night lights up

He hung up the phone, and Brother Jin called again.

He directly pressed and held the off button, well, the car finally became quiet again.

I couldn't help curling my lips again, he saw it, and sneered again: "Hanging up his phone, is it very distressing?"

I suddenly felt that my teeth hurt. Is it because I ate too much chocolate at night?

It was directly on fire.

As a person grows older, the reasons for anger and nervousness become strange.

What is the relationship between me and brother Jin? Doesn't he know it?

At that time, I did rely on Brother Jin to give me advice, and I opened up a little bit.And after breaking up with him, if I hadn't had my brother Jin to support me and accompany me to this city, I would have died of depression in some unknown hospital long ago.

Of course, there has never been love and hate without a reason in the world, and there is a reason why people treat you so sincerely.

After all, not everyone is the same Chu Heng from back then, who would really treat me well for no reason.

Ten years ago, I also helped Brother Jin several times, and it was only then that we supported each other in the following years.

That night, I was baffled, and after copying those text messages very carefully.I woke up the next morning almost devastated.

Before I went out, I opened the box and read it again. It was indeed my handwriting on the book, and it was indeed not my dream.

I couldn't understand why I was going crazy at night?

Most people are surprised, even frightened, by sudden changes in themselves.People with high emotional intelligence should be able to understand quickly, and even if they can't understand, they should have a lot of feelings.

But I'm an idiot.

Not only did I not have the feelings I should have, but I also had a headache from being shaken by the rickety bus early in the morning, and thinking about these things made it even more painful.

More headaches are yet to come.

We all know that a university campus is not a middle school or elementary school campus, and it is very easy to meet someone.The university campus is too big, with too many courses, different departments, different grades, different classes, different class hours, and so many campuses, it is difficult to meet a person.

It can be considered that Chu Heng and I have known each other for a long time, and we have never run into each other in school.

But that morning, I ran into...

With a bitter expression on my face, I squeezed out of the bus with everyone, and because of the headache, I walked a little muddleheaded.The traffic jam was severe that day, and the arrival time was about 10 minutes late.Although my walking was of different shades, I walked fairly fast, afraid of being late, and behind me were students rushing to class.

I was walking well, when I suddenly heard the girls behind me exclaim in surprise.

I subconsciously felt that something was wrong, this situation was too similar to something... I looked up and looked around, I didn't need to look around at all, I had already seen someone standing directly in front of me.

In fact, I really liked him at that time, but I didn't know it yet.

Not only did I not know, but last night I copied the text messages he sent me like a madman, which is clearly a sign that I already like him very much.

But since I don't know, I find this behavior outside of my style horrific.

These days, almost all normal communication with Chu Heng happened at night.The night is a wonderful curtain, which can cover many timid and unspeakable emotions, and let the moonlight and all kinds of lights reflect my various moods on it.

When night goes away and day comes.

When I see him, I get scared.

Now that I think about it, it's all about seeing someone I like and being embarrassed.

It's just embarrassing for the person you like.

Only those who like a person will be cautious and timid.

But I didn't understand at the time.

He stood there straight, saw that I was looking at him, and smiled at me, with a bright smile, super good-looking and handsome.I think the hearts of the girls behind me are about to be melted by his laughter. Anyway, my heart has already melted.

He had even walked towards me, kept looking at me, kept smiling at me too.

My steps paused, and suddenly my palms were full of sweat. I clenched my hands tightly, and I was really scared (nervous).

He was getting closer and closer to me, with books in his hands and a paper bag.

His footsteps were so brisk that it seemed to be dancing a waltz on my heart.

My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and I suddenly didn't dare to face him.

I retracted my gaze in a panic, glanced left and right, and he was getting closer.I finally saw a familiar face among the girls behind me, and I quickly called her name.

She was also looking at Chu Heng. When I called her, she turned to look at me: "An Sifeng?"

She was the girl I said was crying, and I immediately said, "Let's go, we're going to be late!"

