night lights up

The next day was the third day when the two of us met.

That day I had a class in the afternoon, which was physical education. I don’t know how the current physical education class is arranged. At that time, I was free to choose courses.Perhaps in the eyes of others, I am really pretending, but I am also really quiet. I can't stand playing football, basketball, etc., so I choose indoor badminton.

As a result, the badminton was full, and I was arranged to play table tennis.

I don't understand sports by nature, and I stumble in playing table tennis.But I am a person with a strong self-esteem, so I have to practice hard.After the accident at home, my personality really changed a lot.

At this time, I am too lazy to practice table tennis again, because working at night is still a highly stressful job.I get up early to go to class during the day, go to the hospital to take care of my mother, and sleep four or five hours a day. I am very tired.

While others were practicing, I sat on the sidelines and watched the battle, and I didn't grab the table.

Looking at it, I fell asleep.

No matter how easy the physical education class is, it is still a class.

The physical education teacher is a middle-aged man who is usually easy to talk to. Maybe he was in a bad mood that day, or for other reasons.In addition, others are training, and it is really not good for me to lie there and sleep alone.

He is on fire.

And I really don't have any athletic talent. Last semester's physical education class, 3000 meters and table tennis were all make-up exams. In the end, the teacher couldn't stand it anymore and gave me some water to pass.He didn't give me water this time, he was extremely angry and punished me to go out for a run.

I started running around the playground, and he was watching. He didn't say how long I would run, but I just ran as long as he said to stop.

The result can be imagined, when I ran to the fifth lap, I fell down.

The physical education teacher was also frightened, and quickly carried me to the infirmary.I didn't feel dizzy, I just felt like I was on fire and couldn't breathe.This scene was quite scary on campus. Although I didn't realize it clearly, I knew that there were many people watching me, and some kind-hearted classmates followed me to the infirmary.

The doctor checked me and put me on glucose.I slowly came to my senses, and the students who came with me saw that I was fine, so I left one after another.The physical education teacher apologized to me. I am very embarrassed. In fact, the teacher is responsible for it. It is nothing for a normal boy to run five or six laps.It's because I'm really exhausted these days, and I don't usually like sports.

The teacher apologized, and I kept saying it was okay.

Before this was changed, I was already pissed off.

The situation is forcing you to grow up.

But there's really nothing wrong with growing up.

The physical education teacher stayed with me all the time, and I was even more sorry. When I was about to persuade him to leave again, the door of the infirmary was pushed open again.

I looked up, and Chu Heng ran in.

"..." Before I had time to speak, he strode up to me, panting, looked down at me, and asked in a very soft voice as if he was afraid of scaring me, "Are you okay?"

I felt a little weird at the time.

Or maybe it's not that strange.

As I lie here, there are still quite a lot of people visiting, but they are all classmates I met on the road.None of my real classmates came to see me.But I really can't blame my classmates, I have such a bad personality, it's only strange that people want to come and see me.

And for a person like me, someone came to visit me now...

This person is senior Chu Heng whom he has only known for three days.

And his tone and expression are really strange, we have only known each other for three days, why does he seem to be very scared, but he fell down.

But he cares about me so much, I am naturally only grateful.I told him the general situation. Of course, I didn't say why I had to run around, but he immediately thanked the physical education teacher instead.

So I felt even weirder... The two of us didn't seem to be familiar with the need for him to thank me on my behalf.

After he came, he became a celebrity again. The teacher really knew him and thought we were very close.

I persuaded the teacher to go back again, and the teacher agreed.

After the teacher left, my bottle of glucose was almost finished.He went out to find the school doctor who came to help me remove the needle, and the school doctor advised me to rest for a while.

But I have to go, my mother is still waiting for me, and my mother will worry if it is later.

The school doctor was just a suggestion. Seeing that I was leaving in a hurry, he didn't force me. He explained a few words and left.

On the contrary, Chu Heng saw that I was leaving, and immediately said anxiously: "Lie down for a while."

I don't care: "I'm fine."

He was even more anxious: "Just after hanging the water, you need to lie still to recover well."

I knew he was kind, so I said again: "I'm really fine, senior." While talking, I was about to get up, but when he saw that I was really about to get up, he pushed me back.

I am a little angry, after all, nature is hard to change.But I am trying to change, trying not to get angry as easily as before.I had no choice but to say again: "Senior, I really have something urgent, I have to go."

