The author and protagonist HE [Transmigration Book]

Extra Story [-]/The Beginning and the End

03. About those years of waiting

The first few years of the last days were tragic.

At a glance, there were corpses lying on the ground everywhere, mutilated by zombies, it was horrible. Fortunately, the temperature was not too high at that time, but after a long time, the air was still filled with a strong smell of blood.

Many people vomit while walking, and get used to it after vomiting.

Xiao Muyu is also on this list.

She is calmer than ordinary people, and her adaptability is stronger, but it is also limited. In the final analysis, human consciousness dominated at that time, and it is natural to feel uncomfortable when seeing such a tragic scene.

The pity and intolerance for human beings in my heart were probably fully aroused at that time.

I want to live.

That's what she thought at the time.

In retrospect, the real wish is probably "human beings want to live".

No matter how difficult and painful it is, we must live on.

Later, Xiao Muyu died once and awakened his supernatural ability, so the matter of living became a little easier, and he even had the leeway to save others.

Bases in various places were gradually established, and it was not without hearing about Xiao Muyu's reputation that they sincerely invited her, but Xiao Muyu didn't join any of them.

Apart from wanting to save more people on the way, he has no time to stop.

Another reason may be that she subconsciously felt that she couldn't fit in.

Before the apocalypse, she was a bit out of tune with other people, and 20 years of mortal life could not completely erase her abnormality. After the end of the apocalypse, this part of her body was infinitely magnified.

It wasn't that humans were trying to exclude her, but she was left out.

As a human being, it is inevitable to feel a little lonely.

At this time, Xiao Muyu would always look up at the starry sky habitually, her mind would be unconsciously let go, even she herself didn't know what she was thinking at that time.

Maybe someone thought of it,

He vaguely saw a white figure, and at certain moments, when Xiao Muyu tilted his head to look over, it seemed as if he had met his eyes.

But in the blink of an eye, the blurry image disappeared.

Maybe it's my own illusion.

Xiao Muyu thought so, but she didn't realize that after such thoughts came out, the loneliness that could not be dispelled in her bones dissipated a little.

It was as if someone was by her side out of sight.

——Sounds like a fallacy, but Xiao Muyu really felt that way.

She didn't realize what she had forgotten.

Later, when he reunited with Wen Ruoyu, the two of them sat face to face, and Xiao Muyu lost his mind for a moment.

Wen Ruoyu stared closely at her eyes, and asked her suddenly: "Who are you looking at?"

Xiao Muyu's eyes fell on the empty mid-air on the side, in the distance there were only the tips of the trees, and a little bit of green could be glimpsed, and in the distance were the misty mountains and the sky.

Nothing alive can be seen with the naked eye.

Xiao Muyu came back to her senses when she heard the words, was stunned for a moment and then subconsciously glanced outside.

"What am I looking at?" she said to herself.

She didn't quite know it herself.

But Wen Ruoyu seemed to be particularly concerned, staring at her and studying for a long time, but he couldn't see why.

A strange feeling crossed Xiao Muyu's heart.

For a moment, she blurted out the illusion she saw in her eyes: "I saw the wind and snow."

Then she concealed it again: "Maybe it's because of the mist."

But she still couldn't help looking in that direction, and this time she finally saw nothing.

Wen Ruoyu kept watching her eyes.

Someone had indeed been watching her and accompanying her.

Xiao Muyu didn't realize this until a long time later.

That was not her illusion.

Time stagnates in the forgotten world, and the protagonist stays at the gate of the ruined temple. His consciousness gathers and perfects bit by bit, pieced together from front to back, and gradually takes on a complete appearance.

She raised her head, looked towards the end of the wind and snow, and saw the "god" who created her.

Where have you seen it?

The princess thought vaguely.

It definitely did not originate from the occasional glimpse of the holy maiden in the temple.

But the princess couldn't remember.

Until the "god" reappeared in front of her, destroyed, reorganized, and entered a new life.

The princess recalled everything in her dream.

04. Dream

Hua Feixue woke up from the dream.

The lengthy dream made her feel a little heavy and dizzy. When she opened her eyes for the first time, she could hardly see what was in front of her eyes. Until a person sat on the side of the bed, hugged her and stood up, and brought a glass of warm water to her lips.

Hua Feixue's consciousness slowly recovered, and Xiao Muyu smiled at her beside her.

"The doctor has come to see it. It's just a bit of wind and cold. It will be fine after a little rest for a day or two."

Hua Feixue realized that there might be a hint of ridicule in Xiao Muyu's words, but of course there was more worry and concern.

It took her a beat to realize that the physical discomfort was not only caused by the dream, but also because of the cold, and she was almost bedridden.

It's really embarrassing to say it out, at least it's a cultivator, but one day he will be defeated by a little wind and cold.

Fortunately, it wasn't serious. After drinking some water, Hua Feixue already felt much more comfortable.

The memory is gradually coming back.

The night before, I don't know who suddenly got up and insisted on going out of the palace to see the scenery.