"Ah?" She was a little confused, and reluctantly looked at Chu Heng who was a few steps away, and then nodded, "Oh."

"Let's go, let's go! The bell will ring in 3 minutes!" I lowered my head, not daring to look in Chu Heng's direction anymore, and strode towards the left with my head buried.My female classmate was stunned for a few seconds. She was afraid of being late and caught up with me. She asked, "An Sifeng, is senior Chu Heng waiting for you?"

"How is that possible?" I retorted immediately.

"Really? But it looks like he's waiting for you." She said, looked back, and said, "He's watching us, he just stopped there and didn't go away."

"..." Before I lowered my head and slipped away, I saw that he had stopped.

Hearing what the female classmate said, I felt even more guilty.

But why am I so guilty?

After arriving at the class, catch up with the bell.

The front row has been occupied, I sat in the back row, and the female classmate sat with me.

She seemed to have something to ask me, but the teacher came, so she didn't continue to ask.I breathed a sigh of relief, and took out the book, and the phone suddenly lit up, reminding me that there was a new text message from Chu Tiantian.

I was even more guilty, so I secretly put the phone under the table and opened it.

Chu Tiantian: An Sifeng, I'm at the back door of your classroom.

I hurriedly looked towards the back door, our seat was very close to the back door, and I saw him as soon as I turned around.He wanted to smile at me, but the female classmate next to me turned back with me, and he looked at her again, and looked at her longer than me.

I, An Sifeng, "White Lotus", am a bit unhappy.

I texted him and asked: Is there anything wrong?

The attitude is not very good.

Chu Heng came back to his senses, looked at me directly, raised the paper bag in his hand, then bent down and quietly put the paper bag on the ground by the door, smiled at me, and raised the phone in his hand.

The teacher had already started lecturing on the podium, he glanced at me again, turned and left.

I received another text message from him: breakfast is in the bag, remember to eat it after this class.

I turned around to look at the paper bag left alone by the door, covered by a little morning light.

The phone is on again, but it's still Chu Tiantian: Do you know?

I still haven't replied, I don't know what to reply.

The phone turned on again, Chu Tiantian: An Sifeng?

Really annoying.

I pursed my lips and replied: Got it.

Chu Tiantian: Okay, let’s go to class, I’m going to class too.

He didn't continue to send me text messages, but I couldn't listen to the class anymore.

It's really annoying, but is it annoying Chu Heng, or annoying yourself?

I do not know either.

I was absent-minded throughout the class, and even then, as soon as the bell rang, I rushed to the back door to get the paper bag.

I opened the paper bag in a hurry and almost tore it.

It turned out to be an insulated box inside, and then opened the box of the insulated box, and inside were shrimp dumplings and siu mai.There is also a chunky thermos cup. When the lid is lifted, it is very fragrant soy milk.The soy milk was so fragrant and very warm. The moment the water vapor hit my face, I felt my eyes were a little wet.

"Did senior Chu Heng give it to you?" the female classmate next to me asked me.

I immediately came back to my senses, put the lid on the soy milk cup again, and said plainly, "He brought it for me."

"I don't look like it."

"..."

No wonder it is said that women have a stronger sixth sense. If I had known this, I should have learned more from this female classmate.

The female classmate asked again: "Aren't you going to eat?" After she finished speaking, she added, "You can eat, you don't need to share it with me, and you don't have to be embarrassed, I have already had breakfast."

It is polite for students in the same class to share food.

But she was right, I do have this trouble, and I don't want to share it with her.I still remember that Chu Heng looked at her longer than me. After all, she is indeed very beautiful.

Unexpectedly, she saw through it all at once.

"You eat." She urged again.

I did not eat breakfast, so I took the lid off and ate.Shrimp dumplings and siu mai are both tasteless when opened, which will not affect others, but they are particularly fragrant in the mouth.There are about three prawns in each shrimp dumpling, all of which are fresh and sweet.The siu mai is soft and glutinous, and the fresh bamboo shoots wrapped in the glutinous rice are crunchy and sweet. With the warm aroma of soy milk, it is really delicious.