"No." His voice suddenly became firm.

Surprised for a moment, I looked up at him.

At this time, Chu Heng's tone was similar to the tone when he said "1000 million" that day and when he was talking to those people.

His face is also determined.

He's suddenly not cute at all!

My face turned cold, I slapped his hand away vigorously, got up and got out of bed to put on my shoes.He was about to reach out and grab my wrist, but I shook it off angrily and looked back at him: "Senior, what are you doing?!"

"You need to rest."

"I've had enough rest!"

"Your face is still very pale."

"Wouldn't it be nice to go out and bask in the sun!!"

"you--"

I pushed his hand away and lowered my head to put on my shoes.

As he said, it really didn't work. When he lowered his head, he became dizzy again.I almost fell down again, but he hurriedly supported me, neither calm nor determined, he said anxiously: "Look, I still have to lie down."

I had no choice but to lean against him for a while, hearing his anxious voice, and knowing how much he cared about me.I'm actually not mad at him anymore, but I really have to go!

I have to go to work at six o'clock, it's far away, and I have to start an hour and a half earlier.It's almost three o'clock now, and the school is not close to the hospital, and it's more than an hour away. If I don't go, my mother doesn't know how to worry about me!

I came back to my senses and said to him very seriously: "Senior, I have really, really important things to do. I know you care about me, but I'm really in a hurry!"

"In a hurry to go to work in the clubhouse?" He asked.

His tone became indifferent again, I was taken aback, and fixed my eyes on the disapproval on his face.

I knew he still looked down on me!

Suddenly, I couldn't care about anything.I pursed my lips, stepped into the shoes hard, and walked out without putting them on.He was still coming to pull me, and I shook it off even harder.Before I walked out of the infirmary, he chased me from behind and pulled my wrist again.

I couldn't get rid of it, so I turned around and questioned loudly: "We have only met a few times, I thank you for helping me, and thank you for saving me. I respect you, senior, but it doesn't mean that I will be insulted by others! Let go!"

"Sorry." He apologized, a little flustered.

"You didn't apologize to me! You helped me several times! But you have no right to interfere with others! Let go!"

"Sorry, I didn't mean that, I—"

"Shut up! What are you pretending to be!!" I couldn't calm down anymore, I respect a ghost!His face changes!

No matter how gentlemanly and amiable this Chu Heng pretends to be, isn't he the kind of high-ranking rich young master in essence, who just looks down on me!Yes, I am very grateful to him for spending so much money to help me, but he shouldn't have ridiculed me to my face like this.

Especially in places like schools, the word "club" is mentioned.

My personality is really bad, and it's also because I have a good impression of Chu Heng, and I basically hope that he can think highly of me.Whenever there is such a sign, I will naturally interpret and think about it randomly, and I will become angry from embarrassment.

After I yelled the word "shut up", Chu Heng seemed quite hurt.

At the time, I didn't understand why he could make such a hurt expression so quickly when he could speak so coldly and calmly?

Anyway, he is a powerful person, I'm afraid, okay!

Taking advantage of his injury, I slammed his hand away and started to walk away.Feeling uneasy after thinking about it, I stepped on him again and gave him another look before I ran downstairs.

After going downstairs, I immediately rushed to the off-campus bus stop.

After all, I just fell down and got water, so I didn't dare to run, so I could only walk quickly.Halfway through the walk, I felt someone following me again, exactly the same as in the clubhouse that night.

I looked back, and it really was Chu Heng!

I was so angry that I glared at him again, how could this man know how to follow others all day long!

It was then that I finally realized something was wrong.As I walked towards the platform, I thought to myself, why does this Chu Heng always appear around me these days?

Don't look at Chu Heng and I seem to have a deep blood feud now, Chu Heng hates me so much that he wants to strangle me to death.

He was really shameless when he chased me back then.

Anyway, at that time, I still didn't know that Chu Heng had thoughts about me.

I went to the bus platform angrily, and he also followed to the platform.

Is he a celebrity? As soon as he appeared, several female students standing on the platform became very restless and peeked at him one after another.He walked up to me, three steps away from me, glanced at me from time to time, but dared not speak to me.

I still have a cold face.

What is he pretending to be!

The No. 12 bus I have to wait for does not leave many times, and it comes every half an hour.Unfortunately, all the bad things happened to me. I waited for nearly half an hour, but the car didn't come.There is an electronic screen on the platform, which can show when the next bus will arrive. It clearly shows that it will arrive in 5 minutes, but several 5 minutes have passed, and it has not arrived yet!