So he sneaked out in the dark.

Going north out of the palace is a large snowfield, in which there are clear and vast lakes and seas, and looking up is a gorgeous starry sky.

Too bad we didn't see the aurora.

Hua Feixue inexplicably had such emotion.

Obviously, she has lived in this palace for more than ten years, and she has never really seen that kind of scenery, and it shouldn't appear in her memory.

But she seemed to have just suddenly thought of it.

Xiao Muyu said: "Wait a little longer."

So Hua Feixue sat down and waited without any doubt.

It was already late at night, and there was no barrier on the snowfield, but the wind blew from time to time, bringing a few flakes of snow, which was much colder than in the palace.

Hua Feixue wasn't afraid of the cold at first, but at that moment, there was a thin light at the end of the sky. She stared at the light and gradually became fascinated, but forgot that she was still a mortal.

So shot with honor.

When the morning light appeared, they sneaked back to the palace, Hua Feixue collapsed on the bed and couldn't get up, which shocked Xiao Muyu.

Fortunately, nothing serious happened, and the fever subsided after sleeping for a while.

It was a rare rest day, Hua Feixue was not feeling well, so Xiao Muyu pinned her on the bed and didn't allow her to go anywhere.

Hua Feixue muttered in a low voice that she wasn't that fragile, but finally obediently complied.

She recalled that long dream, when Xiao Muyu was sitting by the side, Hua Feixue slowly told her.

"... Are those all true?" Hua Feixue asked hesitantly at the end.

"Yes." Xiao Muyu replied, "At least in my memory, that kind of thing did happen."

"Then why do I dream about those memories?" Hua Feixue was a little surprised.

Most of those memories clearly belonged to Xiao Muyu.

Xiao Muyu thought for a moment, and finally said solemnly: "Maybe it's the sequelae of double cultivation."

Hua Feixue: "..."

Xiao Muyu turned her head sideways to dodge the pillow Hua Feixue threw, and leaned up to kiss her cheek with a smile, brushed her hair that fell on the side of her face behind her ears, and pinched her red earlobes casually. Sit down next to her.

"Maybe it's because I want to tell you." Xiao Muyu explained seriously.

"Huh?" Hua Feixue cast a questioning look at her.

"I want you to know about those things in the past." Xiao Muyu said, "Some things cannot be explained clearly by words, and it is best to let you see them bluntly——I thought about it vaguely two days ago, Maybe the wish I made unintentionally came true."

After all, it was once the "God" who created the world.

Even today, some small, world-changing privileges still exist.

Hua Feixue turned her head to look at her, was silent for a moment, and asked her: "...Why do you want me to see those things?"

Xiao Muyu smiled at her, and asked her softly: "You really don't know?"

Hua Feixue didn't answer, but just blinked at her, as if waiting for her to announce the answer.

Xiao Muyu kissed the corner of her eyes lightly, held her hand, clasped five fingers, and said like an oath: "I love you."

"It's not about compromise and pity. I don't need you chasing me hard and begging for my mercy. There's no need to be suspicious and frightened all the time... I love you, it's a fact."

"I have loved you from the beginning." Xiao Muyu said.

Xiao Muyu knew what Hua Feixue was panicking about.

Even though she has been left in this world forever, and she has been married to her, slept in the hall|bed|bed, and even poured love into her ear countless times, it still cannot completely smooth out the uneasiness in Hua Feixue's heart. .

After all, in Hua Feixue's eyes, Xiao Muyu is the creator, but they actually spend very little time together.

It wasn't friendly at the beginning, but after going through so many ups and downs and life and death in the middle, it seems that the love and love are not so clear.

Sometimes even Hua Feixue can't tell which ones are real.

Even counting the time when Xiao Xiao was there, it was not all about Xiao Muyu after all.

As a human being, it is natural to be sentimental, and it is easy to get tripped up by feelings, so what about the original Xiao Muyu?

Hua Feixue would occasionally have some worries and doubts, worrying that Xiao Muyu stayed only out of responsibility and sympathy, and even love was just an additional product.

Of course, those crazy thoughts will be suppressed soon.

She is not so sentimental, and she is not bothered by these fragmentary and boring thoughts.

Xiao Muyu was already by her side, so she wouldn't really doubt her.

But Xiao Muyu can always see any tiny flaw in her heart, and then quietly resolve it.

That dream can be regarded as a gift from her to Hua Feixue.

And that sentence hidden in it.

She created a whole world for Hua Feixue, and she uniquely favored the only protagonist in her novel.

In such a long time later, even if she forgot about that world for a short time, she still understood what existed and was by her side.

When they didn't know each other, Hua Feixue accompanied Xiao Muyu through the long loneliness.

For Hua Feixue, Xiao Muyu is a god.

But for Xiao Muyu, Hua Feixue is also an inseparable part of her life that has gradually melted into her life.

She did love her from the beginning.

From partiality to deep love.

unswervingly to death.

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