Shrimp dumplings and siu mai are all made small, and I eat them all in one bite.

The female classmate saw that I ate almost the same, so she asked me again: "An Sifeng, you really know the senior very well?"

"..." I put down the soy milk cup, thinking of what I said about her crying, I apologized to her, "Well, yesterday, I'm sorry."

She smiled: "It's okay. After I went back, I thought about it and you are right."

"what?"

The face of the female classmate became quiet: "How could a person like him like me? And I really don't know anything except his name and his appearance. Do I really like him?" She looked at me , "An Sifeng, I also want to thank you. Although last night, I cried all night at home."

"Sorry……"

She smiled again: "It's okay, I figured it out. Especially this morning, when so many people watched him together, I couldn't figure it out any more. Some people are just suitable for people to see. There are so many people in the school. People like him, but I heard from my seniors that he has never had a girlfriend. They said that the senior’s family background is also very good, and he may go into an official career after graduation. You say, how can such a person be the same as us? What about the world?"

"..."

"So I have adjusted my mentality." She joked again, "Besides, if I really become his girlfriend. I can't eat enough of being jealous of other girls every day. I'm still fit to be an ordinary person."

Not long after she finished speaking, the next class began.

I put away the thermal box.

Her mentality has been adjusted. After being told by her, I can't get better at all.

Worse still, I didn't even know the reason at the time.

In fact, it's not just because the female classmates also talked about the central thing, Chu Heng is too good and dazzling, no matter who it is, he will feel that he is not worthy.Because of the fear of not being good enough, you will be disappointed, irritable, and even more unhappy.

That class also turned out to be very long, luckily it was a class I was already good at.

In the middle of the trip, I turned on my phone to check the time, only to see the text message Chu Heng sent me half an hour ago.

He asked me: have you eaten?Is it still hot?Like it?

Because I didn't see it and didn't reply, he asked several times.

bother.

I, An Sifeng, was insane, and I didn't know why I was angry, so I suddenly turned off my phone angrily.

Now it's finally peaceful.

After the class was over, my female classmates and I stood up together and made an appointment to have lunch together.

As soon as he walked out of the back door, Chu Heng who was standing against the wall immediately turned to look at me and called me: "An Sifeng."

"What's the matter?" I asked him with a cold face.

He originally had a smile on his face, but gradually he stopped smiling, and then glanced at the female classmate next to me.The female classmate is really amazing, she can see clearly when she says she can see clearly, she is no longer obsessed with Chu Heng, she said upon seeing this: "An Sifeng, why don't I go first?"

"No, let's go together."

She had to keep standing.

I said to Chu Heng: "Senior, I'm going to eat, what's the matter?"

Chu Heng looked at me, then at her, and shook his head: "It's okay."

I walked with my female classmate, halfway, the female classmate said: "I always feel a little weird."

I nodded: "It's weird, it's the first time I have dinner with my classmates."

She looked at me and smiled: "An Sifeng, you are quite interesting."

"……thanks."

"It's just that I still find it weird, An Sifeng, I found out that day that senior Chu Heng is really patient with you."

"..."

The female classmate continued: "At the bus stop that day, I just saw your unhappy face. He, um, how to describe it, let me think about it. It feels like he is 'coaxing' you, yes, that's what it means! Just now, it felt like he was flattering you!"

"...You read it wrong."

The female classmate thought for a while, then nodded: "It should be a mistake, how could he please anyone."

"...Let's go, let's eat."

I interrupted this topic, the female classmate didn't continue to ask, but chatted with me about the class just now, and went to the cafeteria together.

The author has something to say:

In fact, from the third night when the two met, I was going to use the method of time teleportation to summarize.

In the process of writing, I was really reluctant. Every day I thought that xx days must have passed today, but I still couldn’t help but write the details of each day, haha.

Try to let the two of them kiss as soon as possible.

And my friends come from other places, and I have to play with them these few days, so I may not have much time to write.

It’s not an update, I should finish writing this article this time.