Maybe it broke down halfway, and the bus company has to send another car over.

Later, Chu Heng told me that he always remembered that scene that day.

He said that I was standing on the edge of the bus stop, my face was pale and unhappy, as if everyone in the world was making me unhappy.The setting sun shone on me, and I was wearing an oversized coat, which was precarious when the wind picked up from time to time.He said that he was even afraid that the wind would take me away, and he was even more afraid that the buses that were very close would take me away in an instant.

In short, he felt that I was extremely pitiful and distressed.

He wants to make me happy.

When I heard his description, I was already with him.

At that time, I felt a little disgusted. It was really disgusting to be described as so weak.But also a little happy, because he loves me so much.Love me, will see me so weak, will try to protect me.

I didn't wait for the bus to come, and I didn't have the money to take a taxi, so I turned around and walked to the path next to the school.

There are electric tricycles over there. Although they are more expensive than buses, they are cheaper than taxis anyway.I walked a few steps, and he followed again, gradually walked to my side, and called me in a low voice: "An Sifeng."

I ignored him and continued walking.

He called me again: "An Sifeng..."

I took a breath, looked back at him, and said angrily, "What are you doing again?!"

"No, don't be angry."

I'm blown up, okay?It's him who doesn't open the pot and lifts which pot, and now he pretends to be so pitiful!

Chu Heng hurriedly said again: "I'll take you there, I'll take you there by car."

"Hehe!" I finished "hehe" and continued to stride forward.

"You are not in good health, you can't walk so fast." He was anxious.

"You're never finished!" I couldn't take it anymore, and turned to glare at him.

He almost bumped into me, and hurried back: "I'll take you there first, or it will be too late. I really didn't mean anything else just now, please listen to my explanation."

I really don't understand why such a person must follow me.I scolded him already, and treated him so badly, he insisted on following me!

"I'll see you off." He said again.

I wanted to say no, but my cell phone rang, and it was my mother's nurse who called me, saying that my mother was looking for me.

I looked at the empty road, then looked at Chu Heng's inexplicably expectant eyes, and sighed secretly.

There is a large parking lot near the school entrance.Chu Heng drove the car quickly, and I got in the car.After fastening his seat belt, he drove the car onto the road.

Go straight to the clubhouse and turn right to the hospital.

I said at the right time: "Turn right ahead and go to the City's No. [-] Hospital."

He paused with his hand on the steering wheel, and turned to look at me, but I closed my eyes and didn't look at him.

After arriving at the hospital, I hurried to the ward to see my mother and talk to her.

Mom is sometimes sober and sometimes not sober, but she still remembers that I have to come over every afternoon.Seeing me coming, no matter how painful it was, I immediately smiled.Chu Heng didn't go in with me, but waited for me outside the ward.

I saw my mother eat with my own eyes, and communicated with doctors, nurses and nurses before I walked out of the ward and went to the next place.

Seeing me coming out, Chu Heng got up immediately, but he still didn't speak, and quietly followed behind me.

I really think he is a very strange person. Wasn't he very fierce in school before, so he said "no" so fiercely.Now he was so cute and cute, I secretly "hummed", and secretly decided that he was actually not a good person.

He is a two-faced man!

When I came out of the inpatient department, I was going to the gate, but Chu Heng whispered again: "Why don't you go for a checkup too?"

Although I don't want to talk to him, I just found out that he is actually not a good person.But at the same time, he also helped me several times and even sent me here. Like Manager Deng, he is not a bad person.

I shook my head: "I'm fine."

He didn't insist anymore and continued to follow behind me.

In fact, if he had persisted a little longer and acted like I had to listen to what he said in school, I would have gone for a checkup, maybe I would have known about my illness earlier.

It's a pity that there is really no if.

He was silent for a second or two, and then said: "Do you want to go to the club next?"

"Humph!" I hummed unceremoniously.

"I'm sorry, I heard that you fainted on the playground in the afternoon, and I was very worried. When I ran to the infirmary, I found you pale and lying there, not only worried, but also a little frightened. That's why I want you to rest for a while, I There is really no other meaning, you are too thin and can easily be overwhelmed."

I listened to him and didn't speak.

He said again: "I, I'm not being mean to you. I said that because—"

I stopped and looked back at him, trying to hear what he was going to say.

