why did he come to my house?Also help me boil water?What did I just say to him?I can't remember, I shook my head, but my head was even more dizzy.

I had no choice but to close my eyes and take it easy. I still stood up and walked to the kitchen.

I stretched out my hand to support the wall and walked to the door of the kitchen. I stopped at the door to watch his back.

After a while, the water boiled, and he lowered his head to pour water.After pouring it, he took out another empty cup, and the two cups kept changing back and forth to help me dry the water, and I couldn't help saying: "There are ice cubes in the refrigerator, if you are like this, when will it cool down? "

He looked back at me: "Why don't you continue to lie down?"

When he's not fierce, he's a little clumsy.

I quite like it.

I leaned against the wall and ignored him.He smiled at me, turned around and opened the refrigerator to find ice cubes.He didn't open the refrigerator very much after seeing it. He opened it several times and opened several drawers before he found the ice cubes.He turned around and looked at me again, for fear that I would laugh at him.

I will not laugh at him.

Back then, so did I.

He put the ice cubes in the glass, and the ice cubes completely melted. He tried the temperature before walking up to me: "Drink some."

"I don't want to drink." For some reason, I just like to play against him.

Sure enough, he began to coax me: "Drink a little, and you won't feel uncomfortable after drinking a little."

"If you don't drink, the water is not good." In fact, I like drinking water very much.

"Then I'll go down to buy milk now." He said, he really wanted to put down his glass and go out to buy some milk!

I hurriedly said: "I drink."

He handed the glass to me again, I was really an idiot again, I started to lose my nerve after drinking too much, I said: "My hands are not strong."

"I come."

He carefully brought the glass to my mouth, and I took a few sips.

"Is it better?" he asked.

He is too stupid, how could he be so fast!

"not good."

"...Then what should I do." He was really worried, and started to frown again in worry.

I am finally satisfied.

He is so cute.

That night, he stayed until very late before leaving.

In fact, he wanted to leave early, although maybe he was reluctant to leave.But sometimes, he is so gentlemanly that he is more rigid than me.

I said I was uncomfortable, and he stayed a little longer.

In fact, thinking about it now, even though I didn't fully understand it at the time, I finally began to realize my mind.I don't want him to go, I just want to see him every minute.

Because of this mood, I started various works by drinking too much.

But I didn't go too far that night, and I washed it obediently in the shower.After all, I was relatively innocent at the time, and I couldn't think of any in-depth content. I was simply greedy for him, every part of him, and all of him.

After I came out of the shower, Chu Heng even helped me to brush my hair.

I sat on the bed and he stood behind me.

He has never been brushed his hair in his life, I was secretly happy, and asked him like this.

And sure enough, he said "yes".

I am happier.

After taking a shower, my spirits of alcohol dissipated a lot, but I was attached to the smell of him.

He wiped my hair, but kept a safe three centimeters distance from me.

When I hugged him earlier, I really liked the touch on his body.

As soon as I lay back, I sat on the edge of the bed. If he keeps a distance from me, I will fall down.He didn't move at all, and let me lean on him.

I opened my eyes and smiled contentedly at the wall, then closed my eyes and felt the tightness of his abs.

I am happier, and when I am happy, my voice becomes sweeter.

"Senior." I called him.

"Ok?"

"I'm just calling you."

He laughs.

He wiped it for me again, combed my hair with his fingers, bowed his head and said to me, "Okay."

"Are you leaving?" I asked him directly.

He hesitated instead.

"I've been having insomnia these days. I've had nightmares." I said pitifully.

"I'll wait until you fall asleep before leaving?" He asked cautiously.

I immediately said: "Okay."

He laughed again.

I lay down directly on the bed and he stood by the bed.

I pulled the quilt to my eyes and pointed to the bed: "Sit down."

He sits down.

The bangs poked into my eyes and I couldn't blow them off.He leaned over and pushed my bangs back.I don't know why I went crazy again, and I blew on his hand.

His hands snapped.

I smile.

He also smiled helplessly, withdrew his hand, my hand got out from under the quilt, and hooked his little finger.I tapped his fingertips and asked him: "Senior, why are your palms so warm? Mine are always cold."

He said patiently and softly, "The physique is different."

"Oh." I hooked his ring finger, middle finger, index finger and thumb, and even held his entire hand in my hand, and smiled at him, "I've had too much to drink."

He took my hand back and nodded, "Yeah."

I also held his hand tightly, and then asked him: "Senior, am I crazy? Am I very cunning?"

He shook his head.

"What's that? I sometimes hate myself. I'm nervous every day."

"you are very cute."

"Really."

"Really." His fingertips rubbed the back of my hand soothingly, and reached out to dim my desk lamp, "Go to sleep."

"You feel very annoying. I fell asleep. Would you like to leave early?"

He laughed and shook his head: "Of course not."

"Humph."

He rubbed the back of my hand in reverse, and said in a voice gentler than moonlight: "You drink too much, go to bed early, or you will have a headache when you wake up tomorrow morning."

"Oh."

"Go to sleep, you can't drink anymore in the future."

"But drinking is also very good, it will make me think about many things clearly."

"for example?"

I closed my eyes, opened them again, and smiled at him: "I won't tell you."

He seemed dumbfounded by my laughter.

I suddenly felt that I was also quite attractive.

His cell phone rang at this moment, and he immediately took it out and pressed it.

"Is it your family? Urging you to go home?"

"No, it's about work. I live alone."

"why?"

"When I became an adult, I moved out and lived alone."

"Senior, are you already making money yourself?"

"Yes."

"How to make money?"

I asked such a mentally handicapped question that was difficult to answer, but he answered me patiently.But what he said was all about economics and stocks, which I really couldn't understand. In addition, my last alcohol finally started to dissipate, and I became more and more sleepy.Gradually, I couldn't hear his voice anymore.

In a trance, after an unknown period of time, someone wanted to take the hand out of my palm.

I hugged my hands tightly in dissatisfaction.

After a while, someone approached me and said with a sigh, "When you wake up tomorrow, do you remember this?"

After hearing this sentence, I opened my eyes in a daze, only to see a vague outline.

My mind is chaotic, but I know he is someone I can trust.

After waking up tomorrow?

I was ignorant of the question I was concerned about.

"Can I see you tomorrow?"

I can't remember if it was me who asked the question, and soon I fell asleep again.

I also don't remember exactly when Heng left.

I only vaguely remember that someone kissed my forehead and said to me——

"can."