night lights up

In the following days, countless times, I opened that box, even now.

The chocolate box is big enough. After removing all the built-in decorations that put chocolates, it is enough for me to put my five notebooks.

In fact, now, when you open it again, no matter whether it is a box or a notebook, it no longer tastes like chocolate.

"Taste" is never something that can be stored.

But I think I have this ability, I have really kept that taste for so many years, and I can keep it for a long time, so long that I have left this world.

But remembering it for too long is not as good as the impact of the real taste.

It seems that in the past ten years, I have dreamed of him several times in my dreams, and woke up crying from the dream several times.But it was just a dream after all. As soon as the sky dawned, I could return to reality, to the world where I can light up by myself without anyone turning on the light for me.

He, like those flavors, can only be turned into a long-lasting memory that will never be opened in my dream.

As long as you don't see it, as long as you don't deliberately, nothing will happen.

But he showed up.

He showed up with those flavors.

When I saw him ten years later at the door of the private room, I pinched my thigh hard to pretend to be calm.

But it was quickly blown away by the young girls.

From the past to the present, I have always been a person who wants to save face.

I haven't seen you for ten years, and you need to be more decent.

But after all, I still couldn't get up decently.

After eating the familiar chocolate again, those moments when I saw him again, I wanted to fall, and the tears that were forced back by the pain still fell down without disappointment.

After I said what he had said to me before, he was also dumbfounded for a moment.

His hand was still wiping my tears, and his palm rested on my face.

The sharpness in his eyes gradually dissipated, as if they were all stained by my tears.

I sucked my nose hard, knowing that there were some things I really shouldn't have said.

But I don't know how long I can live.

When I saw him again this time, whether he did it on purpose, or God did it on purpose but he didn't, we finally met again.

There are some things that I don't want him to know anymore, and some things that I hope I can know all about.

Even my own decency and so-called dignity were washed away by my own tears.

Anyway, as early as a long time ago, he had seen all of my most ugly and embarrassing appearances.

I sniffed again, and the snot was about to fall.

And then, some snot really fell...onto his hand.

It was really disgusting, and he just came back to his senses.

But there was no disgust on his face, he just took off his suit jacket expressionlessly, wiped his hands casually, then covered my face, and wiped my face clean accurately.After wiping it, he tore off the suit that covered my face, threw it into the back seat, and sneered: "Not bad, after all, I have grown up, and you know how to pretend to be pitiful with me? If you pretend to be pitiful, can I let you go?"

I admit, I was a little annoyed with him again.

I pretend to be pitiful?

I am so poor!

I wanted to have a good talk with him.

Being pissed off by him, I immediately choked him angrily: "No matter how good I am, I'm not as good as some people! Even tied up? Is this still a human? Beast! This is a beast!"

"An Sifeng." He was not happy to call my name, implying a warning.

"Hehe, you have the face to do it, but you don't have the face to let people talk about it? How dare you call me by my name? I said, you came to my shop, you didn't make a special trip just to find me, did you? You just want to take revenge on me! You tied me with a rope!"

He immediately said: "I just happened to meet you. If I knew you were here, I wouldn't come."

……

Can you understand how I feel when I hear this?

Even a fucking pig can tell I just like him to death.

But he said so to me.

It's fine if he doesn't like me, let's just tie me up with a rope, he said that about me.

He will never take care of my dignity again.

So, I broke out completely, I didn't cry anymore, I started to laugh instead, I thought it was a handsome smile, I calmly said: "Yes, small place, it doesn't matter what you want. Look at those people around Mr. Chu, They are all young and beautiful beauties in their twenties. They are all obedient and beautiful. But even so, Mr. Chu still feels that it is not enough, so he still comes to our store. It is because our place is small, I guess there is nothing that can satisfy you. ?”

He is still expressionless, just watching me speak, I can't figure out his thoughts at all.

In other words, silence is the default!

I became more and more angry, more angry, more laughing, more calm, I asked him: "By the way, do you still like men now? I saw that when I went in, the boys in our shop were all around you What about friends. Why don't you choose one? You only like girls now? But you are not born gay. Can your family agree? Can your wife agree? You—”

When it comes to the word "wife", I am even more angry.

What the hell am I talking about?

Why should I block myself?Do you still think life is not sad?

I stopped suddenly, trying to steady my breathing, but couldn't.

I looked at him again, he was still the same.

It's disgusting.

I couldn't hold back, and was so stimulated by him that I shouted directly at him: "Your appearance is so disgusting!!!"

After yelling this sentence, I was even more angry with myself.

I really lost too ugly.

Compared with him now, I am nothing.

I'm like a clown, made to cry by my own imaginings, then irritated by my own imaginings, and want to cry again after being angry.

I really thought he knew I was here, and came to me specially to humiliate me.

Although I'm hiding in this small place and it's hard to find, he probably doesn't want to find me either.But as long as he looks for it, he will definitely find it.

I thought he really came to see me specially.

Even if it's to humiliate me, I'm a little happy.

Because he came to me.

But, he didn't come to find me! !

He just bumped into me by accident and humiliated me by the way.

I want to cry again.

Sad, very sad.

I put my head down because I was literally on the verge of tears, in total embarrassment.

And he also spoke, he said: "An Sifeng, listen to what you said. I have to take back what I just said. In the past ten years, you have grown up? You don't have any of this."

"..."

Yes, I didn't grow up.

decent?Who wants it, I looked up and glared at him: "None of your business!!"

He frowned, such low-level words made him even more angry.

He said: "You haven't eaten enough sweet ones? Can I feed you some more?"

"Don't eat!"

He saw that I overreacted, and now he has become irritable. He really grabbed a few pieces of chocolate from behind and wanted to stuff them into my mouth again.

"Don't eat! I won't eat!"

"Whenever you speak well, I won't stuff it in your mouth."

"abnormal!"

"Yes, I'm a pervert." Just now he stuffed too much, which made me a little uncomfortable, but this time he just stuffed one piece into my mouth.

I dodged and refused to eat.He wanted to stuff my mouth again, I don't know what the two of us are trying to do, neither of us can talk properly.I couldn't move, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I had to raise my head: "I won't eat! I won't eat any more!"

"reason."

Just look at him now.

He no longer rubbed his forehead, he was very embarrassed, and after a long time, he dared to come to my door and give me a box of Chu Tiantian full of "Ansifeng" chocolates.

I bowed my head sadly, and said in a low voice: "There is no such a box of chocolates, which are full of 'Ansifeng' chocolates."