It turns out that love goes deep
Chapter 47 Emotional Cleanliness
After chatting with Wu Qi, Zhao Yiyuan knew that he needed to clarify his own thoughts in order to decide the future direction.
The relationship between the two of them has changed subtly, and when they suddenly found out, it has reached the point of being uncontrollable.To be honest, Lu Yue treated him well before, but after this injury, he felt Lu Yue's care for him even more.For him, the most obvious thing is that he starts to avoid, doesn't face up to his feelings, and lets go. Zhao Yiyuan knows very well that this is already a sign that he has fallen into it.
It was he who proposed to do things for Wu Qi, and he must complete this matter. It is his principle not to leave any debts, so he will solve this matter no matter what.Moreover, as Lu Yue said at the beginning, there is no deep love between them, even if Lu Yue seems to be in love with him now, he can't take it seriously.He knew that Lu Yue was not a person who would wrong him. Maybe Lu Yue still maintained relationships with others, but he didn't tell him, but he didn't think about it.On the surface it was unnecessary, but in fact it was because he didn't dare to discover the truth. He knew very well that whoever was serious among them would lose.
After much deliberation, Zhao Yiyuan decided to suppress the signs of love in his heart, only in this way can he help Wu Qi smoothly, only in this way can he deal with the problem rationally.He and Lu Yue can look on the surface as before, but there must be a boundary in their hearts.
Zhao Yiyuan rested at home for a few days, and Xu Yong brought him some special products and landscape photos when he returned from his travels. Zhao Yiyuan asked him why he only took landscape photos, and Xu Yong smiled and said: "I'm afraid that taking my photos will stimulate you. There is no way to go out to play, how can I still have the heart to show affection and abuse you."
Zhao Yiyuan had nothing to say, only shame.
Knowing that his injury was much better, Lu Yue was afraid that he would be too bored, so he asked him to come to Sufang's main store and was going to take him for a walk. Zhao Yiyuan thought that he had nothing to do, and he was about to get moldy from staying at home, so he agreed to take a look.
When Zhao Yiyuan came to the store, everyone who saw him greeted him enthusiastically, and happened to meet Xiao Zhang, who asked with a smile, "How is the shooting range?"
Xiao Zhang did not forget to praise him: "Thanks to the solid foundation laid before, now the management does not need too much effort, thanks to you."
Zhao Yiyuan smiled faintly: "Stop praising me so much, it's better for you to manage it well. In short, it's enough to know that the shooting range is well managed."
Xiao Zhang asked: "Are you looking for Master Lu?"
Zhao Yiyuan nodded, and Xiao Zhang said, "Then I won't delay you, let's go first."
When Zhao Yiyuan arrived at the office, Lu Yue happened to be busy with something, so he said hello and asked Zhao Yiyuan to go shopping for a while and look for him later.
Zhao Yiyuan just wandered around the store boredly, and bumped into Qi Weidong when he turned the corner.Zhao Yiyuan said hello politely, and wanted to leave directly, but saw Qi Weidong looking at him with elusive eyes.
"What's wrong?"
Qi Weidong was startled and turned into a smile: "It's nothing, I just feel that I didn't expect you to be so capable when I saw you before, let's find a place to chat."
Zhao Yiyuan has nothing to do with Qi Weidong, Qi Weidong suddenly said this could only be because of Lu Yue's matter.
They sat down in the rest area next door, Qi Weidong glanced at him and said: "The rumors about Master Lu and you are well known, I also heard a little bit, and I was really shocked, after all, Master Lu I have never been in a long-term relationship with anyone, and you impress me."
When Zhao Yiyuan heard it, it was indeed because of Lu Yue. Before he could figure out how to answer, he said: "I thought that people like Master Lu would not be entangled by others. After being with you, Master Lu still hasn't changed himself. style, so I don’t take it seriously.”
Although it didn't look obvious on the surface, Zhao Yiyuan was really stunned for a few seconds, and then the first thought that came to his mind was, sure enough, Lu Yue is still Lu Yue.