He also stopped, looked at me for a moment, and finally said: "It's because your mother is sick, so you—"

I didn't cover up this time, I nodded: "yes, so do you have anything else to say?"

He shook his head.

"Shut up if you don't! Go if you don't!" I turned and continued walking, but he didn't follow because I didn't hear footsteps.

I walked out of the hospital and stood at the bus stop at the door waiting for the bus.

While he was relieved, he was also a little confused.In my real life, someone knows my family's embarrassment, and it is still such a person.

Confused, I continued to blow the evening breeze until a car stopped in front of me.

Rolling down the car window, Chu Heng looked at me.

I came back to my senses and immediately glared at him.

He just looked at me quietly, without any thought of leaving.

But this is next to the bus stop!It is illegal to stop all the time!Not only that, but also scolding.Sure enough, after a while, some bus drivers and passengers expressed their dissatisfaction, and the bus I was waiting for hadn't arrived yet.Chu Heng was extremely calm, just sat in the car and looked at me.

I am really afraid of him!

I had to open the door and sit in.

He didn't say any more, stepped on the accelerator, and arrived outside the clubhouse half an hour later.

His car was very expensive, and as soon as he arrived at the gate, the doorman came to entertain him, and he drove the car into the parking lot by himself.

Because I came too early, I had to go to work for nearly an hour, so I had to sit in the car.He asked me in a low voice, "Are you listening to music?"

I shook my head.

He whispered again: "You really don't want to listen?" His voice was full of flattery.

I looked back at him and felt sorry for him again.

To put it bluntly, although I found that he is essentially a young master, and not only has a cute side.But didn't I lose my temper at him because of his good attitude towards me?

If he's like those disgusting old men, he really wants to fuck me, I'm done.

The person in charge of this clubhouse is very afraid of him!

In fact, I was bullying him.

They don't owe me anything.

Instead I owe him so much.

Even if people really look down on me, so what.

At that time, he was "fierce" with me, probably because he was worried about me, and hoped that I would be obedient and rest more. He didn't know that I was going to the hospital in a hurry.As for the sentence about the "club", normal people would disagree with me when I work here.

He just showed it.

Once my anger dissipated, I couldn't bear to see him being so cautious, so I called him nicely: "Senior—"

He breathed a sigh of relief.

Instead, I was frightened: "What are you doing..."

He smiled at me: "It's okay, you continue to talk."

"...My mother got lymphoma and was desperate for money, so I had to come here to work. The salary here is relatively high."

He nodded.

"Our family used to be in a good condition, but my personality was not very good, and the classmates in the class didn't like me. Now my family is like this, and I still do this kind of work, but I still pretend to be superior in school. Senior, are you Will you look down on me? I've obviously been working in such a place."

He quickly shook his head.

"Anyway, you know everything now. That's how I am, and my personality is still bad. If you tell other people, I won't blame you."

"I won't say it."

"Thank you. I was a little angry just now, because my mother was waiting for me every day, and she would be anxious when I was late. Then you took too much care, and you didn't let me go. I'm sorry, senior, and I stepped on you. foot……"

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt at all, I should say sorry. What about your mother?"

I sighed, looked out of the car, and said slowly: "Then I will only tell you one person. In fact, the doctor told me that my mother cannot be saved, but I don't want to give up."

His car was parked in the corner of the parking lot. It was dark everywhere except for a little light in the car.

I myself feel that my voice is quite sad.

Sure enough, after hearing this, he stopped talking.

Until another car came from behind and the headlights illuminated our car.

Chu Heng said cautiously again: "I can—"

I can already guess what he is going to say, he wants to lend money to my mother for treatment.

But I don't want it. Favors cannot be owed, and I will never pay them off in my whole life.

I unbuckled my seat belt, turned around and smiled at him, interrupting him: "I'm going to work, senior, hurry back. I'm going to trouble you again today. I drank milk when I was in the hospital, and I don't feel bad anymore."

He didn't stop me, he just watched me get off the car.

I bowed my head and walked into the gate of the clubhouse. Before entering the gate, I turned around and glanced behind me.

His car is still there.

What are these things?

Sighing, I walked in.

The author has something to say:

If the two of them don't smoke, it should be HE.

I myself can't stand BE now.

But just in case, I'm really scared, so I'll watch it when it's over.I try to write a little bit every day.