Lost Charm

Before Xu Qin came to his senses, he was as confused as a fish caught ashore by a fisherman, struggling helplessly but always in vain.Under the impact again and again, Xu Qin, who was biting his lip and unwilling to make a sound, finally hugged Yu Chijiong's neck instinctively, begging him to let him go.

Xu Qin was taught by himself that no matter how his identity changes, Yu Chijiong can still grind people out.

Yu Chijiong slowly touched the scars on Xu Qin's body. Before, Xu Qin laughed at himself that becoming a caveman would definitely scare people, but he didn't think so. This was proof that he protected himself, and he never felt ugly.

After only a few days like this, he was so depressed that he didn't want to live. It was hard for Yu Chijiong to imagine how Xu Qin spent these 300 years alone, let alone watching him grow up from a child, seeing him getting acquainted with the young Xu Qin and him. The two love each other...a sudden pain in his heart, how many unspeakable grievances has his Ji Hai suffered as Qu Moao?

He once chose to give up because Qu Moao was a demon. This brief separation made him realize that being a human or a demon is nothing more than a false name. No matter how the world looks at it, no matter how Xu Qin wants to continue being a half-demon, he will desperately want to be with Xu Qin .

The one he loves is Xu Qin, and those who are different ways of beings and monsters have become clichés and are not worthy of his attention.

In case Xu Qin turned people away again tomorrow morning, Yu Chijiong would tell Xu Qin how passionately he pestered him that night.

The next day, when Xu Qin finally had the strength to open his eyes, he unexpectedly found himself being forcibly hugged in a warm embrace. He wondered for a while why the quilt had such a warm warmth, and then belatedly remembered that the quilt was so warm. It's called Yuchi Jiong.Recalling yesterday's indulgence in his mind, Xu Qin's face turned pale with anger. He obviously didn't plan to meet Yuchi Jiong so soon, but how could they have rolled into bed in the blink of an eye?

Xu Qin completely ignores that there is something in the world that cannot be slapped, and irresponsibly blames all the faults on a certain guy who has a brain.Just as he was about to drive the man out of the room, he touched his cheek with a big warm hand, and rubbed his eyelids lightly with his fingers. The next moment, he heard Yuchi Jiong's hoarse and heartbroken voice: "What's the matter with the eyes, Um?"

Xu Qin was startled, and suddenly felt that the ice wall in his heart, which took a long time to build, was gently knocked away by Yu Chijiong, and the depression suppressed by him gushed out like a flood, flooding every part of his body. organs, making a clamor for Wei Chijiong to his own reason.

He always thought that some emotions would disappear under pressure, but at this moment, he realized how much he missed the handsome man in front of him.He suddenly didn't want to bear it anymore, and he didn't even care about any bullshit plans, he just wanted to be with Yu Chijiong regardless of everything, and tell him how painful he had been in the past 300 years, unless Yuchijiong stayed with him in the days to come, Otherwise, his heart would still be bleeding.

Seeing Xu Qin's silence, Yuchi Jiong thought that the other party didn't want to speak, so he coaxed: "It's okay, I won't dislike you, just tell me."

How dare he dislike it?Xu Qin's reddish eye sockets were still full of emotion︱Laziness afterwards, so staring at Yu Chijiong didn't have the effect of warning.The corner of Yuchijiong's mouth curled up into a faint smile, he patted Xu Qin's head to comfort him, and asked the question again.

It seems that he is determined to know what he has done for 300 years. Xu Qin knew that once he opened his mouth, Yu Chijiong would beat the snake and follow the stick to continue asking. Even so, he was willing to open his mouth and said: "I Wanting to save my mother, angered heaven, but my adoptive father dragged me away desperately at that time, and my mother went anyway, so I escaped from being completely blind and became like this, and I had to bring things closer to see clearly , It’s very troublesome to explain to others, so I just said that I’m blind.”

"...Ji Hai, you are so stupid, you can't change the doomed things, or you will be backlashed." Yu Chijiong said, he likes Xu Qin's eyes, always sparkling with curiosity and innocence towards the world, now empty His black eyes can only faintly reflect his appearance, and they are no longer as bright as before, so how can he not feel sad.

But Xu Qin said: "Think about it, Du Lei really couldn't see it back then, I'm lucky to be like this."

"All these years, have you been with Xu Yanfeng?" Yu Chijiong asked, he was asking knowingly, at least he knew that Xu Yanfeng had traveled around the world, and Sun Lie had boasted that Qu Moao had never left the capital.

"No." Xu Qin thought for a while, and decided to tell the story in one breath. The question and answer went on and he didn't know how long he would say: "After King Jing ascended the throne, I changed my name to Qu Moao, Sun Lie. Said that I don’t want to be so high-profile so as not to offend the heavens, so I set a sentence for myself that I will not stay in the capital for life, and it’s fine for the anti-justice father to go with the demon pigeon. It was the year I was born, and I couldn’t help but go out of the city of."

Yuchi Jiong frowned, and said, "Punishment?"

Xu Qin said in a low voice: "I let Luoluoniao come in. Although the death penalty is inevitable, I am very obedient and have not left the capital for 200 years. It turned out that I didn't know that I would live so long. I have a grandson." Lie joked that King Jing has become an old man, why do I still look young, and we realized that my lifespan has increased. So we slowly increased the demon blood in my body, so that I can survive 300 years, so that we can see each other again It's time for everyone... I have to say that Zixi is really rebellious, always trying to bite my ear."

Yu Chijiong never knew that Xu Qin always cared about the Du family's affairs, but obviously his focus had long been on Xu Qin's life expectancy: "Ji Hai, are you... in pain?"

Is this what he wanted to say? He has too many things to ask. He wants to ask if he gritted his teeth and practiced martial arts hard in order to become the Qu Moao in his memory. , Did he gamble on the possibility of a reunion, and endured the pain of demonization day after day... In the end, all he could say was the word "does it hurt?"

Xu Qin buried his head in Yuchijiong's chest, he really wanted to tell him wantonly that he was in pain, and he had never felt better after 300 years of pain, but what's the use of this answer if Yuchijiong pityed him?

Without the big umbrella of Yu Chijiong, he groped through his falls again and again, learning to deal with the royal family's difficulties, learning to be indifferent to the cynicism of officials, and learning to bypass the traps set by monsters.He is not a shrewd person, every time he falls, his head will be broken and bloody, even so, no one is around to comfort him, the only thing he can rely on is himself, how many nights he sat from dark to dawn, and then forced him again Brace yourself to face all kinds of malice.On the contrary, the pain of demonization has become the comfort of his life, it is his self-comfort in the lonely years, this is the only connection with Yu Chijiong.

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

Yuchi kissed Xu Qin's forehead, being used to it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.He held Xu Qin tightly in his arms, as if no one could take away his treasure, and said, "Ji Hai, although it's a little late to ask now, have you ever thought about exporting the demon blood?"

Although Yu Chijiong hurt Xu Qin, Xu Qin didn't complain at all, and even welcomed him a little - in his eyes, this meant that Yuchijiong valued him.He closed his eyes almost enjoying himself, and said: "I plan to export the demon blood after the matter is settled, because Sun Lie also said that it will take at least ten years."

Ten years, is Ji Hai going to be in pain for another ten years... Yuchi Jiong lowered his eyes, but said in his mouth: "We still have many ten years, and I will always be with you."

Xu Qin's heart warmed up. What kind of water was in his head before he felt that it would be better not to recognize each other?Suddenly, he suddenly raised his head to stare at Yu Chijiong, and said, "No, how did you recognize me?"