Before he had time to have any more thoughts, Qi Weidong said: "But gradually, especially recently, Lord Lu's needs are much less than before. He only picks one person when I come three or four times. It's so strange, after thinking about it, I can only wonder if you have influenced him."
It is difficult for Zhao Yiyuan to describe his current feelings. He suppressed the emotions that kept popping up, and said lightly: "You think too much, Master Lu will not change because of me. Now it is probably just a period of indifference, maybe after a while Enough."
Qi Weidong looked at him dubiously, got up and said, "I hope so."
After he left, Zhao Yiyuan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and when he got up, his cell phone rang.
"I'm done, where are you?"
Hearing Lu Yue's voice at this moment, Zhao Yiyuan was in a complicated mood. He urgently needed time and space to think about it for himself. When he saw Lu Yue, he might not be able to control his emotions well. He didn't want to face it suddenly without thinking about anything. he.
He adjusted a bit: "Forget it, don't come, I'm a little tired, so I'll go back first."
Lu Yue felt that he was a little strange, but he still responded: "That's fine, you have a good rest."
Zhao Yiyuan fell down on the bed when he returned to the room, buried his head in his arms, he felt deeply tired.
Zhao Yiyuan slowly moved his hand away and stared at the ceiling. How is he feeling now? Probably disappointment and sadness are dominant.
I have to admit that he has fantasies and expectations for Lu Yue, maybe in his heart he is wondering if Lu Yue really fell in love with him and really changed himself for him.He even thought that he would treat himself wholeheartedly.
But in fact, Zhao Yiyuan had a premonition from the time when Lu Yue and Qi Weidong were in contact. Lu Yue still focused on his own feelings, and he would not change for anyone.Although he had a hunch, he still chose not to delve into it, and he was disappointed when he really knew the result.
Sadness is not for Lu Yue, but for himself. Lu Yue is like this, he should have understood it a long time ago, but he is disappointed, including before, everything has only proved one.He didn't know whether Lu Yue loved him or not, but he really fell in love with Lu Yue.He was sane at the beginning, but because of this, he subconsciously ignored the details and the truth. He didn't know when a big hole was broken through the line of defense he set up, and he felt sad and helpless because he was stuck in it.
Zhao Yiyuan thought that his feelings for Lu Yue were just sprouting, but he didn't expect that the roots of love had deeply rooted in his heart unconsciously, and the seedlings had grown into small trees, which were difficult to get rid of easily.Fortunately, Zhao Yiyuan didn't completely lose his mind, he knew that the longer the delay, the worse the situation would become.And whether it's a habit or a feeling that there is no need to change, Lu Yue is still having physical relationships with others while interacting with him, which is unacceptable to him who is emotionally clean.
He still has something to do, and if he continues to entangle with Lu Yue, it will only increase his indecision. It is better to cut the mess quickly and end the matter, so that these emotions will fade away slowly despite the long time. Experience has become the past, making Lu Yue a passer-by in his long life.Life still has to go on, there is no need to toss yourself for someone who is not worth it.
Zhao Yiyuan got up, and there was a trace of firmness in his eyes. He wanted to sever the relationship with Lu Yue and look at him objectively with a calm self.Concentrate on helping Wu Qi, and when the matter is successful, quit silently and leave these people.
Zhao Yiyuan sent a message asking Lu Yue to have dinner together at night. Lu Yue thought he felt better, so he agreed without thinking too much.
Lu Yue went to Zhao Yiyuan's house to pick up people and went to the restaurant he had chosen. When he came, the food was being served, which was obviously arranged in advance. Lu Yue said with a smile: "It's winter, it's better to eat hot pot."
Zhao Yiyuan nodded lightly, Lu Yue felt that he was a little depressed, and asked while putting vegetables in the pot: "You suddenly went back in the morning, what's wrong with you?"
Zhao Yiyuan picked up a piece of mutton from the pot, and said in a nonchalant tone, "It's nothing, I just met Qi Weidong, and we chatted for a while."
