night lights up

I don't remember exactly how long ago, when we broke up, Chu Heng slapped me severely and told me that I would never get better in this life.

Then he left, without looking at me again.

I also left, with my back to him, also walking without looking at him again.

At that time, I felt that my back must be very decisive and full of despair.Now that so many years have passed, I have left Shanghai far away, and I seem to have forgotten many things, including the determination and despair I thought I had at the time.Nor will I think about the scene of meeting again as written in many books.Because I know that no matter how long my life really is, he will never want to see me again, and I will never go to see him.

We can't see each other again.

Occasionally, when I think about it, I even feel that I was stupid and hypocritical at that time.

I will also regret it, and I should have told him a sentence at that time: "A lifetime is too long, and whatever you say, you shouldn't say it for a lifetime."

But when I opened the door, singing and noise filled the room, and I saw those people on the sofa, I realized that I hadn't forgotten anything.The way he gave me a box of chocolates with an embarrassed smile rubbing his forehead, the way he kissed the corner of my mouth cautiously, the way he stood worriedly waiting for me at the door of the teaching building with an umbrella in his hand, the way he cried The way he dragged me in the heavy rain and refused to let me go, the way he raised his hand and slapped me hard on the face, the way he closed his eyes with a bleeding nose and never wanted to look at me again...

I actually remember all of them.

5 minutes ago, I changed into my pajamas and was about to go to bed when the door was knocked loudly. I was not in good health. This is something my employees know, and they all know that it is necessary to go to bed at ten o’clock in the evening. thing.They, who never bothered me at this time, knocked on my door, and I figured something had happened in the shop.

Sure enough, when I put on my coat and got out of bed to open the door, a young master in the shop was so frightened that he almost cried: "Boss, go and have a look, Xiaobai was beaten, and he was trying to take off his clothes!!! Those people seem to be from Shanghai, not only Xiaobai, but the others are crying too! They are all very fierce and seem to have a lot of background!!"

Xiaobai is a waiter in the store, but my store is not a serious store, and the waiters are naturally not serious waiters.But Xiaobai is the most serious waiter there, he doesn't even accompany the wine, he just delivers drinks.Even though the salary was doubled and there were basically no tips, he still refused to accompany him.

During the interview, I asked him disdainfully: "You have already entered this circle, why do you still want to be so arrogant?"

He bit his lip, bowed his head and said, "I don't want my future self to regret too much."

I looked at his resume, yes, he has a resume, just for such a job, he has carefully prepared his resume.The resume is too beautiful, and I am a sophomore in a well-known university.I don't know if I should say that he is too simple, or that he is hypocritical, even in this situation, he still has to rely on such a degree to retain the last arrogance.I looked at his face again, and his face was too beautiful.

"You only have two months of summer vacation, and you don't want to drink with me, why should I recruit you?" I asked him again.

He bit his lip and reached out to take the resume.

I grabbed the resume, and he looked up at me suspiciously.The eyes are clear and stubborn, and there is also a bit of fear.

At this moment, I seem to see myself many years ago.

Xiao Bai stayed like this and became the only waiter in the store who didn't accompany the wine.I took good care of him, and he was really lucky. Until the end of his part-time job, he has been in peace.Unexpectedly, something happened tonight, because I have always taken good care of him, many people in the store thought that I was interested in Xiaobai.

I don't care if I think this way.

It is also because of this belief that the young master rushed over to call me regardless of the fact that I was getting ready for bed.

But I really want to take care of this kind of thing. If there is a big trouble, it will affect the business.

I changed my clothes and put on a very simple white shirt. My hair had just been washed and was limp on my head. It was different from me who usually wore a suit and hairspray. I was many years younger in the mirror.The young master looked up at me, then he didn't dare to look any more, and lowered his head.I whistled happily. Although I am thirty, I am still pretty, and I hope everyone thinks I am pretty.

I live on the fifth floor of the store, and the entire fifth floor is my living space.I took the young master into the elevator, and quickly came to the second floor where the accident happened. When I reached the door of the room, I opened the door without hesitation.

As we all know, in any KTV, when no songs are ordered, the machine will always play some songs that are automatically set.The songs that are automatically set in KTVs all over the country are nothing more than the hottest songs in each season, but my shop has been playing a not-so-famous song "The Night Illuminates the Night" for ten years, so I recommend it. After opening the door, the first thing I heard was Wan Fang's gentle voice, and then the noise. I frowned, and my head hurt a little.

I looked for Xiaobai inside, but I didn't find him, but I saw someone among the group on the sofa.

It's been so long for a lifetime, since I don't think about the scene that repeats again, how do I know how to face it when we really meet again.

Xiaobai doesn't know, but I'm actually his senior.

A senior who has grown up to ten levels.

In fact, sometimes even I forget that my alma mater is such a good university that can even be ranked among the top in China, and that I once had a life as white as paper.

And one of those people on the sofa is my senior.

I grew up two grades of seniors.

This senior once made the whole campus beautiful.And this person who has made the whole campus beautiful once liked chasing a person regardless of being punished or being taken away by the police despite fighting.

That person is me.

My health was not very good, so that the sudden heart palpitations and shortness of breath at that moment made me unable to tell whether it was because I couldn't go to bed on time or something else.The noise in the private room stopped for a moment because of my sudden appearance. I looked away in a daze, and when I looked up again, my face became calm again. I glanced around with a smile, walked a few steps closer, and smiled. Said: "Gentlemen, don't you like these boys? I will exchange some of the most beautiful ones in the store for you gentlemen. All of them are free, so I will make amends to you!" While talking, I asked the young master beside me to call someone Coming over, he froze for a moment, then nodded and planned to go out.

"Wait a minute!" A person at the corner of the sofa interrupted his movements, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly with a smile, "You are the boss? I just like this, and I can give it for any price."

I saw that Xiaobai was held in his arms, his chin was picked up by the man, even though the light was dim, the red marks on his face could be seen.I exhaled silently in my heart, and I was beaten.In fact, in the sensual and romantic scene, no matter the young master or the princess, they have all been wronged to some extent, and I have never sympathized with them in the past. After all, this is the path I chose.

But for some reason, when I saw Xiaobai's dazed and dull expression, I felt sympathy and discomfort that had disappeared for a long time.

"This kid just came to the store, and he doesn't know anything. I'm afraid it will disturb the interest of the husband."

I speak.

The audience suddenly fell silent.

It also made me suddenly a little embarrassed.