After hearing this, Lu Yue understood Zhao Yiyuan's attitude. He put down his chopsticks, looked at him and said, "What do you know?"
Zhao Yiyuan calmly concentrated on eating the meat and said, "I know everything."
Lu Yue felt Zhao Yiyuan's unusual indifference, and wanted to explain but found that there was nothing to explain.
Zhao Yiyuan swallowed the meat in his mouth, and finally looked at Lu Yue: "Let's break up."
Lu Yue couldn't believe what he heard: "What did you say?"
Zhao Yiyuan sighed and said: "Brother Yue, you still have relationships with other people, they are all those people introduced to you by Qi Weidong. In the end, you are still the same as before."
Lu Yue couldn't refute these facts, and could only ask silently: "Is it because of this that we want to break up?"
Zhao Yiyuan also looked back at him calmly: "I have emotional cleanliness, sorry, I still can't accept it. In fact, after breaking up, Brother Yue, you are more free. You don't have to think so much. Acting according to your own voice should be better than It's more comfortable now."
Zhao Yiyuan guessed that with Lu Yue's attitude at the beginning, he was more interested in playing. In this way, if he finds that he is serious, it will be a troublesome thing for him, and he will naturally not cause unnecessary trouble.
Zhao Yiyuan smiled again and said: "Actually, breaking up is just our emotional choice. At work, if you don't dislike Brother Yue, I will still do my best to help you take care of the branch. You don't have to worry."
Lu Yue was silent for a few seconds and asked, "How do you feel about breaking up?"
Zhao Yiyuan's eyes showed uncontrollable sadness: "I just think, ah, it really is like this."
Lu Yue's heart twitched. Zhao Yiyuan's feelings, which he had never been able to determine, were finally confirmed. It turned out that his feelings were much stronger than he thought. At that moment, he was even a little happy.
That sentence of emotional cleanliness hit Lu Yue's heart, he knew that Zhao Yiyuan was sad, and he also knew that if they didn't do anything, they couldn't go on.
Lu Yuesi thought for a while and said: "Well, I listen to you, let's break up."
The relationship between the two of them has changed subtly, and when they suddenly found out, it has reached the point of being uncontrollable.To be honest, Lu Yue treated him well before, but after this injury, he felt Lu Yue's care for him even more.For him, the most obvious thing is that he starts to avoid, doesn't face up to his feelings, and lets go. Zhao Yiyuan knows very well that this is already a sign that he has fallen into it.
It was he who proposed to do things for Wu Qi, and he must complete this matter. It is his principle not to leave any debts, so he will solve this matter no matter what.Moreover, as Lu Yue said at the beginning, there is no deep love between them, even if Lu Yue seems to be in love with him now, he can't take it seriously.He knew that Lu Yue was not a person who would wrong him. Maybe Lu Yue still maintained relationships with others, but he didn't tell him, but he didn't think about it.On the surface it was unnecessary, but in fact it was because he didn't dare to discover the truth. He knew very well that whoever was serious among them would lose.
After much deliberation, Zhao Yiyuan decided to suppress the signs of love in his heart, only in this way can he help Wu Qi smoothly, only in this way can he deal with the problem rationally.He and Lu Yue can look on the surface as before, but there must be a boundary in their hearts.
Zhao Yiyuan rested at home for a few days, and Xu Yong brought him some special products and landscape photos when he returned from his travels. Zhao Yiyuan asked him why he only took landscape photos, and Xu Yong smiled and said: "I'm afraid that taking my photos will stimulate you. There is no way to go out to play, how can I still have the heart to show affection and abuse you."
Zhao Yiyuan had nothing to say, only shame.
Knowing that his injury was much better, Lu Yue was afraid that he would be too bored, so he asked him to come to Sufang's main store and was going to take him for a walk. Zhao Yiyuan thought that he had nothing to do, and he was about to get moldy from staying at home, so he agreed to take a look.
When Zhao Yiyuan came to the store, everyone who saw him greeted him enthusiastically, and happened to meet Xiao Zhang, who asked with a smile, "How is the shooting range?"
Xiao Zhang did not forget to praise him: "Thanks to the solid foundation laid before, now the management does not need too much effort, thanks to you."
Zhao Yiyuan smiled faintly: "Stop praising me so much, it's better for you to manage it well. In short, it's enough to know that the shooting range is well managed."
Xiao Zhang asked: "Are you looking for Master Lu?"
Zhao Yiyuan nodded, and Xiao Zhang said, "Then I won't delay you, let's go first."
When Zhao Yiyuan arrived at the office, Lu Yue happened to be busy with something, so he said hello and asked Zhao Yiyuan to go shopping for a while and look for him later.
Zhao Yiyuan just wandered around the store boredly, and bumped into Qi Weidong when he turned the corner.Zhao Yiyuan said hello politely, and wanted to leave directly, but saw Qi Weidong looking at him with elusive eyes.
"What's wrong?"
Qi Weidong was startled and turned into a smile: "It's nothing, I just feel that I didn't expect you to be so capable when I saw you before, let's find a place to chat."
Zhao Yiyuan has nothing to do with Qi Weidong, Qi Weidong suddenly said this could only be because of Lu Yue's matter.
They sat down in the rest area next door, Qi Weidong glanced at him and said: "The rumors about Master Lu and you are well known, I also heard a little bit, and I was really shocked, after all, Master Lu I have never been in a long-term relationship with anyone, and you impress me."
When Zhao Yiyuan heard it, it was indeed because of Lu Yue. Before he could figure out how to answer, he said: "I thought that people like Master Lu would not be entangled by others. After being with you, Master Lu still hasn't changed himself. style, so I don’t take it seriously.”
Although it didn't look obvious on the surface, Zhao Yiyuan was really stunned for a few seconds, and then the first thought that came to his mind was, sure enough, Lu Yue is still Lu Yue.
Before he had time to have any more thoughts, Qi Weidong said: "But gradually, especially recently, Lord Lu's needs are much less than before. He only picks one person when I come three or four times. It's so strange, after thinking about it, I can only wonder if you have influenced him."
It is difficult for Zhao Yiyuan to describe his current feelings. He suppressed the emotions that kept popping up, and said lightly: "You think too much, Master Lu will not change because of me. Now it is probably just a period of indifference, maybe after a while Enough."
Qi Weidong looked at him dubiously, got up and said, "I hope so."
After he left, Zhao Yiyuan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and when he got up, his cell phone rang.
"I'm done, where are you?"
Hearing Lu Yue's voice at this moment, Zhao Yiyuan was in a complicated mood. He urgently needed time and space to think about it for himself. When he saw Lu Yue, he might not be able to control his emotions well. He didn't want to face it suddenly without thinking about anything. he.
He adjusted a bit: "Forget it, don't come, I'm a little tired, so I'll go back first."
Lu Yue felt that he was a little strange, but he still responded: "That's fine, you have a good rest."
Zhao Yiyuan fell down on the bed when he returned to the room, buried his head in his arms, he felt deeply tired.
Zhao Yiyuan slowly moved his hand away and stared at the ceiling. How is he feeling now? Probably disappointment and sadness are dominant.
I have to admit that he has fantasies and expectations for Lu Yue, maybe in his heart he is wondering if Lu Yue really fell in love with him and really changed himself for him.He even thought that he would treat himself wholeheartedly.
But in fact, Zhao Yiyuan had a premonition from the time when Lu Yue and Qi Weidong were in contact. Lu Yue still focused on his own feelings, and he would not change for anyone.Although he had a hunch, he still chose not to delve into it, and he was disappointed when he really knew the result.
Sadness is not for Lu Yue, but for himself. Lu Yue is like this, he should have understood it a long time ago, but he is disappointed, including before, everything has only proved one.He didn't know whether Lu Yue loved him or not, but he really fell in love with Lu Yue.He was sane at the beginning, but because of this, he subconsciously ignored the details and the truth. He didn't know when a big hole was broken through the line of defense he set up, and he felt sad and helpless because he was stuck in it.
Zhao Yiyuan thought that his feelings for Lu Yue were just sprouting, but he didn't expect that the roots of love had deeply rooted in his heart unconsciously, and the seedlings had grown into small trees, which were difficult to get rid of easily.Fortunately, Zhao Yiyuan didn't completely lose his mind, he knew that the longer the delay, the worse the situation would become.And whether it's a habit or a feeling that there is no need to change, Lu Yue is still having physical relationships with others while interacting with him, which is unacceptable to him who is emotionally clean.
He still has something to do, and if he continues to entangle with Lu Yue, it will only increase his indecision. It is better to cut the mess quickly and end the matter, so that these emotions will fade away slowly despite the long time. Experience has become the past, making Lu Yue a passer-by in his long life.Life still has to go on, there is no need to toss yourself for someone who is not worth it.
Zhao Yiyuan got up, and there was a trace of firmness in his eyes. He wanted to sever the relationship with Lu Yue and look at him objectively with a calm self.Concentrate on helping Wu Qi, and when the matter is successful, quit silently and leave these people.
Zhao Yiyuan sent a message asking Lu Yue to have dinner together at night. Lu Yue thought he felt better, so he agreed without thinking too much.
Lu Yue went to Zhao Yiyuan's house to pick up people and went to the restaurant he had chosen. When he came, the food was being served, which was obviously arranged in advance. Lu Yue said with a smile: "It's winter, it's better to eat hot pot."
Zhao Yiyuan nodded lightly, Lu Yue felt that he was a little depressed, and asked while putting vegetables in the pot: "You suddenly went back in the morning, what's wrong with you?"
Zhao Yiyuan picked up a piece of mutton from the pot, and said in a nonchalant tone, "It's nothing, I just met Qi Weidong, and we chatted for a while."
After hearing this, Lu Yue understood Zhao Yiyuan's attitude. He put down his chopsticks, looked at him and said, "What do you know?"
Zhao Yiyuan calmly concentrated on eating the meat and said, "I know everything."
Lu Yue felt Zhao Yiyuan's unusual indifference, and wanted to explain but found that there was nothing to explain.
Zhao Yiyuan swallowed the meat in his mouth, and finally looked at Lu Yue: "Let's break up."
Lu Yue couldn't believe what he heard: "What did you say?"
Zhao Yiyuan sighed and said: "Brother Yue, you still have relationships with other people, they are all those people introduced to you by Qi Weidong. In the end, you are still the same as before."
Lu Yue couldn't refute these facts, and could only ask silently: "Is it because of this that we want to break up?"
Zhao Yiyuan also looked back at him calmly: "I have emotional cleanliness, sorry, I still can't accept it. In fact, after breaking up, Brother Yue, you are more free. You don't have to think so much. Acting according to your own voice should be better than It's more comfortable now."
Zhao Yiyuan guessed that with Lu Yue's attitude at the beginning, he was more interested in playing. In this way, if he finds that he is serious, it will be a troublesome thing for him, and he will naturally not cause unnecessary trouble.
Zhao Yiyuan smiled again and said: "Actually, breaking up is just our emotional choice. At work, if you don't dislike Brother Yue, I will still do my best to help you take care of the branch. You don't have to worry."
Lu Yue was silent for a few seconds and asked, "How do you feel about breaking up?"
Zhao Yiyuan's eyes showed uncontrollable sadness: "I just think, ah, it really is like this."
Lu Yue's heart twitched. Zhao Yiyuan's feelings, which he had never been able to determine, were finally confirmed. It turned out that his feelings were much stronger than he thought. At that moment, he was even a little happy.
That sentence of emotional cleanliness hit Lu Yue's heart, he knew that Zhao Yiyuan was sad, and he also knew that if they didn't do anything, they couldn't go on.
Lu Yuesi thought for a while and said: "Well, I listen to you, let's break up."
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